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2. You can expand and bring concepts into reality. You

are involved in analysis and statistical research.

3. Highly intelligent, way above average

4. Building energies both physically and spiritually, eg a

business, a body of knowledge

Goals

To create a structure of truth, which could be a physi-

cal construct like a business or building, a philosophy

of living, a system of healing and similar

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Karma/Goals
:

lack of structure, feeling lost, life and death

Talents
:

assimilation, structure

12: Lamed: L

Master Number

Symbol

1. sign of expansion and expression

2. Flowing, seeking growth and very symbolic spiritually

3. incentive to continue to expand to get more knowl-

edge to teach

Star sign

Libra

Positive
:

1. Harmony, romantic, idealistic and togetherness

2. a coming together, balance

Negative
:

Unbalanced, indecisive, sitting on the fence

Comments

strong energies in positive and negative expressions

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Quality

Coition

This is the act of love. in a karmic position, this

can get very excessive, eg multiple partners, or

completely non-existent.

Karma

1. Your prime lesson is to learn the balance of the physi-

cal and spiritual. There are always obstacles placed in

your path to prevent this.

2. Trying to expand, but keep being limited and

restricted. This can often manifest some form of phys-

ical or emotional illness to limit you.

3. self-guilt, lack of self-worth resulting in a constant

need for approval from others

4. Threat of emotions and sexual desires interfere with

your spiritual growth.

Talents

1. strong incentive to expand knowledge base. great

thirst for learning new things which are internalized

and expanded before they can be shared. You like

reading and can be a bookworm.

2. You possess the ability to share great love with those

who have a need for it.

3. You always want to mother everyone.

4. You can see beauty, even from the lowest vibrations.

Goals

To expand and achieve balance in your emotional,

spiritual and sexual expression in life

Karma/Goals
:

learning balanced expansion

Talents
:

absorption, expansion, love

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13: Mem: M

Mother letter, Master Number

Symbol

1. sign of water and wisdom. The upper waters are

beyond our comprehension; they are not revealed.

2. The lower waters are the lakes, the rivers, the seas;

they are revealed.

Planet

Neptune

Positive
:

1. idealistic, spiritual, sensitive and creative; female

expression of god, sananda

2. attunement with the whole, realisation of spiritual

dimension of experiences, all encompassing compas-

sion, living an ideal

Negative
:

1. self-destructive escapism, evasion of responsibilities

and your deepest needs

2. Refusal to face one’s motives and to commit self to

anything

Apex of achievement

Wisdom

1. one of the major qualities of the feminine aspect of

god is Wisdom. coming into these energies requires

the acquisition of Wisdom.

2. This is acquired by delving deep into the water of your

emotions so that what is hidden becomes revealed.

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Initiation

Water

This is when a personality goes into the depths of

their emotions, to engage with their negative context,

created in order to transmute them.

Comments

1. Even though this energy is very feminine, soft and

loving, it is also very powerful.

2. More of this energy is arriving on planet Earth, espe-

cially in Name optimizations (appendix c).

Karma

1. You are self-indulgent and neglect the needs of others,

especially children.

2. You heart is really closed, and you have a kind of tough

exterior.

3. You need to learn to be soft and loving like a mother.

Talents

1. a maternal and passive sign

2. a fruitful and creative sign coming from a very soft

vibration

3. sign of total love; Mother Meera type energies

4. Make excellent teachers, leaders of spiritual move-

ments, counsellors and ministers

5. This is the still water that all beings come to eventually

for nourishment. it just waits for them to come to it.

Goals

To become loving and wise

Karma/Goals
:

Heart blockage to love, self-indulgent,

neglect needs of others

Talents
:

Unconditional love of Divine Feminine

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14: Nun: N

Symbol

1. sign of etheric and individual existence

2. Product of reflected being

Star sign

Scorpio

Positive
:

1. intense, passionate, persistent and discerning

2. Depth, mysteries and secrecy

Negative
:

1. overly intense

2. You can get very negative in your expression.

Quality

Smell

1. This is the first step in the discernment/digestion

process.

2. You have the ability to decide if something is even

edible.

Comments

1. The main feature of this energy is the overriding

intensity, both for you and those around you.

Karma

1. You are heavily involved in relationships to learn

self-acceptance.

2. Stubborn, you can use people for your own benefit and

refuse to acknowledge the talents of others.

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3. You cannot know who you are by yourself. You can only

know who you are by having unknown parts of your-

self reflected back to you in relationships; thus, you

create very intense relationships with all around you.

Because of this, you can get emotionally burnt out.

4. You are ungrounded.

Talents

1. very psychic. However, you must learn to use it and

share it with others.

2. You are very discerning on all issues directly related

to your life.

3. You are adaptable to new situations and generally have

an open mind, willing to listen to new theories and

philosophies.

Goals

To discover who you truly are and accept it

Karma/Goals
:

learning self-acceptance through relationships,

using other people, stubborn

Talents
:

Reflection and intensity in relationships

15: Samech: S, X

Symbol

link reinforced and turned back upon itself

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Star sign

Sagittarius

Positive
:

1. optimistic, versatile, scrupulous; freedom

2. Restless aspiration propelling you towards an ideal

Negative
:

Unscrupulous, blunt

Quality

Sleep

1. You are asleep, unconscious of the god within or the

god without.

2. The goal is to wake up, to become conscious of where

god is within your life and connect to it.

Karma

1. an insecure sign

2. Tendency to be involved with so many things that you

can lose your purpose and direction. You can latch

on to other people’s ideas and aspirations and adopt

them as your own as you lack your own purpose. in

doing this, you lose time and go round in circles.

When you wear out someone else’s aspiration, you

look for the next thing to latch on to. given a spir-

itual direction, you may not accept it until it has been

heavily researched, often resulting in losing the whole

concept. This can result in you becoming tired and

burnt out.

3. You need to learn to become the positive aspects of

sagittarius: more optimistic, versatile, less closed in.

Talents

1. These are very high frequencies that have the ability to

live with god on the inside and the outside.

2. it relates to the inner circular movement of one’s

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Spirit, always searching and seeking to find more of

god, both on the inside and the outside.

3. These energies are more gentle than 9s or 10s. You are

on a gentle spiritual journey.

Goals

1. To find God within and God without

2. To find your purpose in life

Karma/Goals
:

insecure, going round in circles, trying out lots of

things

Talents
:

Feeling the god within

16: Ayen: Y

Symbol

1. Relates to material meaning pertaining to the physical

plane and society

Star sign

Capricorn

Positive
:

Prudent, reliable, ambitious and determined

Negative
:

You must learn to release these hard, physical vibra-

tions for love. You can be stingy and unadventurous.

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Quality

Anger

1. if the liver is toxic, repressed anger is stored.

2. conversely, the energies of anger when taken to a

higher form are deeply purifying.

Karma

1. You can have a tendency to lie, be negative and refuse

to accept your spirituality.

2. Deeply involved in karma relating to the physical. This

is where you are learning to relate your spiritual ener-

gies to the Earth emotional plane. This manifests as

intense karmic experiences in your interactions with

people.

3. The transition to a spiritual vibration is often difficult

for you due to your heavy emotional involvements.

4. You often, rebel and fight changes within your pattern

of spiritual growth.

5. You have difficulty accepting the love vibration as love

is the flow of spiritual energy.

6. The lesson is to develop the capacity for taking spirit-

ual energies and relating them to the emotional Earth

plane.

Talents

1. You came here to teach people in karma, not service

souls. You have the ability to come across to people as

a real human being.

2. authentic

Goals

To learn how to bring spirit to Earth in an accessible

manner

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Karma/Goals
:

Refusing to accept spirituality coming in

Talents
:

grounding spiritual energies into Earth plane in an

accessible way

17: Peh: P, F

Double Letter

Symbol

1. sign of speech and emphasis

Planet

Mercury

Positive
:

1. good business sense, teaching, success, thirst for

knowledge

2. creative use of skill or intelligence

3. ability to come to agreement through objective under-

standing and clear verbal expression

4. Reason and power of discrimination used to serve

higher ideals

Negative
:

1. abuse of skill or intelligence

2. amorality through rationalization of anything

3. opinionated and one-sided communication

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Karma

1. Double letter: lessons in slavery to Dominion

(sovereignty)

2. inability to relate to others or the lack of a desire to

do so

3. inability for self-expression due to fear of unworthiness

4. Emotionally disturbing energies; hugely suppressed

emotional expression, often in childhood

5. You need to overcome what has been imposed to

keep you quiet and in the background, eg dominant

parents.

6. This can manifest as mercury poisoning from fill-

ings and other types of poisoning associated with the

emotional armouring you develop to protect yourself.

Talents

1. generally on a path of spiritual initiation to prepare

you for your work for god

2. as you express yourself, you move forward to god.

3. You really need to talk, write, express yourself.

Goals

1. Your goal is to learn universal brotherhood, ie the con-

nection of all beings.

2. To teach, to be the Mouth of god

Karma/Goals
:

slavery to Dominion, suppressed emotional

expression, inability to relate

Talents
:

Expression in society

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