Your Soul Contract Decoded: Discover the Spiritual Map of Your Life With Numerology (20 page)

energies? Or are the energies remaining

impure, creating a toxic build-up and a lack

of self-worth?

18

TZ Oeso-

Is your throat chakra open or closed,

phagus

expressing or reticent? You must state your

truth, not what people want to hear.

19

K

Spleen

Purity or lack of purity of self, acceptance

or judgement of self. This is very heavy

emotionally.

SIMPLE LETTERS

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– aspect-specific meaning

Deeper layers of meaning

in chapters 7 and 8 we will build on the generic meaning of the

individual number interpretations laid out in the previous chapter

and take you down to the next level of aspect-specific meaning.

You need to go through the generic interpretations in chapter 4

first, then add the additional meaning of these chapters to it.

A specific range of frequencies

to experience

When the soul chooses double numbers (1-1 through 9-9) in a

chart, it is choosing a specific set of frequencies to experience. If

there are many double numbers in a chart, the life path can feel

narrow and rigidly defined. It is not possible to deviate from this

path. it feels like there is no choice but to follow it. When a double

number is in a karmic position, it is really important to work

through. a mixture of double numbers and combination numbers

(10-1 through 22-4) is optimal.

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1-1: Aleph: A

Comments

1. Rarest combination formed from 10-11 letter names

2. Many positive things

3. You need to be careful of negative things.

4. Energies of archangel Michael, the point of light

from which all creation came. Therefore, these are

powerful energies which give you the ability to trans-

form people’s lives.

Physical Karma

1. great misuse of power

2. Total control of people

Physical Talents

1. great power of expression and energy

2. Excellent for healing

Physical Goals

To become a healer and/or teacher

Spiritual Karma

1. similar to Physical Karma

2. Total denial of the oneness of spirit

Spiritual Talents

great power of healing and energy transformation

Spiritual Goals

To become a healer and/or spiritual teacher

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Soul Destiny

1. To stand at one end of the polarity in this reality as the

light of god to illuminate the pathway back to source

for those who are drawn to work with them

2. Transmitting Unity consciousness into the reality

2-2: Beth: B

Comments

Rarest combination formed from 10-11 letter names

Physical Karma

1. Rigid, lack of resiliency

2. Misinterpretation of reality

3. Hypersensitive

Physical Talents

1. Really resilient, not adversely affected by adverse situ-

ations and/or failure, you are flexible and adaptable.

2. There is foundation of belief and strength inside you.

3. very objective. You possess great wisdom.

Physical Goals

You are here to become resilient, objective and wise,

eg a counsellor.

Spiritual Karma

Rigid, lack of resiliency

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Spiritual Talents

intuitive counsellor at the highest level

Spiritual Goals

To achieve resiliency in emotional expression

Soul Destiny

To achieve resiliency and objectivity in your service to

others

3-3: Gimel: G

Physical Karma

1. You need to learn how to express and share your feel-

ings and ideas.

2. You are here to learn to become a teacher.

3. You need to develop your self-worth to express the

depth of your soul’s wisdom.

Physical Talents

1. symbol of great expression/vocalization and teaching

2. You always have the innate need to share what you

have learnt.

3. sharing of money, possessions, knowledge

4. You need to see the results of this sharing.

Physical Goals

strong desire to be a teacher

Spiritual Karma

similar to Physical Karma, but more spiritually

orientated

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Spiritual Talents

Powerful, catalytic spiritual teacher

Spiritual Goals

strong desire to be a teacher

Soul Destiny

To become a teacher

4-4: Daled: D

Physical Karma

1. Great lack of self-confidence, hard time assimilating

things in mind, which means learning things takes

longer. You have created this reality by continuous

repetition of this.

2. You need to develop self-esteem to achieve.

3. children are a major source of learning. You often con-

ceive unplanned children to work out this energy. You

have to learn to be present unconditionally for them.

4. spirit will present you with challenges to expand and

take risks. You need to trust and have faith that god

will be there to provide the next stepping stone.

5. This energy builds up slowly and grows exponentially.

Physical Talents

1. abilities to duplicate self, absorb and share with others

and continue to build.

2. greater amount of power to be successful in a given

field that uses these energies. There is a huge incentive

for achievement.

3. good in business and for making money

4. good managerial abilities

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Physical Goals

added incentive to achieve. The soul steers you in the

direction you came here to achieve in.

Spiritual Karma

similar to Physical Karma. You really need to learn to

trust in god.

Spiritual Talents

similar to Physical Talents

Spiritual Goals

added incentive to achieve. The soul steers you in the

direction you came here to achieve in.

Soul Destiny

To connect with and duplicate the energies of god/the

Universe and share them

5-5: Heh: H, E

Comments

1. very unusual etheric vibrations, without solidity or

form

2. very intangible; requires motivation to work through

these as you cannot see them.

3. lack of substance

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Physical Karma

1. Unusual to have this; in a past life(s), your soul was

totally incapable of assimilating and finding its place

in physical society.

2. Working through this depends on the strength of the

talents.

3. You can be spaced out and ungrounded a lot of the

time.

4. You need to learn to understand intangible concepts.

Physical Talents

1. These are not the best energies unless you acknowl-

edge them, as these are spiritual energies in a physical

aspect.

2. Pioneer energies

Physical Goals

To learn to use your great intuitive abilities in the

world in some form of teaching or expressive role

Spiritual Karma

1. You do not have the motivation to deal with intangi-

bles and use them.

2. You are aware of your spiritual abilities, but do not

have enough strength inside to take a chance that they

are real.

3. You can be spaced out and quite ungrounded a lot of

the time.

Spiritual Talents

1. very positive; mind will really open to the soul.

2. You have a great wealth of information and energy.

Spiritual Goals

To become a teacher of spiritual teachers at the highest

level

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Soul Destiny

1. Through all the experiences of the rest of the chart,

you bring your self to a place of opening up your mind

to acknowledging the multidimensional nature of

your existence.

2. There are many worlds and many levels of truth of

existence. This is acknowledged abstraction.

6-6: Vuv: V, O, U, W

Physical Karma

1. Tremendous rigidity of expression; you get excited

about something, but need guaranteed success before

engaging with it.

2. Insufficient power to take risks

Physical Talents

1. Really creative and artistic in any area you choose,

think or dream of

2. gain insight, 100% free will

3. good in business, very focused

Physical Goals

1. To achieve creativity, not 100% free will

2. added push from soul level

Spiritual Karma

1. Similar to Physical Karma, but more difficult here

2. Tougher to take risks with intangibles versus tangibles

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Spiritual Talents

1. Really creative and artistic in any area you choose,

think or dream of

2. gain insight, 100% free will

3. very focused

Spiritual Goals

1. To achieve creativity, not 100% free will

2. added push from soul level

Soul Destiny

To become the vessel for the creative force of god to

manifest

7-7: Zion: Z

Physical Karma

1. Total lack of ability to communicate with others,

isolation energies; you are someone who could go to

india and meditate in the Himalayas in a cave and not

want to come out.

2. self-ownership, not willing to share: for example,

a child who has difficulty sharing toys.

3. Past life abuse of flow of abundance: for example, you

gained knowledge and did not share it.

4. You may be scared of opening up emotionally as you

do not feel safe to do so.

5. You can become very controlling as a result in order to

keep the vulnerable hidden part of you safe.

6. The illusions are primarily related to the physical

reality.

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Physical Talents

1. catalytic energies that activate and strengthen most

other energies

2. in a positive sense, you gather people to you. You are a

party animal, very, very gregarious.

Physical Goals

More magnetic than in a talent position

Spiritual Karma

similar to Physical Karma, but the illusions will be

related to the spiritual world.

Spiritual Talents

To teach/facilitate spiritual groups. You are very

magnetic.

Spiritual Goals

To learn to magnetically draw people to your self just

by opening your heart. You are very powerful.

Soul Destiny

To allow the unifying energies of god to come through

your heart so that people around you are unified in

groups and in themselves

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8-8: Ches: CH

Physical Karma

1. lack of polarity: for example, you cannot tell good

from bad, light from dark.

2. a highly sensitive soul that really avoided connecting

with society in a past life(s)

Physical Talents

acclimate self in society in any way you wish

Physical Goals

Energies of a real achiever; to learn you are worthy of

achievement and how to handle it

Spiritual Karma

1. Very difficult. You are very aware of your spiritual

essence, but consciously do not want to bother with

society.

2. You are constantly exposed to things of a human emo-

tional nature which you resist.

3. You are here to get out of your head and into your

feelings.

Spiritual Talents

To use your spiritual energy to serve people in society;

relates to the energy ability to be compatible with

other people. You are like a chameleon where you can

change your colours, your way of relating to people to

fit the person at hand.

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Spiritual Goals

1. Extension of 8-8’s spiritual Talents

2. learning to ground spiritual Talents and expressing

them in society

Soul Destiny

To ground the energies of the soul, especially the

spiritual Talents, and relate them to society

9-9: Tes: T

Comments

Power and strength, protection, resistance

Physical Karma

1. Resistance to the acceptance of your power due to

fear of destroying someone else, yourself, the world.

comes from past lives.

2. Unwilling to express your power

Physical Talents

1. Catalytic energies which help fulfil the rest of your

chart