Authors: Abigail Thomas
"What else?" I have to keep the balloon in the air. If it touches the ground, the conversation will be over.
"Nothing else really. I don't even remember that it was raining because I would have suggested we skip the rain because it was very hilly."
We sound like two people having a normal conversation.
"You can ask me questions and I can answer them," I tell him. Rich doesn't say anything so I continue. It is suddenly terribly important that he know this: "I was upstairs when it happened. Pedro called and I ran to where you were."
"You gave out a scream?"
"I did. Many screams."
We both fall silent. I realize that what he wants to remember I am trying to forget.
A minute goes by. I ask Rich if he knows how long we've been married.
"About a year," he answers.
I shake my head. "Seventeen years," I say, "we got married in 1988 and it's 2005."
"Abby," he says, smiling, "our life has been so easy that the days glide by."