Beautifully Broken (23 page)

Veronica Iamsoscared, we need youtocomehome.
Natasha thinkswe can handle this without you,
but we can’t. Ilove andmiss you!
Love Claudia

Tears came to Cali’s eyes and she wiped them away. She
text her sister back even though she knew she shouldn’t.
Cali knew that Claudia would be the easiest one of her
sisters to be persuaded by the police. She was young and
scared and she could be easily influenced.

Iwill turn myselfin.
Just give me a coupleofdays.
Love Veronica

Cali walked out into the living area and took a deep
breath. The house was filled with the smell of garlic and
roasted peppers. It smelt so good, her mouth started to
water. The lights were dim in the apartment and James had
music playing softly in the background. She stood there in
the door way watching James in the kitchen. He looked
content as he was preparing them dinner. Cali just
watched him. She wanted to remember everything about
him, the way he raised his eye brows when he got excited
and the way his eyes lit up when he looked at her. Cali had
goose bumps all over her body and she choked back her
tears. She knew she had to say good bye to him. She
needed to turn herself in, she couldn’t stay any longer.
She couldn’t run anymore, she had to face her fate and
pay for her sins. She took another deep breath and walked
into the kitchen. She couldn’t tell him she was turning
herself in, he would try and convince her to run and he
would run with her but she couldn’t do that to him or to
her sisters. She loved him too much to let him give up his
life to become a fugitive with her. He looked so handsome;
wearing black dress pants and a black dress shirt with a
few buttons open revealing his chiselled chest.

“Hello beautiful,” James said looking at Cali as she walked
into the kitchen, “Do you feel better now that you had a
little nap?”

“Yes, I guess I feel as good as I am going to feel for a
person that just found out their whole life has been a lie,”
Cali said shrugging her shoulders.

“I wish there was something I could do to make you feel
better,” James said looking at her. It pained him to see her
so lost and hurt.

“You make me feel better just by being my friend, thank
you,” Cali said looking into his eyes. “What are you
cooking? It smells amazing!”

“Stuffed red peppers with rice and chicken, everything is
just about done. I was just making a salad to go with
dinner.”

“Well you look so handsome, I feel underdressed. I think I
will go change into one of those nice dresses you bought
for me,” Cali smiled and she walked out of the kitchen.
Cali went through the new clothes James bought for her
and she found the perfect outfit. She quickly got cleaned
up and did her hair and makeup. Everything was so nice,
even the beautiful lace undergarments were so soft and
comfortable. Cali put on a lace creamed colored baby doll
dress and she put on the matching shoes. Cali let her hair
go curly, it looked simple and natural.

Cali walked into the dining room where James was pouring
two glasses of wine.

 

“Wow,” James breathed in deep as he looked up at her with
a smile on his face.

 

“Really?” Cali said smiling back with a sweet innocent
look in her eyes.

 

“Stunning,” James answered, Cali smiled and walked over
to the table and took her seat.

 

They had a lovely dinner and after they went to sit outside
on the balcony.

 

“Dinner was amazing,” Cali said as they walked outside.

“You’re amazing,” James said as he turned and looked into
her eyes. He touched her hand and brought it up to his
chest so she could feel his heartbeat. “That’s amazing, the
way you make me feel, this thing between us is amazing,”
He pulled her close into his body and he looked into her
eyes, he touched her face with his strong hands and he
pressed his lips to hers. This was such a perfect moment,
the night was beautiful, the air was warm and the light of
the moon in the sky cast a romantic feel. There was soft
romantic music playing in the background and she was in
the arms of the man she loved. For Cali it was bitter sweet,
she was so in love with James but she had to say good
bye. This was the last night they would have together.
Their kiss was soft but passionate and it made her whole
body tingle. He made her feel things she didn’t know were
possible. He slowly released her from his kiss and they
stood there looking into each other’s eyes, both
captivated by the love they felt for one another.

“Yes this is amazing,” Cali said with a smile on her face.

 

“So what would you like to do tonight?” James asked as
they both took a seat at the table.

 

Cali didn’t say anything; she just looked at him and smiled.

“Well what’s left on your list of things to do?” James asked
looking at her waiting for a response. He didn’t know that
she had thrown her list away.

“I’ll be right back,” Cali said. She got up from the table and
walked into the house. She went over to the table and
found a pen and a piece of paper, she wrote something
down on the paper, folded it up and walked back outside.
Cali was shaking as she handed James the piece of paper.

“This is the only thing I want to do before I turn myself in,”
she said, her voice was a little shaky. She turned and
walked back into the house. She watched as James
unfolded the paper and read what she had written down.
She went into his bedroom and waited for him.

James walked into his bedroom and Cali was standing
there in the dark. She was wearing nothing but white lace
undergarments that clung to her tiny body perfectly. He
walked over to her, touched her face and pulled her close
to him. He just held her in his arms.

“Cali I love you, but I don’t want to hurt you,” James
breathed out slowly. He wanted her so much but he knew
that they would have to say good bye.

“I have to turn myself in, my sisters need me. I don’t know
what my future holds. I don’t know if I will ever see you
again or if I will go to jail. The one thing I want when I shut
my eyes is to see your face. I want this to be my choice.
For the first time in my life I want to feel loved and safe. I
want to dream about you, I don’t want to have nightmares
anymore. I deserve to have the choice, and I choose you. I
love you and I want you. This may be all I ever get and I
want to remember this night and nothing before this night,
just you and I,” Cali said as tears fell down her face.

James looked into her eyes like he could read her
thoughts. They shared things with each other that they
hadn’t shared with anyone else. They had this connection
that was so strong. He wanted her more than he had ever
wanted to be with anyone and he didn’t want to let her go.
He traced the outline of her lips and ran his hands all over
her body. Cali trembled. She was more excited and
nervous than she had ever been in her whole life. He
gently kissed her lips. Cali moved in closer to him and she
ran her hands up his arms, touching the back of his neck.
She ran her fingers through his hair, starring into his eyes
the whole time. She bent his head down to hers and she
kissed him. It started soft and slow and then became more
intense. He held her so tight in his arms. Cali moved away
slightly still looking into his eyes and she smiled in a
sweet but sexy way. She moved back to him and started to
slowly unfasten the buttons on his shirt. She removed his
shirt from his body and she placed her hand on his chest,
she could feel his heartbeat. She gently rubbed her hands
all over his body, she kissed his neck and then his chest
as she slowly breathed in his amazing sent. Cali was
shocked when she noticed James shake and she looked
into his eyes as she wrapped her arms around him. She
realized he was as nervous as she was. He touched her
face and kissed her, this time it was strong and
passionate. They slowly made their way to the bed. His
hands caressed her body, he was firm but gentle. Cali
loved the way he made her feel. He paused and looked
into her eyes.

“You’re nervous” she smiled as she touched his face and
she bit her lip innocently.

“I have never made love before, all I know is sex. Things
are different with you. I have never wanted something as
much I want to be with you. I am scared, I don’t want
tonight to be all we have, I don’t want this to end,” he
responded. They both had tears in their eyes. Cali didn’t
say anything, she just kissed him. One night together was
not enough, but happy moments don’t last long so when
you have those moments you have to hold them in your
heart and take them with you and that was what Cali
wanted to do. Take her love and memories of James with
her always.

James took his pants off slowly and looked into Cali’s
eyes. He stood there in front of her naked and she looked
him up and down. She smiled at him as she bit her lip and
her body started shaking. His naked body didn’t scare her
this time, his body was a work of art; he was so beautiful.
He moved in close to her and touched her hand and
looked into her eyes.

“Are you ok?” He whispered in a low voice as he kissed
her hair.

“Yes, James I want to be with you, I want to forget my past
and just feel your love all around me,” Cali whispered, as
she moved her body close to his. They were touching and
she pressed her lips to his kissing him intensely as their
tongues met and swirled around each other’s mouths. She
ran her hands through his hair and he ran his down her
spin making her moan and her body shook with
excitement. James unhooked Cali’s white lace bra and he
slowly took it off her body leaving her perfectly supple
breast bare. James moaned into her mouth as her bare
breasts pressed up against his chest. It was a feeling he
had been wanting since they first met but now it meant so
much more to him. James kissed her neck and he caressed
her breasts with his hands. Cali moaned her body shook;
he made her feel things she had never felt before. James
lay Cali down on his bed and looked at her beautiful body.

“Cali you’re so beautiful, I love you and I wouldn’t ever do
anything to hurt you, so tell me if you need me to stop.”

“I need you to stop talking and kiss me,” Cali smiled
looking up into his eyes with so much affection. She
reached up to him and pulled him close to her.

James kissed her hard and passionately, a kiss full of
desire and want. He gentle ran his hands over her breasts
that instantly hardened to his touch. He hooked his
fingers into her white lace panties and he slid them off her
body. Cali’s body shook, being naked in a bed with a man
was normally a very scary experience for her but with
James it was different. She loved and trusted him and she
wanted to remember every little moment. She had
butterflies in her stomach and her body was tingling with
pleasure as he kissed down her neck and made his way to
her breasts taking her nipple in his mouth and sucking
gently, causing her to moan.

“You have beautiful breast,” James said as he kissed her
neck.
Cali giggled feeling embarrassed he was so gorgeous and
she was just simple. “They’re small”, Cali shied away from
him.

James looked into her eyes. “You have a beautiful body
you have nothing to be embarrassed about”.

Cali covered her face, “How can you think I am so
beautiful? You are a gorgeous man everything about you
is perfect and you choose me, why?”

“To me you are perfect. I see past all the things you can’t
and I see the real you,” James smiled as he took her hands
off of her face and looked deep into her blue eyes. “You
see me the same way. I am not perfect by far but you think
I am because you love me, you don’t see my imperfections
like I do about myself.”

Cali smiled and pulled him down to her until their bodies
touched. She loved how his naked body, so smooth and
warm, felt next to her naked body. She looked deep into
his eyes as their lips touched. His kiss was so incredible;
she couldn’t get enough of him. She would have been
happy to kiss him all night. James kissed the nape of her
neck and her collar bone leaving her skin tingling. He
made his way to her breasts, he licked her nipples making
then harden and making her body shake with pleasure. He
kissed his way down her body tickling her stomach with
his tongue making her laugh out loud.

“I love your laughed and when you smile it makes all the
dark placed inside me shine with light,” James said.
“You always make me smile,” Cali moaned as he was back
up teasing her breasts with his tongue. “I am most happy
when I am with you.”

James leaned over top of her and he parted her legs with
his knees and he kissed her mouth looking deep into her
eyes letting her know all he wanted to do was love her and
make her happy. James kissed down her body leaving her
tingling, a feeling she had never experienced before. He
kissed down her stomach and he parted her legs and he
kissed her inner thigh. Cali gasped and touched his face
with a look that told him she was scared.

“What are you doing?” she whispered unsure. Her body
was shaking from excitement and fear of the unknown. She
was so nervous and she tried to close her legs, she felt
exposed and vulnerable.

“Trust me; I know how to take care of you. I want to take
my time and love you slowly. I want you to feel how much I
love you and I want to give you pleasure that you have
never felt before,” James said looking up at her from inbetween her legs.

Cali took a deep breath and he kissed her mouth and she
lay back and relaxed as he made his way kissing down her
body. His every touch, every kiss was perfection. He knew
how and where to kiss her at each moment. He looked into
her nervous blue eyes to make sure she was alright before
he began kissing her inner thigh he parted her legs more
and he gently licked her; a place she had never been
touched so tenderly before. It sent pleasure soaring
through her body, causing her to vibrate from pleasure
she didn’t know was possible. He licked and sucked her
causing her to cry out with excitement. Cali was in ecstasy
as she had never felt that much love and pleasure in her
life. She wanted to be connected to him because she loved
him and all the things he made her feel. Tears slid down
her face as he massaged her with the soft strokes of his
tongue. Her body shook uncontrollably, she screamed out
as she had her first orgasm.