Chapter Fourteen
-Samantha Utley
Collin carried me all the way to Jesse’s private practice.
He unzipped the back of my wedding dress and I
couldn’t help but smile. “I bet this isn’t the way you
thought you’d be taking this dress off me…” Slipping
into the hospital gown and laying down on the bed with
the stirrups.
He placed the fancy dress on the far side of the room and
took a seat beside me. “Just focus on birthing our
daughter. We have plenty of time to have sex later.”
Kissing my hand and slyly winking at me.
The door opened and Jesse strolled into the room,
washing his hands and placing on a pair of gloves. “Let’s
see how much you are dilated.” He said and I could feel
two of his fingers slide inside of me. “Wonderful. You,
young lady, are at exactly ten centimeters and ready to
start pushing. When you feel the next contraction, I
want you to push long and hard for me.”
I nodded and the next contraction felt like knives in my
lower back and abdomen. Pushing with all of my might,
I squeezed Collin’s hand tight enough to cut off
circulation. “This is all your fault! You did this to me
with your crazy sex addiction and wicked charm!”
Growling at my husband whose face was now white as a
sheet.
“Sammy, you can beat the shit out of Cole later. Right
now I need you to focus on pushing this baby out.
Focus.” Jesse instructed as he patted my knee.
My cheeks reddened as I continued to push long and
hard. “Oh…damn…I can’t push anymore! Make it stop!
Make the pain stop!”
Jesse looked up at me from the opening of my legs. “You
can do this Samantha. Your little angel’s head is
completely out. One more big push to pass the shoulders
through and she will slide right out. Ready? Now push.”
I bared down and pushed harder than ever. My body
automatically relaxed the second I felt my little girl’s
body be completely pulled out of me. The sound of her
faint cry filled my heart with joy and my eyes with tears.
Jesse’s nurse cleaned my baby up while he worked on
cleaning me. I watched as the nurse measured and
weighed her, diapered and wrapped her into a soft
blanket, placed a tiny pink hat on her head, and carried
her over to me. She gently placed the fragile newborn in
my arms and I couldn’t stop smiling to save my life.
“Collin. Look at her. She’s so beautiful and perfect.” I
looked up to see his face streaming with tears. “Oh
Collin…”
He held up his hand as if to stop me. “Don’t say a single
word. I’m a newly married man who just watched his
daughter being born. Let me have this one.”
“You’re the best wife a woman could ever ask for.” I
smirked.
“I will punish you for that mouth of yours later. Right
now, I would like nothing more than to hold my
princess.” He said as he scooped her out of my arms and
cradled her in his.
As much as I aggravated my husband, I have never once
doubted him of being an amazing father. My heart filled
again as I watched his eyes light up while he stared
down at her. This is a man who truly loves his daughter
after only seconds of meeting her.
“What would you like to name her?” I asked, carefully
taking my legs out of the stirrups and sitting up. To my
surprise, my vagina didn’t hurt as bad as I thought it
would.
“Emilia Marie Utley.” He replied, looking up at me.
“Emilia since it’s your middle name and Marie because it
was my biological mother’s first name.”
I smiled at him taking pride of naming our little girl.
“Emilia Marie Utley is absolutely perfect for her.”
Making an attempt to stand up. “Before you say a single
word, I want to rest in my own damn bed. Take us home
Collin.”
****
Later on that evening, I lay on my side of the bed while
shaking my head at my husband. He kept dicking
around with the baby monitor, swearing up and down it
was a piece of shit that didn’t work.
“Collin…baby…Emilia is fine. The reason the monitor
isn’t making any noise is because she’s sleeping.” I
reassured him, taking the gadget away from him and
placing it on my nightstand.
He removed his tie and shifted the white shirt out of
pants. Sitting down on the bed, he bent down to untie
his shoes.
I smiled as I watched him perform his nightly routine.
“We’ve had quite a day Mr. Utley.”
Even though I couldn’t see it, I felt the smile play on his
lips. He turned around to prove me right. I absolutely
loved it when he smiled. It was better than seeing him
angry and pissed at me for some bullshit-man reason.
“We most certainly did Mrs. Utley.” He spoke and his
smile quickly transformed to a grin.
I playfully rolled my eyes. “It kind of sucks my last name
didn’t change. What in the hell am I going to say to
people when they start asking why my last name didn’t
change?”
He finally laid down, reeling my body into his. “You
could always say you were knocked-up by your
perverted, old-ass uncle and then married him.”
Planting light kisses on my shoulder.
My nose automatically scrunched up. “All that’s true, but
not a single paleface in town would believe it. Or they
would and think I’m a sick and twisted individual.”
Shaking my head. “I guess I will have to make up
something…how about you took my last name because
there was no way in hell I was going to agree to having
Dickhead as a last name?” looking at him with a huge
smirk on my lips.
He stopped kissing my skin. His eyes flicked up to meet
mine. “Did you just call me a Dickhead?”
I dropped my jaw in fake-shock. “What? Me? I would
never do such a thing.”
“I had a little surprise for you since it’s our wedding
night, but never mind that now.” An even bigger smirk
played on his mouth.
My body instantly pushed away from his. “What kind of
surprise are we talking about here?”
He sat up to remove his jacket, pulling out a single white
envelope as he tossed the jacket aside. “You were six
years-old when you wrote me this little love note. I
preserved it all these years so I could show how long
you’ve loved me. There are more letters, but this one is
my favorite because it was the first one you wrote that
made me feel I was yours. Are you dying to read it?”
“Uh…are you serious? Yeah!” I began to bounce around
like a child with my hand out.
Collin teased me with the envelope, making me reach for
it. I snatched it out of his hands, stuck out my tongue,
and opened it.
“You may read it out loud. I have it memorized
anyways.” He said while I unfolded the letter.
I finally saw the words, thankful I had used a pen when
writing this and cleared my throat to read aloud.
“Colleen…Thank you for coming over to play with me.
The twins were here and I didn’t feel like playing with
them. I love it when you take me to the park to get ice
cream. You are tall and nice. I told my mommy and
daddy I was going to marry you when I get older. Daddy
growled and mommy giggled. We WILL get married or I
won’t talk to you anymore!” Looking over at him, trying
to contain my smile once I saw the big dumb grin on his
face.
I peered down at the letter again, wanting to laugh at
myself for a few grammar mistakes. “Thank you for
showing me this. It’s the perfect wedding
present…COLLEEN.”
“Laugh all you want. Your father nearly killed me over
that letter. He was so pissed.” He said, holding me closer
as I placed the letter back into its envelope.
I placed it on my nightstand and cuddled into his arms.
“You are the sweetest husband ever for keeping that
letter. One question…what would you have done with it
if we hadn’t gotten married?”
A little smile played on his lips, his fingertips tucking a
few strands behind my ear. “That’s something I never
have to worry about…I always get my girl in the end.”
****
-Collin Utley
After a hard and long day of work, I couldn’t wait to
get to Samuel and Emily’s and see my beautiful
princess. She may have been only six-years-old, but
that little girl had me completely wrapped around
every single one of her fingers. Every fiber of my being
loved and cared for only her.
“How’s my perfect little lady doing today?” I asked the
moment I saw her.
She folded a piece of paper and stuffed it into an
envelope. “This is for you Colleen…” writing the name
Colleen on the front and handing it to me.
A corner of my lip rose in amusement at her letter.
“Should I read this now or later?”
“Read it whenever you want. It’s yours.” She slightly
shrugged.
For a six-year-old, Samantha carried a lot of attitude.
She is the spitting image of her mother but bared her
father’s temper. Nobody pissed her off and got away
with it…especially me.
I stowed the envelope inside my jacket pocket and
scooped her up. “I will read it later. Right now, I want
to take my favorite girl out to a movie or whatever she
wants.”
“Anything I want…really?” She wondered looking at
me.
A small grin stretched across my lips. “Of course. You’re
my girl…and my girl always gets what she wants.”
Book Two
Erin & Evan Utley
Chapter Fifteen
-Erin Utley
My sister and I were never close growing up as kids. She
blamed my twin brother, Evan, and me for our father
being such a man-whore.
Samuel Utley is the best-and only-dad to all of us
children. I don’t care what my stubborn-ass sister
believes; my brother and I were not given special
treatment. Our parents treated us equally. Sammy just
never could see it because she was too wrapped up in
Collin.
Gabriel, Matthew, Collin, and a few others from my
father’s
family
have been around since before I was
born. They didn’t decide to permanently stay until
Sammy’s eighteenth birthday; which gave her more
reasoning to leave.
Dad and momma Emily were completely heartbroken
when my selfish sister left. Things weren’t the same
between them. They were constantly at each other’s
throats. Momma Emily kicked dad out of the house;
which was the igniter to his flaming romance with
Maddison Callen.
Sammy had been gone a few months when dad’s fling
with Maddie started. As much as I hated seeing my
father cheat on momma Emily, he was happily smitten
with Maddison. Dad was much calmer and the lines on
his forehead had disappeared when they were with each
other.
I swear the entire state could hear those two when they
were going at it. It obviously didn’t take long for dad to
impregnate her. And when he did…oh good damn…the
sex was a practically all-day and everyday thing. I’m not
talking about sweet and sensual sex either. It was loud
and super-embarrassing to hear those noises coming out
of my dad’s mouth.
Maddison paid a visit to my sister while pregnant with
our half-sister. Seeing her belly was enough to bring
Sammy home to kick our father’s ass. If Evan hadn’t
been working in the shop with him that day, I believe
she would’ve succeeded in killing him.
“Hey sis. If you’re going to think about a man’s woman,
you could at least think of the best parts.” My brother
interrupted my thoughts.
I looked up to see Evan standing behind Maddison. He
may be dating our half-sister’s mom, but they sure in the
hell looked so damn cute together. I couldn’t help but
smile a little. “I was leading up to it. Geeze, you would
think having a girlfriend would make you less nosy.
Guess I was wrong.”
Evan and Maddie had been dating since the day I was
supposed to marry Gabriel. He couldn’t stop staring at
her in the seemingly short dress she was wearing.
Addison, our half-sister, was only a few days old then.
Naturally, Maddison’s breasts were perfectly full and
ready to be sucked. Of course, my horny brother took it
upon himself to offer his lips to suck her tits.
