Buffy the Vampire Slayer - Buffy Season4 02 (2 page)

Buffy tensed, taut muscles bunched, and she rose on the balls of her feet. Five years she had been in this fifteen-foot square, a chamber of rock and metal constructed with the express purpose of keeping her within. Five years she had honed her body until it was a coiled spring, a scalpel, a bullwhip … all of that and more. When the vampires came to bring food or clothing or bedding, they came in force, with stun guns, and they used them. In all the times she had tried to escape and failed, all the dreams she had had of combat, never had she imagined that the next threat she would face would come from another Slayer.

The girl, August, sensed the alarm in Buffy, and her stance altered slightly, subtly. Though younger, the dark-haired girl was taller than Buffy, and likely thought that an advantage.

“You’re not thinking clearly,” Buffy said, a rasp in her voice. She had used it so little in recent years. August seemed to quiver, almost humming with energy like a high-tension wire. Her tongue snaked out and wetted her lips. “My thinking is perfectly clear, Summers. It’s your head that’s not screwed on straight here. Look around. You’re a zoo animal. They’ve kept you like a tiger in a cage, and you’ve
let
them.”

Again, her words echoed off cold stone. The two young women began, slowly, to move, to circle, eyeing one another, looking for vulnerabilities. In the back of her mind, a voice shouted for Buffy to stop this madness, not to let it happen. It was the voice of her younger self, somehow implanted within this twenty-four-year-old body. But the two minds were both
her,
and so they had begun to merge. The two were one. Despite the reluctance she felt, Buffy knew that only a fool would leave herself open to attack. It was simple caution for her to be wary of August’s threat. The girl, the young Slayer, had a desperation in her eyes that said she might do anything.

“For more than three years, I tried to escape every time the door was opened,” Buffy said. “They took to stunning me on principle. After a while I decided to study them instead, try to figure out the psychology of my jailers. Within six months I knew them all, their vulnerabilities, what would work to distract them. Just from listening and watching. Two days before I planned to make my escape, they were all replaced. Someone knew. Someone understood what I was doing.”

“Exactly my point,” August said grimly. She shook her hands out as she glared at Buffy. “You’re a pet. Your master knows you too well.”

Buffy froze. “I don’t have a master.”

“Look around. They might as well have one of those little hamster wheels in here. Or a Habitrail.” Buffy stepped slightly back from August and kept the girl in her peripheral vision, then did indeed look around. Though the room was cold stone, there were several throw rugs on the floor. A plastic rack upon which were piled the blue jeans, white tanks, and sweatshirts they supplied her with; all U.C. Sunnydale sweatshirts, which were all the vampires would give her. Some kind of joke, she was sure. There was her metal-framed bed—all welded to keep her from using part of it as a weapon, and a steel table bolted to the floor. Nothing wood, of course, for wood could splinter, and splintered wood could kill her captors.

“I don’t see what you see. They need me alive,” Buffy said. “Food and water, clothing.” August shook her head. The expression on her face might have been called a sneer if not for the sadness in it.

“All this time, though. If you realized that you couldn’t escape, you could have found a way to force them to kill you. Could have killed yourself, if that didn’t work. Shatter that porcelain sink, use it to slash your wrists, bleed out here on the floor. But you didn’t. Why didn’t you?” Buffy shook her head.
“That’s
your solution? What’s the Council teaching you? I’m the Slayer. Once I get out, there’ll be hell to pay.”

Though she had been on guard, the absurdity of August’s rantings had caused Buffy to pause for a moment in surprise.

August moved. With a single, fluid motion, so fast Buffy barely had time to react, she stepped into the space between them and lashed out with a savage backhand. The blow struck Buffy’s cheek hard, but she rolled with it, turned in an instant and readied herself for another attack. None came.

Instead, August only stood and stared at her, face reddened with rage. Tears began to stream down her face.

“How can you be so arrogant?” August demanded. A lock of her hair had fallen across her eyes but she did not move it. “You’re
a
Slayer, not
the
Slayer. You’re not what’s important. The only thing that matters is that there be someone out there to fight them.

Once you get out, there’ll be hell to pay? That’s what you said. It’s
already
hell out there, Summers. Can you help them?”

A chill seemed to weave frozen tendrils all through Buffy’s body. Though the idea horrified her—everything August was suggesting did—there was a kind of blunt, primitive truth to it as well. Was it arrogant of her to think she was more valuable alive than dead? Simply by staying alive, she had given her captors what they wanted. Yet the idea of doing anything else…

She shook her head. “No. Listen. Now that we’re both in here, we’ll find a way. Before they figure out what it takes to contain us both.”

August laughed bitterly and wiped away a tear. “You’ve been here five years! We can’t get out, Buffy. The only way for there to be a new Slayer, out there, fighting the darkness, is for one of us to die. If you’re not willing to do what has to be done… I will.”

The dry shuffle of their feet upon the stone floor was an eerie whisper. The two Slayers began to circle again, and though she rejected the very idea of what was happening, Buffy could not deny it. It was a dark, vicious irony, a nightmare made real. Her throat was dry, but she felt the power in her body, tendons and muscles moving with grace and precision.

“I won’t kill you, August. But I’m not going to let you kill me, either.” The girl’s face darkened further. Fresh tears sprang to her cheeks. The teenager beneath the Slayer’s facade was revealed.

“Damn you!” August cried, the words heavy with the weight of her pain and grief. “Do you think I want this? I’ve got people I love out there. Dying every day, trying to keep the vampires from spreading. Someone’s got to protect them.”

“We’ll find a way. It may take a little time—”

But the conversation was over. August glared at her coldly, now, and wiped the last tear from her red-rimmed eyes. Her lips were pressed together in anguish, and she shuddered once, then was still. The girl dropped into a battle stance that Buffy was all too familiar with. It had been the first one Giles had taught her when he took over as her Watcher.

“August—”

“Quiet,” the girl snapped.

August leaped at her in a spinning kick aimed directly at her head. Though Buffy saw it coming, had been prepared for it, it was only instinct that saved her from the blow. She darted her head to the side, dodged the kick by a scant half-inch. With her right hand, she caught August’s ankle and reversed the direction of the kick, spinning the girl onto the floor. August’s shoulder struck the stone hard, but even as Buffy moved in on her, the girl rolled, swung her foot out and swept Buffy’s legs out from under her. Even as she fell, Buffy spun and threw her body forward. She ducked her head, went into a roll that took her across the room, then leaped to her feet only inches shy of her bed. August was already there. As Buffy came up, the younger Slayer snapped a side kick at her chest. Buffy could not avoid it. Something in her chest cracked and all the breath went from her lungs. She crashed into the plastic shelving holding her clothes and it splintered and broke apart beneath her. Her rib cage grated painfully as she moved, but Buffy rolled up against the wall, amidst the wreckage of the shelves. A shard of plastic pierced her side, but she ignored the lancing pain, so superficial compared to the burning in her chest when she breathed. Mouth still set in that grim line, eyes red with tears fallen and unfallen, August went for a simple kick. Buffy had counted on her believing that her chest injury had caused her to cower against the wall to make herself less vulnerable. August was young. She bought it

With an open hand, she stopped the kick mid-swing and shoved August backward. Braced against the wall, Buffy had enough support to knock her off her feet. With the enhanced strength of the Slayer, she pushed the younger Slayer with such force that August flailed at the air, unable to spin out of the fall. Her head struck the edge of the steel table as she went down.

Though she pushed herself up on her hands and knees, August was too slow, too vulnerable. Buffy was up, frustrated, searching for some way to stop this fight before it ended the way August wanted it to.

She was stronger than this girl. Probably faster as well. August had been Slayer for six months, maybe trained for a year or two before that. Buffy had been the Slayer more than three years before she was captured and had worked her body mercilessly in the interim, not merely with exercise, but with shadow-boxing and a martial arts
kata
she had devised from the various disciplines she had studied before.

But she was trying to reason with a girl on the brink of madness, a Slayer driven past rationality by the world she lived in. It disturbed Buffy deeply to think how desperate things must be to drive August to this.

Not that it mattered, now.

The girl wanted to kill her. In order to prevent that, to reason with her, she would have to incapacitate the younger Slayer, at the very least.

She watched August warily, her eyes wide, imploring. “It shouldn’t be like this.” August shook off the blow to her head. She would not raise her eyes to look at Buffy, only crouched there for a moment on hands and knees.

“No. It shouldn’t,” she agreed. “But it is.”

Silent, lightning fast, August shot up from the floor and barreled into Buffy. It was a brute’s move, with no finesse, no precision, but it worked. August used her greater height and weight to ram Buffy up against the stone wall. The impact drove the air from Buffy’s lungs again, and the fire of pain in her chest from her cracked ribs flared even more brightly.

August snapped her open hand forward in a palm strike that drove into Buffy’s shoulder quite precisely, dislocating it with a loud pop and an agonizing tear. Black spots clouded Buffy’s vision, but she knew that was just the pain.

Pain was an old and familiar friend, by now.

It woke her up.

It pissed her off.

But before she could react, August gave her a quick shot to the face. Her nose broke and blood began to flow.

The next blow never touched her. Buffy dodged and August’s fist hit the stone wall. Something in her hand broke with an audible snap, but August only grunted softly.

“That’s it. You don’t get any more free shots,” Buffy snarled. The copper tang of blood touched her lips, her dislocated arm hung loosely at her side, but Buffy popped August with a head-butt. Stunned, August staggered back. She cradled her right fist, then tried to spin up into a high kick.

Buffy ducked in, slammed her palm into August’s upper chest, and knocked her down. The gash in her side did not slow her, nor did her dislocated shoulder or her broken nose.

“Get up,” Buffy told her. “Stop this. If I have to, I’ll break both your arms, but I don’t want to have to feed you for the next few months.”

August glared at her, beyond reason. The crazed girl leaped up again, back into a battle stance, despite her shattered fist.

“Damn you,” Buffy whispered.

With a cry of anguish, August launched a blow with her good hand. Buffy dodged, but the girl followed through, stepped into her blow, past Buffy, then brought her arm back and shot an elbow at the back of Buffy’s head.

Furious, Buffy stumbled forward and then turned to see August lunging at her again. The steel table was behind her. Buffy hopped up on top of it, avoiding August’s attack. Then she kicked out at the girl’s damaged hand and August shrieked with pain and staggered back.

Tears sprang to August’s face again. She stood for a moment, panting, glaring at Buffy. “They need us, don’t you get it?”

“Not like this,” Buffy said softly. “Not like this.”

“I won’t stop,” August vowed. “One of us is going to die.” Buffy only shook her head in denial and clutched her dislocated arm against her body. August rushed the table. Buffy dove into the air, executed a somersault over the girl’s head and landed on both feet. In one fluid motion, she shot a hard kick up at the younger Slayer’s head. August tried to dodge. She was a scant heartbeat too slow.

There was no time for Buffy to even try to abort the attack. The kick caught the other girl in the side of the neck, just where her jaw met her neck. With a wet snap, her spinal column broke right at the top, and her corpse tumbled backward with the force of the kick and rolled in a heap across the stone floor. August did not move, not even a twitch, Buffy knew she was dead.

“Oh God, no,” Buffy whispered.

Hot tears came into her eyes, but her grief was quickly overcome by anger. “Dammit, no!” she shouted. “No! No! No!”

With her good hand she covered her eyes, spun around in a small circle. It
was
a nightmare. It
had
to be. But the raging pain in her shoulder and the copper taste of her own blood on her lips, was real. The girl in front of her, August, a Slayer, was dead. That was real.

“How?” she whispered. “It wasn’t supposed to be like this. Stupid girl…” But she was not sure if that last part was meant to be addressed to August or to herself. It was cruel, without doubt. All this time alone, then finally contact with not just another human being, but a person who was part of the same mission. And now this.

Her tears felt cold on her cheeks compared to the heat of her blood. Buffy knelt by August and pushed a lock of her hair away from her fine, Italian features, and just studied her for a moment. She wondered if she herself had ever looked so young.

New hatred welled up within her, bearing a razor edge sharper than anything she had felt in years. They had taken Giles from her, Camazotz and his vampire hordes. They had imprisoned her. But they had never been able to take even a sliver of her hope and her faith. Until now.