Christian (The Beck Brothers Series) (10 page)

“
Hey
Chris, there is something I want to talk to you about,
”
he said as he went to grab a cup of coffee.

Christian
froze in the middle of bringing up a spoonful of cereal to his mouth. Shit, he
probably thought Shea was having second thoughts or something. Shea rushed to
clarify.

“
It
’
s
nothing bad, I promise,
”
he said
quickly.

Christian
relaxed only slightly, but he put his spoon back in his bowl and pushed it
away.
“
Okay, what
is it?
”
he asked
tightly.

Shea
poured his coffee, fixed it how he liked, then went to sit next to Christian.
Christian looked at him, the stoic look on his face told Shea that he was
awaiting a killing blow. Shea smiled softly and reached over to cup his face.

“
Chris,
I
’
m not breaking up with you, if
that
’
s what you
’
re
thinking,
”
he said
gently and moved in for a kiss.

“
That
is what I
’
m thinking,
”
Christian whispered against his lips.

“
Well,
stop. I
’
m perfectly
happy with you and I
’
m not
leaving,
”
Shea said,
giving him one more kiss before backing up.
“
In
fact, that is what I want to talk to you about.
”

Christian
frowned in confusion.
“
Okay.
”

“
What
do you think about me moving in permanently?
”

Christian
’
s
eyebrows shot up.
“
Really? You
would want to move in with me?
”

Shea
smiled.
“
Yes, I would.
Is that okay?
”

Christian
’
s
response was for him to grab Shea
’
s
face and kiss him hard. The kiss immediately turned frantic and needy. Shea
didn
’
t know how or when it
happened, but he somehow found himself on the kitchen table with Christian on
top of him, their hands tearing off each other
’
s
clothes. Soon they were both naked, clothes strewn all over the chairs and
floor. Shea muscled Christian off him and shoved him into a chair. They were
both panting hard as their eyes locked, Shea
’
s
heart flipped over at the intense desire swirling in them. Shea dropped to his
knees in front of Christian and pushed his knees apart. Christian sucked in a
sharp breath when he realized what Shea planned to do. This was going to be
Shea
’
s first time sucking a dick. He
wasn
’
t really sure what to do, but
he was confident that Christian would tell him if he was doing something wrong.

Shea
wrapped his hand around Christian
’
s
cock and started stroking slowly. A small drop of pre-cum beaded at the tip so
Shea leaned forward and licked it away. Christian bit out a curse and shoved
his hands into his hair. Shea figured that he would just do what he liked done
to himself, so he started off teasing Christian a little bit by flicking his
tongue over the tip and licking a line down his shaft. Christian
’
s
hips jutted forward trying to get more.

Finally,
when he felt that Christian couldn
’
t
take anymore, he wrapped his mouth around the swollen head of his boyfriend
’
s
cock and sucked. Christian actually shouted, his hands coming down to clutch
Shea
’
s head. He probably wanted to
grab his hair, but Shea
’
s was too
short and there was nothing to grab. Shea took as much of Christian into his
mouth as he could before pulling back and repeating. Christian moaned low and
then gasped when Shea swirled this tongue around the head.

“
Fuck,
Shea...don
’
t stop.
”
Christian panted.

Shea
rolled his eyes up to see what Christian was doing. He found him watching, his
eyes heavy lidded, his bottom lip between his teeth, and a rosy flush was
creeping up his cheeks. Damn, he looked sexy as hell.

“
Stroke
me, too.
”
Christian
breathed.

So
at Christian
’
s
direction, Shea stroked his shaft while he sucked him. Christian
’
s
head fell back and his grip tightened on Shea
’
s
head. Christian
’
s hips
rocked in time with what Shea was doing.

“
Baby,
if you don
’
t want me
to come in your mouth, you need to move,
”
Christian rasped.

Shea
knew how much he enjoyed coming in Christian
’
s
mouth, so he wanted to do the same for him. Shea tightened his grip slightly
and tried to take Christian as far into his mouth as he could. Christian
’
s
abs bunched and he let out a guttural groan, his grip on Shea
’
s
head tightening. Christian came a moment later, his body jerking.
 
Shea felt his hot come hit the back of
his tongue and followed his first instinct, which was to swallow. It didn
’
t
taste as bad as he was expecting. Shea only released Christian after he was
completely finished and sagging in the chair.

Christian
watched lazily as Shea kissed his way back up his body after the best blowjob
he
’
s had in years.
 
He loved the way Shea
’
s
goatee scraped along his skin. Shea didn
’
t
really know what he was doing, but it still felt amazing; knowing that it was
Shea doing it, made it feel even better. Shea kissed him on the lips then
smiled.

“
Did
I do okay for my first time?
”
he asked
wryly.

“
I
think you know the answer to that.
”
Christian grinned.

Shea
smiled shyly and moved back.
 
He
looked like he was about to grab his clothes when Christian caught his wrist.
“
Hey,
where do you think you
’
re going?
”

“
I
was going to get dressed?
”

“
We
’
re
not done yet,
”
Christian
informed him as he stood.

Shea
raised an eyebrow at him.
“
We
’
re
not?
”

“
Uh,
no, you didn
’
t come yet,
”
Christian said.

“
Don
’
t
you have to get to work?
”
Shea
asked.

“
I
think I have time for you to fuck me,
”
Christian growled, pulling Shea into his arms and kissing him soundly.

Shea
tore his mouth away and stared at Christian, looking startled.
“
Did
you just say you have time for me to
fuck
you?
”

Christian
chuckled at the dumbfounded look on Shea
’
s
face.
“
Yeah, is
that alright with you?
”

Shea
gaped at him for a moment, his mouth worked but nothing came out. Finally, he
said,
“
I don
’
t
want to hurt you.
”

Christian
shook his head and rolled his eyes.
“
Shea,
you are not going to hurt me, this is not my first go
‘
round.
”

“
I...I...but...
”
Shea stammered.

Christian
grabbed Shea
’
s face and
kissed him softly before pulling back slightly.
“
I
want your cock in my ass, right now,
”
he growled.

Shea
’
s
eyes widened before narrowing on him.
“
Who
the fuck are you?
”
he
whispered.

Christian
gave him a shit-eatin
’
grin.
“
I
’
m
just a guy who hasn
’
t been
fucked in a very long time and I want it badly.
”

Shea
searched his eyes.
“
You like it
rough?
”
he asked
quietly.

Christian
’
s
smile faded.
“
Yes.
”

The
next thing Christian knew, Shea spun him around and bent him over the kitchen
table, pressing a heavy hand down between his shoulder blades.
Oh fuck yes!
That was exactly what Christian
liked; being manhandled was a huge turn on for him. Since the lube was upstairs,
Shea had to use his spit to lube up. He felt Shea
’
s
cock slide up and down his crack a few times before Shea positioned himself to
enter. Christian couldn
’
t fucking
wait. He
’
s been
dying for this ever since realizing he was in love with Shea. Shea pushed
forward, slowing making his way past the tight muscles. Christian hissed at the
invasion - it burned, but it was a good burn. Shea rocked, slowing working his
way in until he was fully sheathed.

“
Oh,
Jesus.
”
Shea
choked.

Shea
grabbed Christian
’
s hips as
he slowly pulled back and pushed back in. The strangled cry that came out of
Shea was nothing that Christian had ever heard from him before, and he couldn
’
t
help but smile. Shea kept the pace slow but Christian wanted more, so he pushed
up onto his hands and pushed back against Shea, meeting his thrusts and forcing
him to go faster. Shea gasped and shoved Christian back down onto the table,
holding him down by his shoulders.

“
Fucker,
you
’
re gonna make me come before I
want to,
”
he
growled.

Christian
chuckled; loving that Shea was losing his cool.

Shea held onto his shoulders as he started slamming into
him, hard and fast. Christian cried out and gripped the edge of the table. Shea
bent over him, wrapping one arm around his chest and the other around his waist,
biting the back of Christian
’
s shoulder,
almost causing Christian to come again. Shea moaned long and low as his thrusts
became more erratic and frantic. Shea shifted slightly and was now unknowingly
hitting Christian
’
s prostate
practically forcing him to come hard and pulse around Shea
’
s
cock.

“
Holy
fucking shit!
”
Shea bit
out as he slammed into Christian twice more before coming with a guttural shout
through gritted teeth.

They
both sagged onto the table, sweaty and panting. Shea draped over Christian
’
s
back, his forehead resting between his shoulder blades. Christian
’
s
heart felt ready to explode, and he blurted the words he had promised not to
say again until he knew they would be returned.

“
I
love you, Shea.
”
 
He breathed, immediately wishing he
could take it back. Shit, he was such an ass.

Shea
’
s
first instinct was to repeat the words back to Christian, to tell the man that he
loved him, too, but he hesitated. Was he in love with Christian? He knew that
his feelings for his best friend have changed, and he knew that he was falling
for him.
 
But was he completely in
love with him? He wasn
’
t sure, and
he didn
’
t want to
tell Christian he loved him, too, if he wasn
’
t
absolutely certain of how he felt.