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Chapter 29

 

T
HE
next morning, Tuck and Bobby barely made it to the airport in time for their flight.

 

They settled into their seats on the left side of the smaller plane. Bobby took the one near the window and Tuck sat by the aisle.

As he stuck his duffel under the chair, Bobby glanced over and noticed Tuck looked a little pale. “You ever flown before?”
Tuck plastered on a fake smile. “Sure, once.”
Eyeing him as Tuck tightly clutched the armrest with his left hand and held his casted right hand close to his chest, Bobby asked, “And?”

“I was just a dumb kid. I’m sure the excitement was what made me throw up.”
“Wonderful,” Bobby muttered sarcastically. “Just once?”
Tuck shook his head. “Twice. Once at takeoff, then again later.”

Bobby pried Tuck’s hand from the armrest and surrounded it with his fingers. “Look at me, Tuck,” he said. “Take a deep breath.” He glanced over at the little pocket in the back of the seat ahead of them, relieved when he saw the top of a sickness bag sticking out from behind the magazine. Hopefully they wouldn’t need it.

Tuck turned and inhaled sharply.
“Just look right at me. You’re getting yourself so worked up, you’re gonna blow a gasket or something. Slow deep breath.” Bobby took in a breath, watching as Tuck copied him. “Look right in my eyes and tell me a story.”
“Story?”
Bobby nodded as he slowly exhaled. “Yes, a story. Tell me about your first day at the academy.”
Tuck winced. “Let’s not go there right now.”
“Okay, okay.” Bobby inhaled deeply and Tuck copied him. “Then something happy. Tell me about your first time. You haven’t told me that story yet.”
“First time?” Tuck asked quizzically. “Oh, you mean sex?”
Bobby nodded as he exhaled.
Tuck relaxed a bit as he also exhaled.
With relief, Bobby watched some color return to Tuck’s face.
Tuck glanced around the plane, but none of the other passengers seemed to be paying any attention to them. With a lowered voice, he asked, “You mean, the
first
-first time, or the first
real
time?”
Bobby didn’t understand the difference, but he wanted to keep Tuck talking as long as possible. “Tell me both,” he said with a warm smile as he reached over and closed the little shade over the window.
“Okay.” Tuck nodded as he exhaled slowly. “The
first
first time, I was thirteen.”
Bobby squeezed Tuck’s hand to keep his attention as the stewardess stood at the front and began announcing the safety protocols. They felt the plane jolt slightly as it started to move. “Keep those green eyes looking at me and go on,” Bobby said with warm encouragement.
Tuck took a few breaths. “I’d seen Wally eyeing me. He was in my class but fourteen. He seemed older and so much more mature….” Tuck took another breath. “Anyway, I invited him along to go dirt biking. We ended up in the woods. And the subject of masturbation came up.” Tuck grinned as he remembered. “Before I knew it, we both had our pants open, jacking away. He seemed very hesitant when I touched him, but he still got into the idea. Wally touched me briefly, and I decided to taste him. I bent down and barely had him in mouth when he squealed and pulled away, coming all over me.” Tuck frowned.
“What happened after that? Did he reciprocate?” Bobby asked with an encouraging hand squeeze.
“No. He zipped up, hopped on his bike, and took off. He wouldn’t even look me in the eye after that.”
“Bastard,” Bobby replied as the plane rolled farther from the gate. He felt Tuck’s grasp tighten. “And what about the other one?”
Tuck smiled wistfully. “Oh, that was the second time I went to Amarillo. I’d barely had enough courage to walk into a gay club the first time I visited. That second time, I actually made it up to the bar and ordered a beer.”
“I never imagined you being so unsure,” Bobby said as he felt the plane turning onto the runway.
Tuck shook his head. “Wasn’t unsure. I knew I was gay, knew what I wanted, but I’d already started the academy and was so worried about being outed.”
“So you got a beer. Then what?” Bobby asked when Tuck clenched his hand while the plane began accelerating.
Tuck took a deep breath, gazing into Bobby’s eyes and trying to ignore the plane’s movements. “I got the beer and kinda scoped the place out. I was kinda cruising this studly guy sitting by the pool table, but he hardly gave me a once-over before ignoring me.”
As the plane left the ground, Tuck started going pale. Bobby started massaging Tuck’s hand between his palms and asked, “Then what?”
“This skinny guy came over and said hi to me. He was kinda cute, but not the type of guy I would’a chased after. Me and Dale talked over beers for almost two hours, and I kinda warmed up ta him.”
Happy to see Tuck looking more composed, Bobby smiled. “See there? Nothing to be nervous about. We’re already airborne.”
“Yeah, I guess.”
“So what happened with Dale?”
“Oh, he asked me if I wanted to leave, so I followed him out to his truck. And we made out there for a while. He was my first kiss, if ya don’t count Odie.”
“What? You’d
kissed
Odie? When?”
“High school prom. Just a quick peck on the lips, but he was too drunk to really remember it.”
“Oh,” Bobby said with a chuckle. “I’ll hafta rib him about that.” He let go of Tuck’s hand. “So you and Dale just made out?”
“For a while. Then he invited me to his apartment.”
“Did he know? That it was your first time?”
“I didn’t tell him at first. But once we got to his place, I started gettin’ nervous, and he noticed. So I told him.” Tuck hesitated.
“Did he get off on that?”
“No. In fact, he almost kicked me out. He said my first time shouldn’t be just a hookup.”
“Wow, kind of a gentleman, then.”
Tuck nodded. “Yeah. So I told him ’bout my situation and how it kinda limits my opportunities, and managed to reassure him. And we eventually ended up in his bed.”
“Then what?”
“I actually met up with him a few more times until he called it off. Said he didn’t like the long-distance thing.”
“Oh, that sucks.”
Tuck nodded. “But he had a point. I wasn’t exactly available. I was still fightin’ to keep it all on the down-low, and it wasn’t really fair to him.”
Bobby patted his hand. “You okay now?”
“That was a fuckin’ long time ago. And there weren’t really any hurt feelings.”
“No, I mean about flying.”
Tuck wobbled his head. “Oh. Still tryin’ not to think about it. But yeah, not nauseous or anything.”
“Good.”
Tuck settled back into his seat. When the steward came by with the drink cart, both men just got soft drinks. Looking over at Tuck, Bobby commented, “I’m surprised. I figured you would go for some alcohol.”
“No, I’m actually good now, I think. You’re so calm and easy to talk to. It’s part of what I love about you.”
Bobby nearly choked on his gulp of soda before breaking into a wide grin. He gazed over at Tuck. “Bastard,” he said.
“What?”
“You tell me you love me for the first time while we’re in a plane full of people. And I can’t even kiss you or anything.”
Tuck gazed over at Bobby, then smiled and leaned down. “Fuck it,” he said as he kissed Bobby’s lips.
Bobby shared the sparking kiss very briefly before pulling back. “Let’s not make a scene,” he said with a sigh.
“Okay,” Tuck agreed as he settled back into his seat. “How long
is
this flight?”
Bobby took his hand. “Quit thinking about it. Just take a nap.”
Tuck doubted he could sleep, but he closed his eyes and nestled into the chair. It
had
been a long and pleasantly tiring night. Maybe he could doze for a minute or two.

A
BIT
later, when Bobby continued feeling the vacuumous pressure in his ears that refused to clear, he pulled out his duffel bag and dug around inside for a pack of gum. While searching, he stumbled across the printout note Odis must have stuck inside. He pulled out the note and the gum.

“What’s that?” Tuck asked groggily.

Bobby unfolded the note and handed it to him with a few pieces of the gum. “Nathan’s last riddle. The inscription that was to go on the bust he ordered from Odis. We can’t make heads or tails of it.”

Tuck opened the gum and put it in his mouth before reading over the printout.

 

turn around the sine, fluff the feathers and freshen the nest treasure Be un-mined, upon our Early Day of the past

“Well, it has something to do with your bedroom, I would guess.” “How do you get that?” Bobby asked.
“The nest part. It’s usually a metaphor for a place to sleep, like a

bedroom.” Tuck peered carefully over it and then chuckled when he spotted something. He handed the note back to Bobby, saying, “Look at the only capital letters.”

Bobby read aloud, “Be Early Day?”
“B-E-D,” Tuck said with a nod. “So, definitely your bed.” Chuckling, Bobby shook his head. “God, that seems so obvious now.

How did Odie and I miss it?”
“Prob’ly ’cause ya were too focused on the meanings of the words.
Didn’t actually look at the structure or patterns,” Tuck said with a smile. “Okay, genius,” Bobby said with a teasing smile, “what about the
rest of it?”
“I’m sure those are clues that’ll make sense once we find out
whatever it is about the bed. You said this was supposed to go on a bust?” “Yes. Bastard was gonna have Odie deliver a bust of his own head,
with that inscription, in July, for our anniversary.”
Tuck crinkled his lips. “Gods, that’s kinda—creepy.”
“Tell me about it. I’d have been a basket case had it just shown up
unannounced.” Bobby folded up the paper and put it back in his duffel.
“Guess we’ll have to wait and see. But definitely need to take a close look
at that bed when we get there.”
Nodding, Tuck reached over and patted Bobby’s hand. “Then we
will.” He glanced over at the closed window shade. “Can you open that?” Bobby glanced over at the window, then back at Tuck. “You sure?” “Yes,” Tuck said with a smile. “I’m fine now. I’d like to see.” “Okay,” Bobby said with a touch of hesitation in his voice as he
reached over and raised the shade.
“Wow,” Tuck said as he leaned over and peered out at the crystalblue sky cluttered with bulbous clouds. “That is so freakin’ beautiful.” “It is, isn’t it,” Bobby agreed as he looked out. He turned back to
Tuck. “We’ve still got a ways to go. Why don’t we try and nap for a bit?” “Sure,” Tuck agreed as he settled back.
Bobby nestled in and closed his eyes, hoping the landing would go
as smoothly for Tuck as the takeoff had. They both soon dozed. Later, they landed without incident. Tuck actually slept through it
and didn’t awaken until the plane decelerated on the runway. Bobby grinned over at Tuck as his grass-green eyes blinked blearily.
“Welcome to Boston.”

Chapter 30

 

T
UCK
gaped as they approached Bobby’s house. The guarded gate at the entrance to his neighborhood was impressive enough, but seeing the huge house at the end of the long driveway left him speechless.

“It’s not all mine,” Bobby told him. “All this and to the east is a park. My part is just the house and half-circle drive.”
“Still.” Tuck gazed around, wide-eyed. “It’s quite a house. Why such a big one?”
“Nate wanted it. At one point, he had plans for lots of kids.”
“But you never did? Get kids, I mean?”
“No, he suddenly dropped the idea about ten years ago. Guess he saw they weren’t in the future anymore.”
Bobby pulled the Prius into the giant garage. After grabbing their bags, Bobby led Tuck into the house. Tuck tried not to stare at the dirt bikes, two other covered vehicles, and plethora of other items on the way to the door.
As they moved through the hall to the living room, Tuck paused to look at the pictures hanging on the wall. He stopped when he saw a framed photo of Bobby and another man, taken a few years before, from the looks of it. The other man’s reddish-brown hair and taller build made him freeze. “
That’s
Nathan?” he asked while pointing at the photo.
Bobby backed up and looked at the photo. “Yeah. That was taken right before his dad died.”
“Shit,” Tuck hissed. “
That’s
the guy who ran into me.”

What?

“Yep, sure is,” Tuck said as he took one last look at the photo, then took his bags to the living room.
“When was this? Where did you see him?” Bobby asked as he dropped his bags by the couch and led Tuck into the kitchen.
“Like I said, he ran into me. Literally.”
Bobby retrieved two beers from the refrigerator and motioned for Tuck to sit at the counter bar when he handed one of the bottles to him. “Literally? What do you mean?”
Tuck nodded as he opened his beer. He had to hold the bottle against his chest with the cast and use his free hand to twist the top. The maneuver was almost becoming second nature now. “About… six years ago, I guess.” Tuck took a sip.
“And this was in Texas?”
“Yep,” Tuck said with a nod. “In Jenkins, actually. I’d just gotten a haircut and came out to find a white Mustang parallel parked
right
in front of me. Barely inches of a gap.”
“Damn,” Bobby spit out. “He drove his own fuckin’ car to Texas? This must have been during the season. I don’t remember him
ever
taking a trip like that.”
Tuck shrugged. “I got into the SUV and was gonna grab my ticket book. Not that I could have written one—legally, anyway, since it was Jenkins—but I wanted to put a scare into whoever did such a lousy parking job.”
Tuck paused and took another sip. Bobby gazed over at him. “Were you in uniform?”
“Think I was.” Tuck nodded. “I’d just sat down in the SUV when I felt the jolt. I looked up to see that damn Mustang had backed right into my cruiser. I immediately jumped out to confront that idiot driver.”
Bobby chuckled. “And I bet you looked so happy and cheerful too.”
Tuck smirked. “Right. I checked and didn’t see any damage to either vehicle. It was more of just a bump than actually hitting me. And Nathan got out, all apologetic. I remember those hazel eyes of his, almost yellowgreen, the way they glowed as he yammered away with that thick Massachusetts accent, trying to talk his way out of a ticket.”
“He could really be a charmer,” Bobby said wistfully.
“And I remember he kept touching me on the right forearm. Which I thought, at the time, was pretty damn ballsy. Most people wouldn’t dare touch a cop in that kind of situation. I can’t think of
anybody
else ballsy enough to ever touch me like that.”
“Was kind of a thing for him, touching I mean. Always touching everybody. I’m guessing now, that’s part of how his vision worked.” Bobby sighed. “So you let him off?”
Tuck chuckled. “Like I said, couldn’t have written a ticket anyway, but I gave him a thorough what-for over being so damn careless.”
“Then he left?”
“I had to back up first to give him room to maneuver out. But there was something he said before he got back in the Mustang. I’m trying to remember it.”
“Oh.” Bobby smiled crookedly. “Was it one of those half-baked offthe-wall statements that didn’t seem relevant?”
Tuck nodded.
“I got those a lot.” Bobby nodded. “Of course, now I know it was his way of trying to clue me in to something he saw, usually a warning or a nudge of some kind.”
Tuck leaned back into the chair and closed his eyes. “What in Valhalla was it?” he asked himself aloud as Bobby fetched two more beers.
“Real estate,” Tuck nearly yelled out as he sat up again. “He said, ‘Take into account all the real estate you’ve forgotten’ as he got in his car.”
Bobby smirked. “More cryptic bullshit.”
“I guess,” Tuck said as he clutched the new bottle to his chest and opened it. “Speaking of cryptic bullshit, maybe we should go check on that bed.”
“Yeah, sure,” Bobby said. He got up and led the way up the stairs. He paused at the entrance to the master suite, letting Tuck stroll into the room first.
“Wow,” Tuck said as he glanced around at the rich furnishings. “Was he a decorator?”
“No,” Bobby said as he shook his head and stepped in. “Just landscaping. I’m sure he hired one, though.”
Tuck set his beer on the nightstand. “What did that poem say? Something about fluffing the feathers?”
“Shit,” Bobby said with a sigh. “It’s still downstairs in my duffel. I’ll run and get it.”
After Bobby left, Tuck pulled the pillows out of the covering spread and gave them a quick examination. Because he couldn’t grip them with his casted hand, he had to use his mouth to bite the satiny cases and slip them off the pillows so he could check for any hidden writing.
Bobby returned. “Right. It says, ‘fluff the feathers and freshen the nest’.”
“Well, it’s not the pillows,” Tuck said over his shoulder. “Maybe the mattress?”
Going around to the other side, Bobby yanked off the covers and sheets. They didn’t see anything on top of the mattress. Bobby lifted his side as Tuck slid the mattress toward him so they could flip it over.
“Wait,” Bobby said. “Pull it off.”
Tuck grabbed the mattress as best he could with one hand and steered it as Bobby pushed from the other side and forced it to the floor. Tuck could see the plywood square that had caught Bobby’s attention in the center of the bed’s lower platform-style box frame.
Tuck stepped around to Bobby’s side. “What’s that?” Tuck asked. “A trap door?”
“Don’t know.” Bobby kneeled onto the frame and lifted the loose plywood. “Nathan redecorated in here two years ago, while I was on the road,” he said while moving the square of plywood then setting it aside on the floor.
Underneath, they found a firesafe door, one of the old-fashioned kinds with a turn knob for the combination. “Well, that fucker.” Bobby nearly giggled. “I never knew this was here.”
Tuck chuckled. “Now the part about turning makes sense. So the combination must be in the poem too.”
“Right,” Bobby said, nodding as he read over the note again. “Upon our early day of the past,” he read aloud. “Which day?”
Tuck sat on the edge of the box frame and peered over. “You said you were supposed to get this on your anniversary? Try that date.”
“Right,” Bobby said with a nod, and he turned the dial to seven, then four, and ended on the current year. He pulled at the bar, but it didn’t move.
“No,” Tuck cut in. “Early day. The year you actually met.”
“Right!” Bobby said with enthusiasm as he redialed the numbers using the earlier year. He pulled on the bar, and this time it swung across with a click. He lifted open the safe door, holding his breath in anticipation of what “treasure” they might find.
His excitement soon deflated when all they saw was an eight-byeleven manila envelope sitting on top of a stack of notebooks. Hundreds of notebooks, from the looks of it.
Tuck started laughing aloud, almost guffawing with throaty barks as he pulled out the envelope.
“This isn’t fuckin’ funny,” Bobby nearly spit.
“Don’t you see?” Tuck said as he pulled out the top notebook, with the dates August to October clearly written across the front. “The bust was symbolic. These are his journals. His
mind
.” Tuck laughed again. “Even in the poem, he used the homonym ‘un
mined
’.”
“Fuck you, Nathan,” Bobby growled in frustration.
“Stud,” Tuck said in a soothing voice as he started pulling out notebooks, “you wanted some answers. Here they
are
. He prob’ly wrote down everything he ever saw and why he did or didn’t do whatever about it.”
Bobby looked at the growing stack of books next to Tuck as he retrieved them from the safe. Nathan’s choice of documentation material seemed very inconsistent. Some of them were simply written on yellow legal-style pads. Others were done in fancier three-ring binders. Deeper into the stack, others were done in spiral-wired notebooks, and he even saw a few of those bright-blue college composition-style notebooks.
Down at the very bottom, Bobby noticed some bright-red covers. He reached in and yanked out two of the Big Chief primer writing notebooks, dated from when Nathan was only five years old. “Holy shit,” Bobby whispered. “He wrote down
everything,
” he said with a touch of awe in his voice.
“Sure looks like it,” Tuck said with a nod. He held out the manila envelope to Bobby. “This must be his final note.”
Bobby wobbled his head without taking the envelope. “Let’s take it downstairs. I need another beer.”
“Okay,” Tuck said. He clutched the envelope to his chest with the cast and grabbed his bottle from the nightstand before following Bobby out of the room.
They settled back at the kitchen counter. Tuck slid the manila envelope over to Bobby.
“No,” Bobby said as he shook his head. “
You
read it.”
“But, he left it for you,” Tuck argued. “
You
should read it.”
“Then read it aloud,” Bobby said firmly.
Tuck sighed, opened the envelope, and slipped out half a dozen printout pages of words. He cleared his throat. “Hey, lover.” Tuck paused and looked up. “You sure you want
me
to read it?”
“Yes,” Bobby hissed out, still feeling a bit disappointed at the paltry findings in the safe. “Or I’ll throw the fucking thing in the trash.”
Tuck cleared his throat and started again. “Hey, lover. I know you’ve spent the last months utterly pissed at me because of the things I’ve kept from you. And I know it will be at least a year after finding this note before you can appreciate my final gift. Right now, you probably don’t even want to look at them, but eventually you will. New paragraph. I’m not sure when you might see this note. The window of possibility is open from as early as April to as late as August, depending on how things roll out.”
Tuck paused to take a sip of beer and nearly spit it out when he silently read ahead to the next line.
“What?” Bobby asked as Tuck took another sip.
“But if Tuck is the one reading this to you, then even though Tuck may disagree as he rubs his cast”—Tuck scowled as he yanked his left hand away from his right arm, pulling his fingers off the Velcro strap he absently fiddled with—“things really have rolled out by the best scenario.”
“Bastard,” Bobby said.
“New paragraph. I’ve really hated keeping all this secret from you. So many days, I had to fight not to spill my guts about the aneurism or my visions. But Sharon helped keep me on track. Not so much directly, but the memory of how it changed our relationship back when I had that weak moment and spilled everything to her back in high school kept me steady.”
“Stop,” Bobby said as he scowled. “High school? I thought he met her in college. Damn liars, the both of them,” he spit out. “Will these secrets
ever
fuckin’ stop?”
Tuck reached out and took Bobby’s hand, offering his support. “I think they’re stopping now.” Tuck held up the stack of pages as evidence. “He’s got a lot more to say.”
“Fine,” Bobby said with a tone of defeat. “Read on, then.”
Tuck gazed over at Bobby, then stuck the pages back in the envelope before pulling Bobby over into the crook of his armpit. “We can do this later.”
“Sure,” Bobby agreed as he nestled against Tuck’s chest and rested his head on the man’s shoulder. “Later sounds good.”
Tuck hugged him closer, enjoying the feel of Bobby in his arms. “Later,” he said with a hard sigh.
Bobby rotated around and looked up at Tuck. “Are you upset with me?”
“Why the hell would I be?” Tuck asked. “It must hurt like a bitch hearin’ Nate’s words from the grave, so to speak.”
“No.” Bobby shook his head. “Not that.”
“Then what, stud?” Tuck asked in sincere confusion as he gazed down at Bobby.
“I never answered you when you said that on the plane.”
Tuck continued looking down in confusion.
“When you said you love me.”
“Oh.
That
.” Tuck hugged Bobby with a tighter squeeze briefly. “Not upset at all. I hadn’t even thought about it ’til ya brought it up. I don’t expect ya to feel obligated.”
Bobby nestled against Tuck and bit down on a yawn.
Sitting up, Tuck patted his shoulder. “We should get the bed back together and get our bags upstairs. I think you need a nap.”
“The bed’s fine the way it is. I actually staked out one of the guest bedrooms.”
“Okay, then. Let’s go upstairs,” Tuck said as he leaned Bobby upright and pulled him to his feet.
“Yeah, a nap sounds good,” Bobby agreed as he followed Tuck to the living room. They picked up their bags and took them up the stairs. Bobby led Tuck down the hall to the guest room.
After fishing his phone from the duffel bag, Bobby set it on the charger and put the duffel aside. Tuck set his bags on the other side of the bed and started removing his shirt.
“Curtains,” Bobby said as he moved over to the window. He pulled the heavy drapes closed.
“Doesn’t look like anybody could see in,” Tuck said as he gazed out at the expanse of the vacant grassy park before Bobby closed off the view.
“This window’s on the east. Sun gets kind of blinding in the morning. I kept forgetting to close the curtains before bed.”
Stripped down to nothing but his boxer-briefs, Tuck pulled back the bedcovers and climbed in. As he pulled off his own clothes, Bobby noticed the huge egg-shaped bruise on Tuck’s side looked really nasty now, all yellowy and almost green at the edges. It must be feeling better, though— Tuck wasn’t moving about as gingerly as he had before. Bobby stripped himself to nothing but socks and slid into the sheets, then scooted over to Tuck.
“I thought ya wanted a nap?” Tuck teased as Bobby pushed into him with his naked body.
“Take off those boxers. We can sleep in a minute.”
Without argument, Tuck slid off his underwear and threw it out onto the floor. He hugged up against Bobby, their hardening pricks solid presences pressing up against each other. Bobby leaned forward and kissed Tuck with lips weary and needy. Tuck put his hand behind Bobby’s head as he kissed back gently, lending comfort with his passion. Bobby pushed his hips up against Tuck as he moved his hands to Tuck’s lower back, carefully avoiding the bruise as he pulled him closer.

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