Forbidden Love (Forbidden Trilogy) (24 page)

“Get up, baby. I’m here now.” He wipes my hair away from my face and forces me to look up at him. The tears I refuse to let fall pick now to make their appearance. Grayson closes his eyes in agony. When he reopens them, he wipes my tears away. “We need to talk sweetheart.” I don’t like the sadness that colors his voice when he says we need to talk.

“Grayson, you’re scaring me.” He pinches the bridge of his nose and I can tell he is struggling to choose his words.

“I think we need to take a break.”

“What?” I try not yell, but I can’t help it. “You avoid me all weekend and then you show up naked in my shower unannounced just to tell me you’re breaking up with me?” I can’t breathe. I push against him, but he grabs my arms and holds me against him.

“Please listen baby. Calm down. They’re going to be watching us. Obviously this is not what I want. I’m not breaking up with you. We just need some time apart to improve our chances for a better outcome.”

“What happened to the connections you were talking about? What if our time apart is for nothing? What if they expel me and fire you anyway?” I didn’t want to have to make this decision unless it was contingent upon us being cleared.

“I do have connections sweetheart and that is why I’m making this decision now to protect us both. I have ears to the ground on this. Unfortunately, this is not an ‘if, then’ situation. We need to show that we are willing to adhere to the rules from this point on to get leniency. As it stands, we are still breaking the rules because professors can’t date students in any capacity. It doesn’t matter that you’re no longer my student.” His eyes plead with mine to understand.

“How long?” I already miss him and he isn’t even gone yet.

“I don’t know. If things go the way I plan, you’ll be graduating in a few months and none of this will matter.” I let my head fall against him. This is what I was afraid of. “We can spend today together though. I’m going to miss you too baby, but it is necessary. Once this is all over I will take you to Paris and we will make up for lost time. I promise.” His remembrance of Paris being my dream vacation makes me smile. If I only get today with him, we will have to make the most of it.

“I love you Grayson.” I don’t say the words to him often, but I need him to hear them in this moment. This is our test. Hopefully this is our final hurdle.

“I love you too baby…with everything that I am.” He turns the shower on and grabs my body wash. He pours some on my shower pouf and begins to wash me. I don’t have the heart to tell him that I’ve already showered. He slowly washes my breasts. I watch in lust as his cock begins to harden. I grab it firmly in my now soapy hands and a hiss slips his lips. I stroke him and he hardens even more. He abandons the pouf and picks me up in his signature move, signaling he wants my legs wrapped around his waist. He turns so that my back is against the shower wall.

He enters me slowly, allowing me to savor every inch. This time feels different. We both realize this is our last time before our time apart. His hands grip my ass firmly before sliding to find my rosette. I tighten on instinct. It has been a while since he took me there.

“Relax baby. Push out as I push in and tell me if I hurt you at all.” He inserts his index finger a little at a time and I push against his finger as instructed. Once he has his finger in to the knuckle, he pumps his finger in and out of me as he begins impaling me with his cock. I feel so full. The feeling is foreign, but feels so damn good. “That’s it love. Let me reclaim this ass so you have something to think about while we’re apart. This is mine. You’re mine. I need to hear it.”

I don’t hesitate to shout my answer. “It’s yours Grayson. I’m all yours baby!” He pumps me faster from both ends and I’m gluttonous for more. Each thrust upward has me on the propensity of an explosive orgasm. He makes some circling motion with his hips, never stopping from finger fucking my ass and I bite his shoulder. I can’t hold on much longer.

“You fucking feel incredible on my cock baby. Let go.” He thrusts one more time and I squirt everywhere.
Holy fuck.
I had no idea he could make me gush with his cock too.

The sexy smirk on his face says it all. Just when I think I can’t be more impressed with his sexual skills he shows me just how much he’s been holding back. His finger slides out of me and grips my thighs with both hands. He pounds me and I feel another impending orgasm. I pull his hair and crash his mouth to mine. He groans his approval and deepens the kiss. His rhythm accelerates as he races toward his own release. I feel his warmness coat me from the inside. Our frenzied kiss slows into more of a slow dance between our tongues. For a second, we pour all of our love for each other into this kiss. He begins palming my breasts and I can feel myself getting wet again around his half-mast cock.

He breaks our kiss to suck on my neck. I angle my head to the side to give him better access. His hands never stop their fondling of my breasts. He rolls my nipples and I whimper. “You have such beautiful tits baby. I want to fuck them.” Damn, the filth that he’s speaking only causes me to become wetter.

“Okay.” I unwrap my legs from around his waist and he lets me down. I drop down to my knees and he arches his eyebrow in question. I grab his cock and I’m rewarded with the wicked lust in his eyes. As I massage and stroke him, his now engorged cock swells to epic proportions.

I lick his slit and a bead of precome coats my tongue. I apply suction just the head and his hips jerk forward. He grabs my hair and begins to fuck my mouth. I open my mouth wider to accommodate his girth. “Shit Siobhan, your mouth is incredible, sweetheart. So fucking hot.” I untangle his hands from my hair so that I can take back control. I scrape my teeth along his shaft and he nearly comes undone. “Fuuuuccck!” he shouts. I place his dick between my breasts and he bends just slightly to offset the height difference. I close my breasts around his cock and hold them together with my hands. Grayson takes that as his queue and begins to slide back and forth. As he picks up the pace, I deliver some well-timed licks to the tip of his dick as it protrudes through the top of my breasts. This sets him off into a frenzy. He is titty fucking me and his growls tells me that he is close. I let go of the hold I have on my breasts and quickly take him into my mouth. I take him to the back of my throat as he fists my hair again. His come slides down my throat and I take every drop. When he’s done, I lick my lips to make sure I don’t miss a drop of my prize. He grins down at me and helps me up.

“My little naughty vixen. I knew you had it in you. That was fucktastic baby!”

“I learned from the best,” I tease.

“Oh yeah? And whom would that be love?” His smile broadens and I giggle.

“Are we fishing for a compliment?” He turns the water back on and begins to wash himself.

“I don’t need a compliment love. I think you squirting is the only confirmation I need,” he winks.
Cocky bastard
. But he’s right. My body tells him everything he needs to know. He washes himself and then washes me before we get out. I’m more than sure my crepes are cold now.

“That was just round one,” Grayson grins.

“How many rounds will there be Mr. Sex God?” I ask, dishing it right back.

“Oh, I don’t know love, but I do anticipate that a record shattering night is in store for us.” My sex clinches at his prediction and his perceptive ass throws his head back in laughter. “Come. Let’s get you fed first. Jordan is going to be pissed that I let her crepes get cold.”

We dry off and he can’t resist smacking my ass while I try to pull up my cheer shorts—commando of course. I’m tempted not to put on a bra under my tank top, but my girls are too big. It only ends up looking obscene. Grayson would love it, but Jordan—not so much. I tried this once before and she told me ‘thank you for the peep show’ before laughing her ass off. Grayson walks past me, naked, into my room. At first I think he is boycotting clothes for today until I see him reach in to his overnight bag that he has on my bed.

He pulls out a pair of Heather gray sweats and green army tee. I watch as he gets dressed in pure fascination. This shirt hugs his physique like a glove and his bare feet are sexy as hell. “One last eye fuck babe?” He’s joking, but the finality of it wipes the lust right off my face. I don’t want to think about this being our last night. He recognizes his mistake and reaches for me. “Come on baby. Let’s get something to eat. You’re going to need your strength. I plan on putting that sexy as body of yours through the paces today,” he winks.

Jordan is sitting at the counter with coffee in one hand and flipping through the pages of Elle magazine with the other. When she sees us, she gives me the stink eye. “I knew I should’ve made lover boy wait out here until you came out. I made you strawberry crepes and you let them get cold,” she whines.

“Sorry Jor. Can we pop them in the microwave?” She rolls her eyes in exasperation.

“They won’t be the same. You should have saved the sex until after breakfast.”

“Who says we were…” She interrupts me.

“I can hear you two. So don’t even try lying to me,” she warns. Grayson snickers as he puts our crepes and sausage in the microwave. I can’t help but laugh too. We are so busted. “Well at least you’re in a better mood now,” she says sticking her tongue out at me.

“Adjuster,” Grayson coughs out intelligibly. Jordan looks at him confused, but I get it.
Smart ass
. After we finish breakfast, I don’t think I can move. Jordan had already eaten while everything was still hot so she told me she was off to hang out with the girls at Bailey’s place. At least she won’t be subject to our last-hurrah-fuckfest. After we eat, I lay on the sofa while Grayson cleans the kitchen. I love that having money doesn’t prevent him from being domesticated. He cooks and cleans for me. He’s a keeper. I’m trying to stay in the moment and not think about our impending separation, but it’s hard. Grayson walks over to me and lifts my head before taking a seat. He places my head back on him and then uses the remote to turn on the television until he finds a recap of last night’s basketball game.

“What are you doing mister? Basketball is not part of our fuckfest.”

“Fuckfest, huh?” He chuckles at my forwardness and shakes his head. Okay my mouth was running faster than my brain, but we don’t have time for me to be shy. I want to devour this man and watching T.V. is not on the agenda. “Tell me what you want love.” He is looking down at me, daring me to continue my boldness.

“I want you. I want you to fuck me, possess me, and love me. I want you.” He stares at me for a second before getting up.

“Then that is exactly what you’re going to get.” He clicks the T.V. off and leads me toward the bedroom.

Grayson connects his phone to my Bluetooth speakers and selects a playlist. I watch as he walks over to my chair in the corner. He sits and props his feet up on the ottoman. He crooks his finger, summoning me to him. He pushes play on his phone and Madonna’s “Justify My Love” fills the room. His eyes are ravenous as they roam my body.

“Strip,” he commands. “Slowly.” My tank and shorts are far from sexy, but I will give him all the confidence I can muster. I look him the eyes as I hook my thumbs in my shorts and ease them down. He frees his cock from the confines of his sweat pants and I gasp. Moisture pools between my folds as I watch him stroke himself. I kick my shorts off once they reach my ankles. I go to him and straddle his thighs just so I can have some of that manliness underneath me. I remove my tank and nothing remains, but my bra. He unsnaps the front and watch as my breast fall heavily. My nipples pebble from his attention. He pulls me forward and takes a nipple into his mouth. I lift my hips, ready for him to take me. He doesn’t make me wait. He enters me and then captures my lips in a kiss so deep and passionate. He uses his hands to set our pace as he grinds me on his dick.

“Ahh, Grayson.”

“That’s right love. Feel me. This is me giving myself to you. I belong to you. You own me baby.” The slow lovemaking throws me off kilter. I think I just fell a little deeper. We spend the rest of day and night memorizing each other’s bodies—alternating between fucking and making love until it’s time to say our good-byes.

I attend my two of my classes and try to keep my head down. The whispers and finger pointing were easy to ignore. It made me aware that the students now knew whom the girl in question was who was sleeping with the professor. No, it’s the muffled name calling that really gets to me. The whole student body see me as some skank who whored herself for a good grade. They’re not privy to the love that we share. From their perspective our involvement is dirty and wrong. Tears sting behind my eyes, but I refuse to let them fall. I will not let these strangers make me crumble. I quicken my pace to the cafeteria. Maybe I can find a quiet corner to grab lunch before my next class. Behind me, I hear my name being called. I turn and see Jordan running in her stilettos trying to catch up with me. The sight would be funny if I could bring myself to smile.

“Wait up,” she calls. When she catches up with me she’s panting. “I thought I might find you here. Let’s grab some lunch.”