Forever Mine Box Set (BWWM, African American, Interracial,and Multicultural) (6 page)

My hands are between her legs and my fingers inside her opening, and my mouth is sealed on her pussy. Amanda opens her legs wide to give me better access to her. I can taste her and smell her scent, and I want more from her. But for now, I think that was all she would allow me. At least it is something.

Amanda’s hands are holding on to my hair and she fists my hair pulling it. Her excitement is making me flood with desire.

I hear her moans when I sucked her clit hard. I feel the vibration of it when my fingers swirled in and out of her opening. My dick swells at its tip waiting to push inside of her. But I want to take it slow and satisfy her.

Alecia crosses my mind as I’m licking and sucking Amanda’s bud. Was Alecia trying to find out if I need to feed my erotic desires with her? We had a history together. She knew well what turned me on but that has changed. Once her body could make me do things I didn’t think were possible. And she enjoyed anal intercourse and she had trained me on how to enjoy it.

I’m beginning to think now that it wasn’t because we couldn’t have children, she didn’t want any children. I can’t fully shift the blame on her because I needed to whip her ass to be able to come and most times she let me ejaculated on her ass and then that’s when I started fucking her from behind. It became a ritual whenever I was home.

It was Alecia who introduced me to that lifestyle, but it was me who became addicted to it, and now it’s always in the back of my mind.

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W
hen I met Alecia I explained to her my special appetite for sex. She encouraged it and even brought in instruments to help me satisfy my cravings. Now she’s here reminding me of my past with her when I haven’t engaged in that for years. If I would, it would only be with Amanda and if Amanda agreed, but what would I tell Amanda?
I need to whip you first and sometimes tie you up before I can fuck you.

Thinking about doing this with a woman I love, creates a turbulence of passion in me. Then I removed my finger from her opening and placed my hand near her anus to judge whether she will reject me. I need to test her first. My finger travels to her anus and I place my finger there. She flinches, it’s something different for her to adjust to.

I didn’t continue. I had to go slow because I don’t want to drive her away. As I caress her clit with my tongue and feel her moist sex, she rests her head back as I hold on to her butt cheeks. I want to nip at her buttocks because they were so full, exciting, and desirable.

“I’m coming Matt,” she says to me.

“I want you to come all in my mouth, baby.” And her legs tremble and she pushes her mound into my face, and I hold her beautiful ass and give her an orgasm. “Don’t move baby. I want to kiss your butt.” She stands there as I crawl on my knees around to her ass.

The sight of her round smooth ass has me excited. I want to bend her over and take her, but I can’t without her permission. She didn’t know that side of me, and I didn’t want her to, but that side was calling me and I had to find satisfaction. I peek at her and nip her ass cheeks one at a time. Then I place my tongue in her. She didn’t protest but I suspect that was all she would allow me to do.

Her moan is loud, her breathing hard, she appears to enjoy what I’m doing. To my surprise she bends over, her shoulder on the bed, her ass extended out to me, she knows this turns me on.  I stand behind her looking and then I lick her legs and kiss her clit from behind. She has her ass in my face and it’s turning me on like never before. I’m over the edge and I want more from her.

W
hen I walk in late I expect Matthew to be angry with me. I didn’t envision him wanting to make love to me. He knows when he kisses my pussy I melt, and I can’t help the erotic feelings I get welling inside. I love him and perhaps I’ve been a little hasty in my treatment of him. For now, I will put off my plans to move out, but I’m determine to get myself a job.

After I stay in the shower for what seems like an hour, thinking about what our lives could be together, I decide to have a talk with him.

We finally calm down, or he pacifies me with that wonderful orgasm he gave me. With the thought of him eating me, my body plays the emotion over and over as the water drip on my nipples, making them rise and making me hot. When I exit the shower, excitement and the want of another orgasm is all that is on my mind.

The fire in the chimney, heating the room, and I lay in his arms on a rug, nude. The flames hypnotize me. That was one request of Matthew, walk around nude and lay with him naked. He said it comforted him. Matthew’s eyes appraise my body and I can feel his penis rise on my butt. “You do something to me. I can’t explain it,” he says to me.

I knew what it was. It was an attraction to each other that couldn’t be explained. His hands fondling my breasts, passing over my nipples, and squeezing them, then lowering his head and sucking them with a hunger as his hands explores my opening, and his fingers pushing in and pulling out inside my opening ensuring that I was wet for his next insertion of his large hard cock. I knew if we continue, my questions would go unanswered, and we would be on our knees sucking and fucking each other to exhaustion.

I glance up at his handsome face and say, “So what did you and Alecia discuss that was so important?” He raises his head, his eyes blinking, glancing down on me as if he didn’t expect my question. Still his hand remains on my mound with him probing and rubbing my clit.

The juices of my body flowing as he finds my bud and with the pad of his finger, did a slow circle. My face turns to his hard chest and I give out a responsive pleasurable moan into it. He has me, and I’m ready to give up and give in at any moment.

“We discussed why she was in San Francisco and it was as you suggested,” he said casually, “she wants me back.” I turned looking up, my eyes narrow focusing on his green eyes, pushing his hands away.

Knowing how I feel about Alecia, to bring peace to the night, Matt said, “I let her know in no uncertain terms that it was out of the question. It was over between us.” He pauses a moment. “And she questioned me about you. She appears to know we’re together.”

“You should have denied it. She’s just checking to find out if she has an adversary,” I said knowing he wants to confess to her. Maybe to pay her back for her cold and calculating treatment or he truly loves me. I needed to know to feel comfortable in our relationship, because Alecia is threatening my relationship with Matt by showing up after a year, and he rushing to her leaving me.

“Baby,” he says searching my eyes, holding my chin up. “I don’t think she’s that diabolical.” She might be far worse, I thought. I didn’t say anymore but I knew when she showed up in San Francisco that it would be to disrupt Matthew’s life and mine. And sure enough it has.

*** 

T
he next morning, Matthew kissed me and left early for his office. I stretched and yawned from the all night obscene sexual playfulness, which I have come to enjoy with him. His apartment building has a gym, and there is equipment in one of the large bedrooms I use when I don’t have time to go to the gym. Now I’m in shape and I feel great. Then I hear a knock at the door. No classes today and I was planning on sleeping late. I needed time to get my mind together. I really didn’t want the maids and cooks around all the time. I felt their eyes watching me and whispering. 

I threw on a one of the many silk robes Matthew brought me as a present. He wants me to look nice walking around the house. It was more of a convenience for him when he returns from work. I didn’t know why it mattered because I was naked most of the time. Perhaps it was times like these. When the house keeper forgets her keys.

Sauntering to the door, I opened it, and there stood Alecia. With my mouth open, my eyes large and the door ajar, she steps to the side of me and marches in.

“Well, well, well” she says looking around walking from the foyer into the large living area. “I was wondering who I would find with Matt. I thought when he said you were living with him that he was lying and trying to hurt me. But I should have known he wouldn’t lie about something as obvious as this.” I turn stunned meeting her blue eyes.

Why would he admit to our being together?
This bothered me. Did he do it to make her jealous?

“Are you going to ask me to sit? You’re now the woman of the house, or are you versed on the civilities that your privileged income has afforded you? Maybe you can’t adjust to being a woman of a wealthy man.”

“I’ve learned all I need to know about social behavior of rich men and their bitchy ex wives and girlfriends. I got a good lesson in boarding school. Compliments of Matthew.” I wave my hand pointing, and she sits on the sofa in front of the panoramic window overlooking the Pacific Ocean.

I don’t know why I invited her in or why I’m being civil. Maybe it was because of Matt. I’d sooner kick her ass and be done with it. Sitting across from her I clear my throat and say, “What do you want Alecia?”

“I want my husband back.” Her remark shot chills through me but it didn’t surprise me.

“I’m not keeping him from you. You can try to get him back whenever you want. I think you made a try at it yesterday,” I said pulling at the fabric on the chair, hoping Alecia didn’t see how nervous she made me.

“You have me all wrong. When I’m ready for Matt, I will get him back. I’m letting him use you up, so to speak. Get you out of his system. After all, he had only me in his life for eighteen years."

“Not all those years were devoted to you,” I said with a smile. She appears nervous when I say that. I notice that her crossed leg and foot begin to shake.

“Would you like some coffee? I think I need some.” I didn’t wait for a reply. “You’re up early. I’ve never known you to be up this early before,” I said with a raised eyebrow, and not waiting for a response before heading to the kitchen, and dropping in two pods for two cups of coffee, and holding on to the counter to keep from falling.

When I enter the vast living area, Alecia is standing looking around at my furniture. The room is filled with antique Chinese tables and silk rugs on the floor. 

“If I remember correctly,” she turned at the sound of my voice, “you take your coffee with cream and Matthew takes his black,” I said with a sarcastic smile and her expression changing as she jerks around. She picks up on my dig at her.

“I’m impressed. I didn’t know you had such style,” she said waving off the coffee.

“Look, you know and I know, you didn’t come here to discuss my style. It’s about Matt. As long as he wants me, I’m his,” I say sitting there with my legs crossed looking into her blue eyes which were seldom warm. Alecia sat back on my soft floral blue and white sofa. This time she had a smirk on her face as she met my brown eyes.

“You may think you have him all wrapped up. You may think that you are giving him what he wants, but you don’t know what turns him on, and what he needs sexually. I made a mistake when I signed those divorce papers, and I admit that. I should have gone with my husband to San Francisco, but I’m here to correct my mistake.” I sat there waiting for her to reveal how she was going to correct her mistake.

“How are you planning on doing that?” I said seething, inhaling, and exhaling.

“By being in San Francisco when he needs me and comes to me.”

“Why would he go to you when he has me?” I said standing unconsciously showing off my shape. My small waist and thirty-eight breasts and hips.  He’s says I’m all he needs.”

“He’s fooling you and himself. Did he tell you about our life style?” I look at her confused. I’m unconsciously biting my nails.

“What lifestyle?”

“You are naïve.”
That alone pissed me off. I’m not a child. Is that what she thinks I am?
“Matt has a certain peculiarity when having sex. He needs to make love to a woman’s ass by spanking it and then fucking her from behind.” My mouth opened wide. He could have told me of how he wanted to make love to me. I may have agreed, but I wasn’t sure I would have then. This was all too new to me. Matt was the only man I’ve known.

“Oh yes, and he likes to fuck when you’re tied up to the bed wearing a blindfold.”

“He never said or did that to me, and I know you’re lying to me.” I sat down in a chair.

“Don’t be so sure, Amanda. I know him a lot longer than you, and I’ve been fucking him much longer. You’ve been with him maybe a year, I don’t know, but it can’t be any longer. Or could it?” She raised one eyebrow. “Maybe he was fondling you when I knew nothing about it.”

“You have crossed the line, and before you go any further, or before I kick your ass out of here, it’s best that you walk out on your own, because if I have to put you out of my house it won’t be pretty.”

Alecia stood, “I bet you would.”

I walk over to her, hand her the purse, and look in her eyes, “You damn right I would kick your ass in here.”

“I forgot where you come from.”

“If I were you, I wouldn’t forget.” I held my hand out with her purse extending on it.

“You may fool yourself about a man like Matthew, but sooner than later he will need what I’ve given him for the past eighteen years, especially if he’s not getting it from you.”

“It’s time for you to get the fuck out of here.” I walk and hold the door open.

Alecia took her expensive bag and shoes and walked out of my home a little more pleased than when she entered. I hate that I had given her so much gratification and because Matthew didn’t tell me about all of this. Maybe he knew what I would have done.

Told him to go fuck himself.

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The End of Forever Mine Part 2

Forever Mine Part 3

Chapter 1: Amanda

I
began to feel that this was all too much for me. I didn’t need the headache of an ex-wife and a handsome man who controlled my body with just a kiss, making me tremble with want and need, when he came near me, who was into things I had only seen in movies. I had just made my nineteenth birthday, and sat in the FSOG movie. I never read about this in books because I wasn’t interested or I thought it was just fiction. Something people talked about, but never did in real life.