Read Getting Close to the Omega Online
Authors: Lisa Oliver
Tags: #gay erotic romance, #gay erotica, #wolf shifters, #gay shifters
Not wanting to see any pity in the eyes of the men in the room,
Dean looked down at his hands.
You didn’t do anything wrong, little one. Keep remembering
that, you didn’t do anything to be ashamed of.
Matthew was right – he hadn’t done anything to be ashamed
of. Pulling his head back up, Dean said, “My home pack is the
one just outside of Jefferson City in Missouri. From what I
remember, and you have to know I haven’t had anything to do
with them for more than six years, they weren’t a very big
pack. Maybe fifty odd people back then, including women and
children.”
“Can you think of roughly how many people would be married,
and have children,” Anton asked and Dean was surprised at the
gentle tone the man was using. He was usually so abrupt.
“I’m trying to get an idea of how many adult males we might
be dealing with,” he went onto explain.
“Most of the males were married,” Dean said thinking back.
“The Alpha didn’t believe in homosexuality, which is a joke
right,” he laughed to himself, “nor did he agree with what he
considered loose morals. So the men were encouraged to mate
early and there were a lot of children in the pack. But the
Alpha also didn’t like anyone around who was born with an
Alpha spirit, so any of those were booted out of the pack as
soon as they could shift.”
“So we could only be looking at, well, under twenty males,” Jax
said looking at Anton, who nodded his agreement.
“Was the Alpha married or mated?” Shawn asked.
Dean shook his head. “No, not when I knew him. He said he
was waiting for his true mate, but I think to be honest he just
didn’t want to give birth to any pups that might grow up and
challenge him. He was phobic about that side of things.”
“What about money, resources, land, connections to other
packs?” Griff asked.
“Not really much in the way of contact with other packs,” Dean
said struggling to remember the ins and outs of daily life when
he had lived with his home pack. “The Alpha was constantly
worried about being challenged, and so he kept his pack
isolated from others. He had a few visitors over the years I was
in captivity, but they were more courtesy calls rather than any
form of alliance, from what I overheard.”
“If the Alpha kept his pack so isolated, how did the men meet
their mates?” Diablo wanted to know.
“They didn’t,” Dean said firmly. That was something he did
know. His parents weren’t true mates, and he didn’t think there
was a true mated pair in the pack. “He would capitalize on the
men’s sexuality when they had shifted, and insist that they
mate with any pack woman they might be caught dallying with.
The Alpha claimed it kept his pack pure – in case any of the
true mates of his men proved to be human, or a different type
of shifter, or paranormal.”
“Well, that ties in with what Kyron told us,” Shawn said. “Kyron
apparently emailed some packs, saying he knew of an Omega
that was looking for a new pack, but that the Omega was being
held hostage. He was looking for a pack that would be
prepared to give him the manpower to take over this pack,
using Dean as an excuse. Dean’s home pack answered, and
said that it was probably their Omega, who had been stolen
from them years before, and they wanted him back. They
offered Kyron the manpower to take this pack, so they could
get Dean, but Kyron said that it would take more than that to
bring us down, given the number of Alphas we have, your
powers Dean, and mine.”
“So what happened to him? Where did the magic come from?”
Dean asked. Matthew had been silent up until now and Dean
quietly brushed over his mate’s thigh, just wanting to make a
connection. He got a warm glow through his whole body when
Matthew’s hand captured his, and held it firmly, Matthew’s
thumb gently rubbing across his wrist.
“Kyron’s not sure,” Shawn said. “He did say that he was invited
to dinner at a hotel in Jefferson City. He met the Alpha there,
who was with a tall, redhead female. Kyron thought she was
human, but clearly she wasn’t. He figured they must have put
something in his food or drink, because he felt compelled to
find you – all thoughts of dominating a pack, or wolf shifters
overall, went out of his head and Kyron had just one focus.
Find you. That’s why he kept coming back here. When the
Alpha wouldn’t give him any manpower, he went to the Fae,
who he met in a gay club in Jefferson City, and when that
didn’t work, he came here himself.”
“And in the meantime he was dying,” Dean said softly, hating
the thought that magic could kill a wolf from the inside.
“Kyron didn’t know that,” Shawn explained. “His wolf was
already upset with him. Kyron was born a beta wolf and his
wolf spirit wanted to protect and serve his Alpha, and care for
others, like Troy does here. It was Kyron’s human side that
kept thinking that he should be an Alpha and that he was being
wronged all of the time. With both sides at such huge odds
with each other, the wolf spirit was giving up on him. I think
that is why the magic hold on him was so powerful. If Kyron’s
wolf spirit had been strong, I’m not sure Kyron could have
been compelled to do anything, despite the magic.”
“So this Alpha, fuck it all, I can’t keep calling him that, because
he makes a mockery of the position. Dean, what was his
name?” Kane wanted to know.
“Ron Collett,” Dean said.
“Right, thank you,” Kane said gently to Dean. Then to the
others, he said, “Okay so this Ron has somehow taken up with
a witch, who dabbles at least, in the black arts. The female
voice kept calling Ron the one true alpha. Where did she get
that idea?”
“The man’s got crazier as he’s got older?” Dean offered, not
sure about that himself. “I’m not really sure. He had pretty
fanatical ideas about keeping wolf lines pure, which is why he
didn’t allow his pack members to mate outside of the pack.
That’s also why he didn’t agree with gay wolves, although he
clearly had no problem with gay sex if the person was
submissive like me. It doesn’t really make sense that he would
bring in someone from the outside, human or otherwise, to
help him achieve his goals. Unless, she was his fated mate.”
“The sex with you would have been about power, not sex
itself,” Matthew said from behind him. “I’d seen it more times
than I care to remember. It’s amazing how many wolves can
forget that they are supposedly straight, when they want to
overpower or humiliate someone they perceive as a weaker
male. It gives them a false sense of being bigger themselves. I
imagine you were the smallest in the pack, sweetheart, and so
you were prime fodder for someone who was basically a bully.
I’d say initially Ron kept you so no-one else could have you – a
power trip. When he found out you were an Omega wolf that
feeling of possession and the need to dominate you increased.”
“I’m so sorry all that happened to you, Dean,” Troy said and
Dean could see he did look sad. So did everyone else in the
room. Uncomfortable with the scrutiny and the pity, Dean
smiled. “That part of my life is over now, and I wouldn’t be
where I am today, if it hadn’t been for the path I had been on.
If I hadn’t have been abused, I wouldn’t have found the
strength to escape. I could have ended up being mated to
some bossy female, who would have made my life a living hell
because she would have wanted pups. I’ve known I was gay
since I was ten – so you can imagine how that would have
worked out.”
Fortunately his attempt at levity worked, and everyone
laughed. The Kane looked at Shawn, chatting in private again,
and then turned to the rest of them. “Okay guys, well you
know the drill. I think it’s best if you all come and stay here for
a while, until we can find out more about the Jefferson City
pack. I’ll let Damien and Claude know we are being threatened
again, along with my Dad’s pack in case they want to send
anyone along to help out. I think, from what we’ve heard, we
can take care of ourselves in terms of manpower, but I’m
worried about this magic angle, so I will talk to Damien and
Dad’s shaman about that as well, and Shawn is going to do his
thing and see what he can find out.”
“Do you think I should get in touch with the Fae and see if they
could help?” Dean asked. He didn’t know what Aelfric and
Fafnir could do, but the idea that magic could be involved in an
attack on the pack, had him worried. Fae were magical beings,
and more powerful than any known witch dabbling in the
magical arts.
But Kane shook his head. “Not yet, no,” his Alpha said. “We
might need them closer to the time, when we have more of an
idea on who we are dealing with. Troy, can you and Diablo do
your magic on the computers and see if you can find out who
this female might be. Search for any connection with this Ron
Collett first. Anton and Jax, I want you to work with Griff and
come up with ways of securing this place as much as possible.
I want to be alerted if anyone comes within a fucking mile of
the place.”
“What do you want me to do?” Matthew asked. He would fight
to protect his pack along with the rest of them and while Dean
worried about him, more than any of his other pack members,
he did understand.
“You’ve got the most important job. You protect Dean. I don’t
want you out of sight of each other until this mess is over, and
that’s a fucking order.”
“Yes, Alpha.” Matthew grinned and Dean had a feeling his mate
was going to be more protective than ever. Mind you, the idea
of being ordered to stick to his mate like shit to a blanket really
wasn’t a hardship. Yep, no problems there at all.
Matthew was in the pack kitchen supposedly helping his mate
prepare a meal for everyone. Shawn was busy communing with
the spirits, or whatever it was he did as a Shifter Guardian, and
after they had collected some stuff from Dean’s house, Dean
had offered to cook dinner. Matthew wanted to be with his
mate so he was in the kitchen too, and Dean had given him the
job of cutting vegetables. But the sight of Dean prancing about
the kitchen, even in his baggy clothes, with the promise of
what was to come later, was fogging Matthew’s brain, making
even the most basic of tasks difficult.
“I kinda wanted them diced, mate of mine,” Dean said with a
smile as he peered around Matthew’s shoulder. Matthew
looked down at the board and the carrots that were waiting for
the chop. He had scraped them, and they were cut in half, but
that was as far as he had got.
“Give them here,” Dean said, slipping in between Matthew and
the kitchen counter and picking up the knife. Yep. Matthew
thought that was an excellent idea, given that Dean’s tight little
ass was now bumping his legs.
“I’ll end up cutting myself if you don’t stop,” Dean said with a
genuine giggle, as Matthew bent over and started nibbling
Dean’s delectable neck. Hmm, his mate tasted so much better
than any meal Dean might be cooking. “Go set the table or
something, I’ve almost finished here.”
“Kane said we weren’t to be apart,” Matthew argued, hanging
onto Dean’s hips as the man slipped under his arm with the cut
carrots now in a heap on the chopping board.
“I’m sure it’s okay for you to set the dining room table. It’s
only over there.” Dean indicated with a toss of his head.
“I’m not taking any chances,” Matthew said, half seriously. I
mean honestly. Dean had been taken when he was ten yards
away leaning on a car, in plain sight of Matthew. Then he had
been abducted when Matthew had only been gone thirty
minutes. The third time Kyron tried to take him, Matthew was
asleep in the bedroom and the fourth time everyone was in the
fucking pack house, less than a hundred yards away.
Dean managed to get the carrots into the salad he was making
and then he turned and hugged Matthew tight. “I know what
you’ve been thinking about,” he said, trying hard to look