Guarded Heart (19 page)

He laid his head onto my chest as I lightly ran my
fingers through his hair and across his shoulders. “So…when you going to marry
me?” I smiled as he turned his head up to look at me with a matching smile
across his face. “I was waiting for you.” He laughed, “What are you waiting for
me for…I would have married you months ago when I asked you.” He propped
himself up and was now looking down at me. “I am ready baby…whenever you are. I
am ready for you to be my wife. Marrying you just completes my dream. You are
the last piece of my uncompleted puzzle. Let’s do it.” He kissed me, “Okay…one
month I just need one month. I have to get everything together. Will that
work?” He stretched his body over mine and kissed me slowly and sweetly, “I’ll
give you one month…no longer. I am beyond ready to be your husband.” He kissed
me again and this time I wrapped my legs up around his waist and pulled him in
to me securely.  I deepened the kiss and trailed my tongue along his lower lip
then softly bit pulling it into my mouth to suck softly. “Mm baby…that is not
fair”, Wes moaned back at me. “What’s not fair I was cleared two days ago for
normal activities…I have just waiting for you to stop treating me like glass.”
Mr. Tall Dark and Fuckable just reappeared with that sexy ass grin. 

We made love very slowly and every single moment was
amazing and it felt like the first time all over again. He was gentle but
slightly aggressive. He was sweet but yet fueled my hunger with his oh so sexy
dirty talk.  As we lay in our bed wrapped around each other and our breathing
settled I let my mind wonder to earlier today and I knew I needed to tell him
about Tony. I wasn’t sure this was the right time but I hated to hide things
from him that is how we ended up having most of our problems within our
relationship. “I can hear the wheel turning baby…tell me what’s wrong Sam?” Was
I really that obvious?

After I took a few deep breathe I let it out. I told him
about seeing Tony and I told him everything he said and what I said in return.
He was silent when I finished and for a second I started to worry until he
lifted my chin and kissed me letting his lips rest on mine for a second, “I
trust you Sam…completely I just don’t trust him. He better stay on his side of
the street or I will hurt him…that is a promise.” That was it…the conversation
was over and besides the Two am feeding we held one another all night long.

“You look so pretty…like a beautiful princess. Your daddy
is going to love your little crown and this dress is gorgeous.” I was standing
in the hallway at the church while I waited for Allison to get there with my
veil. We had forgotten it at my house and her and Rachel ran back to get it.
MaKayla was the flower girl and she was so excited. I couldn’t believe I was
about to be married. It felt like a dream. Everything had come together so
smoothly. We were being married in a small church by Wes’s great uncle Carl and
then having a reception at my new in-laws they rented a large white tent which
the company set up four days ago. Rachel and Allison went all out with decorating
it. Food was being catered and of course Wade’s band would be playing.

“We’re here…sorry we tried to hurry.” Rachel was panting
as they walked into room and helped me quickly place it onto my head. I had
Rachel and Allison standing up with me and Wes had both of his brothers
standing with him. I had asked Mitch to walk me down the aisle and he was more
than happy to grant my request.

“Oh Darling you look amazing absolutely beautiful.” Wes’s
mother hugged me and whispered, “My son is one lucky man sweetheart.” I pulled
away and looked at her telling her that I was the lucky one and I thanked her
for raising such an amazing man.

After a long talk with Wes I ended up wearing my wedding
dress I had gotten so many months ago…I could still hear Wes’s words, “Baby you
bought the dress because YOU loved it…not because he would love it. It is your
dream dress Samantha and I want you to be happy with what you have on. I would marry
you if you wore a brown paper bag baby…Please wear your dress because I know you
love it.” I know that I am one lucky woman. I was about to marry the perfect
man.

Mitch poked his head in the door, “Ladies…it’s time.” I
was not nervous I was so excited I missed Wes so bad. He stayed at his brothers
last night and I haven’t seen him.

When the music started I felt the fluttering in my
stomach. Once I entered holding Mitch’s arm I looked up to meet Wes smiling at
me with such love. At that moment it felt like everything and everyone else
faded away. Once I reached him Mitch placed a light kiss on my cheek and passed
my hands to Wes. “Baby you look so beautiful…I can’t believe how lucky I am.” I
smiled up to him and it took everything I had not to kiss him right then.

We exchanged our vows and we kissed. Everyone applauded
and offered their best wishes as we excited the church. We had a limo that
would take us from the church to the reception after a little drive around
town. Wes helped me in tucking in my dress before shutting the door. I grabbed
him by the collar and kissed him with every single ounce of love I felt for
him. When he pulled back to look at me I knew my life was complete. “I love you
so very much Mr. Craven. You have made me so extremely happy. I will spend the
rest of my life loving you and cherishing you. Each day that passes I find
myself falling deeper and deeper in love with you. You are such an amazing man
and father. You are my soul mate and I adore you.”

“Mrs. Samantha Craven you are everything to me. My entire
heart belongs to you and my children baby…forever.”