“Do you like this, Lily?” Graham asked her.
She gave a small nod, earning a groan from Colin. Increasing her suction, she surged toward climax herself. Graham dipped a finger between her bottom then, shocking her. She lifted her head to glance at him over her shoulder.
“Graham, what are you doing?” she asked on a soft moan.
He smiled at her and held up a small jar. “Cream will ease my way, love, but I have to fuck your ass.”
She gasped, and then Colin grabbed on to her thighs, high up near her bottom, and held her as he devoured her. Closing her eyes, she arched into the feeling.
“May I, goddess?” Graham asked, all traces of teasing gone from his voice now.
He had two fingers in her bottom now, moving and stretching her. Would his cock fit inside her…there? The head of his cock began to tease her hole as Colin kept up his delightful torture.
“Y–yes…” She braced herself as he slowly entered her. She felt tight and full and she wanted more. “Graham!”
“I’m in!” Graham cursed long and low. “Hot and tight.”
“Like her pussy,” Colin said, his voice thick. “Suck me, Lily.”
She renewed her attention to Colin’s cock, pouring everything they were making her feel into her efforts. He shuddered beneath her, groaning as he lifted his hips. The next moment he came, flooding her mouth with his taste as Graham had done yesterday. He was as delicious, too. She didn’t have the chance to revel much in it as he now drove two fingers deep in her pussy as Graham moved in and out of her bottom.
“Oh!” She struggled to hold herself up as they worked her. Graham was moving hard and fast now, Colin’s fingers moving in concert as he nibbled on her clit.
“Come, Lily,” Graham said, his voice strained. “God, I’m going to come!”
He did, and she came hard against Colin’s mouth. Her orgasm went on forever, her shouts of ecstasy reverberating in her head as they each held her.
Afterward they collapsed, shifting until they flanked her.
“In your ass,” Graham said, holding her close. “Astoundingly sweet, goddess.”
She hid her smile against his chest. “I never imagined.”
“You drenched me,” Colin said. “You’re like nectar, love.”
Lifting her head, she met his gaze. “I’ve never felt anything like what the two of you did.” She looked at Graham. “I don’t know what to say.”
“Say nothing, then,” Graham said, holding her close. “You don’t have to say a thing.”
Colin murmured his agreement, stroking his fingers through her hair. She found herself wanting to tell them more, though. That they made her forget that horrible night before she left the old baron. That they made her feel strong and desirable and…
right
for wanting them to do what they did. She did want it in the heat of the moment. She wanted it still in the aftermath.
She only hoped she could live without it when they left Hawksfell Manor.
* * * *
“Tell me what frightened you the other day, love,” Graham asked.
He felt Lily go still against his chest.
“I don’t know what you’re talking about,” she finally said.
He and Colin exchanged a look. They’d spent themselves in her delectable form, and he was amazed to find himself wanting her again. That wasn’t why he wanted her to open up to him, though. Hell, he didn’t know why he wanted that, but he craved a connection to her like he had with Colin.
“The other afternoon, Lily.” Graham cupped her cheek, feeling its smoothness with his thumb. “When I came upon you and Cabot.”
“I told you. He was teasing, is all.”
“Graham said you looked frightened.” Colin leaned up on one elbow, his brow knit. “After what we just shared, don’t you know you can trust us?”
She gathered the sheets to her bosom, her eyes large. “I can trust you?”
Graham placed a hand on his chest. “I swear, I won’t divulge anything to anyone. Not the earl and not the servants.”
She nibbled that delectable lower lip of hers and eyed Colin. “Do you swear, too?”
“On my honor,” Colin said.
She took in a breath and slowly let it out. What the devil was she going to say? In that instant, Graham wasn’t certain he wanted to know.
“At my last position, my employer…” Her gaze slid from them to settle in the vicinity of the fireplace. “He wasn’t a nice man.”
Anger burned in Graham’s belly. “He forced you.”
Squeezing her eyes shut, she nodded. “He did.”
“Who was it?” Colin asked.
She shook her head. “It doesn’t matter, does it?”
“We can expose him,” Colin added.
“No, we can’t,” Graham said. “He was a noble, yes?” At her nod, he went on. “There’s little a servant can do in that situation. Believe me, I’ve gleaned a bit of information of the previous generation of Hawks. From the earl’s father to Matthew Hawk’s uncle, a noble can hold power over his servants with little recourse.”
“Bastard,” Colin said.
Graham found a smile. “Yes well, not all of us are legitimate.”
Colin chuckled, catching his intent to lighten the mood a bit. “When was this, Lily?” he asked.
She straightened her shoulders. “Before I came here. I admit the glowing recommendation the old baron wrote me might have been a bit…forced as well.”
“Ha! Good for the rutting lout,” Graham said. He grabbed a gentle hold of her and urged her to rest between them once again. “Was he your first?”
“My only.” She ducked her head but he saw she blushed prettily. “Until you two, that is.”
Something shifted in Graham’s chest at her admission. He was her first after what had happened to her? His heart began to race. He searched his mind at a lightning pace. Was he much different than that “old baron,” really? He hadn’t forced her, no. Yet he’d used every tool in his blasted Hawk bag of tricks to seduce her.
“I’m sorry,” he muttered.
“For what?” she asked.
“I should never have…” He held out his hands. “I should have known you weren’t experienced.”
“How?” she asked.
“You’re very small, Lily,” Colin said. He winked. “And hot and tight and wet.”
“Colin!” She laughed a bit, losing that haunted expression in her eyes. “This is so strange,” she went on. “I don’t know quite what this is.”
Graham had to find some steadier footing and fast. He had no idea what this was among them, and he wasn’t going to sit here trying to figure it out. Not with the two of them still within reach. “Let’s not worry about that now, love.”
Colin blinked then offered her a smile. “Graham’s right. Sometimes trying to put a name on something can prove too stifling.”
As Lily seemed to accept Colin’s assertions, Graham’s gut twisted again. Here he was, naked and spent with two people he wanted more than any others he’d ever encountered, and he was eager to quit the room before there was any possibility that talk would turn to hearts and flowers.
He took the avenue Colin paved for him and didn’t say anything more about just what, precisely, this was among the three of them.
But damn him to hell, he couldn’t wait to be with them both again and soon.
The next afternoon Lily found herself at Colin’s door again. She’d tried to stay away, especially after confiding her awful secret to him and Graham. Neither seemed to judge her, however. She thought back to when Posy had still been a maid here. Her reputation had dogged her heels so fiercely that Lily had known of it despite the months passed since the earl’s wedding. A glimmer of hope flickered just out of reach. If Posy was able to set aside those rumors and secure the loves of her life, was there a chance for Lily?
“I’m not going to be a viscountess,” she chided herself. Graham might not wish to discuss what this all was, but she knew. She was a plaything, though a willing one this time. He and Colin knew just what she wanted and she wasn’t going to worry about it now.
Taking a breath, she raised her hand to rap lightly on the door.
“Back for more, sweet Lily?” Graham asked, his mouth close to her ear.
She spun to find him looming over her. His scent surrounded her and his heat was evident. He only wore his shirt and tweed trousers, and he looked remarkable.
“Graham,” she gasped.
He smiled. “Looking to get fucked, love?”
Her mouth dropped open. His words should have shocked her, and in a way they did, but there was truth there.
Two could play this game
. She almost giggled.
Three, actually.
Schooling her expression, she lifted her chin. “I want you both, yes.”
Heat flared in his dark eyes, and he reached around her to grasp the doorknob. His lips grazed her cheek and she shivered. When the door opened behind her, she fell back into Colin’s arms.
“What a lovely surprise,” he murmured, bringing his lips to the sensitive skin at the nape of her neck.
Graham closed the door with an audible click as Colin turned her to face him. He began to kiss and caress her. His tongue was in her mouth, and she reached up on her toes and angled her head to take all of him. That now-familiar need swirled through her as Colin held her closer still.
“She wants us both, Colin.” Graham brushed behind her to stand behind Colin. He reached both hands around Colin’s narrow waist and cupped her bottom. She lifted her head to give Graham her mouth now. Oh, their tastes mingled and her mouth watered.
“Mmm.” Graham urged her toward him, bringing her flush against Colin’s long, hard cock. “Does she know I want the both of you as well?”
Her breath caught and she broke away from the kiss. She looked up at Colin and saw heat in his sparkling blue eyes. “Both?” she asked, not caring a whit which man answered her.
Was that uncertainty in Colin’s eyes as he glanced at Graham? His dear face showed furrows in his brow that cleared in the next moment. “Graham?”
Graham growled behind him, bringing his face to Colin’s neck and nipping him. Colin shivered and Lily felt it as though she was the one with Graham’s hard body pressed against her.
“I want to fuck you, Colin,” he said.
Lily gasped, her pussy swelling as she imagined the two of them intertwined. “Truly?”
Graham chuckled and caught her eye even as Colin leaned back in obvious surrender. “You want to watch, don’t you love?”
“Y–yes,” she said.
Colin snapped to attention and began to tear at his clothes. Graham stripped and made quick work of her garments, too. “I want to see you flushed and pretty as I love Colin.”
She could only nod. As Graham swiftly removed her clothes and underthings, running eager hands over her flesh until she tingled, she studied Colin’s body. He was just beautiful, all smooth muscles and hard planes like a statue. His cock strained toward her, and she grasped him.
Graham stepped behind Colin again and stroked his chest. Lily flicked her tongue over Colin’s flat little nipples, earning a moan from him between her and Graham. He gasped, and she knew what Graham did to him. She’d felt that particular sensation when he’d fingered her hole. When he’d pushed inside of her. Would he take Colin that way now?
“Easy, Colin,” Graham said, his voice strained. “I’m going to burst if I don’t get inside you.”
“Take me, Graham,” Colin said, arching toward him.
Lily’s body flushed just as Graham had predicted. She stepped back and watched as Graham sank into Colin. Colin reached up to wrap an arm around Graham’s neck as the two of them began to move in rhythm. She was dripping wet now, her every cell primed as though she was the one being loved by Graham. Colin bit his full lower lip and Lily mimicked the motion.
“Oh, you’re both so beautiful!” she cried.
Graham glanced in her direction. “Suck him, love.” He groaned and increased his thrusts. “Suck Colin’s cock.”
She didn’t need any further instructions. A drop of liquid glistened on the tiny slit on the head of Colin’s cock, so tempting to her. Falling to her knees, she took Colin deep down her throat. He trembled, bracing his legs apart as he cupped her head with an incredibly gentle touch.
“Sweet Lily,” he breathed. “Oh, Graham!”
She knew he was about to come. He quaked between them. Taking all of him, she grabbed onto his taut buttocks. Graham covered her hands with his, and the two of them did their best to drive Colin over the edge. Colin moaned long and loud as he filled her mouth. She tasted his cream as Graham shouted out his climax behind him.
Sitting back on her heels, she tried to catch her breath. Colin turned his head and kissed Graham. It nearly sent her over the edge.
“Oh, someone must take me!” she gasped.
Graham chuckled, apparently a bit out of breath himself, and shook his head. “I’m afraid there must be a delay, Lily. We’re both spent.”
“Spent?” Colin swore softly as they both disengaged. “I was nearly turned inside out by the two of you.”
She came up on her knees, cupping her breasts and pinching her nipples. Her body was on fire and she needed the release she knew they could give her. “Please…”
Graham’s eyes all but crackled. He grabbed her ankles and pulled her down on the carpet. His mouth claimed her pussy, his tongue stabbing into her as he held her thighs far apart.
“Oh, yes!” She tossed her head from side to side, eager for everything he was doing to her. Colin’s mouth closed over one of her nipples, and that was all she needed. Her climax roared through her as she writhed helplessly on the floor. Pinned by Graham’s strong hands, her pussy convulsed and her clit throbbed as wave after wave of pleasure left her gasping.
Graham finally released her, and Colin cuddled her close.
“Look at that pretty, pink pussy, Colin,” Graham said. “We’ll have to fill it and soon.”
She blushed as she smiled, which amazed her. She was still spread wide before the two of them. Then Graham’s odd wording struck her. “Soon?”
“I won’t be at the manor much longer,” he said.
Colin helped her to her feet and kissed her, brushing her hair from her eyes. “And I suppose I’ll have to get back to Spencer House.”
If she wasn’t mistaken, they both wore expressions of regret. Well, she wouldn’t flatter herself to think they’d never shared such things with another woman between them. They were far too virile to be as inexperienced as she was.