I Got You | A Gay Romance: A Boyfriend for Rent Book | Gay For You (22 page)

"Only father?"

Benjamin sighed as if what he had to say was difficult. "Cody's not my son, Jake. He's my best friend's."

The news hit him hard. He didn’t even know what to say to that except, what a beautiful heart he had. It only made him feel more connected to Benjamin.

“Kiss me,” Jake said, his voice barely above a whisper.

“What?”

"Just kiss me. Just one kiss. I promise I'm sober enough to—"

That's when the first kisses landed on his lips; hungry kisses, needy kisses, kisses that told him he was the only man in the world that really mattered to him.

"I tried living life without you, but I just can't." Benjamin told him. "Don't ever leave my life again."

Jake smiled, shaking his head. "No. Never."

Benjamin got up. "Let me get you some water."

But Jake pulled back on his hand. "Please," Jake said, turning over on his stomach so that his ass faced Benjamin. "I need to feel you inside of me. Right here, right now."

"Fuck," Benjamin said. "Why do you do this to me?"

The man snatched his pants down, breathlessly kissing Jake from atop him. Their backwards kisses were passionate as Benjamin undid his belt buckle.

"I fucking need to be inside you. My cock's been throbbing for you. I just can't get hard about anyone one or anything else. It's like it's meant for you and you only."

The passion between them grew as they looked each other in the eyes. Jake had never known anything like it before. Benjamin was a wild animal, seized by a deep desire. The belt was frantically torn away. The pants were ripped down, and the clothes stripped and flung on the floor.

Jake twisted his eyes back, gazing in awe at the furious lust burning in Benjamin's eyes. He saw the huge, thick cock staring at him. The heat of the man’s body dominated him as he nibbled on Jake’s ear.

“I'm going to destroy your ass,” Benjamin said, and Jake moaned in sweet surrender.

“I’d like to see you try.”

The man narrowed his eyes at Jake. His low voice rumbled. “Don’t tease me. You know what happens when you do that.”

Benjamin kissed Jake's neck and sank his teeth into his flesh, bringing his hands down onto Jake's body, roaming down his chest and pinching his hard nipples. He flicked and licked those nipples, heated them with his hot wet mouth, then cooled them with the touch of his breath.

Benjamin was a nipple connoisseur. A legend in his own time. His hunger for them sweetened Jake’s ears as his tongue circled them, leaving marks around them as if he were branding his territory.

“My nipples. You didn’t let anyone touch them, did you?” he asked.

Jake bit his lips. “Maybe yes, maybe no.”

“Oh, fuck. Now I’m going to suck them right off so no one else can get them.” He opened his mouth wide putting Jake’s whole left nipple in his hot mouth.

Jake squealed with delight. “Oh, fuck!”

“Yeah, and don’t you forget it.”

Jake's eyes closed in sweet delight as he felt Benjamin's hands go lower and lower, coming down his stomach, playing with his treasure trail of hair that led to his hard cock.

“You're mine,” he growled again. The words reverberated around Jake's mind. The heat between them was palpable. Benjamin wrapped his hand around Jake's cock with one hand as he kissed the back of his neck. Jake had missed that strong hand around his member, the way it pumped the pleasure out of him. He knew just the right amount of pressure and just the right kind of touch to drive him wild. Saliva dripped down Jake's neck and he turned, trying to kiss Benjamin, but the alpha male remained just out of reach. It was to torture him and that was the sweetest agony he had ever felt.

“Are you going to fuck me?” Jake teased, biting his lip. “Are you going to give me that big anaconda?”

Benjamin exhaled into a hungry growl. “Is that what you want?”

“Mm-hmm. You know that’s what I want.” He knew better than to taunt his man. He knew what happened when he did that, but Jake needed to feel the force of Benjamin to know the man that protected him, that loved him, that disciplined him and put him in his place hadn’t gone away.

The man’s eyes narrowed, daring him to talk. “Do you deserve it? Did you earn it? Or have you been a bad boy?”

Benjamin's erection pressed hard against Jake's body, waiting and lurking there like a beast ready to savagely tear him apart. Just the thought of it was enough to make Jake’s entire body tremble with passion. Blood raged through him, scorching him from the inside.

Benjamin rose and the heat left Jake. Cold air rushed down over his back and Jake gasped, but he barely had any time to react before Benjamin slapped him hard on his ass. The pain was sweet. Fingers dug into his skin and Jake thought that he was going to tear a chunk out of him. Benjamin growled like the savage sexy beast he was and squeezed Jake's ass with one hand.

“Uhh. Give it to me,” Jake dared him.

“You want me to give it to you? Huh?” His voice was intense, in control and Jake knew he was asking for trouble that only Benjamin could give him.

Jake tried to turn his head to look at the hot sight of Benjamin's towering body, but Benjamin slammed a hand around the back of Jake's head and pushed him into the bed, making his mouth eat the fabric. Jake's breaths and moans were stifled, but the feeling of Benjamin's controlling hands were turning him on. He needed to be manhandled and the man was more than happy to oblige.

Benjamin spanked his ass again and Jake's body rocked. He pulled his head back, making his body arch. His hand came down again and Jake cried out in anguished delight. The pain rippled through him and goosebumps broke out upon his flesh.

“Ohh,” Jake said, sucking in hair.

“You needed that, didn’t you?” Benjamin said, through gritted teeth.

“Fuck, yeah.”

Again, the hand came down and when he looked back, he saw a wild, primal fixation in Benjamin's dark eyes. The rawness apparent, there would be a large hand print left on him. Benjamin's hand. Benjamin's mark. Benjamin's boy. Just the way he wanted it.

“You want me to get it good and wet, don’t you babe?” Benjamin asked.

“Yes, sir,” Jake said, biting his lip in excitement. The scent of Benjamin filled his nostrils. God, he’d missed that scent, so musky and strong. It turned him on like no other. His heart pounded knowing what this was leading into and his body craved for it, his heart did too. More than anything, he wanted Benjamin to know how much he’d missed him and by the look in Benjamin’s eyes, the feeling was mutual.

Benjamin kept one hand on his ass, the other on his back, licking his fingers. The sopping sounds of him soaking his hand in saliva filled Jake’s ears and he knew what was coming next.

He smiled as Benjamin's fingers slid inside him, making his ass wet, lubricated, and ready. They danced around the rim of his ass, teasing his hidden secret sweet spot that only Benjamin knew. Jake let out a sigh of relief as if he’d been longing for this moment for so long.

“That feel good, baby?” Benjamin asked. His voice vibrated through Jake’s soul, giving him a rush of goosebumps and Benjamin kissed every one of them with his hot lips pressing against Jake’s skin. “You like it when I do that to you, don’t you?”

“Uh-huh,” Jake answered, nodding.

“I like making you feel good and now, I’ve got something else for you. I can’t wait any longer. I need to give it to you now. Do you want it?”

“Oh, God yes. Fuck, yes.”

Benjamin shifted his position and licked his lips in anticipation. “Baby, you do things to me, to my heart no one’s ever done before.  I just want to make you feel good. I want to own you. I want to make you know what you’ve been missing. I’m never going to let you go again Jake. Do you hear me? Not now, not ever.”

“I don’t want to leave,” Jake said.

“Good cause I won’t let you. Even if I have to keep my cock attached to your ass to make that happen,” Benjamin said with a devilish smile.

He rose up and held Jake's ass apart. Jake's eyes widened as the thick tip entered him. It was just what he needed, just what he longed for. To feel the man’s girth inside him was like coming home after a long journey; curing an ail on his thick cock. Benjamin plunged inside slowly, stretching his tight ass out.  His body thanked him for it and released moans only someone in love can make when their lover is inside of them. Jake's eyes clamped shut as he processed all the sensations swimming inside him.

Why did this man make him feel so good? He knew what the outside world thought of their relationship, but he didn’t care. Being with Benjamin made him feel safe, like he belonged. Being with Benjamin made sense to his heart. He’d learned that love doesn’t always make sense. Love isn’t always explainable. But when it’s right, truly right, it needs no explanation. Only the heart speaks in a language love knows.

“I love the feel of you, Jake. No one feels as great as you do.” The words cooed in Jake’s ear. He needed to know that his man desired him as much as he did. He needed to know that this time apart had only made them long for each other more.

Benjamin caressed his back and ran his hands all over Jake's body, stroking him, loving him, adoring him as he started to thrust, slowly at first, then getting harder and faster as the passion seized him.

“Oh, yeah,” Benjamin said. “Move that ass.”

Both men gasped and moaned. Benjamin leaned forward and rested his head against the top of Jake's back. He kissed him with hot, wet, kisses that only Benjamin could give him. His breath hit Jake's skin in hot needy bursts that told Jake their desire for each other had only increased. His cock was rock hard inside Jake, fucking him, pounding him, teasing him, and treating him like the bad boy he was.

Jake squeezed his cheeks together, grasping that thick tool. “I want to make it tight for you, baby. Is it tight for you?”

“Baby, you have no idea how good you make me feel. Only you do this to me. Only you,” Benjamin told him, his eyes rolling back in his head from pleasure.

His hips smacked against Jake's ass, driving him into the bed. Jake was curled up, bent over, and dominated just the way he needed to be, just the way he deserved. Every hard thrust was followed by a sharp moan from both men. Benjamin's thick biceps held Jake tightly, safely in place.

“You have no idea how much I’ve needed this. You’re so warm and wet inside,” he told Jake.

Jake let that man inside him, pushing in and out of his rim like the amazing lover he was. He needed the man’s fuck. He took everything Benjamin had to give him until his eyes watered and the man’s body tensed.

He kissed Jake’s lips, hungry passionate kisses, his tongue teasing Jake’s. “You really like to tease my cock, don’t you?”

“Yeah,” Jake answered, his face shoved in the pillow.

“Why do you want to do that? Huh? Are you trying to get me in trouble? Trying to get me to split you in two?” He pulled Jake’s head up slightly by his hair, the sensation ran through Jake like electricity turning him on even more.

“Yes, please.” Jake begged, the more Benjamin gave him, the more he wanted.

He growled like a grizzly, releasing his grip on Jake’s hair. “Oh, now you’re asking for it. Be careful what you wish for baby, cause daddy’s gonna give it to you.”

Benjamin placed his hands on Jake's back, holding him down as he thrust inside. Jake squeezed his cheeks together, making himself tighter, rolling his hips back to match the rhythm of Benjamin’s thrusts. He wanted to make his man so hot that he was ready to explode. Jake was wet and hot inside and everything inside him told him he was hungry for it. He was hungry to be filled up with Benjamin's hot thick juice.

“Give it to me,” he begged, his voice cracking under the strain of pleasure. It was like a thirst that could not be quenched and not by anyone else that is. It was Benjamin he had been needing, not just his body, not just his soul but his heart. He needed this man’s incomparable heart that only opened up for a few people. He needed to feel the force of this man, this man inside him.

Benjamin's thrusts became harder and deeper, threatening to split Jake in two. But Jake wanted it. He wanted Benjamin to make up for all the time they’d been apart. He wanted to be a good bottom for his man, to show him all he’d been missing. And dammit, it felt so good.

“Shit,” Benjamin said, swaying back and forth, beads of sweat growing into drops. “I’m gonna ... Goddammit, I’m gonna. You want milk?”

“Yes.” Jake breathed, biting his lip anxiously waiting for it.

The man rolled his hips, making his way and teasing his prostate. “You want this inside you? Do you?”

He could hardly make out the words. “Yes.”

“Tell me you want it or I’m not gonna give it to you.” And as if to warn him, he yanked on the back of Jake’s head.

Jake moaned a high-pitched cry, the sound of Benjamin’s heavy balls slapping against his walls made him want to cum. “I want it.”

“Tell me you need my milk or I’ll think you don’t deserve it.” He growled.

The force of the pumping was vibrating the headboards. The squeak of the bed was shaking as if it were going to fall apart at any moment. “I need it, Benjamin, baby, I need it,” Jake said.

He kissed Jake, nipping his lip as if a warning. “I don’t believe you. Fucking tell me. Scream out my name and tell me you fucking need my milk in your body or I’m never gonna give it to you.”

“Give me your milk!! Benjamin, please, I need it!!” Jake screamed at the top of his lungs so loud it strained his throat, but he didn’t care. What was a little bit of pain when Benjamin’s cock gave him so much pleasure? What was a moment of discomfort when he could please the man inside and feel the manifestation of all his passion, of all his frustration deep within his walls?

“Fuck. Why do you have to have such a tight ass? Fucking better than a pussy, man. Jesus.”

He pushed, pounded and pumped. Sweat was trailing from his strong shoulders, down his arms and splashing on Jake’s body.  Then his strong body tensed all over and he released himself in a series of thick bursts.  Each convulsion was stronger than the next. Each groan was lower, stronger, and more powerful.  The force of the orgasm flung his body forward and Jake felt the weight of the strong man lower upon him.

“Ohhh, fuuuck!” the man groaned, as if the time away from Jake had been agony and the hunger inside him only now had been filled.

His satisfied moan shot into Jake's ear, only increasing the pleasure Jake felt. He smiled as the hot cum seeped inside of him. Benjamin's sweaty body rested on top of Jake, drained and spent, where it belonged.

“Baby,” Benjamin said, looking in Jake’s eyes.

“Yes,” Jake said.

“I fucking love you like no tomorrow.”

The words were honey to his ears, what he needed to hear and had waited for so long for. His throat tightened and his eyes watered with passion. “I love you, too.”

CHAPTER 37

Jake started to get up when Benjamin held him back. “You don’t think we’re done, do you?”

A smirk spread across his face. “Why’s that?”