his own weakness, his own pathos, his own dependence on her to satisfy his own complex emotional needs.
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On the other hand, actively reporting her abuse may result in reprisals or humiliation that reaffirm in her mind her own victimization. Actively resisting a rapist or batterer carries real risks: he may desist in search of someone more passive, or he may overcome her resistance and be made even more hostile or excited by it. 151 Alternatively, a woman may simply be so overwhelmed by the male sexual hostility she confronts on a daily basis that any sense that she is powerful or fearsome in the eyes of any man remains illusive. Therefore, from the "view from somewhere different," being a survivor of sexual intimidation in a patriarchal world where women and men are in constant contact means both living with and living through the sexual risks of being a woman in a society oppressive to women. Under such conditions, women forge sexual lives in terms circumscribed by patriarchy and also in terms not bound exclusively by patriarchy. The feminist consciousness implicit in the "view from somewhere different" is a consciousness of women's sexual oppression under social institutions that reinforce a cultural ideology of male superiority and enforce a politics of male dominance. I claim, however, that the dialectical relation between the politics of gender and the possibilities of sexual experience that defines women's sexuality from the ''view from somewhere different" also implies a consciousness of women's potential for sexual exploration and sexual passion. This consciousness can transform a woman's victimization under patriarchy into something she lives with and through , but not something she is defined by . When she reassesses her life from the dialectical perspective implicit in the "view from somewhere different," her sexual victimization can become a source for her liberation, a lens through which she may see in less distorted fashion the possibilities for, and limitations of, her own sexual agency and self-definition.
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From such a dialectical perspective, a woman may begin to understand how some men see her as both a sexual object of their harassment and abuse and a sexual subject wanting, needing, or deserving her attack. From this perspective, she may realize that her agency is in fact circumscribed by his wants and needs, so that she will be blamed for her partner's abuse, charged with "making" him hit her. She may later reflect that her own learned helplessness was an active decision to comply with the abusive demands of her batterer, a decision that ultimately afforded her the opportunity to gather her children and few possessions and leave her abuse for good. From a dialectical point of view, a woman may begin to recognize how her socialization to empathize with the troubles of others ironically militates against the very act of resistance to rape that would reduce the likelihood of long-term emotional trauma, despite the risks of such resistance. A woman may also understand why no matter how successful her career track, how careful her choice of date, how perfect her housekeeping, she can nevertheless feel and be violated, terrorized, coerced, or dehumanized, and sometimes all of these at once. By the same token, she may understand her own harassment as the objectifying abuse of a woman whose mere presence may be powerful enough to inspire hostility, fear, or anger. On the other hand, a woman who says she does not recognize or experience her oppression in any way is not the object of patronizing feminist derision but a woman who has simply not experienced herself as a sexual survivor in a patriarchal world. To say that she should so experi-
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