Love Will Lead You Back (9 page)

“Yea, I’m about to get his ass for all he got.” I heard some chick say in the next aisle over.

“Bitch, how are you going to do that? You’re not even pregnant, plus you told me he won’t fuck you without a condom, and the one time he did was a few months ago. If you told him you were, how are you going to explain three months missing from your stomach?”

“That’s why you’re going to pee on the test and give me your ultrasound picture.” I couldn’t believe whoever this woman was trying to set some dude up. I felt bad for the dude; he was about to be played and didn’t even know it. I picked up the Tums in front of the register and put the rest of my things to ring out. I turned around and saw the chicks that came out of the aisle. It was the girl Tamika and some other chick that was definitely pregnant. She looked at me and smirked, and I probably wouldn’t have been mad if I didn’t hear her scheming.

“Oh, I can’t wait to get home and share the good news with Chase. He’s wanted a baby for so long, and I’m so happy I could give it to him.” I laughed shaking my head.

“You know, Tamika. Chase is a good man, and I fucked up when I lost him, but I’m not hater, and if you two are expecting and happy, I wish you nothing but the best. Now, if you’ll excuse me.” I turned to leave, and Chase was standing there smiling. I walked right past him without saying a word. That man still had my heart, and seeing him, brought all my feelings to the forefront.

“Spring? Spring?” I heard him saying my name behind me.

“Girl, Chase is calling you.” B said, as I opened the back door to put my stuff inside.

“Spring, why are you acting like you don’t know a nigga.”

“I’m sorry, Chase. I was just surprised to see you, that’s all. How are you?”

“I’m good, but I miss you.” I was shocked he said that, but happy as hell on the inside.

“Really? That’s shocking being as you hooked up with ole girl the very next day.”

“I know, Spring. I was mad, and it was supposed to just be a fuck thing with her, but I made her my girl. She and I go way back.”

“That’s good.” We both stood there in silence staring at one another. Somebody cleared their throat, and when we looked up, it was Tamika, but she didn’t have a bag in her hand.

“Well, I guess I’ll see you around Chase.” He opened the door for me to get in my truck.

“Hey B.” He said, closing the door. Tamika was still standing there looking stupid, but oh well. I backed out and drove home with Chase on my mind.

Chase

Running into Spring at the store brought back old feelings that I thought I pushed to the back of my mind, but I guess not. I was shocked to see Tamika was in there with Yolanda’s ass who was supposed to be pregnant by Monty, but he swore up and down he never fucked her raw. I saw the love she still had for me in her eyes, and I couldn’t help but wonder where she and I would be if I hadn’t left her.

Tamika and I had an ok relationship, but it was nothing like the fire that Spring and I had. We were supposed to just fuck, but she ended up staying at my house, and basically, never leaving. If I needed to get away from her, I would stay over Monty’s, who had three extra bedrooms. Yea, I slept with a few other chicks, because even though I made Tamika my main chick, I wasn’t feeling her like that. I don’t know if it was because I was still in love with Spring or not.

“How are you going to be all up in her face like I wasn’t standing there?” Tamika hadn’t stopped talking about the shit at Walgreens since we got home twenty minutes ago.

“Tamika, calm down. I was just saying hi. You act like I was kissing her something.”

“You may as well have by how close you were. And you’re opening and closing doors; nigga you don’t ever do that for me.”

“Yo, I’m out.” I grabbed my keys and phone.

“Yea, that’s right; run to your boy, Monty, like you always do. Neither one of y’all niggas ain’t shit.” I slammed the door and hopped in my truck. It was a little after nine, and I knew my boy was fucking some new chick he met, and since he won’t fuck any of them in his bed, I wasn’t trying to walk in on his ass fucking. I had no destination, but somehow my truck was parked in her driveway.

“Chase, what are you doing here?” She said opening the door. I grabbed her face and parted her lips with my tongue. She wrapped her arms around my neck, and her legs on my waist.

“I’ll shut the door.” I heard B say but I didn’t stop kissing Spring. I walked with her in my arms and went straight in the downstairs bedroom. I wanted her so bad, there was no way I was going upstairs. She lifted her shirt over her head and stepped out of her underwear.

“You’re still sexy as hell.”

“Make love to me Chase.” Was all she said?

I gently laid her on the bed, spread her legs open, and clamped down on her clit. She grinded her pussy on my face, as I continued making her cum over and over. Spring had me hooked on her taste and just about everything else about her. I mounted myself over her and reintroduced my dick to her pussy.

“Spring, this pussy tight.”

“Chase, you feel so good. Don’t stop.” The moaning was driving me bonkers. I lifted her legs and dug deeper.

“I love you, Spring.”

“I love you, too, Chase.”

“Get on top.”

“Shittttt, Chase. I love the way you feel inside me. Oh God, here I cum.”

“Cum for me, Spring. Yea, just like that.” I loved watching her facial expressions, and she loved showing me.

“What’s my name?” I asked her now that I was hitting it from the back. We had been fucking for a while, and I was ready to bust.

“What’s my name?” I laughed, because she was still on that after all this time. I lifted up one of her legs, spread those cheeks open, and dug so deep she screamed.

“Chase. Oh God, Chase! I love you so much.” I felt my nut rising and pumped harder inside as she threw it back.

“I’m cumming, Spring. Ahhh, shitttt.” I yelled out, as I released myself inside of her.

“Shit, Chase you just came in me.”

“So?”

“So? Chase you have a girl, and I’m not ready for kids when I don’t have a man.”

“I’m sorry, baby. It was too good for me to pull out. You want me to run down and get you one of those pills. It’s not like there’s a baby yet.”

“No, I’ll get it tomorrow.”

“Well, if that’s the case, get over here. I’m about to cum in you all night.”

“Oh you are? And who said I want you to?” She said down on her knees. Her warm, wet mouth was wrapped around my dick.

“Spring, I’m about to cum already.” She let me cum in her mouth like old times.

We fucked until about three in the morning. She fell asleep under my arm, and I knew I should’ve gone back home, but I couldn’t leave her. I wanted her back in my life; I just had to get rid of Tamika.

*****

“Here baby.” I handed Spring some breakfast that I picked up and the Plan B pill. I don’t think either one of us were ready for a kid, but I know she probably got pregnant last night.

“Thanks.” She kissed my lips and opened the box of food and the pill up.

“I have to take one now and one later.”

“Are you sure that’s what you want to do?” She stopped and glared at the pill in her hand. She looked at me, and I could see how watery her eyes were.

“Chase, I would love to have your baby, but it’s not the right time.”

“You know I won’t leave you, right I’ll be there every step of the way.”

“If I didn’t know any better, I would say you wanted one.”

“I’m not going to lie; I want you to have my baby, but if you’re not ready, I understand.” I could see her struggling with the decision.

“I’m not trying to make it hard for you, baby. Go ahead and take it this time if you’re really not ready, but if it happens again, we’re keeping it.” I wiped the couple of tears that left her eyes and watched her swallow it. The good thing is that, if she was pregnant, it was only a day, which was nothing. I couldn’t live with her terminating my baby if she was further along. I sat there with her while she got ready for church. Her and B used to go faithfully, but had slowed down because of work. Now, they tried to go at least twice a month.

“Can I see you later?” I asked her before we left her bedroom.

“Chase, you have Tamika.”

“I’ll leave her if you take me back.”

“Take you back? You left me.”

“I know, but I want you back in my life. You would have to take me back in order for it to happen.”

“I’ve waited so long to hear those words from you.” She stood in front of me and wrapped her arms around my waist.

“Well?”

“Well, what?”

“Do you still want me?”

“I guess.”

“You guess, huh?” I lifted her bridal style, and she started yelling.

“Ok, Ok Chase. I’ll take you back. Put me down before you wrinkle my clothes, and I have to change.”

“Oh, I don’t mind if you take your clothes back off.”

“You are a mess, but I love you.”

“I love you, too. Call me when you get off so I can spend some time with my baby.”

“Ok. Be safe.” She said and closed the front door behind me. I got to my house and saw Tamika standing in the window. I couldn’t wait to get rid of her ass.

“Chase, we need to talk.”

“Yes, we do.” I sat down on the couch. I looked up, and she was crying.

“What’s the matter with you?”

“I’m pregnant.” I ran my hand down my face and blew my breath out.

“How? I always strap up, and I know for a fact the condoms never broke.”

“I guess it was the time you slipped up.”

Monty

I was hitting this new chick from behind when my phone was buzzing on the table. This was only our second time fucking, because she couldn’t take the dick. I told her she didn’t have to, but she was trying to please me. That shit wasn’t working though, because she kept drying up from it hurting. I was glad my phone interrupted us. It gave me a reason to stop.

“What’s up B?”

“Do you think you can climb out of that dry ass pussy and escort me to the doctors?” I laughed, because even though she and I confessed our love to one another, we never made it official. She knew I wasn’t ready to settle down.

“You’re always talking shit.” She laughed in the phone.

“Boy, none of these bitches can fuck you like I can.”

              “Whatever. What time is the appointment?”

              “In about an hour. Now, hurry up and bust that nut in that dry shit, hop in the shower, and meet me.”

              “Aight, yo. I’ll see you in a few.” I hung the phone up and handed ole girl her stuff. She looked like she was offended.

              “You just kicking me out.”

              “Yea, I have to check on my baby.”

              “I didn’t know you had a kid.” She said putting her clothes on.

              “Yea, she’s due in a few months.”

              “Congratulations. Am I going to hear from you again?” She looked pathetic asking me.

              “We’ll see. I’ll hit you.” I shut the door and picked up the sheets and blankets off the couch.

              “What the fuck?” I stared at the trickles of blood on my sheet. Either the bitch was a virgin or she was so dry I made her bleed. Whatever the case, I wasn’t giving her the D anymore. I got to the doctor’s office the same time as B.

              “Yo, I got the sexiest baby mama in the world. Come here.” I pulled her close to me and kissed her lips.

              “Yes you do, and I’m the only one to make that dick cum the right way.”

              “Whatever. I thought I was cocky but you got me beat.”

              “You love it, though.”

              “Hell yea, I do. Just like I love you.”

              “I love you, too.” She told me as we walked in the doctors office.

You would think we were a couple by the way we went at it when we were around each other. We sat in the doctor’s office waiting to get called to the back. I was looking at the text Chase just sent me about Tamika being pregnant and that he needed a drink. I had just sent him a text saying I would call him when I was done when Tamika came walking out the back. She glanced at me and then over at B, who was looking through one of those Fit pregnancy magazines.

“You can come to all the doctor appointments with her but not me?” B shook her head and moved to the other side of the room.

“Yolanda, how many times do I have to tell you, that’s not my baby. I have one baby mama, and she’s sitting over there trying to calm herself from beating your ass.”

“I wish that bitch would try it.” I saw B look up and put the magazine down.

“Nah, B. You’re not about to lose my baby fighting this hating ass chick.”

“And you’re protecting her? I’ve been with you longer; what does she have that I don’t?”