Love Will Lead You Back (7 page)

              I got up the next morning thinking heavily about inviting Giselle over. We hadn’t been intimate since school. I stepped in her office, because she was one of the other lawyers. She had a husband and a few kids, but she still craved a woman as well.

              “Hey boo.” I stepped in her office to see her going over some paperwork.

              “Hey Spring. What’s up?”

              “Listen, I’m cutting straight to the chase. I need you to make me cum like you used to.” She smiled licking her lips. I saw her go close the door and lock it. She didn’t have the window B and I had so all she had to do was close the shade on the glass door.

              “What’s this about Spring?” She asked sliding her hand up my skirt.

              “Mmmmm. Nothing. I just had a flashback last night.” She was sucking on my chest ever so gently making me even more wet than I already was.

              “A flashback? Well, let me see if I can help you out with that.” She had my legs up in the air with her face buried inside. My orgasm came a few minutes later, and she cleaned me up good as always. I went to put my clothes back on, but she didn’t let me.

              “I’ve been waiting for you.” I turned around, and she had a strap on. I gave her this crazy ass look.

              “You crazy bad.”

              “Just come try it. You’re not scared are you?” Now see, I hate when someone challenged me. I sat on her desk in front of her and opened my legs. She stood over me and entered me slowly with it on. At first, I felt crazy, but the more she stroked inside of me, the more the feeling overtook my body. She kissed me and played with my clit while she fucked me. And yes, I say fucked, because her stroke game was on point. Men can beat me in the head all day about another woman fucking with a strap-on saying it isn’t real, and she can’t fuck me like he can, but they hadn’t met Giselle, because I was cumming back to back off it. I rode her with it and let her hit in from the back. After that day, she and I would meet up once a week to fuck. I had to turn Chase down a few times because of being tired.

              “Spring, we need to talk.” Giselle closed the door to my office.

              “What’s up, boo?” I went and sat next to her on the couch.

              “Spring, I’m in love with you.”

              “No, you’re not. You just love my pussy and the way I taste in your mouth. Plus, the way I’m fucking you.” I was now standing over her face with my bare pussy. She grabbed my ass with both hands, pulled me in closer, and sucked the life out of me. That’s why I enjoyed sleeping with her, because I never went down on her, and she never asked. It was always about her pleasing me.

              “I’m serious, Spring.” She said, passing me my underwear.

              “Look, Giselle. We’re supposed to be colleagues with benefits. I love the way you make my body feel, but we’re both involved with someone.”

              “I’ve been in love with you since college. Why do you think I accepted the job?”

I was shocked, because all the sex and orgy’s we had, she never said a word. “You should’ve told me sooner, because I would’ve never allowed this to happen. Giselle, you have a family; let’s forget this happened and go back to just being colleagues.”

              “Don’t worry; I’m not leaving my family. I just thought you should know before we continued.”

              “I don’t think it's good idea to continue now that I know you have feelings for me.” I told her opening the door.

              “Don’t do that, Spring. You know I love that pussy.” She grinned and grabbed it through my pants.

              “Giselle, this is over. I think you’re too attached.”

              “FINE!” She stormed out my office and slammed the door to hers. I shut everything down and took the rest of the day off. I peeked my head in B’s office, and she was on the phone but gestured for me to come in.

              “What up with you and Giselle? You broke off that little fuck buddy thing y’all had going on?” She knew what I was doing, because we held no secrets.

              “I had to. She started talking about she was in love with me. I am in love with Chase, and I’m not leaving him for her.”

              “I told you back in college that bitch was attached to you.”

              “I know, but-”

              “But nothing. That woman followed you around all the time in school. Now, she’s working here, and you fucking her just put us in a bad spot. Come on, sis. You know we don’t do work relationships.”

              “I know, B, but damn, I just needed to cum off a woman again.”

              “Girl, I know you have those lesbian tendencies. Hell, so do I, and probably every woman in the world, but I wouldn’t act them out with someone who had a crush on me. You could’ve went and got a stripper to eat your pussy and fuck you. Shit, I have on a few occasions.”

              “Well, I’m over it. The next time, we are getting some strippers together. What’s up with you and Monty?”

              “Girl, bye. Ever since I turned that nigga out, I haven’t heard from him. I tried to reach him a few times, but he wouldn’t answer, and of course, you know whose car was there in the driveway. I’m over him, too. Matter of fact, let’s take our ass out tonight. Fuck everybody.”

Chase

              Something was definitely going on with, not only my girl, but that dumb ass Javon. Spring and I had been together six months now, and shorty got me feeling some kind of way about her. I’m ready to move her in with me, have her quit her job, and just tour the world with me. Her attitude, personality, work ethic and everything about her is all I’ve been looking for in a woman. Let’s not forget she puts it down in the bedroom, and she isn’t one of those rowdy chicks. Lately, she’s been turning me down, and I’m not sure what that’s about, but I’m going out find out for sure. 

              Now, Javon, on the other hand, was on some hateful shit. I found out that he’d been trying to set up shop in other areas and not telling us. That’s fine if that’s what he wants to do, but because he’s being sneaky about it, it has all of us looking at him sideways. Hitta told me somebody caught him staking out Spring’s house two days ago. I found that weird when he said they were cool, and he was over the restaurant thing. I was going to have a talk with him instead of putting a hot one in him like I had planned.

              “Hey, baby.” Spring walked in my house. She had her own key just like I did to hers. I didn’t use it unless I knew she was home; she and Burgundy still shared a home, and I didn’t want to invade her space either.

              “What up sexy?” She smelled like liquor. I figured they went out for drinks like they’ve been doing lately.  “I’m going to take a shower, but we need to talk.” I hated when a woman said that. Either, she knew what you were doing, or she was about to hit you with some shit you didn’t want to hear. I opened a Corona and sat in the room waiting for her. Her body was flawless and had me hard. She put one of my t-shirts on with nothing underneath and sat on my lap facing me.

              “Baby, what I’m about to tell you is going to be a shock, but I want you to hear me out before you say anything.” I took a sip and nodded my head. “Ok, here it goes.” She blew her breath and rubbed her hands on her leg. I could see the nervousness all in her face.  “Chase, you know how I turned you down a few times for sex.” I nodded my head yes, but what she hit me with next had me floored.

              “Well, it’s because I was sleeping with my co-worker Giselle.” I took another sip, because I didn’t take her for bisexual as much as she loved dick. She went on to tell me about how they engaged in all this freaky shit in school and stopped once they graduated. Then, a few weeks back, they picked up where they left off, but only between them two. Now, the woman is in love with her, and she’s worried about a sexual harassment claim.

              “Chase, say something.”

              “Are you in love with her?”

              “No. I am in love with you. The only reason I slept with her is because I felt like I was missing something from a woman. I didn’t know she felt that way about me until today; otherwise, I never would’ve done it.”

              “Let me ask you this?”

              “Yea.”

              “Why do you love me?” She didn’t waste any time telling me. I thought she would have to think about it.

              “I love everything about you Chase. The way you smile, how you take care of my needs before your own, and you already know how I feel about your sex game. I know I cheated on you, and I’m sorry.” I stood up with her still in my lap, and she dropped her legs to get down.

              “I love you Spring, and I appreciate you telling me, but what you did is foul. It doesn’t matter that it was a woman; the fact remains that you gave her your body, which was supposed to belong to only me. You know I thought you were different than these other chicks. You had me turn my players card in and leave all these other women alone. I gave you all of me, and you took that shit for granted, but I’m done with you.” I saw the tears starting to leave her eyes.

              “Chase, don’t do this, please.” She wrapped her arms around my neck. I removed them and went downstairs.

              “Spring, as much as I love you, and as much as it’s hurting me to do, it’s the right thing to do. If I came and told you I cheated, you would leave me without thinking twice.”

              “I would give you another chance.” She said, putting her clothes on crying.

              “Bullshit.”

              “I would. You wouldn’t have been the first man I took back after cheating.”

              “DAMMIT, SPRING. I thought you were happy.”

              “I am happy.”

              “Nah, you couldn’t have been, because no one would’ve been able to touch you. The only reason you told me is because she caught feelings and you’re worried about her filing a suit against you.”

              “Is that what you believe?”

              “That’s what I know. You see, one time I could see, because you wanted to get that feeling from a woman, but you kept doing it. You didn’t give a fuck about my feelings or that fact that cheating is cheating, woman or man, but it’s all good.” She grabbed her stuff and left. I laid back on my bed and laid there thinking about how shit went downhill in a matter of minutes for her and I.

              “Yo, what up man?” Monty answered like he was in a happy mood.

              “Lets hit the club tomorrow.”

              “You got it. I’ll pick you up at ten.”

Ten o’ clock the next night couldn’t get here quick enough. I needed to get drunk and slide up in some pussy quick. I knew that that wasn’t like me, but with my boy scheming on Spring, and her cheating on me, I had to release somewhere, and it wouldn’t be in my hand.

Monty

             
The day I left Burgundy’s house after we had sex, I went home and smoked four blunts. The way she and I made love had me realizing I was falling in love with her, and I couldn’t have that. I don’t know if it was from all the chasing or the fact that she got up in my head acting like a nigga with the shit she was doing. I hadn’t seen her and watching her shake her ass on the dance floor right now had me in my feelings again.

              “So you’re telling me Spring was sleeping with another woman?”

              “Yup.”

              “Why didn’t you ask to join instead of breaking up with her?”

              “Man, shut up. You know she wasn’t going to allow me to fuck anyone else.”

              “You’re probably right. Women will bring another chick in the bedroom but expect the guy not to fuck her or call her afterwards. But you right; cheating is cheating.”

              “I miss her, though. I’m used to us being together every day.” I shook my head, because I was missing B as well. I would never tell her that shit though. She already had a nigga mentality.

              “Hey, Chase. I haven’t seen you in a while.” This chick named Tamika said. She went to school with us, and Chase used to hit her off every now and then. He sat her on his lap, and I knew that meant he was about to gas her up to go home with him. I saw Spring looking up here pissed off, and B grabbed her by the arm before she could come up. B looked at me, licked her lips, and stuck her fingers in her mouth trying to be funny. I adjusted my dick, because the shit was turning me on. We stayed in the club until it closed. I dropped Chase off and was sitting in my living room smoking and playing a game when I heard a knock at the door.

              “What are you doing here B?” I asked and stepped aside for her to come in.

              “I’m horny, and I figured you would be out of whatever funk you were in when you left my house.” She was already half-naked by the time I locked the door. I walked past her and sat on my couch to finish playing my game. Her hand was in my basketball shorts bringing him to life. I can’t lie; the minute she touched him, he came alive.