My Life for Yours (14 page)

“Fuck me hard, Jeremy.”

“Bend over and grab your ankles.” With his finger still inside me, I stand in front of him and follow his instructions. “Bend right over my dirty girl, let me see you spread out for me.”

“Fuck,” I breathe. My slit is drenched and I can feel a trickle escape down my leg, my nipples are so hard that they’re almost painful, my heart’s beating at speeds that I thought were impossible and the blood pumping through my body has become a roaring furnace. But how do I feel? I feel alive, I feel in control yet under submission. I crave him, his words, his body, I want it all. I want everything. And I want it from Jeremy.

I hear the rip of the foil packet, and I have no idea where Jeremy had the condom, or how he’s ripping the packet with one finger still buried high up in my arse. I don’t look to see what he’s doing, I just close my eyes and let the feelings overtake me. He slowly withdraws his finger from me and I wait for the next round of desire and enjoyment to start.
 

“I’m not going to bury my cock in this perfect derrière tonight but I’ll take you there soon. For now, I’m just going to fuck you hard.” A small wave of disappointment comes over me and I slump my shoulders a little. I feel his hot tongue lick all the way up my spine, starting from my tail bone he pays extra attention and nips as his tongue plays with my body. When he gets to the base of my neck, I’m a complete mess of raw nerves buzzing with heat and electricity. “Don’t move, Darling. I want my finger to fuck your arse as my cock fills your pussy.” Holy shit. Why’s he even talking, just do it already. “Mmmm.” He trails his finger around my slit and catches my arousal “Just a taste first,” He removes his finger and I can only imagine the image as he swirls his tongue around it. “Yes, delicious. Just as I remember.” His finger is back inside my slit as he enters a second time and with care and precision begins to push in and pull out, coating his fingers with my arousal, my body automatically starts to pound into his hand. “Stop moving.” He directs me and as much as I want to keep going, I do as he says. “My dirty girl listens so well but now I’m going to take what I want and give you the release your body’s so desperate to find.”

“Hurry the fuck up, Jeremy.”

I hear a small chuckle as his fingers trail back around to my arse. He pushes the tip of one finger and I buck back opening for him, stretching and adjusting to him I push a little more, but this time I feel a second finger edge in. Wow, I gasp and let my rim accept him. This feeling’s so mouth-watering that once I’ve accepted him I want to start to pivot my hips.

“Don’t move, I’m going to fuck you now my dirty girl and you’re going to love it.” I’m sure I will.

I feel the head of his cock at my slit, he rubs it up and down just probing my clit with it. Suddenly every feeling and sensation has been highlighted in that one sensitive area. Without warning Jeremy plunges his hard cock into me as his fingers move in and out of my ring, it’s overwhelming yet strangely erotic. My brain doesn’t know where to concentrate; it’s trying to make sense of all my senses that are being teased and satisfied. Jeremy grabs onto my hip with his other hand and squeezes it adding another element of pleasure. My hips are moving with Jeremy, his cock pushes and my hips go back. As I go back he curves his fingers up finding a new angle. It feels like I’m being pounded from the inside, I’m not sure how long I can hold onto this.
 

“I love finger fucking your arse, and I can’t wait to slam my cock in there.” The Senator moans.
 

My body’s tingling and I can feel my toes start to scrunch together. I grip my ankles tighter and I open my eyes to see my breasts moving freely as Jeremy keeps sliding in and out of me. My skin heats up and a single drop of sweat rolls down my nose as it hits the floor. I close my eyes tight and small white spots begin to flutter behind my eye lids. His fingers, his cock, his words, it’s all getting too much for me. He increases his movements again but he pushes one more finger inside my back hole. This feeling of complete fulfilment pushes me over and I scream out. My body begins to shake as I keep my hips moving, I have more in me and want to take it as I keep thrusting. I open my eyes and see Jeremy’s one casted leg and his other rocking back and forth, moving up on his toes and then back on his heels. I’m still climaxing as I see Jeremy slow his pace down.

With my heart beating like crazy and sweat dripping off me, Jeremy collapses on top of me. He pulls his fingers out and caresses and rubs my arse cheeks.

“Thank you.”

“That was sensational,” I whisper, totally spent. I don’t think I can straighten out but I try as Jeremy’s now moved away.

“All for you, I want to please you. That’s all I want, Darling.”

“That’s exactly what you did for me.” I move over to him and wrap my arms around his waist.
 

“How long can I stay for?”

I look up into his eyes and that damn emotion is back, the one where he’s just about to say something that’ll get him in trouble.

“Until I’ve sorted the threat out.” He breathes out and kisses my forehead.

“Okay, if that’s what you think.” I can feel the smile on my forehead as his lips don’t break the contact.

Chapter 19

The calm before the storm. That’s a common phrase that gets thrown around by all walks of life but for me this poses a much bigger problem.

When there’s calm in my line of work, the storm’s going to be bigger than any hurricane that’s ever hit any part of the world. More like a tsunami, a complete and total annihilation and destruction of anything that stands in its path.

That’s where I’ll be, in the road of a tsunami that wants me and everyone and everything around me totally destroyed. My only saving grace is the fact that I know it’s coming, not when exactly but enough to know to anticipate for the aftermath that’s preparing to obliterate me.

But I’m a DeLuca and we don’t wipe out that easily. My father had been beaten to within an inch of his life; he’d also been shot in the stomach and left for dead and both those times his assailants thought they had gotten rid of him. Instead he rose from the ashes, like a phoenix at its rebirth and he totally destroyed not only those men but everyone close to them. This led my father to be a victor in this lifestyle and had him almost untouchable. Almost, because nothing can prepare you for a heart attack, that shit doesn’t discriminate, that attacks anyone.

Sitting in my office going over the latest figures of the brothels, G walks in and sits at the chair assigned for him.

“Frank, we’ve got a meeting.”

“Who the hell with?” My head’s down looking at the figures as I’m thinking we’ve had a great turnover this month. I’ll need to give the girls a bonus for working extra hard.

“Did you hear what I said?”

“What?” I look up at G and take my reading glasses off; I rub my eyes for them to focus off the laptop sitting open in front of me.

“Miloni, he wants a meeting.”

“Why would I meet with that junkie unless it’s to give you the go ahead to kill him?”

“He says he’s got some information on who’s bringing heat to us all.”

“Tell him to take whoever out and leave us alone.”

“Frank, don’t you think I didn’t try all of this. But he wants a face to face with you, down by the boat shed again.”

“G, I’ve got enough to do here without a good twenty minute drive down to the boat shed.”

“I warned him that if he’s trying any shit I’ll put a bullet in between his eyes but he’s adamant,” G stops talking and chuckles “even for a drugged out dickhead.”

I look at my watch and lean my other arm up on the desk “What time’s the meet?”

“Two hours.”

“Fine, send two cars ahead, get Marko… shit Marko’s off today isn’t he? Just get the car ready, make sure there’re two teams down there ASAP and have one car following us.”

G stands and leaves the office, letting me close the laptop and go find Jeremy.

I find him lying on the bed, switching through channels on the TV.

“Hey, I gotta go out for a while.” He picks the remote up and turns the TV off.

“Are you okay? You look angry.”

I roll my eyes and shake my head.

“Just a meeting that has to take place and the guy’s a total fucker. I’d take care of him now if I could but he says he has some information on who’s behind all this shit. So I suppose I’ve gotta hear him out.”

Jeremy swings his legs around on the bed so he’s sitting on the edge.

“Come here, Darling.” He extends his hand and I take it as I push my way between his legs. He leans his head into my stomach and the pressure of his head there instantly relaxes me. I let out a deep breath and close my eyes as he starts rubbing the back of my thighs. It feels awesome just having the heat of his hands caressing me. I feel it, the emotion and the passion that passes between us through a simple touch, even over clothes. Jeremy lifts my shirt and starts kissing my stomach.

“We don’t have time,” I say as I grip his hair and tug him closer to me so he can continue kissing me.

“We always have time.”

Shit, I can feel my slit becoming impossibly wet. “Jeremy, what the hell are you doing to me?”

“Giving us both what we want,” he flicks the top button of my cargos open and pushes them down to my hips. “I can smell you and my tongue is salivating.” He licks from one hip bone to the other. He moves back to do it again but this time he bites down as his fingers claw into my arse. “I’m going to lie down on the bed, you’re going to crawl over to my face and you’re going to let me fuck you with my mouth. You’re not allowed to stop until I hear those sexy little noises. If you stop I’ll make sure you’re late for your meeting.” I don’t think an orgasm’s going to take too long if he keeps talking. “Nod if you understand,” I nod once. He let’s go of me and I push my trousers down my legs taking my thong with it. The top half of me is still clad in a blouse and my bra but the bottom half’s totally exposed and saturated, ready for Jeremy to pleasure me with his heavenly tongue. He positions himself on the bed and he calls me over with just a sexy lift of an eyebrow. He’s hard on is tenting in his shorts; I hover over it and kiss it through the material. I rub my hand quite forcefully over the cotton shorts and just as I’m about to glide my hand down the inside of his clothes, he grabs my wrist and pulls me up to meet his lips. He kisses me with so much energy and compulsion, his tongue dominating my mouth, just like he dominates me in the bedroom. It’s strangely freeing yet also arousing and seductive. I can let go of all the pressures of running the business and know that Jeremy will give me what I want. I’ve never let a man dominate me inside or outside of the bedroom but Jeremy allows me to lose the restraints and just feel. Feel the pleasure, the desire and the carnal explosions within my body.
 
In here with Jeremy, I’m not Frankie DeLuca head of the biggest underworld syndicate in Boston, in here, I’m just Frankie,
his dirty girl.
 

“This is for both of us. Now sit on my face and let my mouth fuck you hard.”
 

I bring my thighs together to get a little friction but that’s not going to do it. My entire body is alight; my nipples are hard and already I feel flushed. I move up the bed and straddle Jeremy’s face.

“That’s it, I can see you glistening for me. I can smell you. Come on, Baby, sit down,” I lower down on him and I feel his hands come up to my hips pulling me further onto his face. I grip the head board and close my eyes. His tongue is flicking my clit, just slowly, teasing and licking the soft flesh. His fingers dig into my hips and I rock a little just finding that perfect spot. “Oh yeah,” he groans as my hips are moving in small gradual circles. I open my legs wider and sink down further onto Jeremy. “That’s better,” the vibration of his words against my clit sends a tremor all the way up my spine, the chain reaction causes my breasts to swell and my nipples to now be fully elongated. With my fingers tightly clasping the bed head, I start to rock back and forth. Jeremy’s nose is skimming my sensitive pussy as he moves his head up and down; he’s licking the area all around my clit and my heart starts racing as heat starts to spread across my body. I’m rocking harder and Jeremy’s tongue is moving deep in and out of my pussy, eating me, sucking me and lapping up all my arousal. “Fuck,” he groans as he snakes his hand around the tops of my thighs and pulls me with more force on to his face. His tongue doesn’t stop, he’s quickened his actions and his pace as his growls are smothered by my body pressed tightly on him. Combined with my hips rocking and the tingle starting in my clit, I bounce on his tongue with force. I grind as hard as I can just riding his face. I can’t hear my scream, I don’t think I’ve said anything, instead my body tells Jeremy that it’s letting go and climaxing as he’s given me the release I was so desperate for. Jeremy’s arms sag on my legs and I move away from him. I lie next to him as he kisses my forehead.

“That’s my new favourite thing to do to you.” He breathes. I drape a leg over his thigh and start caressing his hard on that’s still concealed by his shorts. “No, Darling, I wanted that to be for you.”

“But you need to come to, Jeremy.”

“I will. When you come back from your meeting, I’m going to fuck you here.” He says as he touches the pad of his thumb to my lips. “And here,” he runs his fingers down the valley of my breasts. “And here,” he grabs on to my arse and squeezes it. “But that, that was just for you.” I lean into his chest and encircle his waist with my hand.

“Hmmm, your appetite’s exciting me,” I kiss the side of his chin.

“I really want to have sex with you without a condom though.”

“Get yourself tested and we can,” I keep kissing his jaw.

“Sorted. I’ve had blood tests every three months for the last year and a half.”

“Now this has to have an interesting story behind it. Why on earth would my Senator have to have a blood test quarterly for?” I lean back on the bed as I ask.

“Eighteen months ago, I went to open a homeless shelter. When I left a not so supportive fan stabbed me with a blood filled syringe.” I gasp and look up at him.