There was an elevator leading to the second floor, it was a
smooth ride and my librarian was giving me a tour of the
reference section. After a brief interlude she said she had some
reading to catch up on and looked forward to seeing me often.
As the police arrived they had a general concern about
them as to ‘what had changed? ; It’s always like this’. The
change was of course was that our ship did not consider any of
this normal or right. And the librarians noted how bad the storm
was and that it was just beginning. A cause for me to check out
the farmer’s almanac to see just what we were really expecting
being that the local weatherman was rarely correct.
The police were surprised to see federal labels in play on
something so common to them and became very concerned
about how intense the storm was really going to be. And they
attended to the instructions we scripted with good cheer, because
something had just gotten better.
“Yesterday it was so cold, I started crying. We’ve been on
the streets for over a year. I looked over at my daughter and just
kept telling her I was sorry as I sobbed…” said Janet, she was
bundled in what little she had from when she was last functional
as well as what she found left on the streets, and was given out
of charity.
“My daughter needs a coat, I mean she is going to die in
this cold and all she needs is a coat…”she said trailing off into a
hard cry starring at the ground, she loudly interjected into her
cry, “but she needs it.” She had sent her daughter into the library
to warm up and warned her not to draw any attention.
“She’s fifteen now and there are options for her that I once
had too.” she looked detached and almost hypnotized as she
starred up to the sky. “Those boys over there look to be
anywhere from eighteen to twenty. It’s just time…” she
continued.
The homeless man she was speaking to just shook his head
with his teeth chattering. He was just being friendly; he couldn’t
focus on what she was saying but they were taking turns venting
about whatever crossed their minds.
When her daughter returned she told her, “Andrea, you’re
going to have to be a woman now. You’re going to have to do
whatever it takes”
“I have been mom.” she replied, “we’re still alive and we’ll
survive.” Andrea said in reply to yet another one of mothers
ultimate conclusions. It seems her mother is prone to decide that
this is the moment. Right now I will take inventory of my life
and decide why all this has gone this way; Mistaking moments
of idolatry, for moments of reflection. “Are we going to have
another moment mom?” she asked with a smirk on her face.
Her mother took hold of her hand and said, “This is one of
those moments…in a few hours that library will be closed and
tonight is going to be deadly cold.” she spoke as a narrator for
some summer nights play, and continued with an accusative
tone, “I am struggling to find you a jacket since you lost your
last one.”
Andrea replied with astonishment, “You mean the one I
lost when I was thirteen?”
“Ya...” her mother blurted out dismissively, “Because it
would be old, right?”
“That truck driver was your boyfriend mom…” Andrea’s
eyes darted around to see if anyone heard her. Then smiled and
looked in the direction of a small group of guys gathering
themselves to head out from the bus stop to whatever goings on
they could find.
“Andrea, that’s what I mean…those boys are close enough
to your age. You’re going…to have to do…whatever it takes…”
she looked into Andrea’s eyes looking for the understanding of
what she meant.
Andrea blurted out the reply, “I’ve been with boys before
mom…”
Janet replied, “You need a jacket Andrea.” with very little
emotion or inflection to her voice. And in the same tone she
continued as though she were a hypnotist implanting a
suggestion, “Whatever it takes…”
Andrea scratched a little nervously at her nose while
looking at her mother’s shoes and looked back up at her
mother’s eyes and said, “Then I should probably go back in
there,” pointing at the library, “there are guys in there too and I
know how to handle them.”
Janet… her mother, focused on her daughter briefly, then
replying as though her daughter had just insisted on leaving her
side at the mall to hang out with her friends asked, “Where do
we meet..” and with a pause added, “and when?”
Andrea looked at the library door with anticipation and
excitement and said, “Give me about an hour to find out.” They
briefly hugged and Andrea went back into the library, as her
mother watched the young guys at the bus stop walk and drive
away.
There in the snow with fog swirling from car tail pipes and
occasional buses throwing snow and slush everywhere, Janet
surveyed her surroundings preparing to prowl, but still in a
delirious fidget which she had been in for months. She knows
she has to survive the night but has no genuine recollection of
surviving even just the night before, let alone a life time of ups
and downs.
About thirty minutes later Andrea is as flirtatious as she can
get away with in a public library and her young heart is falling
in love once again. Falling in love at such a young age actually
happens several times a week and her vitality is as strong as she
is young.
Outside the library Janet is looking for a man to get her
through the night. She is a desperately lonely woman, no
playfulness left to her at all. With some hinting toward her
circumstance she is nearly mistaken for a prostitute and is
instead taken for a pan handler. The man she is speaking to has
become leery and with an obvious degree of sympathy gestures
toward us telling her, “maybe, they can help.”
There we stood gawking at the spectacle, Kim Luds, Chris
Marcy, and me. I immediately had images of skid row in
California with a foot of snow and wondered what would we
do? She approached us and nearly slipped on ice in the road
twice. Chris said, “This is our chance to just go…”
Kim replied, “Let’s just see what she says.”
“You guys wouldn’t happen to be lonely would you?” she
asked, there was an awkward pause. We were totally dismayed;
she was nearly old enough to be my mother and didn’t exactly
have a porn stars body. She continued, “I’m sorry…I just can’t
be out in this weather alone tonight.”
I said, “I can understand that, maybe we can set you up
with something”. Just then her daughter stepped out of the
library holding a young guys hand and she signaled her mother
and her mother signaled back. “I’m going to be gone for a
couple of days mom…” she interjected and hurried off with her
new friend as her mother waved good bye and mouthed the
words ‘met me here’.
“Well, my daughter found some one that will get her
through the night, so I’m more relaxed…I may be able to take
all three of you but I don’t take it in the butt.” Again we stood
stunned. I said, “That’s okay…I actually meant we know of
some programs and we should be able to set you up with
something before the night comes.”
Chris loudly asked, “Does she…take it in the butt?” Kim
and I looked at him shook or heads then looked at everybody
starring at us. I said, “Maybe we should go inside the library and
pull the books we’ll need.” There were about twelve homeless
right there at the front of the library sitting on the steps
wondering how bad this is going to get and trying to memorize
our faces in the event the police start looking for the girls
missing mother.
We went into the library after Janet explained she had
an incident in the library and thought the librarians didn’t like
her so she would stay outside. The library was comfortably
warm and well lit but out of snow blindness it briefly seemed
dimmer inside.
The police arrived with a bus to carry the homeless, about
twenty, to the county services office. As Janet boarded the bus
she asked us to keep an eye out for her daughter, and that she
might be in the hospital for a while. It seems a police officer had
been watching out for the two as much as he could without
being intrusive and her condition had been preliminarily
diagnosed as being mostly sleep deprivation with a chance of
bipolar mania.
Andrea had slipped away with a college student that was
friendly enough that the one other time he had been seen he
explained he was only riding the bus since his car was being
fixed and when the weather allowed he would prefer to walk
then ride the bus. He had mentioned to an older Hispanic guy
there that he was on his way to pick up his car and he was going
to help the girl out. “He seemed kind of protective or possessive,
she looked like she was in love.” he told us and added, “…don’t
worry about her plenty of fish in the sea” and he smiled. Later
that night I noted there was something pleasant about a snow
hushed Friday, not as much action as I would like but a good
end of a hard week.
It had been a week of snowstorm surges and flurries, a
minor nuisance on some days, a threat to everyone’s sense of
security and a threat to general welfare for some others.
A lackadaisical mood had set in amongst the crew, feeling
warm and cuddly by the fireside is sometimes just euphoria from
hypothermia and at other times it is that you are genuinely
comfortable and content. A restful demeanor in such a hostile
workplace was a welcomed change.
Stuck on the ship as the snow flurries crashed into artic
blasts and subsided again into flurries, we felt as though we
were at the mercy of nature; not at all unlike being at sea and
was a mind state sailors prized as their greatest asset.
The week of snow reached its crescendo on a Tuesday;
drafts of snow wrapped around buildings in a swirl and left city
streets looking like icy snow tunnels. The light from the street
lights only carried just so far and pointed down, the end result
was a very cavernous appearance.
The following morning the snow storm hadn’t let up. Roads
had to be closed, power had been lost, and phone service was
unavailable. Night workers were stuck in their places of business
and many residents still tried to carry on with their normal
routines, leading to people stuck in the snow in the road, and just
off the road. Many crew members were absent, only the duty
section and those that lived aboard were present. We had
received a few phone calls saying they couldn’t make it in
leaving us with an apparent snow day.
There are however no snow days for the military. The local
police didn’t have the appropriate equipment and it was actually
illegal to hazard them in that manner, the same was true of
county road services and maintenance. The National Guard
could be called out by the governor’s office for public safety as
well as the local military; they exist to be hazarded in that
fashion and had the appropriate gear. The laws regarding private
property did not stop at personal property but extend to company
property and in the case of the electric company that was very
relevant.
Snohomish county and King county were hit the hardest by
the storm surges. It was only three feet on average but the snow
drifts had gotten as high as five feet. The snow was expected to
start to melt at about 10 A.M., but a second surge of the storm
hit at about 10:30 A.M.
Mr. Mormus the Executive officer thought having the
squids at home on a snow day was absurdly unrealistic and told
them if they were unable to find their way into work we would
be picking them up from their homes. He considered this a
priority as we suspected more phone services would be lost and
there was already a significant portion of the crew unaccounted
for.
The police had called in asking what personnel and
equipment we had available. The steep slope of the road just in
front of the base required four wheel drive in their estimation,
though I did manage to get my front wheel drive car up the hill
only slipping slightly where I hit snow that wasn’t still powder.
We started looking for what we had and what legal provisions
we had to clear as much of the roads as possible. Crew members
stuck at home with no electricity and young children had said
they may need their entire family picked up.
Captain Armitus however, was looking forward to a snow
day himself. The officers in general saw no need for their
presence at work that day. The majority of the enlisted followed
that lead. There is however always work to be done on a ship.
Life at sea is hard and only stops when you’re dead or
discharged.
Painting the ship was a continuous ongoing project, navy
gray…a nice contrast to those snowy white caped mountains on
the horizon. The engine rooms and auxiliary machinery rooms
had all the maintenance requirements of an entire fleet of
shipping trucks and vans all compressed into one location, a
ship.
The ship had a well-diversified work group, when the water
pipe in the overhead of the helo hanger ruptured the hull
technicians welders lead by HT1 Hefter just needed a ‘go ahead’
from someone willing to take responsibility. I gave that ‘go
ahead’ in the face of the executive officer that was unsure of
their competence and just what had caused their uncertainty as
to whether or not it was ships force organizational level work or
shore intermediate maintenance activity level work or, perhaps
even depot level shipyard work. This is the worst form of
bureaucracy…the ‘I’m pretty sure this is someone else’s job’
bureaucracy.
We found more of that same attitude with various public
services regarding this unprecedented weather, but as the U.S.
Military we had service members from all over the country and I
myself had experienced a negative seventy-three degree winter
accounting for wind chill factor while stationed in great lakes
Illinois; to us it was a simple lack of organization.
Armed with various legal books we began scripting a
response to the situation. Being a non-commissioned officer at
this command was very much becoming the paralegal role that
non-com was always intended to be.
We contacted the governs office with our briefing and the
first person we spoke with, a secretary, actually asked if we
were suing the governor, as seriously as possible we redirected
her, explaining that the scenario was being faxed as we spoke.
We drew heavily upon our experiences at naval ship yard
long beach, the closing of that based had caused all manner of
protest. When we went to be issued our shipyard badges we
were warned that the FA designation indicating Forces Afloat
might draw hostility from the yard workers since the admiral
had decided to close the base. Many crew members and officers
acquired other designations ADM indicating Administrator was
taken by many officers; this actually restricted their access to the
base and even the ship especially during off hours. Several
enlisted to ORD designation which indicated Ordnance civilian
contractor.
Given that warning and being very aware that the base was
being closed by the congressional appropriations committee,
sub-committee for base closures I took the FA designation
signifying I was still navy. Attributes that I developed on my
first ship were die-hard and cast in brass.
Preparing for the worst was just my cup of tea, and after
what seemed to be a lifetime of heart break I was ready for
someone to tempt my rage by coming at me misinformed and
violent. The picket lines formed first on base right at the pier
sentry point of the dry dock. They expected the admiral to