they pointed their toes up heel to the ground and crossed their
arms over their chests and positioned their hands as though they
were pushing away walls. They danced in perfect unison and
Jennifer delighted at their performance.
A man in a dark hood with a dark scarf acrossed his
face, holding a folding fan in each hand, concealed himself
behind the two fans and fluttered them making the sounds of
wings, he opened and closed them in a mesmerizing pace and
with them both closed brought them together and taped them
together just above her head, with that, there in her dream she
laid down and went to sleep.
Athena began talking in her sleep, she was dreaming
she was a princess of an out skirting kingdom, she wear a corset
and rough lace, and a dress with so many petticoats she could
only kneel to rest her legs. Should she try and sit she would fall
over. The rug in her castle was black with golden inlay and
burgundy trim. Men dressed much as cardinals of the Catholic
Church leered at her lustfully and her garter seemed to tickle and
tighten as did her corset. She feared her corset would rip open
revealing her breasts to the men in red. She carried a porcelain
pitcher to fill a washing bowl to appear busy and unaware of
their lustful gaze and she took a handkerchief from between her
full and sweaty breasts and used the water in the bowl to
moisten her face. She glanced around and the men starred at her
heaving breast so she moistened the cloth again and wet her lips,
then used it to cool her inner thigh by reaching up and under her
dress and all the petticoats she had to lift and hold. She gently
pated at her inner thighs which glistened with a perfumed
perspiration, and gently tugged at her garter on her upper thigh
which had a strap leading down to her opaque white toeless
stocking. The men stood very close now and she noticed her
pedicure was red nail polish; she then surrendered to the
moment. She tugged down her corset revealing her breasts and
erect tan nipples, the foot she had placed in the seat of a chair to
adjust her garter angled at the hell as she swung wide that leg to
release her heat and arched her back gathering her hair in both
hands to tie it up with red silken ribbon.
The sound of soft moaning woke me up just before
Jennifer kicked me in the throat again. I got up and looked at the
moon and down at the fire box and the fire was failing, so I
looked in the vase and it was full so I set it aside and let the fire
die. I thought I’d never get back to sleep, but I looked down just
as Athena was issuing more moans and watched her caress
herself which brought me an odd sense of wellbeing so I lied
down beside her and fell right to sleep again.
At the landing Artimus too was awake he stepped out
of the pentagon and strolled over to where Mormus was
sleeping, he had slept for nearly two days. Artimus kneeled
down beside him and sighed; he choked up and rubbed at his
eyes. Robert Wildly stepped up and kneeled next to Dave and
took his hand, it was still relatively dark and the captain looked
up to the dark sky dismayed as to why anyone would stroll up
and take his hand, as rage began to well up in him he coughed
out a sigh, but the heard Robert starting to pray. A sense of relief
washed over captain Artimus and upon the word ‘amen’ Dave
reached around Robert and gave him a hug. Robert said in a
hush, “He’ll be okay, just needs rest.”
Dave had been the captain of that destroyer and he
knew what the situation called for, just assert a little self-
delusion and once the context has changed in your mind it will
be manageable, but you have to bring your subordinates up with
you or they will shatter your illusion and all manner of
nightmare will become true, but he couldn’t stomach it. It had
all been bitter for too long, nearly a week on the ocean, without
so much as a floatation device, from a sunken U.S. Navy
destroyer; Impossibility upon impossibility he wasn’t even sure
they were actually alive. The alternative however was hell,
thirst, hunger, and shipmates dyeing of exposure or dehydration
and even what seemed to be forgetting to breath under the strain
of fatigue…they just forgot to breath.
Dave thought back to the outright harassments he had
practiced in order to find the ships first ‘five point oh’ sailor, the
things he had done to encourage the subordinates to believe their
immediate superior was always correct which was a task that
only rose to his level when they were in fact wrong, molesting
the ship in order to provoke a measurable event for chief petty
officer performance evaluations under the heading of cultural
diversity, that being encouraging the racists to believe they
shared a view with their superiors that due to rank and station
could not admit it. His list went on, now he was tired and
defeated but it was anything but a quick death. Some deserter in
his crew fled the camp site and is now delivering water rations
and is working on a fishing net, while the noble captain watches
his crew die apparently out of a failure of leadership, or simply
having given up. The conversations he had with the corpsman
concluded this crew could survive drinking sea water for two
weeks, though some would need to drink urine as it is less
saline. But, their spirits are failing them as their captain mourns
a past out of his control and the ranks are beyond restless and
disheveled, they are becoming animalistic and the captain is
fighting his urge to just become a hunter of such animals.
Charlie Mcree lie beside Hauldbalm “the ghost” she
looked up from her rest and once again removed his hand from
her breast, she looked over and saw Artimus and Wildly
kneeling together. She asked the master chief, “Hey, what are
they doing?” Hauldbalm just grumbled in his sleep, so Charlie
grabbed a hold of his crotch to wake him. Hauldbalm instantly
woke and said, “About god damn time” Charlie smacked his
shoulder and pointed at the Captain and Wildy and asked again,
“What are they doing?” Hauldbalm straightened his glasses and
looked, he asked, “What did you see them do?” Charlie replied,
“Their over there kneeling by the X.O.” Hauldbalm sat up some
more beside her and watched a little, then put his arm around her
and said, “Honey we need to sleep, they’re having a séance. I
know that probably breaks your heart but I’ve got you.” Charlie
scoffed and looked at him and realized the biggest smile she had
had on her face in three years was right then, and she replied,
“Huh…you do, you really do.” Hauldbalm tapped her nose and
said, “Yes I do” he leaned in and kissed her and pulled her to
him. As she snuggled into his chest she laughed and said,
“ahaha, I’m only twenty four you cradle robber.” and as he
began to choke with doubt she gave him a long slow deep kiss
and welcomed his hand back to her breast.
Over the island hung a long streak of stratus cloud and
if that cloud had a mind and eyes it would have seen the new
allegiances and rivalries forming that night. Old political
arguments and conflicting leadership still on the back burner and
new problems of being lost and somehow more significantly
was the sense of feeling lost. As a sailor being lost is nearly
inconsequential, feeling lost however was an invitation to
disaster. From above would be seen the huddled crowds had
stabilized, no more games of hide and seek, they sat were all
had, without words, agreed that they belonged. The hostility that
erupted over the discovery of the water rations and the follow up
discovery of crew members that had broken away to make the
water, had revealed long held animosities amongst the crew.
Biting and shoving at each other pushing away those that did not
matter to them only to discover they did not matter to some they
did care for; leaving them with a new sense of betrayal. They
were ostracized from their supposed peers and found themselves
amongst others willing to tolerate them, for too long they had
held each other’s hands and washed each other’s backs only to
learn familiarity breeds contempt. If only that cloud could rain
down on them some sympathy over the brewing anguish that
would soon yield a bitter fruit.
As the sun rose Chief Brosuer went around from
group to group wakening only those he trusted; gathering social
support for the morning’s assertion of authority. Today they
would be finalizing the pentagon walls, and now that they had
fire and a water delivery it was time to make tea.
Brosuer first woke GMG2 Smity a gunner’s mate
guns, he had had the position of lead brig watch though he had
only stood those watches on one occasion under the previous
captain when I man was put on bread and water and three days
confinement for assaulting an officer with an additional
specification of It having happened at sea. Smity enjoyed the
image of the navy with its heady lusty images of noblemen and
pirates at sea despite the fact the all his navy experience went
against that recruiting image. He then woke FC3 Zemkay he had
been a rising star in the fire control rating, dating females in the
gunners mate missile rate to have a personal contact within the
work centers maintaining the other half of the systems he was
responsible for…he handled the consoles and control systems,
they took care of the actual missiles. Next was Atrisia Wells,
relatively new to the ship but impassioned by the job, social
outrage would inspire her to strike with lethal force and without
the guidance of her chain of command she would act in haste
and likely kill the victim of a crime before even confronting the
assailant. Then he woke Hudlow and authoritative engineer that
had reached E-6 before leaving the training command, he had
been made a ‘building maintenance supervisor’; BMS a code for
janitor that was synonymous with mental disorders, in Hudlow’s
case he had a remarkably low constitution; had personnel at his
command been wearing costumes during the workday on
Halloween, Hudlow would have gone delirious and stammered
through the day. This marooning left Hudlow on another plain
of reality, full of magic and illusion. Chief Tony Casley was a
navy runt and he was awoken next, the runts were motivated by
a lifetime of short jokes and harassments within the navy for
being of a lesser stature, anyone familiar with the old word
belief that a tall man was inherently more intelligent than a
shorter man could see the reasoning and the situations that lead
to those deductions develop on just about any ship in the navy.
On the slightest sign of uncertainty they appeared to be lessor
men, and it was necessary to leave room for leadership from
subordinates by not always presenting as domineering;
something a taller man would survive with his reputation intact,
but the shorter guys would never live down. He had stayed in
the navy to build a reputation that overcame this observed reality
in his life, though it was only high school and the navy where
that belief system flourished, had he left the navy he would have
been subjected to a higher degree of maturity and more
reasonable deductions made by his co-workers.
Brosuer had decided that the command master chief
was genuinely too old for these military endeavors so we woke
Charlie McCree instead of the master chief, she stood there
being stared at by those he had already awoken. They starred at
her in shock as though they were looking at the command
master chief’s geisha girl, which was distinctly different than a
whore. Charlie looked back at them mirroring their shock and
realized they seemed to have some contempt for her and she
uttered, “What?”; they then strolled away and formed ranks.
Brosuer said, “Don’t form up yet it isn’t just us. We need a role
call on everyone. Let’s just cover what we need to get them to
do first.”
Over at the boiler work camp I started to wake up
again the sun was just risen and as I awoke I heard music in my
dreams, violins and cello’s playing a harmony like some kind of
U2 song. I looked at Athena still asleep next to me and I rolled
over to find Tommi staring at me like she had been watching an
aquarium and drifted off into thought. I said, “Good morning.”
she looked away from me by looking down at the ground near
her feet as she sat there butt on the ground and legs stretched
feet on the ground and she replied, “Ya..” I asked, “Where did
you sleep?” She replied, “I’m not sure I have Rob, but I lied
down on the hillside. I couldn’t find my way down in the dark,
once the sun came up I went for a walk.” I asked, “How was
your walk?” as I began to sit up and she said, “Well, there’s
definitely wild boar here.” I responded, “That’s what I suspected
and was hoping for.” Tommi crossed her legs and still staring
toward the ground as if she couldn’t make eye contact with me
she asked, “What you hoped for?” I said, “Ya, they may be
dangerous, but when all is said and done they will just be
cheeseburgers…sans cheese.” Tommi turn on her butt and laid
back and said, “Ahh…that does make it different.” then she
rolled over to go to sleep. I glanced back at Athena and she was
still asleep so I scooted over to Tommi and caressed her hair
asking her if she was alright to which she responded, “Oh, I’m
fine…just fine…” Tommi drifted off to sleep and I got up to see
how much more work we needed on the fishing net and how far
along we were on the other boilers and as I got up I looked over
to see Athena glaring at me. Athena said, “You pull that shit on
me and I’ll cut your balls off.” I said, “What shit?” Athena said,
“The way you were touching her, I’m not going to be needing
any of your reflexology massages Rob.” I sighed and ran my
fingers across Athena’s head and said, “She slept on the hillside
stranded in the dark; couldn’t find her way down, I actually slept
next to you.” Athena responded, “I know…you pull any shit
with me and your balls will be fish bait.” I replied, “Okay” and
got up and went back to the fishing net lines we were weaving.
Mike Elper woke up and saw me working on the net and
looked over at the cooling boiler pieces they had finished last
night only one bowl half, the top, had cracked and A couple of
the bricks had split. He asked, “Hey Rob, what do I do about
these cracked pieces?” As he held them up I glanced over and
saw what he was referring to. I said, “Spackle them and recook
them, if they crack again well just make all new pieces.” He
replied, “Alright…how long on the net?” I said, “This will take
the rest of the day and we need a couple of logs to turn into a
pontoon boat” Mitch interjected, “We need fish soon Rob.” I
replied, “I know. There’s wild boar running around here and
we’ll have to take some of them, but there’s something about
those Hawaiian luaus where they bury the pig for three days to
kill the worms in it.” Athena got up and said, “Gruble was up
all night she could get down from the mountain in the dark so let
her sleep. I’ll help with the boiler.” Mike retorted, “They’re
stills. It’s evaporative distillation we’re using.” Mitch said, “I’ll
look for some logs.” Michael coughed and asked, “Do we have