No Apologies (12 page)

  That is one man I will probably love for the rest of my fucking life, but I be damn if I be the fool he thinks I am. See the sad part about it is, he thinks just because I stayed all this time I wouldn’t leave or couldn’t leave. That’s true to some extinct but why leave when I’ve been fucking Curtis big dick ass for years and I know Curtis loves me. He was doing him cause I was with Goldie and I understand that and I do have feelings for him.   Curtis was there through all tears of my Goldie stories, he told me to leave him so many times but I didn’t listen. The very first time Curtis came down to NYC, I knew we was fucking and fucking is what we did the entire weekend. From that moment on we saw each other, every other weekend while I was in college. Then it tapered off for a while but then back up again. I was not giving up the life I had created with Curtis for a lying ass Goldie who only wanted me when he was ready to fuck with me.

  My aunt Fatty taught me a lot and laying down and letting a man walk over you is something you most definitely don’t do, unless you got a plan B and C. I always had a plan B so all the times when Goldie was out fucking off, I always had Curtis to go to and that’s exactly what I did. Some folks would say I was only using Curtis. Not at all, I was fucking a man who wanted to fuck me just as much and on many occasions he has fucked my tears away.

  Derwin loved me from the very beginning, he wanted me for a while but of course I was with a man who my heart belonged to. I caught feelings for Derwin during our little stint but damn it, I would have loved to been his woman. After I let him go and then he went along fucking Chanta’ ass, I knew we couldn’t be in a relationship. That don’t mean I won’t stop fucking him…yeah he gonna get strung along too.

  From the beginning I have always looked out for myself. These niggas will do as much as you let them and some gonna do the shit anyway. But to each it’s own. I was taught a long time ago to depend on self and do as the fuck I please. When I see a motherfucker ain’t giving you no act right I simply do me until I feel like I should stop, which is rare. I don’t know what the hell may happen with any of these men in my life but what I do know is, I will not now, not ever apologize for nothing. I have done shit the way I want. No Apologies here!

One week later Jasmine & Goldie

  Most of the time Goldie and I disagree on everything but in this last week we both have agreed that we were gonna stay together and do us. He brought it to my attention that he knows about me fucking Curtis and he actually heard us fucking as he left the condo Curtis live in but not before he fucked the realtor. This time around I didn’t show anger, hell I wasn’t even pissed I knew this day was coming. We’re fucking crazy about each other and no one bitch or nigga gonna come between that. We have a relationship that only we understand and now he knows Derwin is in the picture again. He know about it but rather not hear it or see it and I couldn’t agree with him more.

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  Jasmine’s ass finally got my ass. It wasn’t surprising when Chanta’ told me about Curtis, hell I heard that nigga fuck my girl as I walked passed his place. I decided not to purchase the condo. I never want to run into Jasmine ass coming out or going in. You can’t fuck over a woman for years and expect her to just be silent and do nothing. Me being from the streets, I knew this shit was going to happen. I just didn’t know when and how it was going to happen. I’m just glad that we were able to talk this shit out. She knows that I ain’t shit, and years and years of fucking off on her, I was always ready for this shit.

  If this shit don’t make me straighten up and fly right, nothing will. I’m going to let her get her row out and we gonna grow together. She tried to apologize for what she did, only to be doing something I know she didn’t mean. She knows she didn’t mean it, now that we know all this fucked up shit about each other, there will absolutely never be NO APOLOGIES needed.

A note from the author

I had an amazing time writing this series, I threw some real life events in there that made a lot of people wonder about my character Jasmine… we all know a Jasmine if we weren’t her ourselves.

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