Northern Proposals (14 page)

Then she took me by my wrists and moved my hands to her hips, stepping up very close to me. She reached with a hand and lifted my chin to her, kissing me. It was a sweet kiss. My heart was pounding from everything she was doing, but I had long ago given up any pretense. This is what I wanted.

"If you start to freak out, Jade, I'll stop."

"I'm not going to freak out."

"I am going to tie you do the bed. You'll be helpless."

"I trust you."

She took one of my wrists, and I felt her wrap silk around it, tying it firmly but not too tightly. Then she tied silk around the other wrist. She used the two tethers to pull me to the bed, then arranged me the way she wanted me.

I was nervous and excited. In some ways, I knew what she was going to do, but in other ways, I didn't. My first lesbian lovemaking, and it was going to be a little kinky besides. My heart pounded harder.

The bed had a wood headboard with spindles at the top on the ends. That's what she tied my wrists to. I was soon lying on the bed, pillows underneath me, my arms spread wide and pulled over my head. Then she wrapped silk around each ankle and pulled them wide with my knees bent. She tied them off to something.

I heard cloth fall to the floor.

Then she was sitting on the bed, touching me, stroking my sides, my face.

"If you try rushing me," she said. "I will gag you."

I licked my lips. I wasn't sure how I felt about that.

"You may say my name. If you say anyone else's name, I will be forced to punish you. It is only you and me here."

"Yes, Jessica," I told her.

All the while she talked to me, she was stroking my skin, teasing my nipples, or brushing her fingers across my labia, causing me to squirm. I realized that with my knees bent, it changed the angle of things, making me more open to her.

"If I ask a question, I expect an answer. If you fail to answer, I will punish you."

"Oh god," I said.

She immediately reached up and pinched one of my nipples painfully hard.

"
Owww! Owww!" She released me. "What did I do?"

"Whose name are you allowed to say?"

"Yours."

"Whose did you say?"

"I didn't."

"You said, 'oh god'. God is not here. Anything that happens now is between you and me."

"I'm sorry."

I realized suddenly I was in trouble. Not bad trouble, as I trusted her, but she completely owned me, and I was falling for her. I didn't want her to abuse me, but I didn't want her to stop what she was doing, either.

"That's the way this is, Jade. Do I need to stop?"

"Please don't, Jessica," I said. "But please be gentle. I am learning."

"I will be however I want, Jade." Then she leaned down and kissed me, and my mind shut down. I moaned into the kiss. When she pulled away, she said again, "Should I stop?"

"No," I said breathlessly.

Her hands never stopped stroking me, caressing me, teasing me, waking every nerve ending in my body.

"This is my fantasy, Jade," she said. "Do you like it?"

"Yes."

"I like to be in control. I like to see you vulnerable. I like to see you trust me. To he
ar you beg. To see you squirm. To see you unable to resist me."

"
Ohhhh..."

She shifted, and I felt her lips on my right nipple. She nipped lightly,
then sucked until I was fully engorged. She nipped gently once more before switching to the left. Soon they were both engorged and very sensitive. She pulled her mouth away, but then her fingers were caressing me, and it was the most exquisite fire.

I arched my back, moaning and squirming, struggling against the silken bonds.

She shifted again, and she kissing my feet and nibbling my toes, her hands on my pelvis. She began kissing her way up my legs.

"Oh, you smell amazing," she said. "I love your deep, musky, natural scent, Jade."

"Oh Jessica, no."

"Yes, Jade." She lowered her head, her hairs tickling the insides of my legs, and I felt her mouth settle over my vulva.

"No, Jessica."

She sucked, and my lips parted. I gasped. It felt amazing.

"Oh...Oh..."

She stroked me with her tongue, and all thoughts of asking her to stop fled, never to return.

I tugged against the bonds, wanting to pull her more tightly to me, unable to move except to squirm and arch my back.

She pulled away. "You taste amazing,
Jade. So amazing. I could taste you for hours." Then her mouth was over me again, her lips wrapping themselves around my clitoris.

I yelled her name, struggling against my bonds, unable to resist what she was doing to me, becoming more deeply lost.

Then her fingers were teasing my clitoris and her tongue lapping at my slit, then thrusting inside my vagina, teasing me. I knew I was practically gushing with my juices, and I knew she was lapping them up. Part of me was deeply embarrassed, but the rest of me was screaming, "Yes, yes, yes."

She pulled away. "When I've had my fill, I am going to kiss you," she said. "And you will see what you taste like from my mouth."

"No, no."

"Yes." She took me in her mouth, and then I was yelling, "Yes, Jessica, yes."

Her tongue thrust inside me again, and I beat my hands against the headboard in frustration, desire, and deep surrender.

"Yes, Jessica, anything you want!"

"Yes," she said into me. "Mine." The last was a growl, the vibration sending shivers through me.

"Yours, yours, yours!"

I felt the crest rising, and I was completely lost in what she was doing. I was open to her, utterly vulnerable, and my only thoughts were, "Hers, hers, hers."

She shifted, her mouth still over my clitoris, sucking, and I felt two fingers slide inside me. I clasped around them. She pressed them against my g-spot, massaging it, while her mouth continued to stimulate my highly sensitive clitoris.

She brought me to a peak, then held me there for a very long time, then she said, "Come for me, Jade. Come for me."

She flicked at me with her tongue and buried her fingers deeper inside me, and my body finished surrendering to her. As I came, I screamed her name over and over.

She continued to stroke, lick, and suck me until the quivers subsided, her motions growing slower and gentler as my shudders faded away.

She pulled her mouth away from me and withdrew her fingers. "Mine, Jade."

"Yes," I gasped.

She slithered up my body until I felt her breath against my lips. "Open for me," she said. I parted my lips, and she thrust her tongue into me.

I immediately began squirming as she filled my mouth with my own taste. I struggled lightly, but my mind was still shut down, and she owned me completely.

Maybe I
'd been wrong about my own self-impression. Maybe it was the endorphins still chasing through my body. I found myself hungry for her mouth, for our mixed flavor she was giving me. She kissed me until my struggles disappeared. Her mouth withdrew from mine, and I felt her hands on my ankles.

"No!"

"Yes, Jade. I want to cuddle for a while. Your hands will remain tied."

She untied my ankles, and I stretched my legs while Jessica curled up against me, her head on my chest. She
lay like that for a few minutes while I caught my breath, my heart still pounding. Then she withdrew. "I am untying your wrists," she said.

"No."

"I'll tie them again, but I want to cuddle for a while, and this isn't comfortable for you."

She untied the silk from the headboard but kept it around my wrists. Then she arranged me and cuddled against me, lying on her side, her head on my shoulder while I
lay on my back. Her top hand rested on my breast, not moving. It felt very possessive.

"Are you freaking out?" she asked after several minutes.

"No," I said. "Yours."

"Good." Her hand began tracing patterns on my breast, teasing the engorged and sensitive nipple.

"Jessica, will it always be like that?"

"Tied up?"

"No, silly. That intense an orgasm?"

She laughed lightly. "Oh honey, I was impatient."

"That was you being impatient?"

"Yes. Sometimes I go for quickies, quicker than that, and they can be nice and intense, but I love spending hours teasing you until all you can do is quiver and beg."

"I don't know if I could take that."

"At the time, you'll think you can't, but the next day you'll ask me to do it again."

I thought about it and giggled nervously. "I think I believe you."

We cuddled quietly for a while before I asked, "Am I supposed to do you now?"

"Jade, this is where my demanding a dominant role in the relationship is an advantage to you. You'll always know what you're supposed to do, because I'll tell you. Right now, I want to cuddle. In a while, I am going to retie you, if you let me, and find more delicious things to do to you."

"Do you still taste like me?"

"Yes."

"Please kiss me."

So she did, climbing above me and pressing me into the bed. I could still taste my musk on her mouth. I had thought it would be gross, but it wasn't. I... liked it. The kiss was very thorough, and I moaned into her mouth. I tried following her mouth when she withdrew, but she pushed me back to the bed with her hands, kneeling over me.

"I love how you taste, Jade," she said.

She caressed my face before settling back down.

"Do we taste the same? Do we smell the same?"

"Similar. A little different. It can be subtle." While lying next to me, she continued to caress my face, teasing my lips with her fingers. I kissed them, and she slipped them into my mouth. I could faintly taste myself on her fingers, not as intensely as when she kissed me.

She withdrew her fingers then used her dampened fingers to tease one of my nipples. I squirmed a little under her touch.

"I'm not going to be able to be patient tonight," she told me. "I'm sorry. I'm just too horny."

"Are you going to let me help with that?"

"Tonight is about your pleasures and my kink, Jade."

"I want to know what you taste like."

"Are you sure?"

"Yes."

She shifted on the bed, rolling onto her back, and her hand left my chest. Then she squirmed around a little more for a moment before rolling back.

"If you're sure, open."

I opened my mouth, and she slipped two fingers into me, brushing them lightly over my tongue. I closed my lips around her and sucked. Her fingers were damp with her own juices, and I caught the scent of musk, and her taste. I sucked greedily. Then she slowly withdrew her fingers, but she let me kiss them before pulling her hand away.

I rotated my head towards her, although I was still blindfolded and couldn't see.

"More."

She laughed. "Demanding, cheeky girl."

"Please."

She shifted again, and then she was kneeling over me. She took my right wrist and rebound it to the bed, then the left. "Okay?"

"More, please, Jessica."

"This might be too much for you, Jade."

"I won't freak. I promise. Please, Jessica. More."

She shifted again until she was straddling me. I realized she was facing my feet. She shifted up my body,
then lay down along my stomach. Her scent filled my nostrils. My face was surrounded by her legs.

"We won't do this long," she said. "You'll start to freak. Normally I would control this more. If you lift your head, you will find me waiting." Her voice was coming from over my own pelvis.

I lifted my head and found her sex inches above me. I inhaled deeply, the musky scent filling me. I lifted further and found her, my nose and mouth pressing against her folds. I placed my mouth over her, but I couldn't open her.

I fell back. "Jessica."

"I'll help, honey," she said. I felt her arm snake down between us. "Try now."

I raised my head again, my chin bumping against the back of her hand, but then I stretched and found she had opened herself for me. I buried my mouth in her folds.

I wanted this! I wanted her. Her taste filled my mouth, and suddenly I didn't think I could get enough. It didn't make sense. How could I want this? But I did.

I licked tentatively, not at all
sure how to bring her pleasure. I slid my tongue up and down the length of her slit, then pulled away for a breath of air.

"Enough?" she asked.

"No!"

I raised my head again, my lips searching for her clitoris. I found it along with some of her folds, and I pulled her into my mouth. I heard a gasp. I pulled away. "Was that wrong?"