Northern Proposals (15 page)

"No," she said breathlessly. "That wasn't wrong."

I lifted my head again, tasting, sucking, lapping at her greedily, then fell back again, gasping for breath. She withdrew from me.

"Come back!"

Instead she turned around and kissed me deeply, our tastes mixing together in my mouth. We moaned together before she pulled away.

"I want more!"

"You're about to get more," she said. "More of what I intend to give you.

Then her mouth attacked my breast, causing me to arch my back, pressing my breast deeper into her mouth. I struggled under her. She shifted, and I felt her hand between my legs. I clamped my legs together, denying access.

"I want you," I told her.

"Behave, girl. You will get what I give you. Let me take what I want, or I'll tie them again, and I won't be gentle."

"But-"

She lowered her lips to my ear and spoke quietly. "Jade, if you fight me, it pushes my kink buttons really hard, and you're not ready for how I'll respond."

"Good buttons?"

"I become more aggressive, honey. Yes, good buttons, but not good for you tonight. Behave now, honey. Please."

Slowly I relaxed my legs, opening myself to her invasion.

"Good girl," she said, licking my ear as her fingers slide down, parting my labia. I was already hypersensitive, and I hissed in desire when she touched my clitoris.

She began talking to me quietly as her hand teased me. "Mine now, Jade," she said. "See how good it feels to obey me?" Her fingers ran the length of my slit, and I loved it.

"Yes."

"This is what I want," she said. "You are what I want. You are mine now."

"Yes."

She continued to tease and talk to me, and I felt myself growing increasingly docile while my body continued to squirm, waves of intense pleasure rolling through me.

"Surrender to me completely," she said, and the first shudder drove through my body. "Tell me you are mine, Jade."

"I am yours, Jessica!"

A second shudder arrived, then a third, then waves and waves of pleasure tore through me, and all I could do was gasp and clench my muscles.

"Mine now, Jade. Mine."

"Yours," I whispered. "Yes, yours."

She untied me again. I was too worn out to protest. Then she lay down and pulled me into her arms, my head on her shoulder. I clutched at her.

"Yours," I whispered.

"Yes. Mine."

She reached up and removed the blindfold. I blinked at her, settling in further, still clutching at her.

"Am I a lesbian now?"

"Do you need a label? The only label for you that matters is that you are mine."

"Did I get my last dose of lesbian love juice?"

She laughed. "Not yet. You have to wait a week."

I stiffened a little. "You think I'm going to change my mind."

She pulled me more tightly to her. "No, I wouldn't say that."

"You think I might."

"Yes, I think you might. But I don't want to think about it. I want to hold you. I want you to think about what we just did together. Did you enjoy it?"

"Yes."

"Do you feel good?"

"Yes."

"I want to cuddle for a while, then if you want, you can try to take the edge off me. If you can't, I'll help you."

We cuddled, murmuring at each other for a while, the endorphins still rushing through my body, telling me how good it felt to be held by her.

"I'm still confused," I admitted eventually.

"But perhaps also more sure."

"I don't understand myself."

"Something about me and this weekend resonated within you. I represented something you wanted. I may be the only woman you will ever want. Maybe just enjoy what we're having and not worry about it. Labels will just screw you up."

"What now?" I asked.

"Now, we cuddle a little longer, then we see if you enjoy touching me."

I laughed nervously. "
I meant. What happens tomorrow? Monday? Next week?"

"We go slow. We date. We see each other a lot."

"We buy a cabin."

"Maybe. We'll see."

"You don't trust me."

"I do trust you, Jade.
But you don't know what you want yet. You know what you want now, but you don't know if you'll still want it by Tuesday. When we get back to the cities, you may wonder what you were thinking. Or if you were thinking. You may be mad at me for seducing you. You may wonder if I tricked you with secret lesbo pheromones."

"These secret
lesbo pheromones," I said. "Do they come in a bottle or do you secrete them?"

She laughed. "I take a little pill and secrete them."

"You do, hmm?" I started moving my hand down her body. "I wonder from where."

"If your hand keeps going that way, you'll get some of them on you."

I slid my fingers between her legs, and she parted for me. "From down here."

"Yes," she said. "Somewhere down there. I'm sure you can find it if you look."

I spread her labia and slipped a finger into her slit.

"From here, perhaps?"

"Yes," she said with a gasp. "That's the general area."

"Just the general area?" I asked. "Maybe I need to find the specific area." I found her clitoris and began teasing it under my fingers. "This feels like it's perhaps the on switch for those secret pheromones."

She squirmed and gasped.

I teased her for a long time. I did the things to her I knew I liked myself.
I wanted to see her come, but all I was doing was teasing her. She squirmed and moaned, and listening to her was making me horny again, but I didn't know how to give her quite what she wanted.

Finally she reached down with both her hands. She adjusted my hand. "Inside. Curl your fingers," she ordered. "Yes, there. Yes." Then she used her other hand on her clitoris the way she wanted.

"Yes. Yes. Ohhh."

She wasn't loud, but when she came, it was obvious.  She clenched around my fingers, squeezing tightly,
and her entire body stiffened, still except for quick shudders. She gasped several times then stilled. Her hand stopped moving, but her other hand continued to press my hand into her.

After a minute or two, she settled further, relaxing her hands and releasing me. When I drew my fingers out slowly, she opened her eyes and looked at me. I took my fingers and slipped them into my mouth, sucking her juices. She smiled languidly.

"Thank you," she said. "That was nice."

"I'm sorry," I told her. "I didn't know what to do."

"You were amazing. Lie down with me."

I curled into her, laying my head on her shoulder. She caressed me quietly, then reached down and pulled the covers over us both. We fell asleep like that.

I woke a while later. Jessica was turning off the lights we'd left on then came back to bed. She rolled me onto my side and spooned me from behind. I fell asleep again.

The next time I woke, I was groggy at first. I'd been having an odd dream. I couldn't remember what it was, but it was odd. As I woke a little more, I realized Jessica was kneeling over me. She had already tied my nearest wrist to the headboard and was just finishing tying off the other wrist. She finished, then lowered her lips to mine and kissed me. It was a nice kiss, soft and gentle. She pulled away. "One word. Yes or no?"

"Yes."

She tied my legs the same way she had before and then she began touching me.

She touched me for a long time, reducing me to a quivering pile of need.

"Jessica, please!"

"Please what?" she said, then flicked my clitoris again. I arched my back and made some sort of involuntary sound every time she did it. I didn't want her to stop, but I needed her to finish me.

"You know what I *gasp*-" she had slipped her fingers inside of me. "What I want."

"You want to belong to me," she said.

"Yes!" I squirmed into her hand, trying to get more of what I needed.

"You want to obey me."

"Yes."

"You want me to spend hours doing this to you."

"I want you to finish me!"

"Aren't you having fun?"

"Oh god!"

She pulled her hands from me.

In the dark I looked at her in horror. "I'm sorry. Please, Jessica, I'm sorry. Oh please, don't stop!"

"I warned you about that, Jade."

"Please, Jessica. Finish me, then you can punish me however you want."

"Promise?"

"Yes!"

Immediately her hands were back on me, both hands, and it took her brief seconds before I was insane with the sensations she was giving me. Then the orgasm came, and it came fast and hard.

Her hands rode with me as I bucked and squirmed, milking a long, deep orgasm from me. She didn't still her hands until I collapsed against the bed, spent. Then she pulled her hands away from me. She leaned over me and kissed me gently as I panted.

Then she gently stroked my body with her hands while I caught my breath, calming me and letting me feel good. Feel loved.

I opened my eyes again. It was hard to see in the dark bedroom. She was little more than a dark form in the dark room.

"Are you going to punish me?"

"I have to," she said. "But the only thing I want to do is too intense for you."

"Would it hurt?"

"No, but I might scare you. You might like it. If you don't freak, I would definitely like it."

"I told you anything."

She kept petting me. "I'm going to let it slide this time, Jade."

"But you don't want to."

"No." I actually heard some pain in her voice. "But I don't want to scare you, not now."

I took a breath then said clearly and slowly, "Oh god. Oh god. Oh god."

The room was silent for a moment. "You little shit," she said. "I can't ignore that."

I didn't say a word after that.

She rotated around into a position she'd been in before, sliding herself up over my chest until her crotch was positioned over my face. "I am taking an orgasm from you now, disobedient girl."

Then she lowered her sex to my mouth and pressed against me, smearing my mouth and nose with her juices.

I opened my mouth and began sucking and licking, but I began to panic a little. I couldn't breath.

She raised herself and let me catch a few breaths, then pressed herself against me again, rubbing herself all over my face. She was dripping wet with need, and it took only moments for her juices to cover my face.

She
lifted, letting me breathe, then ground herself into me. Again, and again. She pressed herself against me firmly, staying there until I was on the edge of panic, then allowing me to breath for only a few moments. Still, I felt myself growing closer and closer to panic each time. I began banging my hands against the headboard and trying unsuccessfully to escape from underneath her. In response, she let me breath, then ground against me again.

She was panting with
me and moaning, but still in absolute control. Finally when she pulled away I said, "Please, no more. Please."

She pulled away from me and turned around, kissing me and petting me gently. I panted, near panic, slowly subsiding. Once I was calm, she
lay down next to me, still petting me.

She reached up and untied my hands, then my legs. She still hadn't said anything. I curled away from her. She gave me room.

"Please hold me," I told her. I think that's what she was waiting for, as she immediately enveloped me in her arms, spooning into me like we had before.

"Would you have come like that?"

"Yes. It's one of my favorite ways."

"I ruined it."

"Shhh. You lasted longer than I thought you would. I thought you would panic as soon as you realized you couldn't breath except when I let you."

"Is that part of what excites you?"

"No. It's an unfortunate byproduct."

"How close were you?"

"Close. A few more minutes, but you wouldn't have made it. I was about to stop. I just." She let out a breath of air. "I'm sorry, I just really need another orgasm. Don't worry about it."

"I can-"

"No, Jade. Cuddle." Her tone was demanding then softened. "This is what it's like with me. I don't think you can handle it."

I rolled over. "I'm not freaking out. How much worse does it get?"

"Worse? Is that what it is for you?"

I sighed. "No. I wouldn't change a minute. How much more intimidating does it get? I'm sorry I used the wrong word. It's not what I meant."

"More intense. Longer. More severe punishments. More creative and complete ways to restrain you. What we're doing now will seem tame for you if we keep it up for a few months. You'll ask for more, if I don't step it up before you ask."