Only One Life (23 page)

To hell with the fact that she’d whispered a bunch of words she couldn’t really recollect now,
she thought. What did it matter that she had let him see her like that? Well, maybe that wasn’t totally inconsequential. And she wasn’t proud of it either. She couldn’t believe she’d sold herself out by admitting that she had needed a man. That she was understimulated, and that she possessed a level of desire she herself couldn’t control once it had been let loose. She had a hard time excusing herself for that.

Mik had the cell phone to his ear and was talking quietly, intensely. He was already out of bed and standing by the dresser, pulling out clothes. Louise could feel him looking at her, but she kept her eyes closed so there was no contact.

“You’re going to have to wake up,” he whispered, stroking her cheek.

“What time is it?” she mumbled, not wanting to face reality.

“Almost six.”

He leaned over and kissed her until she opened her eyes and their eyes met. It wasn’t as bad as she had feared. He smiled at her and she focused on his left front tooth, which was missing one small corner. Then he straightened back up and explained that that had been the duty officer down at the station on the phone.

“They just got a 911 call from a woman who found a dead teenage girl in the parking lot behind Nygade,” he told her. “That’s the street that goes up to your hotel.”

Louise was out of bed and on her way to the living room, where her clothes lay in a heap on the floor. He followed her and kept talking as she got dressed.

“They’ve already started cordoning off the area.”

He gave her a serious look as she pulled on her socks, and then he went out to tend to his dogs before they left the house.

“It looks like one side of the girl’s head was crushed and she was very badly beaten,” he said, walking back into the living room with his car keys in his hand.

Louise cast a quick glance around the living room to see if she’d forgotten anything.

“I’ll catch a ride over there and—” she started, but was interrupted when he reminded her that that would make it very obvious to everyone else that the two of them had spent the night together.

That hadn’t even occurred to her, but she quickly agreed that he was right.

The October morning was still dark, and while he drove around the small turn and back in past Holbæk Marina at a pace that made it clear he’d driven that route countless times, she sat next to him speculating.

“How am I going to slip into the hotel if they’re cordoning off the area?” she finally asked, suddenly unable to assess the situation.

“I can let you off a little ways away, if you’d like. But I don’t mind in the least if the others see us together. I mean, it’s not like we did anything illegal.”

“We shouldn’t arrive together,” she said, a tad harshly. “I’ll wait over at the station for half an hour before I head over.”

He didn’t remark on her stern pronouncement, but pulled over to the curb so she could grab her bag from the back seat.

Louise was standing there with her bag with the car door open when she realized this was all too ridiculous.

“I’ll just walk in there,” she said, blowing him a kiss.

He shook his head. Then he got out, walked around the car, and kissed her good-bye—not a long kiss, but with an intensity that gently settled reassuringly around her.

“Talk to you soon,” she said, once their lips had parted. “Definitely soon.”

He got back in and drove the last four hundred meters past the police station over to Nygade.

23

L
OUISE WALKED ALONG
J
ERNBANEGADE IN THE EARLY MORNING
with her kayaking bag over her shoulder and the feeling that she’d been in a dream for the last eight hours, a dream in which she couldn’t completely take responsibility for her actions or vouch for her own conduct. She had pushed the thought of yet another body to the back of her mind and was too tired to think about it until she reached the hotel and the local police and the red-and-white-striped police tape with the word “POLICE” printed on it at regular intervals, with which they were just cordoning off the area. Then she spotted Storm and Skipper, who were standing under a large streetlight outside the hotel’s small outdoor seating area, well dressed, their hair nicely done, with their hands in their pockets, looking out over the empty early-morning pedestrian shopping street.

She looked down at herself. She was wearing the same clothes as she had the day before, her hair was more tousled than curly, and she had forgotten to bring a hair band that could hold back her dark mane. She quickly ran a hand through it and as she walked the last few meters tried to make herself a smidge presentable. She had one foot on the steps leading up to the hotel’s front entrance when Skipper spotted her.

“Good morning, Rick.”

She stopped midmotion, turned, and started walking over toward them.

“Good morning,” she said, dropping her bag with a thump.

Neither her temporary boss nor Skipper looked at it, nor did they comment on her arriving from outside the hotel.

They nodded over toward the police cars, most of them with their lights on, and asked if she’d heard all the commotion.

She shook her head, watching Mik’s outline disappear into an alleyway next to Gyro Hut.

“There’s a teenage girl with a crushed skull back there,” Skipper said, pointing in the direction in which Mik had disappeared.

“Do we know which teenage girl?” she asked, to get them talking and make it seem like she was on the ball. But she was completely unprepared when Storm turned to her and nodded.

“It’s Dicta Møller.”

Suddenly the beer and Irish coffee were churning around in her like a centrifuge. She tasted bitterness as the bile from her stomach shot up into her mouth. But she held it back. She had vomited once before in front of a male colleague, and that was something she was only going to do once in her career. She sank, supporting herself against a lamppost.

The fatigue was suddenly so overwhelming that it made a very real situation seem unreal. While Louise had been reveling in her own pleasure, Dicta’s skull was being smashed in. Not that she would have been able to prevent it if she’d been asleep in the hotel, but somehow it still seemed unseemly.

“I’m going to run upstairs and take a quick shower,” she said. “I’ll be down in ten minutes.”

She didn’t wait for a response, already on her way up to her room.

What the hell was going on here?
she thought, feeling for the first time in a long time like she didn’t have a handle on squat.

Pretty, sweet, young Dicta, who should have been a star, was now a victim.
And the thought that this was how she was finally going to get her picture in the paper was unbearable,
Louise thought sadly as she wrapped up her shower with an ice-cold rinse and hurriedly threw on her clothes.

The ambulance was still there. Storm and Skipper had moved over to the parking lot, where they were now standing with Søren Velin and the ambulance paramedic, who had established that Dicta was dead. Her old partner nodded at her somberly as she reached them.

“This is nasty,” Velin said. He pulled her a little ways away from where the body was located, as he explained that a woman had found it when she was bringing some clothes over to the Salvation Army donation bin after getting off the night shift at the hospital. The area was still illuminated by a couple of big portable spotlights.

Louise could just make out Dicta, lying at the edge of the parking lot. The lot wasn’t very full. Quickly surveying the area, Louise counted eleven cars. At the far side, out by the ring road at the end of the lot where Dicta was lying, was a large building that housed Nordtank. And Lindevej ran between the ring road and the parking lot, but that was quite a small street. At the perimeter of the parking lot down by the main street was a small service station. And out by Nygade was the back of the Gyro Hut. Louise spotted Dean, who was helping cordon off the area, and noted that the only person she hadn’t seen yet out here was Bengtsen.

Søren Velin said that one side of Dicta’s cranium had been crushed. He spoke so softly that Louise had to strain to hear the words. Maybe he was trying to spare her or himself a little of the gruesomeness of what had happened.

“She obviously took a lot of blows to the face and definitely also to the body,” he said, explaining that her clothes were covered in blood. The local police had locked down the scene when they arrived and now everyone was just waiting for the crime-scene technicians and the coroner, who were on their way.

“But it looks ghastly.”

She stared at him, astonished. He didn’t usually react like that, and if he was putting it that way, she had no doubt he meant it.

“What did you do with Bengtsen?” she asked after a brief pause.

“He went to the hospital with the woman who found the body. He was the first one here and since she didn’t have anyone who could go and stay with her, he did it. He’ll stay with her until she calms down.”

Louise stood there for a bit before she started walking over to the body of the girl whose secrets she had been in on. She sank down into a squat when she reached her and sat there for a bit, looking at the dead figure. Just as Søren Velin had said, the right side of her face was crushed, and her long blonde hair was stuck in the thick bloodstain that radiated from her head like a dark shadow. A little farther away on the asphalt lay a yellow hair band tinged red with blood. Louise rested her elbows on her knees and supported her face in her hands. Under her jacket Dicta was wearing a small yellow top. She had gotten dressed up and had been looking good before she left her house to visit Liv. Louise felt a jab of pain in her chest as she stood back up to return to the others.

Camilla had arrived in Holbæk late Saturday night. She had decided to drop the whole thing after her run-in with Terkel, but in the end her stubbornness compelled her to head back out there anyway and see if she could get any further on the story. Even if it robbed her of her Sunday, it would be a victory after their spat if she came home with something none of the other journalists had. She had called Louise from the road. Even before Camilla left Copenhagen, she was looking forward to meeting Louise at Bryghuset and chatting for a while over a beer, but Louise’s cell phone just kept going to voicemail. Camilla gave up around midnight.

Then early that morning, the sirens from the first responders’ vehicles sliced through the walls of her room at the Station Hotel with their high-pitched howl. She had strolled out toward the parking lot to check, but they’d cordoned off the area around the body, and with all the police tape she couldn’t get close enough to see anything, so she called the desk officer at the station to find out what had happened. And when he wouldn’t tell her anything, she called Storm directly.

She hadn’t gotten any more than the name out of him, but that had also been enough to start with, and she had promised to keep it to herself until the girls’ parents had been notified. Camilla had known whom he was talking about right away. In the days following Samra’s death, she had interviewed Dicta along with a couple of other girls from Samra’s class. When she finished talking to Storm, she went back to the hotel to dig out her notes from her conversation with the girl, and after that she went down to the restaurant and got the cook to make her a little breakfast. She picked up a copy of
Ekstra Bladet
that the cook had sitting next to the stove along with a pot of coffee. She tried to get hold of Louise again, but her cell was still going straight to voicemail, so Camilla went back out to the restaurant with her breakfast to wait until there was some news from the police.

She saw the picture in the paper, read the brief text, and then jumped up, dropping everything. It all happened so quickly, her coffee sloshed onto the tablecloth and the bread basket tumbled to the floor.

With the paper tucked under her arm, she ran out onto the street and over to the parking lot. Storm and Skipper were standing there talking, but she ran right past them and continued to where Velin stood to ask him about Louise. Just then she spotted her friend coming over from the other end of the parking lot, where the body was. Her face was blank and her eyes trained on the ground. Camilla ran over to her, holding out the paper.

“You have to see this,” she called from a distance.

Louise looked up and was about to protest, but Camilla ignored her friend’s rebuff and pulled her over to a walkway between the walls of two buildings, so they were away from the others. Camilla unfolded
Ekstra Bladet,
turned to page nine, and pointed to a large color photo of an almost-naked Dicta Møller.

“This is today’s paper,” Camilla said, waiting for a reaction.

Dicta’s long blonde hair was falling down over her breasts. Her body was turned slightly with her head tilted a tad, and one hip pushed forward in a diminutive white crocheted bikini, which was tied together by a thin string, not leaving much to the imagination if you were the kind of person who was attracted to young girls.

Louise slowly reached for the newspaper. “Well, she doesn’t look like that anymore,” she said in a subdued tone after having studied the picture.

“How does she look?” Camilla quickly seized the opening her friend had given her.

Louise stood there for a moment, appearing to consider whether she could tell Camilla anything.

“One whole side of her head is caved in after multiple powerful blows,” Louise finally said. “I would imagine that most of her cranium is crushed, and her face is one big bloody pulp.”

Camilla put her arm around Louise and they stood like that for a bit. She knew Louise had had a fair amount of contact with the girl and that she must be working hard now to contain her emotions so they didn’t overwhelm her. Camilla gave her shoulder a squeeze, and Louise folded up the paper and gave her a little smile.

“Thanks for showing me that,” she said, preparing to go join Storm and Skipper.

“I know the photographer who took this picture,” Camilla called after Louise. “He’s a disagreeable chap. Sad that she fell into his clutches.”