Out of The Box Regifted (30 page)

He leaves me wet and wanting and before long he’s back. He’s naked and I can see his gorgeous silhouette, complete with my Giant exposed and waiting to enter the gates of paradise.

He whispers excitedly, “I brought some company. You sure you’re up for this?”

“Oh my God yes.”

He holds up a phallus shaped object, smiling. “You want me
and
the toys?”

I grit my teeth and breath in. “Yes. I want you both.”

He slowly inserts two fingers inside me and pulls them out as he licks them and smiles, teasing me. “Ahh that’s my girl...so wet. Let me bring you to the best orgasm you’ve ever had and then I’m going inside you, and I’m gonna give you every inch of me. We’re gonna come together. Drizzly and dripping.”

I’m totally relaxed, as I lay there enjoying every single kiss he’s placing on my tingling body, yet craving more. He blows and kisses me into oblivion and I’m completely on fire. He slowly inserts a soft vibrating object inside me, working it in and out. I immediately explode with pleasure. Where did
that
come from? I raise myself up, curious to see what this delightful creature is. He looks at me with a smirky grin on his face, holding it in his hand.

“
You likey?”

I exhale through my pursed lips, “Oh yes I do. It feels so good.”

“So don’t stop?” He whispers with an arched brow.

“Not in this lifetime.” I gasp.

He continues until I am wet with desire and have come several times. At this point, I’ve got to feel him inside me. My pleasure zone is throbbing and aching with desire, “Ash, please, I need you inside me.”

He grins devilishly, “Well, I thought you’d never ask. The way you’re moving, I thought my little toy was your new best friend.”

I plead with him, my breath hitched, “Never, I’ll always need you.”

With that, he sinks every inch into me and I’m taken higher than I think I’ve ever been. I thought we’d experienced intimacy before, but tonight I was taken way over the edge. Toys have never been something I’ve ever thought about for pleasure, but now I realize that I was missing out on so much. So much, with the right person. I feel totally at ease and comfortable with Ash doing these things to me. He is gentle and so giving of himself, wanting pleasure for me. My body is in another universe, since I’ve totally surrendered myself to him. He responds to my pleasure with his moans, and I feel so connected to him. He’s aroused by my pleasure. How in the world I could experience this is beyond comprehension, but he makes this feel so right. When I am totally sated, I can’t wait to begin my descent down to his special place and take him into my mouth. I crave this man with my whole being. The smell and taste of him gives me chills.

I hungrily take his generous length into my mouth, as he moans softly and surrenders his orgasm to me. Just as he loves to see me experience pleasure, my passion is seeing him pleased. The look on his face when he releases is breathtaking. I swallow his love and look up at his face, as he strains to give me his everything. I am complete with his climax.

“Liv, you do it for me. God your lips are like velvet, but we were supposed to come together. I lost it, but I love what you do to me.”

“And I love doing it for you.”

He takes me into his arms and holds me close. I’m safe and secure. Being naked in bed with him and our bodies’ touching, is bliss. I turn on my side, slide down and place my head on his stomach. I feel the hair on his belly and blow light kisses on him. “Umm that feels good, Liv.” We lay silent, him rubbing my shoulders and listening to the sensual music.

“I love every song on your seducing Olivia playlist. You’re very creative.”

“Every song reminds me of you, so it wasn’t so hard to come up with the list hon. Let’s get some sleep. We’ve had a big day.”

I think to myself, yes I’ve had a
very
big day.

Satisfied and cuddling, we lie peacefully in the comfort of each other’s arms, as the music puts us to sleep. Norah Jones singing
The Nearness of You
is the last thing I remember, as she sings me into sweet dreams.

***

Ross has planned a sendoff party tonight for the guys at the club. As Ash and I pull into the parking lot and into our reserved spot, we see the place is already packed. I look up and smile at the familiar logo of the sign. ‘The Bank’ is predominantly displayed in large white letters, with bright green dollar signs around the edges. This club has been home to some of my favorite memories, but tonight it will be bittersweet. I know that Emily and Kyra are sad to see Tommy and Todd leave, and that their relationships will be tested. I’ll be sad as well. It’s going to be an adjustment not having the band around, but I know this is a fantastic career move for them. I tilt my head back on the headrest and close my eyes.

Ash opens my door and sticks his head in, extending his hand to me, “Ready Sunshine?

I look up at the words on the marquee, ‘Avenue Sendoff Party Tonight!!! Raise the Roof!’ I shake my head. “As ready as I’ll ever be.”

The Bank is filled to capacity with well-wishers and fans. The guys are all pumped and ready to put on one of their best shows, trying out lots of their new material.

Tommy comes to the microphone, waves and grins, “Folks, we’re gonna start out with a set of Bon Jovi tunes.” He holds his hand out and motions to the guys, “The music of Bon Jovi means so much to us and we hope you like it.” He points to the crowd, “Get out there and dance! Dance your asses off!!” They play a set of popular Bon Jovi songs and I’m in awe. Todd and Tommy are definitely singing to Emily and Kyra, as they playfully dance with each other. Does this even get any better? Not only is Bon Jovi one of my all-time favorite bands, but everyone is dancing. Todd and Tommy walk to the edge of the stage singing. Girls are screaming, going crazy.

David and Ellen are here to show their support, as are Mariah and Gary. To my surprise Sarah shows up. Smash grins when he sees her walk in, takes her into his arms, and out to dance. I guess he’s got someone to cover his sound engineering. She looks into his eyes, as she wraps her arms around his neck. I’m amused looking at his hands massaging her butt. Ash notices and shakes his head, rolling his eyes, and laughs. They look like an official couple and I’m really happy for her. She looks radiant. I’d venture to guess the relationship is more sexual than emotional - after all, Smash is over twenty years her junior. But in the big scheme of things, I guess a sexual fling is good as long as both parties are amenable to it. Sarah’s a busy lady without an abundance of spare time, so if this works for her and she’s happy, I say go for it. We’re all dancing, crooning to the Bon Jovi music and it takes me way back.

During the break, Todd and I go outside for our ritual smoke session. He’s quiet and not like himself, and I’ve got to ask the question. “So, a lot on your mind tonight?”

With his eyes closed, he exhales the smoke up towards the sky and blows rings, “Yeah, I’ve got a little bit of anxiety going on here babe, sorry.”

“Gonna miss your sweetie, are you?”

“Oh you have no fucking idea how much I’m gonna miss her.” His arms are crossed and he nods his head. He’s looking down and kicking parking lot gravel with his boot. “I know she and Em will come to watch us when they can, but Jesus. I meet the perfect girl and then I go out on the road.”

“Well, she’s gonna be here when you get back. You don’t have any doubts about fidelity, do you?”

With a look of confusion he makes a face and steps on his cigarette butt. “Fidelity?”

I’m amused by his facial expression. “Yeah, I mean you don’t think you’d cheat on her, do you?”

He laughs. “Oh fuck no, I won’t cheat on her. I’d use my fucking hand, if things got that bad. I’m not messing this thing up, you can believe that.”

I put my hands over my eyes, “Eww. OK, TMI Todd”

Cackling, he takes my hands from my eyes and sticks his tongue out at me. “Well, you asked and I answered.”

Kyra finds us and Todd smiles, as holds his arms out to her. “Come here babe. We were just talking about you.”

She bats her eyes, “Oh really?”

He has her in his arms and is playfully lifting her. “Yeah, Olivia was giving me the third degree about fidelity. The F word.”

I roll my eyes. “Todd was just telling me that he is true blue and that you’re the only gal in his life.”

She kicks her feet and giggles. “Well, I sure hope so, because I know the girls are gonna go crazy when they see him.”

“You’re not jealous are you babe?”

Confidently she cocks her neck back, “Pfft. Sorry but I’m not the jealous type. I know I’ve got a good man and I know he loves me. So let’s go back inside. I want to hear that man play some more music.”

***

We party at The Bank for longer than usual. Ross allows some of the fans to stay past closing time, and it’s sure hard to say goodnight. Emily, Kyra, Ellen, and I are tired so around 3 we all head to our respective houses. I heard the girls talking about Kyra moving in with Emily while the guys are gone, and I’m happy about that. They will be close enough to where we can all spend time together, and I’ve even asked the girls to go with me one weekend to Houston and see our new condo. Marcus has been working voraciously to get the renovations done before we come to town. He’s been sending pictures daily and I’ve done all my selections, thanks to the internet. I surmise that the girls will be ready to get away once the guys have left, so a Houston trip is in the cards for us. The busier they are, the faster the months will go by until they come home.

Tomorrow is the day the guys leave, so we’re having everyone over for dinner. Ash is a master on the grill and has bought us some mighty expensive and tasty steaks. Tommy and Emily arrive and shortly after Todd and Kyra, Brady, Brian, and Steve show up. The guys all venture outside, while us girls work in the kitchen.

Emily looks preoccupied, as she tries to busy herself by cutting up lettuce for the salad. She gets emotional as we talk about the tour. She lays the knife on the counter, puts her head in her hands on the counter and cries.

Kyra puts her arm around her and affectionately rubs her shoulders. “Em, come on, we have each other, don’t cry. It’s gonna be okay. They’re not gonna be gone forever, you know.” Kyra tells her.

“I know. I just can’t believe they’re leaving tomorrow. I’m sad and I’m not good at goodbyes.”

I take her into my arms, “Well, let me tell you what Ash tells me when I get weepy taking my kids to the airport. He says it isn’t goodbye, it’s see you soon.”

That makes her smile and we all hug. About that time, Todd walks in to get a beer. The look on his face says it all, as he teases with us. “Uh, is this what you call a girl’s moment?” He pops the tab on his can and throws it in the trash.

“Yeah, something like that.” I laugh.

We sit down to a mouth-watering dinner, all of us in the dining room, when Todd’s phone rings. He looks at his phone and rolls his eyes, as he presses ignore to end the call. Immediately the phone rings again and again. “Fuckin a, excuse me. I gotta take this.”

He walks outside and I head into the kitchen to get another bottle of wine. I can see him pacing back and forth out on the patio, angry, running his hand through his hair, then waving his hand as he’s talking. His voice escalates and I hear him say, “Hey fuck you bitch. I told you to quit calling me. What about quit calling me, do you fucking not understand? You’re a conniving bitch liar and you can’t prove a goddamn thing.” He slams his fist in the air, “I can’t be. There’s no fucking way and you know it. You’re gonna what?” He’s walking in circles, clenching his jaw, with a scornful look on his face. “Look, I swear to God, if you so much as go near her, I’ll rip your fucking head off.” He kicks one of the lawn chairs and it sails into the grass. “Money? For fucking what? I told you there’s no way. You’re a fucking lunatic. Go get yourself some help and leave me the fuck alone. You got it?” As if she can see him, he shakes his finger. “NO MORE CALLING ME BRENNA I MEAN IT!” He looks at his phone and ends the call. I act like I didn’t hear anything, when he walks into the kitchen and grabs a beer out of the fridge. He takes a deep breath, as he pops the top.

“Everything okay?” I cautiously ask.

He nods his head. “Look, I don’t want Kyra to know anything about this. Can we talk about it later?” He’s rolling his fingers in a tapping motion on the counter anxiously, and I can tell he’s deep in thought. “I’ll tell you everything; just not now. We’ll talk later, I promise.” He puts his arm around me and pats my shoulder. “Everything’s cool, Olivia.”

After dinner, the girls help me clean the kitchen and the guys go up to the music room to play, which is exactly what they all need to be doing. Ash is going to miss his jam buddies and I’m sure they’ll miss him too.

Kyra looks worried and leans in by the sink to ask me. “Olivia, who was Todd talking to?”

“Oh, I have no idea. It was probably a business call. Why?” I try and make light of it.

“Well, it’s just weird the way he excused himself; almost like he was mad.”

I dry my hands and put them on her shoulders, shaking her back and forth, as if to make light of the situation, “He was probably mad because the call interrupted dinner. I certainly wouldn’t worry about it.”