PORN STARS... More Than Just Moans (38 page)

“I have been dying to see you all day but I didn’t want to ruin the surprise. Damn Jasmine, I have missed you so much.”

I didn’t say anything. I didn’t want to run the chance of this being a dream, maybe if I spoke, it would force me to open my eyes and miss the opportunity to hear what he would say next.

“What’s the matter Jasmine, aren’t you happy to see me? I see that you’re wearing the ring I got you. I thought of you as soon as I saw it.”

I looked down at my hand then back at him.

“You got this for me? Mr. Cappello wasn’t joking when he said he didn’t buy it?”

He smiled at me before kissing the hand the carried the ring, the ring that he got me, the ring that would now mean the world to me.

“Why would you spend so much, this had to cost a lot of money Lust, why---?”

He kissed my lips to stop me from talking, and because kissing me had been on his mind since the last time he got to taste them.

“Look, I know that I’m not balling all out of control like Breeze or his dad but I’ve made some good investments. I wanted to do this, so money wasn’t even a thought. I kept looking for something that would mean something and when I bumped into Bobby, he told me that he was going to see his jeweler. I tagged along and was so happy I did. The ring caught my eye but when she told me the ring was shaped after a jasmine flower, I knew I had found your gift.”

I don’t know what words I could use that would make someone understand how I felt in that moment. I had only felt a fraction of it in my life time and now I was feeling it full force. My heart and his had taken over my entire body leaving me…leaving me, touched, fulfilled, and loved. My heart raced and my mind clouded with the thought of his existence. I looked at him and it felt good to know that he was the truth, everything about him was real and I welcomed that. I later found out that my ring had set him back over one hundred and 25 thousand dollars. However, that didn’t matter; it was truly the thought behind the ring that rocked my world.

“So will I see you after the show?”

It was my turn to kiss his lips and answer him. “I want to see you for a long as I can.”

We went back and took our seats and I couldn’t wait to tell Jamar what just went down. Tyree, Jamar and I won three awards for Baby, Bi the Way marking a perfect end to my first award show. Winning was fun but I had something even better waiting for me after the show, and I couldn’t get to him fast enough.

Chapter 16
 

“Oops, I guess the pussy is out of the bag now.”

After the show there were multiple after parties going on throughout Las Vegas. We decided to check out the parties that were going on at the clubs the Ghostbar, Rain, and Moon that were inside the Palms. None of us had been to them before, and we kept hearing so much about those clubs that we decided to celebrate our wins there. DeeDee was able to get away from Mr. Cappello, and Jasmine decided to come along too. We started out at Moon, and it was nice, the music was okay, but it was a little too mellow. Then, we checked out the Ghostbar, which was great. It didn’t matter where you looked there were celebrities throughout the club so it was the place to see and be seen. The view of the city nightlife was amazing. It didn’t matter if you were inside or out on the sky deck you could pretty much see most of Las Vegas. I saw Blaze out on the sky deck so I went out there to congratulate him. He saw me walking toward him and his face lit up almost as bright as the city.

“What’s up, sexy?”

“Hey you, I saw you out here and wanted to congratulate you on your big win.”

“Thanks Boo. Sorry if you were looking forward to winning that one.”

“It’s all good, Blaze, you definitely deserved that one.”

“I know.”

We both laughed.

“Look at you, you win one award and you’re already getting cocky.”

“Naw, man, I’m not getting cocky, I’m getting cock.”

“Blaze, you are so crazy. Are you alone?”

“Kind of, why, do you want to be with me tonight?”

“Actually I was going to invite you to join us inside.”

“I think I’ll pass on that one. I saw you were with your man inside so what I want tonight, I’m sure you can’t and won’t give me.”

“See there you go again, and you’re right I can’t give you that.”

“It’s cool because you see those two fine ass thugs over there?”

I looked over to my right and there were two dark skinned sexy ass dudes looking our way while they sipped on their drinks. One of them smiled at me and licked his lips. I smiled back then turned back to Blaze.

“I see ’em, and let me guess, that’s your dick for the night.”

“You mean dicks, sexy. They’re willing and ready whenever I give them the green light. I’m going to get so high, then turn their asses out so I’m gonna have to pass up your offer this time.”

“Okay, well I’m going to head back inside. Have fun and be safe.”

“Trust me I will, and, hey, congratulations on your wins too. I’m proud of us.”

“Aww, thanks, Blaze, I’m proud of us, too.”

I walked back inside and I noticed Jasmine walking over to me with Lust. I instantly remembered passing him at the warehouse one time hoping he was gay and praying that I’d get a chance to work with him. That fantasy was crushed that night once I realized he was straight and only worked with females. He was cool, funny, and that night in Vegas he fit right in with our little clique. We got our drink on, and mingled with so many people that we didn’t realize a couple of hours had passed. Everyone decided that we might as well check out Rain too before it was too late. It was huge, and as soon as I walked in I must’ve looked bug-eyed. I had never seen anything like it. It was dim, with spotlights moving all around in different directions, but most of the light came from the fireballs that were lit up above the dance floor. There was so many people dancing, drinking, making out, and partying throughout the club. I had some flashbacks of MTV’s The Real World Las Vegas, because the club pretty much looked the same as it did on that show. There were a couple of performances throughout the night by Nina Sky, Maino, and Waka Flocka Flame. Pauly D from the Jersey Shore was the DJ for the night so a lot of girls were crowded around him the entire time flirting with him. He was looking fly too so I checked him out a few times myself, but he was very professional the whole time concentrating on spinning, and playing good music. Two hours later everyone was at the bar either feeling good, or tipsy except for Ebony. She was wasted from drinking too many free drinks, and was still sipping on something. She kept yelling, “We’re porn stars, bitches,” which was true, but at that moment, it was somewhat embarrassing. She kept congratulating us, which was okay, but she was yelling it out and was too loud. She kept bumping into us, bar stools, and other people, then giving them dirty looks like it was their fault. At one point she even realized how drunk she was, but it didn’t slow her down one bit because as she yelled, “I’m so drunk you guys,” she took another shot of Vodka. She got her nails, hair, and makeup done at the salon earlier with Jasmine and was looking hot in her short black shoulder less dress, and cute black high heels, and she knew it so I guess that’s why she wanted to show off. She loved the attention she received from the men, and was even flirting back with some of them. You could tell she was horny and was in need. I saw her exchange numbers with some fine ass dude with dreads. I think working for Fantasy Pictures made her realize how much she missed men, and great sex. I turned around to ask the bartender for another Sex on the Beach, and asked him not to serve Ebony anymore alcohol. When he asked me to point her out, I turned around and it looked like Ebony tried to give Tyree a lap dance. He pushed her away then stood up and started yelling at her.

 “What the fuck are you doing? You’re embarrassing me, but most importantly you’re embarrassing yourself. You look a hot mess. I think you need to go to your room and lie down. No good is going to come out of this night if you continue to drink.”

As he finished yelling he grabbed the drink out of her hand and slammed it on the bar so hard that the glass shattered. Everyone nearby was looking at Tyree with the shocked face, because none of us had ever heard him yell at someone like that before, especially a friend. Ebony stared at him shit faced and stayed quiet. She looked like she wanted to say something smart, but she must’ve thought about what he said before she slurred, “You’re right. Good night y’all. Nice meeting you Lust. I hope to work with you soon.” She said as she rubbed her hand slowly across his chest, and started walking out the club. He looked embarrassed, but flattered and just smiled. DeeDee decided to help Ebony to the suite. Lust, Jasmine, and I decided to dance and have some more drinks. Tyree still looked pissed and didn’t feel like dancing so he just stayed at the bar. Jasmine and Lust were getting down on the dance floor. I’m not going to lie I felt lonely dancing by myself, but it was hot watching them. A little while later I noticed Tyree was gone. I didn’t think anything of it, because I figured he went to the bathroom, or stepped out for a minute. Once we were tired of dancing Jasmine looked at Lust and I and smiled before saying, “I’m having a blast with you guys, but I can’t believe we’re leaving tomorrow. I don’t want to leave so soon, I’m having too much fun.” She stopped and paused for a second. “Oh, shit I just realized I haven’t gambled yet. Who comes to Vegas and doesn’t try their luck? I have to at least try, and I’m going to be too busy tomorrow. Do you guys want to go with me now, or do you still want to party some more?” she asked.

“Hey, I’m down.” I replied.

“Whatever you want to do is fine with me,” Lust replied. He was such a gentleman.

I took Jasmine aside and asked her did she really want me to go, or did she want some one-on-one time with Lust.

“No, I want you to come too. You said you won a lot of money yesterday, so you can show me what to do, and hopefully bring me some luck. Do you mind walking back to my room with me? I want to change out of this dress, and get my purse.”

“Sure, let’s go.”

Jasmine hugged Lust and asked him to walk with us to her suite, which he did. It seemed like he was walking a step or two behind us on purpose so he could check out Jasmine’s ass as she strutted down the hallway. As we rode the elevator up to our floor I noticed her and Lust staring at each other smiling hard, which for some reason made me smile. If I didn’t know better I would’ve thought they were a couple. As we entered Jasmine’s suite we heard Ebony yelling out as if she was in pain. It sounded like she was being raped. I knew DeeDee wouldn’t take advantage of her like that so I was confused. All I wanted to know was what the hell was going on? We ran to the bedroom and before we could enter the door I heard Tyree yelling.

“What the fuck did I tell you about being so hot and bold, bitch? I told you I didn’t want Jamar to find out about us, but you just had to get drunk and show the fuck off. If you ever do that shit again I’m gonna fucking kill you, you hear me, bitch?”

I couldn’t believe my ears. Tyree sounded like someone I didn’t even know, so I had to see what was going on. Jasmine moved her hand off the bedroom doorknob as if she didn’t want to be the one to open it, so I stepped up and did the honors. Tyree was so busy banging out Ebony from the back while pulling her hair to the point that Ebony was damn near looking up at the ceiling that neither one of them heard or noticed we walked in. Jasmine and Lust were standing behind me. I was so in shock that I turned around to see if they were seeing what I was seeing. Jasmine looked as shocked as I did, but Lust had a smirk on his face that looked like he was being turned on. He obviously didn’t realize the betrayal that was happening right in front of us. I looked back at Tyree and Ebony and felt so many emotions at once that I felt like I was having a panic attack. Tyree kept pounding her out, while I just froze up. I couldn’t move, and I couldn’t speak because I was honestly lost for words. I didn’t know what to do. Finally, Jasmine slammed the bedroom door shut so they would realize we were standing there. Tyree turned around first and the look on his face was priceless. He looked as if he had seen a ghost. His eyes were big, and his mouth was wide opened. What killed me even more was he stopped fucking, let go of Ebony’s hair, but he didn’t pull out. He knew he was caught, and couldn’t deny what was happening at that moment. I remember looking at him as if he was the most disgusting thing I had ever seen. Ebony finally turned around.