PORN STARS... More Than Just Moans (34 page)

Breeze was waiting at my booth and I could tell right away that he was pissed. He lectured me on how being on time is important, and warned me that one of his biggest pet peeves was tardiness. Thankfully the second time around we were early. I looked around and it was chaos. People were running around plugging up equipment, hanging up lights, and still setting up their booths down to the last minute. Our booth was finished and empty as we approached it. It was just like last year’s booth, simple. It basically had Fantasy Pictures’ logo all over it, with pictures of the covers that made the most money that year. There were boxes and boxes of DVDs and solo pictures of Tyree and me. I wish we could’ve taken new photos, but Breeze used our promo pictures from our “Straight Ass for Cash” video. We were selling the DVD’s for thirty dollars apiece. If someone brought a DVD we would sign it, and give them an autographed picture. There wasn’t anywhere to sit unless you wanted to rest your ass on the black table clothed counter. I knew once the expo opened sitting down wouldn’t be an option because everyone would want us to sign stuff. Before the fans are allowed in, the Expo consists of industry professionals and the media in order to permit companies to make and build business and media contacts. One reporter asked Tyree, “Konceited, tell your fans what they can expect to see from you next year?”

“They can expect to see a lot more hot videos, and hopefully see me cross over into straight porn as well.”

“So what you’re saying is, you’re planning on starring in straight porn and gay porn?”

“As long as I’m getting paid what I deserve, I will, so for all you producers out there who are watching this if the money is right, I just might.”

I was stunned because I had no idea that Tyree wanted to cross over into straight porn. He never mentioned any of this to me. I knew he wanted to do another movie with Jasmine but that was it. As soon as the reporter walked away I questioned him.

“So what the fuck was that all about?”

“What are you talking about Jamar?”

“All that crossing over shit that you were talking about. You never told me that’s what you wanted to do.”

“Look I know I’m your man and all, but I don’t have to tell you EVERY FUCKING THING THAT I WANT TO DO.”

“Damn, calm down, Tyree. It’s not that big of a deal. I just thought we were business partners and worked together on everything, but lately you’ve been making decisions without me. I feel like you don’t even need me anymore, and let me tell you something, it’s not a good feeling.”

“Aww, don’t feel like that, baby. You know I got mad love for you, but things are moving so fast for me, and I love it. I’m trying to make as many movies as I can. I don’t care if they’re straight, bi, gay, with you, or without you. I’m trying to get paid, you feel me? Besides at the end of the day it’s you that I’m coming home to.”

“Yeah, you’re right. I’m sorry.”

“It’s cool, come here.”

I walked over to Tyree, and his smile made me melt. All I could do was smile back just as hard as he grabbed me and pulled me close. We started making out right there in the booth. Even though people were constantly walking by, to me it felt like we were the only ones in that convention center. I wanted to fuck him so bad, but I knew that would’ve been inappropriate, and I definitely didn’t want Breeze to hear about it. I didn’t need another lecture from him. The fans were finally allowed in, and we already had a line. Two hours later this bad ass bottom, who was trying to bring back the Eric Benet blonde tipped shoulder length dreads approached our booth. He was fine, and about 5’6” with a honey complexion, skinny body, phat ass, thick juicy lips, and had the sexiest light brown eyes that I have ever seen. He asked if we could sign his ass cheeks. All I could think of was those chicks who want famous men to sign their breast. I looked over at Tyree and he was laughing. We agreed to do it so he pulled down his skinny skins revealing a sexy black thong. We kneeled down and I signed his left cheek while Tyree signed the right one. His friends were taking pictures of us posing with him as we squeezed his ass. That made our day, but I’m sure that made his year, or it was at least the highlight of his day. There were still so many men waiting in line for a chance to meet us. There was even a bunch of looky-loos standing off to the side, watching us and taking pictures. I guess they didn’t feel like waiting in that long line to meet us. We weren’t there three hours before we were sold out of DVD’s. We still had lots of pictures to give away though. We stayed and continued to do what we normally do at the clubs, which was sign stuff, and take pictures with the fans. It was definitely fun and the best part of my trip.

 After four hours we decided to leave the booth, and walk around to see what else was going on. We walked over to see Jasmine, and to see how she was doing. She was just as busy as we were, and she had a line wrapped around her booth too. A couple of her fans recognized us from “Baby, Bi the Way” and asked if we could pose with her for pictures. We took about 20 pictures before we told Jazzy we would meet up with her later, and then we walked around some more. We were told there were over thirty thousand people in the convention center, and over two hundred and fifty booths. There were a couple of musical performances throughout the day but they weren’t main stream because I had no idea who they were and I hated the music that they played.

There were hundreds of popular porn stars standing at their booths, and walking around. Besides the stars, I saw all kinds of crazy things going on, there were people playing naked twister, artists doing body paint on naked females, people dressed in all kinds of costumes, ladies were lube wrestling in a large blow up swimming pool, people were riding this huge mechanical penis, strippers dancing on poles behind glass. The strippers were also giving free lessons, and having contests for the ladies who could do the best pole tricks. We walked a little further and there were some girls in laced panties lying on a bed passing out free samples of condoms. Most of the females in there were wearing sexy lingerie, racy clothing, or they were damn near naked. I saw some new shit that I didn’t know existed like 3D porn, which was kind of cool, some life sized sex dolls called Real Dolls, and some female sex robots that could hold conversations, and have intimate encounters with its owner. We could only walk a few feet before someone would stop us to ask us questions, give us compliments, and to take more pictures. I’m not rude, so of course, we stopped each time. By this point all I wanted to do was smoke, eat, smoke, and then fuck Tyree. All of those hot guys hitting on us all day made me horny, and I was sure Tyree felt the same. We grabbed something to eat at the bar of our hotel, and then went up to our suite to do everything that I was in the mood for. The next day Tyree, the girls, and I hung out, we went shopping, sightseeing, and rode some of the rides along the way. One of the rides that we decided to try was the roller coaster of New York-New York. It was cool because the entire hotel was made to look like New York City, and the coaster was designed to look like a taxi cab. DeeDee made it clear that she was not a thrill seeker, and that she wasn’t riding any of the coasters.

“You can count me out. DeeDee don’t do roller coasters.”

“Aww, come on, girl. Live a little,” I replied.

“That’s exactly what I’m going to do, and I’m going to live my ass right here. You can risk your life if you want to, but I’m not a risk taker. Besides if I get on someone will have to ride alone, so this way it works out perfectly.”

“Are you sure you don’t mind waiting? The line looks kind of long. It’s probably going to be a thirty minute wait.”

“Yeah, I’m sure. Go ahead and have fun. I’m going to get a soda, smoke a cigarette, and chill right here.”

“Okay cool. We’ll meet you here after we get off.”

Twenty minutes later it was our turn to ride. Tyree wanted to sit in the front seat so Ebony got stuck riding with him. Jazzy and I like crazy rides, but neither of us will sit in the front. I don’t know Jasmine’s reasoning behind it, but my way of thinking is if the roller coaster falls off the track the front will most likely be the first to hit the ground, so hopefully if you’re in the middle there’s a chance you’ll live. The ride was so much fun that I laughed the entire time. Afterwards Jazzy and I walked over to the souvenir shop to see how our pictures turned out while Tyree and Ebony met back up with DeeDee. Jazzy had her eyes closed while I was smiling with my hands up in the air. I looked over and saw Tyree and Ebony’s photo.

“Look J, Tyree and Ebony were so scared, look at her face.”

“I see, she closed her eyes and had to hold Tyree’s hand,” Jasmine replied.

“I didn’t even catch that. Damn she was terrified.”

I started laughing because I never saw a picture of two people that scared on a ride before. I couldn’t wait to tease them about it later. I brought two copies of each so we all would have one to remember that day. After we met back up with everyone else we were hungry and decided to eat lunch at the Gallagher’s Steakhouse inside of the New York New York Hotel and Casino. It was a cute fancy restaurant. A little pricey but the food was really good so it was worth it. After we finished eating I showed everyone the photos, and Ebony looked so embarrassed because everybody was laughing her out. Then, we started to talk about the awards show.

“So are y’all excited about tonight?” I asked.

“I’m excited, but I’m so nervous,” Jasmine replied.

“Why?” Tyree asked.

“Well, what if I win? I have to get up on stage and talk in front of all those people. I have a little speech prepared, but what if I get up there and forget everything I want to say,” Jasmine replied.

“If you forget everything just play it by ear, and speak from the heart. It’s the AVN’s, to porn stars it is serious, but you don’t have to be so serious on stage. You’re not winning an Oscar on live television you know. Just have fun with it, because everyone else will,” DeeDee stated.

“Hold up I have to say something to Jasmine.” I paused and waited for everyone to look at me. “What do you mean if you win? You do know were winning a few awards for our movie right? So get those nerves out of your system girl because we’ll definitely be on that stage a few times tonight.”

“We better win. We deserve it,” Tyree said throwing his two cents in.

“No, trust me I know we will,” I said.

“I know that’s right Jamar. I love your confidence. I hope next year we’ll all be back here again and I’m nominated for something,” Ebony said.

“Just keep doing what you’re doing girl and you will.” DeeDee assured her.

“DeeDee, were you nervous the first time you won an award?” Jasmine asked.

“Of course, I think everyone is a little nervous before walking on stage, but I wasn’t nervous about talking in front of everyone, or forgetting my speech. I was nervous I’d trip and fall and embarrass myself,” DeeDee replied.

“Oh, shit, I’ve been so nervous thinking about what I’m going to say that falling never crossed my mind,” Jasmine said.

“Oh, great thanks DeeDee, for putting that imagine in her head. Now she’s going to be even more nervous,” I stated.

“Hell, she asked, so I answered. Jasmine you don’t have anything to worry about. You’re going to be just fine, and the more you walk up on that stage the more you’ll relax and love it,” DeeDee said as she looked at Jasmine.

Jasmine smiled, and then said “I know. Once I’m there and had a drink or two I’ll be fine.”

We left the restaurant and headed back to the Palm’s so we could all get ready for the awards show. Once Tyree and I were in the suite he rolled a blunt for us to share while I gave him some head. Once we, or should I say once he was finished, we showered then started getting dressed in our suits. We were both looking fine and ready so we headed down to the bar for a drink while we waited for the girls. DeeDee had to meet up with Mr. Cappello, but Jasmine and Ebony met us at the bar, and both of them looked gorgeous. When it was almost time for the awards to start we headed to the ballroom that was set up for the show. We found our seats and thanks to Breeze we were all seated together. The awards show was nice and definitely entertaining. Most of the adult stars were dressed to impress, unlike their public image that they’re known for in photos and magazines. Forty minutes passed before our categories approached. I actually started to feel anxious. I couldn’t wait to accept the awards I worked so hard for. Not only would the nominations help me maintain a successful porn career, but I knew if I won more producers would be requesting me for their movies; and they would hire me at a higher rate. Tyree was the first to win for best male in a gay porno. I was happy for him, and I could see it written all over his face the moment the presenter said, “Konceited” that he was thrilled and thought he was the man. He walked up to the stage calm and cool. He kept his speech short but sweet. He thanked Breeze and Fantasy Pictures for giving him a chance, all of the producers for making him look even better on film, his fans for supporting him, and most importantly myself for being there for him, and for introducing him to a whole new lifestyle. Jasmine was next to win for best new cummer, and she looked beautiful on stage. I knew she was happy she won because it showed. She didn’t appear nervous at all and gave a nice acceptance speech. Tyree and I, along with a few others were nominated for best gay group scene, but we lost to the boys over at Treasure Media. I lost best male deep throat to Blaze, who I didn’t even know was in Vegas let alone nominated for an award. I wasn’t upset though because he deserved it. Nobody can make twelve inches of dick disappear with ease like Blaze. He makes it look easy, but trust me it’s not. Plus, I knew it would help blow up his career. Breeze would have to pay him more money per scene now. By this point I was starting to feel left out, and didn’t think I was going to win anything. Jasmine won again for best female before I finally won for best gay scene, the one award I didn’t care if I won or not. I won it with Domingo for the scene we filmed for “Dicking Down Domingo”. I accepted it on both of our behalves, and thanked Domingo for a hot scene and wished him the best. I thanked my fans, and everyone who had made it possible for me to make it that far. After that the awards kept coming in. Jasmine and some sexy ass performer named Lust won for hottest ebony duo. Then, Jasmine, Tyree, and I won all three of the categories that we were nominated for, and we made shorter and shorter speeches each time we went back on stage together.