PORN STARS... More Than Just Moans (29 page)

“At least were getting high, right?”

“True, but I don’t think that’s all “we’ve” been getting.” She said with a sly smirk on her face.

“What are you talking about?” I asked because I knew she wasn’t talking about what I thought she was talking about.

“Don’t play dumb Krave. I went inside to see what you were doing, but I couldn’t find you. I looked everywhere except the men’s locker room. Do you wanna know why?” She was talking about it.

“Why?” I asked just for the hell of it.

“Cuz I heard Blaze moaning out in ecstasy. I knew what was up, so I went back outside with Jazzy.”

“Whatever DeeDee, you’re tripping.”

“Oh, I’m tripping, huh? Well, I know I heard Blaze moaning, and you said you got an ounce off him, and then you walked outside smiling from ear to ear with a hard ass dick. Boy, I’m a lot...well a little older than you so don’t tell me I’m tripping. I know you fucked Blaze, but don’t worry it’s none of my business so I’m not going to tell anybody.”

She was right. I was hard as I walked outside. I was feeling good, and thinking about what just happened. I wasn’t going to confirm what DeeDee already knew, so I changed the subject, and flipped it on her.

“So what’s up with you and Ebony? Why are you always taking her out, and buying her stuff?” I asked as I grabbed the blunt from her. She kept the smoke inside her lungs a little longer than she normally does. I guess she was thinking about how she was going to answer my questions. She finally let all of the smoke out through her nose before replying.

“Oh, Ebony, that’s my girl. We’ve just been chilling lately. She doesn’t really have any money so I’ve just been treating her until she gets back on her feet. She’s funny, wild like me, and we always have fun together.”

“That’s all? You’re not trying to fuck her?”

“Okay, Jamar, now you’re the one who’s tripping,” She called me out, and told me she knew what I did with Blaze, so I returned the favor and let her know what I thought she was trying to do with Ebony exactly how she talked to me.

“Oh, I’m tripping, huh? Well, I know I trust my eyes, and I see the way you look at Ebony, especially when you get all touchy feely with her. I saw you staring hard at her ass when we were at the pool last week. If I was you I wouldn’t waste my time though. Ebony is straight…I think.”

DeeDee sucked her teeth, looked at me in the eyes, and then said, “Let me worry about that.”

I wasn’t hundred percent sure if DeeDee wanted to sleep with Ebony. I was just guessing, but she confirmed it. Right as I was about to respond Jasmine got in the truck, and sat in the back passenger seat. I looked at DeeDee who was still staring at me, and then both of us started to laugh.

“What’s so funny? What did I miss?” Jasmine asked.

“Nothing, DeeDee thinks she can turn Ebony out,” I replied as I handed Jasmine the blunt.

“I saw that coming. I’ve been waiting to see how that was going to play out myself.” Jasmine said as she was trying hard not to laugh.

I started laughing as DeeDee asked, “You knew too?”

“Girl, I’m straight and I don’t know any lesbians besides the ones that work here, but it’s obvious that you’re into her. I can read people really well, so I picked up on that the first time we all hung out.”

“Wow, do you think Ebony knows too?” DeeDee asked.

“I don’t know,” Jasmine replied.

“I think she knows you’re feeling her, but she’s enjoying the gifts and free stuff. She’s probably thinking as long as you don’t cross the line she’s cool with it.” I replied.

We all got quiet as DeeDee was hitting the blunt. After she took a couple of hits, she passed it to me.

“So, Miss Jasmine, who were you talking to? I saw you in the car smiling, and blushing. Was it someone special?”

“Damn, you’re nosey DeeDee,” Jasmine replied.

“I know, right,” I had to throw my two cents in on that one.

“You damn right, I am. Fuck, you all up in my business worrying about what I’m trying to do. Let’s just tell it all, so to catch you up, Jazzy, Krave fucked Blaze in the men’s locker room right before we got in here to smoke. So now, it’s your turn. Who were you talking to, Miss Thang?”

“I thought you said you weren’t going to say anything?” I asked.

“That’s what I said, but guess what? I changed my mind once you brought up Ebony. What’s the big deal anyway, you fucked him. Who cares?” DeeDee replied so nonchalantly.

“You had to do a scene with Blaze, right? They let you shoot the scene before the meeting? I thought production was on hold?” Jasmine asked.

“It is on hold. Their shoot was canceled, but he fucked him for fun anyway,” DeeDee announced.

“For real, Jamar?” Jasmine asked slowly as if she couldn’t believe it.

I was kind of pissed at DeeDee for telling Jasmine, but at the same time I thought it was fair since I told her business. I just shook my head up and down to confirm that it was true.

“Wow, Jamar, I hope it was worth it. Just don’t let Tyree find out, you little cheater. Pass me the blunt,” Jasmine said as she reached up front for it.

“I didn’t cheat. I was supposed to fuck him anyway, and I’ve fucked him before so I’m not a cheater.”

“Technically you did cheat Jamar. Come on think about it, what if you caught Tyree fucking somebody off set?”

“I’d be pissed.”

“Okay, there you go, point proven,” Jasmine said.

“Well, if you want to be all technical and shit I did get paid for it.”

The girls didn’t believe me so I showed them what Blaze gave me. We all started laughing, and then DeeDee stopped, looked at me, smirked, and then said, “You little pimp. You got mofos wanting to pay you even when you’re not in front of the camera. It must be nice. Go you!”

As I was about to respond Tyree got in the back of the truck with Jasmine. None of us even noticed that he had pulled up and parked.

“Hey Sexy,” was what I heard Tyree say as he closed the door.

“Hey!” Jasmine and I both replied in unison since I thought he was talking to me, but I felt stupid once I looked in the rearview mirror and saw that he was talking, and looking at her. She looked very uncomfortable. He leaned up in the front so he could give me a kiss. It felt passionate, but I couldn’t enjoy it. I felt guilty knowing that I had just finishing giving Blaze head, and now Tyree had his tongue all in my mouth.

“So why’s everyone still here, and waiting around? It took me longer to get back than I expected. I knew for sure that the meeting would’ve been over by now,” Tyree said.

“We’re waiting for Breeze to get here,” DeeDee replied.

“Speaking of the Devil, he just parked,” Jazzy said as she got out the truck to greet him.

“Breeze is finally here so this meeting should be getting ready to start. I’m going to get a seat upfront in case I have some questions. I’ll see you two inside.”

DeeDee got out of the truck, so Tyree climbed up in the front with me.

“So did you miss me?” he asked

“You know I did.”

“I missed you too. I was lonely because I didn’t have anyone to smoke with, and I didn’t have anyone to hold at night.”

“If you missed me that much, you would’ve called me.”

“Damn, you’re on that shit again? I’ve already apologized once, but I’m sorry all right?” Tyree asked as if I was making him frustrated.

“You’re right, my bad. So anyway tell me about this new company. Did you tell them about me? Did you let them know we’re a package deal?”

“I tried, but they said they can only afford to hire one of us right now.”

“Well, at least you tried, right? I’ll just go with you anyway so neither one of us is lonely when you’re in Santa Barbara.”

“We will work it out, but we better get inside. Breeze is probably about to start the meeting.”

We walked back inside, but this time no one was in the lobby. Everyone was standing around in the warehouse. Breeze was in his father’s office getting yelled at by Mr. Cappello. We walked over to where the girls were standing, and stood by them. As I looked around, I noticed Blaze staring at me smirking, and smiling. I started to feel hot and uncomfortable so I stopped looking at him, and just waited like everyone else. A few minutes later Breeze came out of his father’s office, slamming the door behind him.

“EVERYONE COME CLOSER TOGETHER. I WANT EVERYONE TO HEAR WHAT I HAVE TO SAY. I’M NOT GOING TO REPEAT MYSELF,” Breeze yelled.

Everyone started to move closer filling in the empty gaps in-between Breeze and us.

“I know everyone is wondering why I called this meeting, and why everyone needs to be tested today. There’s no easy way to say this, so I’m just going to say it. At least one performer who works for Fantasy Pictures has tested positive for HIV. This performer will remain nameless unless he or she decides to talk about it. Just because you don’t see someone here today does not mean he or she has HIV some performers were out of state and couldn’t be here today. Those performers will be contacted, and have to be tested as well. The performer who unfortunately caught the disease has worked with many porn studios, and in one way or another has slept with all of you, so we’re taking this very seriously. There’s no telling if the disease has spread throughout the company. I just found out from my father that Sticky Studios was just shut down completely. More than half of the performers were HIV positive and the owner of company knew, but he still allowed some of them to film scenes that included unprotected sex. The performer here most likely caught it from working with that studio. Production is shut down until everyone gets their test results back. From here on out everyone will have to get tested twice a month. I was told it’s my fault that we haven’t already been testing that way. I guess I’m the only one that can make those types of decisions around here. Fantasy Pictures will not get shut down because one of you was stupid enough to have unprotected sex. For God’s sake people when you’re fucking someone on your own time make sure to use a condom. You know the type of work you do. Why put so many people at risk? If you have any questions just hold them until after the results are returned. I’ve talked about this enough today. The nurses are ready to take your blood. They will call everyone in alphabetical order and then you’re free to go. You will be contacted ASAP. Try to relax, and don’t stress yourself out over this. I’ll talk to you soon.”

I couldn’t believe what I had just heard. I mean I’m not a dumbass. I knew the risks, but I was assured every performer was safe and clean, and that they would remain that way at Fantasy Pictures. I wanted to know my results that day, but it wasn’t possible. I looked around, and the only people missing were Mini Molly, Tanya, and Domingo. Once I didn’t see Domingo my gut told me it was him, and I instantly felt like I had to throw up. It seemed like every time I would start to forget about Domingo something would happen, and it would remind me of him. I fucked him. Tyree fucked him a few times, once even bareback so I was worried. I looked over at Jasmine and she looked devastated. She didn’t say a word until she told us bye as she was leaving. Tyree and I told DeeDee we’d see her later, and we went straight home. I needed to get my mind right after hearing that bullshit.

Chapter 13