Authors: Xanthe Walter
"It's just what he does," Rick said evasively.
"I really think you need to explain this to me,"
Matt told him firmly, "Because right now it all
sounds kind of insane to be honest."
Rick ran a hand through his wet hair, making
it look even wilder than when he'd first arrived.
"Okay, look, he homes in on subs, Matt. He's very
good at figuring out the best way to charm a
prospective mark. He reads up on them, follows
them, and gets to know what they're into and what
they like. Then he smarms his way into their life,
gloms onto them, and takes them for all they've
got."
Matt stared at him. "Are you saying that your
father is some kind of con artist?"
"Yes," Rick said bluntly. "That's exactly what
he is. He's a grifter who targets subs. He doesn't
just take their money - he talks his way into their
beds and leaves them broke and broken hearted
when he moves on."
"Your father is a con artist," Matt repeated,
still shocked by this unexpected news.
Rick sighed. "I don't know what you must be
thinking of me right now, Matt - first I tell you I've
got a prison record, and then I tell you my father is
a conman. I'm sorry. I wish none of it was true, but
it is. Look, I've been ashamed of my father since I
was old enough to know what he did for a living -
but that doesn't change the fact that he is what he is,
and he might decide to glom onto you. I just felt I
had to warn you."
"But how will I even know him if he does
approach me?" Matt asked. "I mean, I've never
even met the guy, so I won't recognize him."
"Oh, you'll recognize him, trust me," Rick
said with a bitter little smile.
"How?"
"Because he looks just like me, or I look like
him. Whatever. You'll know the minute you meet
him. Now please, promise me you won't let him in.
I mean it. Don't let him talk to you, or buy you a
drink, or wheedle his way into your life."
"Okay, but I really don't think he'd get
anywhere with me," Matt said, a little annoyed that
Rick seemed to think he was such an easy mark. "I
mean, I'm not an idiot - I'm not likely to get taken in
by some sweet-talking dom conman!"
"You might think that, but you have no idea
how good he is at this," Rick said wearily. "Trust
me - I've seen it, time and time again. Please Matt:
Just promise me."
He seemed to really mean it, so Matt decided
to humor him. "Okay - I promise," he said. "Now
will you stop gripping my shoulders like that?"
"Sorry." Rick released him with an
apologetic smile. "And thank you."
"Why did your father visit you?" Matt asked.
"I got the impression you weren't still in touch."
"We weren't. I haven't laid eyes on the
bastard in years."
"So why…?"
"He wanted money. He'd heard about my
success, and he wanted to screw some money out
of me."
Matt felt a pang of pity. No matter how trying
his mother could be, she would never abandon him
for years on end and then turn up asking for a
handout. "I hope you told him where to damn well
go!"
"Oh yeah, I did."
"Good! If I'd been there I'd have…"
"I gave him the money," Rick interjected.
"$250,000 - that put a damn big dent in my bank
balance."
"You gave him how much? Why?" Matt
asked, outraged.
"Because some grubby little journalist is
doing a hatchet piece on me, and that's how much I
had to pay for my father's silence about my
criminal record."
"Why does it matter? Let it come out! It was a
long time ago, and you did your time in prison!"
"Petra told me if I did one more thing to bring
bad publicity down on the show then she'd fire
me," Rick said wearily. "I can't lose this job, Matt;
I've worked too hard to get here. Alex Tanner is a
part of me - I love the guy, idiot though he is. I
love playing him, and I love all the people I work
with. If I couldn't see you guys again… Daniel,
Estelle, the twins… you." There was a desperate
expression in his eyes that Matt had never seen
before; Rick was usually so upbeat and relaxed.
"Well, it'd break me, Matt."
Matt's rush of anger subsided. "I'm sorry,
Rick. I understand. Your father sounds like a real
piece of work."
"Oh, he is, trust me. That's why I barged in on
you like this tonight. Sorry for making a big
dramatic scene; I didn't mean to alarm you." He
winced.
"I did wonder… when you first arrived,
doing the whole Hurricane Rick routine. I
wondered what you'd found… I mean, what was
going on."
Matt glanced into the living room to see that
he'd left the laptop open on the Fantasia homepage.
He didn't want to invite Rick in and run the risk of
him seeing it and asking some awkward questions.
"You didn't need to come over here to tell me
though; you could have called."
"I tried. Your cell phone went straight to
voicemail."
"Oh." Matt remembered turning it off when
he'd gone into Fantasia. "Yes. I… uh, turned it off
so I wouldn't be disturbed. I must have forgotten to
turn it back on again."
"So you wouldn't be disturbed?" Rick
grinned. "Have you got a hot dom in here?" He
took a step towards the living room.
"No!" Matt moved to block Rick's view of the
incriminating laptop. "I just wanted some alone
time to… uh, think about the script."
Rick's eyes flashed, and Matt felt guilty for
lying to him, especially as he was fairly sure that
Rick knew he was lying.
"Right." Rick studied him. "Are you okay,
Matty? I was worried when you freaked out in the
rehearsal earlier."
"I'm fine. I was being an idiot. No need to
worry." Matt edged him none-too-subtly towards
the front door. "Look, I promise I'll just ignore
your dad if ever tries to contact me, although I
really think that's unlikely."
"You don't know my father," Rick muttered
darkly. "Okay, Matt, you take care now. I'll see
you at work tomorrow."
"See you." Matt shut the door firmly and then
leaned back against it, his heart thudding. He really
didn't want Rick to find out about Fantasia. Hell,
he didn't want anyone to find out about Fantasia,
but especially not Rick. He wasn't sure what Rick
would say if he knew - probably he'd just laugh
and tease Matt to death about it, but Fantasia was
Matt's own personal secret, and it wasn't
something he wanted to share.
He walked back into the living room, mulling
over what Rick had told him about his father. He
couldn't understand why the man would pursue him
- it wasn't as if it was a good way to get to Rick,
and it sounded like he'd already fleeced Rick for
all he was worth in any case.
He felt a pang of sadness for Rick. His own
mom might have her issues, but she'd always
provided a loving home for him. It was clear that
the same most definitely had not been the case for
Rick. Matt wondered where Rick's other parent
had been during his childhood or if, like Matt, he'd
never had one. Rick never talked about another
dad or a mom. Then again, Rick had never talked
about his father until recently. Maybe his birth
mom was yet another skeleton in Rick's closet - a
closet that was starting to seem decidedly
crowded.
Rick left Matt's place with a different feeling
of uneasiness to when he'd arrived. He was no
longer so concerned that his father might sweet-
talk his way into Matt's life, but Matt had lied to
him back there, and Rick had no idea why.
Something was wrong - Rick could feel it -
but he wasn't sure what. It wasn't as if Matt owed
him any explanations or details about his life;
they'd both been very clear that their spank buddy
deal was just that, to avoid it getting messy, but
Rick counted Matt as a good friend, and he didn't
understand why he'd lie to him.
He didn't get a chance to find out in the new
few days, either, as they were on completely
different filming schedules, so there was hardly
any opportunity to speak to him. Even their daily
spanking ritual was disrupted, and it wasn't until
Friday morning that they were back on the studio
set again.
Rick was almost surprised when Matt
showed up for their morning spanking session
because he was so sure Matt had been avoiding
him.
"You up for this?" he asked, as Matt followed
him into his trailer.
"Why not? I've really missed it to be honest -
although my butt is probably grateful for the rest."
Matt grinned at him.
"Just… you've been kinda distant lately. I
wondered if you were okay."
"Me?" Matt sounded surprised. "I'm fine."
"You sure? You've been on edge. Is
something going on?"
"Nah. Just, you know, nervous about the big
sex scene next week."
"Right." Rick gazed at Matt thoughtfully,
feeling sure he was being lied to again. If Matt was
his sub for real, he'd be hurt and angry about that,
but he wasn't, and Rick was helpless to do
anything about it.
He took hold of Matt's wrist and pulled him
down over his knees… and it felt as if everything
in the world slotted back into place again.
"I've missed this too," Rick said with a sigh,
running his hand gently over Matt's ass. He pulled
Matt's pants and boxers down, and then
contemplated his smooth, pale ass for a moment.
"You know, this ass really is very white. Perhaps
it needs some handprints on it again."
"No!" Matt said vehemently, half sitting up.
"I'm… uh… filming the big sex scene on Monday
remember, and Chang is sure to want plenty of arty
ass shots, knowing him."
"The prints will be gone by then. They were
gone in a couple of days last time, weren't they?"
Matt gave an evasive shrug. "Yes, but I don't
want to take the risk."
"Okay. No handprints." Rick tucked him back
into position and delivered a short, gentle spanking
but his heart wasn't in it. He didn't like the vibe he
was getting off Matt. Something wasn't right - he
just didn't know what.
Matt had never known a day to drag so much.
Every time he thought about going to Fantasia in
the evening, his stomach flipped wildly, and he
was so tense and irritable that people started
giving him a wide berth.
The entire
Collar Crime
team gathered on set
for the final scenes of the day, all of them short,
and Matt became aware of Rick watching him. He
tried to calm down and act normally, but it wasn't
easy as the minutes slowly ticked by towards
evening.
He could still duck out of this. He could pay
the cancellation fee and forget he'd ever started
this whole thing… but he didn't want to. He
needed to explore who he was, to take a risk and
go on a journey, the way Ben was doing on the
show. He knew he couldn't come into work on
Monday morning and film that sex scene if he
hadn't first tried to get into Ben's head and do
something just as wild and sexually adventurous.
It wasn't as if he was going to some sleazy
kink shop and paying someone to cater to his
specific
kinks.
Grable
ran
an
exclusive,
anonymous establishment and was going to match
him to a dom whose desires complemented his
own. How was that any different to Rick going to a
club and picking up a sub?
The sweet sting of Rick's morning spanking
had long since faded; Matt wished it was still
there, grounding him, but Rick had kept it light, as
if he was holding back.
During a break in filming, Matt took out his
cell phone and glanced at the message from
Fantasia for the hundredth time that day.
Congratulations, Mr. Stevens! Fantasia is
delighted to advise you that we have found the
perfect dom for your play session tonight. Please