ROMANCE : PARANORMAL ROMANCE: Alpha's heart(BBW Pregnancy Werebear Shifter Romance) (New Adult Paranormal Romance) (87 page)

“I don’t think that I’m going to have to bother you tonight. I’m exhausted and I think that I’m just going to go to bed. Tomorrow is a big day and I want to be well rested for the first day of class.” Kayla saw Francis and the fact that he had showed any interest was causing her legs to feel like they were going to buckle out from underneath her. She touched her chest and she could feel her heartbeat like a drum. “
I want him to look up here, but I don’t think that I’m going to get that lucky.”
Kayla heard the door close and then she made a sigh of relief that she was alone. It was her solitude that she enjoyed most of all. She took her medication, downing it with a bottle of water that she had in her bag.

She sat down on the bed, feeling the cool sheets underneath her, as she got into the Lotus position and closed her eyes. She breathed deeply and found herself thinking of only one man. The vision of his face, his muscles and the length of pipe between his legs had become an obsession. She didn’t want to think that she was some kind of stalker, but there was no way that she could get him out of her head. It was like a movie playing over and over again. She found herself touching below her waist, lifting up the dress, so that she could see the wet stain on her panties.

She touched that spot and she shivered to the sensation that she was causing herself. His face and his body were right in front of her completely naked in her mind’s eye. She began to play with herself. He looked like a Greek god and all she wanted to do was run down the hall and then down the stairs into his arms. Instead, she made a game of it with one piece of clothing falling away from his body at a time. He was her own personal Christmas present that she was going to unwrap to see what lurked underneath. She had no idea what his cock looked like, but she was now seeing it and salivating at the chance to lick up what was already leaking. It was only a fantasy, but vivid enough to feel real.

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I shouldn’t be doing this and it feels, so wrong and so right at the same time. That man has me thinking naughty thoughts and I’m well on my way to creaming all over my fingers. God damn it, I wish that he didn’t have this kind of power over me, but I can’t help the way that I feel.”
Her fingers were driving into the silky insides, feeling her wetness stream down her fingers and then suddenly she began to buck and thrash, while holding a pillow over her head to muffle any kind of exclamation of pleasure.

The flashes of his body working over top of him were making it easier to reach the apex of her pleasure. She had her hand playing along the side of his cheek. It was only a manifestation in her mind, but it caused her to go over the edge of insanity. She finally settled down long enough to settle back onto the mattress. She lay prone with a sheen of sweat covering her body and sticking to her clothes. The temperature in the room had risen a few degrees, but it was only due to the pleasure of the moment. She felt embarrassed that she had done such a thing, but seeing him and hearing him speak was more than enough to fuel a desire that could not be contained. If she hadn’t had let her fingers do the walking, she probably would have twisted and turned in the sheets all night long. The only way to get rid of that frustration was to release the pressure and that was exactly what she did.

Lying there in the dark, she counted herself lucky that she was here, but knew that there would be no way that she would be able to resist his man. If he were to make any kind of advance, she would fall head over heels and be damned the consequences. This was what her father was worried about. She really didn’t think that it was going to happen to her. It seemed inconceivable that Francis would even take an instant liking to a woman that had basically fallen off the turnip truck.

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I have to get close to him. It’s not gonna be easy. I’m going to have to turn into something that I don’t even recognize. I need to give him a reason to want to be with me and maybe the dress that Tammy is going to alter for me is exactly what I’m looking for. I can’t show up to that mixer looking like I am some naïve kid. I need to show him that I am worldly, even though it will only be an act.”
She lie back on the pillow and let's his face lull her into a deep slumber. She thought about the uphill climb that she would have to attract his attention, but she was dead set on making it happen.

Chapter 3

“I want to welcome everybody to law ethics. If you think that this is going to be an easy ride, then you have another thing coming. I am a stickler for details and I will not tolerate anybody that does not work to the best of their ability. I will not have slacker. If you thought that this was going to be a free ride, then you know where the door is. My job is to prepare you for the outside world. Being a lawyer is not an easy thing and you need to decide what kind of lawyer you are going to be. Everybody deserves to have representation. You’ll find that there are things that you can live with and things that you can’t. Here in this room, I’m going to test you and make you look inside yourself.” Professor Adams wore his experience with patches on his tweed coat and by wearing glasses. He saw all of these students and knew that only a few would survive.

Kayla listened to everything that the professor had to say and found him to be enlightening. She did notice that Francis was also in the class and that he was making time with a young lady that really did show her best asset with that tight sweater that she was wearing. He really wasn’t paying attention to what the professor had to say. "
I don’t know why I want him, so much. It hurts every time that I think that he could be with another woman. I wore these jeans and this red blouse hoping that he would notice me. Tonight is the mixer and I’m going to need a lot more than a dress. I’m going to need a dam miracle and a makeover that’s going to change my whole look. I think that Tammy can help me with that.”
Kayla dropped her pen and when she bent over, she felt like somebody was staring at her.

Glancing up slowly, she noticed that Francis had now turned abruptly. It made her smile to think that he had gotten a brief look at the goods. She did not think that she had much to offer, but apparently there was enough to garner his attention. Moving her hand through her hair, she wanted him to look at her like that again. She wanted more than anything to have him strip her bare of her defenses and take advantage of her. The cock inside his pants was what she needed and by hell or high water she was going to have it.

“I saw that and I don’t think that you did that on purpose, but it certainly did get the desired reaction. He probably thought that he was being subtle about staring at you, but I think that every woman has the inane ability to see through to what a man is really thinking. We have this radar and it usually never fails. I would call it more of a woman’s intuition. It’s a well known fact that women are more detailed oriented. We notice things like hair color and dress styles and even when a man can’t seem to take their eyes off of us. I worked on the dress last night I think that you’re going to be pleasantly surprised. We do have to do something about your makeup and hair, but I think that my roommate Jessica will be able to help with that. I know what I told you about her being something of a seductress, but she is also a sweetheart when it comes to the matters of the heart.” Tammy was going to turn this awkward ugly duckling into a confident swan.

“I told you that I didn’t need you to go to any trouble. I wasn’t even sure that I was going to go, but now I think I have to. I don’t mind you helping, but I don’t want you to take away the woman that I am. Like my father always says, you can dress a pig in a dress, but it’s still a pig. Maybe that’s a bad analogy. It sounds like I’m trying to put myself down.” She was whispering, but she was also able to juggle two things at the same time. Her head was in the game of ethics, but her heart and your lower extremities were someplace more pleasant like a bedroom with silk sheets and candles lit around the room.

An hour later and the professor had already pinpointed a few potential breakout stars. One was a young woman with glasses. She seemed to be hanging off of every word. Her insight into ethics made him believe that she would be able to handle herself. There were also a few others that weren’t really here, including Francis Augustine. Francis was never much for ethics. He knew his father well and the apple really didn’t fall far from the tree.

Francis couldn’t help, but to watch Kayla out of the corner of his eye. He felt like he was doing it underneath her nose. He was flirting shamelessly with Tiffany, one of his conquests. He was only doing it to get a rise out of Kayla. He was hoping that she would be there at the mixer tonight, but there was really only one way to find out. Tiffany had been quite vocal about wanting a repeat performance. Normally, he would be glad to jump her bones, but something was preventing him. He began to realize that his main focus was on Kayla. It surprised him to think that he had a sure thing and yet he was more interested in the one that seemed like forbidden fruit. Maybe this was the way the Adam and Eve felt. It was interesting to think of it in that way. He was never really religious, but some things from Sunday school did stay with him.

“Francis, are you sure that there isn’t anything that I can do to convince you to come back to my room? I know that thing that you like. You can’t tell me that you didn’t like it. It may have surprised you, but your orgasm was very explosive. I like teasing you and my little pussy is begging you. Are you really going to tell her no, when she is hungry for that nice big cock of yours.” Tiffany was not a woman that was accustomed to hearing the word no. She could bat her eyelashes and flutter her tongue and have any man painting after her like a dog in heat.

“It’s tempting. I’m not going to say that I wouldn’t love to do that again. I think for the time being that I’m going to take a rain check. Believe me that it surprises me that I’m even saying the words.” He got up and moved away from her, keeping his books against his midsection to hide his obvious arousal. His cock was rampant hard. He wasn’t going to succumb to Tiffany’s seductive ways. It didn’t mean that it wasn’t making him have second thoughts. His mind and his body were at constant odds against one another.

For the first time, he felt a little bit of shame and embarrassment. That could be seen from the flush on his cheeks. He didn’t even bother to talk to Kayla. In his condition, he needed to get out of here. He excused himself several times, moving through the crowd and out into the open. The sky was blue and away from Tiffany, his member started to return to normal. He breathed deeply, like he was trying to control that inner demon working its way to the surface. He had always considered himself to be a virile man. For him to turn down Tiffany was unheard of. He knew that he would never hear the end of it, but he thought that it was the best thing that he could do at the time.

“I hope that it wasn’t anything that I said.” Kayla saw that he had rushed by her without saying a word and was a little concerned that she had made him feel awkward. “It was not my intention to turn you on. I didn’t purposely bend over to get my pen. It was a happy accident.” “
I’m dreaming of the things that we could be. These nasty thoughts are priming me for the main event. The man is standing here in front of me. He’s making it all that much more difficult to walk away. I don’t mean to put him on the spot, but his reaction and the way that he’s covering himself is a dead giveaway that I or maybe it was Tiffany has gotten him all riled up.” “
If you’re interested in Tiffany, then don’t let me hold you back. It’s not like we have anything.” She regretted the words, but they were already out there like something that you would put on the Internet and know that you could never take back.

“Tiffany means nothing to me. She’s just a means to an end.” Francis didn’t mean to be defensive, but Kayla did catch him off guard. “I’m really looking forward to seeing you tonight.” What he wanted to see most of all was her body unencumbered with clothing to get in the way of a good time. For once, he wanted to make it special and not just go through the motions for the sake of pleasure. “I do hope that you are going to make it. I think that I can make it worth your while.” For some reason, he felt connected to her and the idea of bedding her down for the evening was causing him great discomfort. Images of red silk sheets and candlelight flashed into his mind. He had never had those romantic notions and for him to even think of such a thing was out of character.

“I’ll be there. Maybe we can have a drink and talk.” The hidden meaning behind her words was more sexual than platonic. “I do have to run off. I know that it’s normal, but you should probably take care that.” Her attempt to put a spotlight on his condition made him stumble over his own words. They were jumbled and incoherent and she had to wonder if he would be the same way in bed.

Chapter 4

Kayla stared at the mirror not quite believing that this was the same woman that had entered into Tammy’s room not more than half an hour ago. Her glasses were replaced with the contacts that she really wasn’t comfortable wearing. The red dress molded to her body and made her feel like a sultry vixen ready to pounce on her prey. The makeup and the bright red lipstick on her mouth had her feeling like she was ready to devour any man that stood in her way. Her hair was wavy and flowing freely over her shoulders.