ROMANCE : PARANORMAL ROMANCE: Alpha's heart(BBW Pregnancy Werebear Shifter Romance) (New Adult Paranormal Romance) (42 page)

She heard the doorbell ring.  Looking at the clock she saw it was just turning 4 o’clock.  “Oh crap did I say 4?”  Judith had been rushing home trying to get away from his temptation.  She couldn’t remember what time for sure, but she had hoped it was 5 she had said.

              “I’m sorry I came a bit early.  Well kind of you did say between 4 and 5, right?  My stomach was growling because I could smell it in my place.  So I came over!”  Colin laughed.

              “No it’s okay; the food is just about done.  You have perfect timing actually!”  Judith sighed.  She looked at him and pictured him half-naked like before. 

              “Come in please.”  She finally moved aside and let him in. 

              “It smells even better over here!”  He smiled and rubbed his flat stomach.

Judith pictured him half naked again.  She had seen that flat hard stomach. 

              “Oh thanks!”  She turned red.  Not because of his compliment, but her thoughts that were in overdrive.

              “Where’s John?”  Colin asked.  She saw tears come to her eyes.  

              “Little John is in the other room sleeping.” 

              “I’m sorry did I say something wrong?” 

              “It’s just that we’ve always called him Little John, because his dad was John Sr.  So when I hear the name John I think of my uncle.”  She answered.

              “I’m so sorry.”  Colin came forward and wrapped his arms around her in a hug.

She felt his arms come around her, it was so nice.  It had been over a year since she’d had a hug like this.  Her aunt and uncle had been the last of her family, who were adults.  They had all died, now it was her and Little John. 

His arms were warm and so strong.  She sighed as she let her body go and the tears she had held back for the past year just came out.

Judith sobbed loudly as all the pain came out.  She felt so much weight come off of her.  She didn’t know how long she had been crying.  The only thing she was aware of was how much better she was feeling.

She squeezed him tightly to thank him.  As she did that she also took a deep breath in and sighed loudly.  “I’m so sorry I didn’t mean for that to happen really.”  She said softly.

He didn’t say a word just squeezed her and pulled her closer.  Judith began to cry more.  She hadn’t even realized they were there.  They just started to flow. 

How could this stranger be so caring?  She wondered and then thought of how lonely she had been. 

Judith knew she was entering dangerous territory opening her heart.  But it really felt like the right thing to do.

He had asked where the baby was and the next thing he knew she was crying.  He had felt like a heel.  Colin went and hugged her; it was the right thing to do.

Now here he was standing as she cried.  Her body was racked with sobs that were so strong.  He could feel the pain coming off of her.  Colin could feel the same pain as she was right now. 

              “I’m so sorry I didn’t mean for that to happen.”  She said.

Colin just wrapped his arms around her more squeezing her tightly.  He could smell her body, her hair.   He closed his eyes as his mind went to the place he had hated since he met her.

              ‘It only feels this good because you love her.’ His mind told him.

He was still trying to fight admitting that it had happened.  That love at first sight stuff is just bullshit, he thought.

But she had cried more and he felt like his heart was breaking with each sob that came from her.  He wanted to simply take the pain away from her.  Colin knew that he would take every ounce of pain she ever felt just to save her.

At this realization he knew it was over.  He had thought it, and had to admit defeat.  His whole mind was now on the band wagon.  But he couldn’t tell her that, she would think he was crazy.

Colin now had to make sure to not show too much of his hand to her.  He hated being dishonest, but didn’t know what else to do.  Crazy was never anything people would willing date.

Then he realized at least he could ask her out.  But first I want to make sure she knows I care.  “I’m sorry I didn’t know that.”  He said as he smelled her hair.

He let her scent settle in his nose.  He loved the smell of her.  The longer he got to hold her the better. 

              “No I shouldn’t have expected you to know.  I mean you didn’t know me or him before today.”  She said.

              “Do you want to talk about them?  It may help you feel better.”  He asked her.

She nodded her head no, but he didn’t let go.  He had a feeling the story might come out any way.  A few seconds later she started to talk.

              “They were in a bad car accident.  Little John almost died too.  The three of them were the only family I had left.  Now it’s just him and me.”  She cried more.

Colin just held her and let his shirt get soaked.  He would hold her for the rest of his life if he could.  Those types of thought still caused him some nervousness though.

              “I got a call one morning and had to go to the hospital.  That night I also had to identify them just to make sure.  Or that’s how the cops had told me.” 

He kissed the top of her head as she cried.  “I’m so sorry you had to go through that.  I would try to protect you from anything like that.”  He stated.

“I’m so sorry you had to go through that.  I would try to protect you from anything like that.”  He stated.

She hadn’t thought she heard it correctly.  But if she did, it felt nice to hear.  Judith let herself melt into him a little more.

His arms felt so comfortable.  She wanted to kiss him so badly.  She looked up at him and said.  “Thank you so much.” 

Biting her lip she had thought of what his lips would feel like against hers.  The next thing she knew he was kissing her.  She opened her mouth to welcome his tongue.  Judith wondered if she was dreaming.  It was too much like her dream.

She moaned as she felt his hands roam down her back and cup her butt.  Thrusting her pelvis towards him, she felt the hardness of him.

              “Come on while he’s still sleeping, we may not have long.”  She pulled Colin’s arm and pulled him towards the bedroom.

Judith almost laughed at his shocked look.  “Come on I’m not kidding.”  She pulled him harder and he moved quicker.

              “It’s been such a long time.  Please just get undressed.”  Judith pulled her shirt over her head and took off her bra.  She exposed her breasts to him and watched as his eyes burned with passion.

Judith saw him undress and he now stood in front of her completely naked.  She could tell he was excited and to her happiness quite well hung!

She slipped off her jeans as quickly as she could and sat on the bed.  “I’m sorry this is so quick.  But Little John has been napping for a while now.”

Her eyes she hoped would say the rest to him; she didn’t want to feel like she was begging for it.

Judith felt his fingers lightly touch her pussy and stroke the area.  He slipped two inside and she moaned.  Her body pushed up towards him.  “Please now.”  She moaned.

As she felt his dick enter into her.  He was big and he stretched her insides nicely.  Judith cried out in pleasure. 

They kissed deeply as he slowly moved in and out of her.  She wanted him to quicker, but his tongue was in her way!

Instead she felt the slow buildup as her body enjoyed his cock inside of her.  Judith moaned out loudly as she could feel the climax start inside of her.  She raked her hands down his back as her body shook under him.

Judith felt him continue to thrust and her body got back into rhythm.  She looked up at him and smiled her vision still cloudy from the pleasure she had just felt.

The orgasm she had earlier compared nothing to this one.  Her mind was reeling as she felt another climax working its way through her body.

Colin felt her wetness wrapped around his dick that was buried inside of her.  His mind was working hard to control his orgasm.  He wanted nothing more than to thrust into her as hard as he could. 

But there was part of him that wanted to make sure she was pleased first.  He could feel her body as she started to orgasm and he loved the moisture that soaked his hardness.

He kissed her deeply, fighting with her tongue for dominance.  Colin moaned as he felt her body clasp around his cock and felt more juices spill. 

She murmured something in his ear that he could hear.  He knew she had a few climaxes so he decided he could let himself go.

As he thrust into her quicker and harder, he felt his body let go and he moaned.  As his sperm was soaking her pussy, he felt her nails dig into him once more and felt her climax around his cock.

              “Ohhhhhhh.” He yelled out as another orgasm followed his first one.  His eyes felt like they would roll to the back of his head.  He could feel her pussy clamping down on his dick and milking out every last ounce of sperm.

Colin rolled over to her side.  He looked over at her.  She had a looked like she was still enjoying her climax.  He kissed her cheek.  “That was the most amazing thing I’ve ever experienced.”  He admitted.

He saw her smile.  She then looked at him and said, “Yea it was amazing wasn’t it!”  She shook her head as she said it.

“I have a confession to make to you.”  He said.

              “What is it?”  She asked looking at him.

              “I’ve been thinking of doing that since the first time I met you.”  He stated.

She looked at him shocked.  “The first time you saw me I don’t think I had 2 hours a sleep in 48 hours.  I was a mess.” 

              “Yeah but you were one sexy mess!”  He growled at her.

He watched as she turned bright red.  “Oh come on, I’m not sexy.”  She laughed.

              “You don’t know the half of what you have!”  He commented.

              “Will you marry me?”  Colin got down on his knees about two weeks after their first supper.

              “You barely know me!”  Judith commented.

              “But I love you and you know that.”   Colin stated.

Judith smiled and said.  “Yes I know and I love you so yes I will marry you!” 

He hugged her and looked over at Little John.  “You hear that big boy, she said yes!”  Colin smiled and kissed Judith.  Getting up he grabbed Little John and gave him a hug and a kiss on the cheek.

Once he had made love to her that first night, he knew it was no use fighting how he felt.  He had been able to hold out telling her those words but only for a bit. 

The first time he had told her she didn’t believe him right away.  Swearing he didn’t know her.  He had told her then, “I know you well enough to know I love you.  For me that’s all I need to know!”  Colin had told her.

Bonus Book Desired by Alien Lord

Kelly awoke with a start in the night unable to move her limbs. This wasn’t a sensation that she was unused to, as she had had bouts of sleep paralysis since she was a child. Many of the nights that she lied in her bed trapped under her sheets, she saw large, masculine figures crowded around her, looking down at her, helpless under invisible weights. As always, she stopped and told herself not to panic. Yes, the feeling of being at the mercy of someone or something else was a horrifying one, but this was something that she was used to. She woke up frozen in the night because there was something wrong with the way her brain worked, not because she was in a trance or about to be abducted. This was a night just like any other over the course of her life, and nothing that she should be worried about. Until it was.

              Unlike the many other nights that had come and gone with her stuck awake, staring at the ceiling and the shadowy figures that encircled her vision, after what she guessed was about five or ten minutes stuck under her comforter, a bright white light started emanating from the center of the circle that the shadowy figures had always formed. Initially, she panicked, her heart racing and her frozen palms growing clammy as it grew brighter and brighter. The light began to envelop the forms, which had become so familiar to her over the years, and their predictable outlines grew blurred. Suddenly, she didn’t think that her nightly visitors were so familiar. She quickly moved to force that thought out of her head, however. She figured she would be awake soon enough. It would all be over, just as it always was.

              The light continued to grow until she could no longer see what she had come to believe were hallucinations hovering over her. Everything around her became white – blinding white that served to completely disorient her.  With no frame of reference or no bearing, she had no idea where she was or what position she was really in. All she knew was that she felt suspended, and that she was moving somewhere inexplicably fast.

              Though the light had taken a bit of time to fade in, it disappeared all too quickly, jarring Kelly’s awareness to her new surroundings. She blinked a few times, and her mouth fell open in disbelief. All around her, she saw polished metal with smooth edges and gliding corners. Everything seemed seamless and streamlined, like it had been the culmination of astounding intellectual achievement. Clearly she had never been in such a place before, nor had she imagined that people could have made such a thing a reality, but there she was – unless she was still dreaming. She hadn’t seen any people yet, after all, and she was being moved down the hallway, around winding corner after winding corner. This was probably still just a dream, like she had always been used to, or so she told herself.

              Eventually, she came to a glass door, which disappeared as she approached it. Inside, there was a pitted theater style room, which she was placed in the center of. The lights that were pointed toward the stage at the center prevented her from seeing whether or not anyone was in the presumed seats behind them. She could only hope that this dream wasn’t about to be turned into a nightmare. Soon, she would wake up and be able to move her limbs again. She’d walk into her kitchen and make herself a nightcap to calm her nerves and send her back to sleep. It would be okay. She’d go to work in the morning and just shrug it all off. Routine. That’s of course when she realized that she could actually move her head. The whole time she had been moved to her new location, she had assumed that her propped vision was the result of her waking dream, but in all actuality, she had been holding her head up the whole time on her own. That’s also when she started to panic a bit, and decided to take a look downwards to see what her state of affairs looked like.

              What she found was that she was lying unclothed under a thin, but sensationless blanket on a floating polished metal disc. Her wrists and ankles were secured to the disc, but she could rotate enough to sit up and hold herself up with her hands. Nor were her restraints so uncomfortable that they were particularly noticeable either. Her mind was screaming that she was still in a waking dream, but she knew deep down that she was definitely awake. After all, she could move. That light wasn’t her just falling back asleep. It was a transport of some sort – that was the only thing that made sense given that her surroundings screamed otherworldly. Kelly wasn’t necessarily the most put-together of people – she was frequently late to work and would sometimes spend her night munching on a large container of vanilla yogurt versus actually making a balanced dinner, and to top it all off, she would regularly forget where she left her keys. However, it doesn’t exactly take a genius to notice things that are right in front of your face, and she had to quickly accept that facts were facts.

             
I guess it turns out that sleep paralysis isn’t to blame for all of the accounts of alien abductions,
she thought.
I mean, they’re pretty similar, but this is definitely distinct. I hope this isn’t one of those anal probe abductions. I’ve never been too into that.
She had always been preoccupied with watching UFO based sci-fi growing up and had devoured all accounts of alien abduction as she could find. She had seen them run the gambit from profound to downright torturous, but she still couldn’t get enough of them. She even saw similarities through time, but a part of her always did want to believe. A smaller part of her deeper down wouldn’t even really mind the anal probing that much, if it was done right. She didn’t want to admit to that though, and never would publicly.

              Eventually, the lights on her dimmed slightly, and she was able to make out silhouettes behind them. They looked pretty familiar and humanlike, which was a great comfort to her since she didn’t really know how many more visual surprises she could take in the near future given how shocked she was. She realized that her years of morbid fascination had rendered her incapable of really feeling anything about the situation other than a vague, animalistic fight or flight response that was woven with a mildly sexual frustration – visceral response, certainly, but dulled.

              Finally, she got a visualization of what the figures always surrounding her looked like, and she was thrilled. There literally couldn’t have been a better abduction scenario – the
man
who walked into the amphitheater seemed larger than life and was build like a classical god. Clearly defined muscles rippled all over his form and he brazenly bore half of his chest beneath a similarly classical toga.