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Two hours later, Judita was sitting at a table, one arm around
the shoulder of Henry Clifford, the American diplomat who was her mark, the other arm fending off his attempt to put his hand up her dress.

After ten glasses of vodka, his spectacles were askew, his tie pulled down, his shirt no longer tucked into his trousers. Judita's waiter looked at her in concern, and mouthed, ‘Shall I stop him?' but she shook her head and gave him a wink.

Henry was tall and strong but the drink had weakened his concentration and his words of affection and less than subtle innuendo – delivered in poorly constructed Russian blended with English – were slurred. Judita had coyly shared with him her story of being the young widow of a Russian academic killed by that ‘monster Stalin' and the narrative seemed to be holding up.

She allowed his hand to remain at the top of her stockings, but held it firmly so that it went no higher. She whispered in his ear above the din of the room, expanding on her story. ‘I spent time with my husband in New York and it was glorious. I just want to go back there; to the white picket fences and the roses in the gardens and the way the leaves turn red in the fall.'

Henry swayed and slurred and attempted to grope Judita's breast. She allowed it for a moment and then playfully swatted him away. She judged he needed to know the honey was on offer if he was to open up.

‘Take me away with you,' she said in a light-hearted, Hollywood-esque dramatic fashion and she kissed him on the cheek. It was her toe in the water to see how he would respond.

Henry dropped into English, the alcohol dissolving what was left of his Russian. ‘Honey, you would love it in the States. Girl like you, you could go to Hollywood. I could make you a star.'

‘Do you know people in Hollywood?' Judita asked in apparent awe.

‘Of course. I know all kinds of people,' he said, moving his
hand again up Judita's leg.

‘Then take me.' She phrased the word for all its double entendre.

‘I'll put you in the diplomatic bag,' he said and then started to giggle to himself. It was the funniest joke he'd ever told. And Judita laughed, judging the moment, counting his drinks, watching his eyes.

‘I'd be very, very grateful . . .' She let the last word hang in the air.

‘You wanna show me your gratitude now, babe?' he said.

She thought she'd rather jump into the icy Moskva River than have him kiss her. But she remained focused. ‘Sure,' she said, and started to fondle him. He opened his mouth like a fish dying on a riverbank, and moaned. She glanced over to the bar, and saw the waiter staring at her, shaking his head in warning. But she winked again at him.

Judita whispered into Henry's ear, ‘Can you get me to America next February? That'd be the most wonderful thing. Then I'll really truly show you my gratitude.'

From the depths of his drunken fog and his urgent need for sexual release, something stirred in his mind. ‘February? No. Not a good time. That's when Roosevelt . . . oops . . . shouldn't say too much.'

‘My God,' she said in wonder. ‘You know the American President. You're that important?'

He looked at her, trying to focus. She was so utterly beautiful, young and innocent. And her big eyes opened wide when he dropped the name of the President. He nodded, and put his finger to his lips. ‘Shush . . . mustn't say. Very confishential . . . I mean con-fid-ential.' He slowed the word down to get it right.

‘What's confidential?' asked Judita, sensing she was close, though what information he might offer she didn't know.

‘The conference. Very secret. Shhh.' And he giggled at
himself.

‘Will you be there?'

‘Sure I'll be there, baby. I'll be leading the discussions.'

He smiled to himself. She'd been briefed that he was a rather junior diplomat, little more than a pen-pusher who'd risen to a senior position more by the necessities of war than by merit.

‘Will you meet Roosevelt? Will you meet Stalin? What will they say to you? Oh, Henry . . . I never dreamed I'd meet somebody as important as you.'

He thought for a moment, blinked and tried to focus, then he said, ‘Don't say anything to anybody . . .' He held her hand and leaned so close to her face that she felt she could almost become drunk from the fumes from his mouth. ‘We're going to put Europe back together again when this war's finished. That's what I'm going to be talking about with your great leader Stalin and my boss . . . put the whole shooting match back together again. Yep!'

‘But how? Isn't Hitler winning?'

Henry snorted. ‘You kidding, babe? That Nazi asshole is staring at the end. As soon as this thing is over and ol' Adolf is captured, we're gonna try him. American justice! And we'll carve up Europe so that Germany ain't no more . . .'

‘And what about here? What about Russia? What do you plan to do with little ol' us?' said Judita, feigning the accent of an American southern belle. She'd never seen nor heard such a person with such an accent. But her training had been thorough, including American movies and culture.

He shook his head, and said softly, ‘You'll do okay. Ol' Uncle Joe Stalin will get the scraps from what we have left over. Germany, Hungary and Czechoslovakia, the Brits will get the Balkans, and we'll throw some scraps to France. They can have the fucking Ruhr if they want it!'

‘So shall I stay here in Russia, without you, Henry? If
everything is as good as you say it will be?'

‘No, baby. Let Uncle Henry take you outta here. I think your Uncle Joe is gonna be so pissed off with what we leave him that all hell's gonna break loose. Maybe even another war.'

It was in this moment that Judita understood. This was not a mission so much as a test. The diplomat gave up little that the NKVD wouldn't already know – just motives and objectives rather than tactics. So as she excused herself, telling Henry that she needed to go to the bathroom and with the promise of something ‘special' when she returned, she wondered if she had done enough to pass the test. Had she performed in a way that would make Anastasia proud?

Judita slipped out of the doorway and into the freezing night air. It had been snowing and her footprints in the fresh powder caused her concern, should the idiot attempt to follow her. But the moment she appeared on the street, the black car she had arrived in roared up beside her and the door opened.

The cabin of the car was deliciously warm and in the dull light she saw her handler, Anastasia Bistrzhitska, sitting on the back seat.

‘Well, little one?'

Judita nodded and recounted to Anastasia the entire conversation, from her extraordinary memory. Every detail. Every word. She did so without emotion or embellishment. Pure reportage of what the diplomat had said. All the while watching Anastasia's face for signs that she had done well and that her handler approved.

Finally Anastasia smiled and said simply, ‘Well done, my little dove. You're set for great things, Judita Ludmilla, for the motherland, for the Soviet Republic and for the glory of the Russian people.'

‘But you already knew everything I've told you, didn't you?' said Judita.

Anastasia smiled. ‘Of course.'

‘So it was nothing more than a test to see if I was ready.'

The interior of the car was dark, but Judita knew that Anastasia nodded and was smiling.

‘And did I pass?'

‘Oh yes, my little dove; you passed with flying colours.'

Judita remained quiet as the car drove back to the Lubyanka. As it crossed the Moskva River and then right into Borovitskaya to pass Red Square and the Kremlin, Judita said quietly, ‘Oh, you'd better drop me off here. I had a note earlier today to meet tonight with Comrade Stalin.' Out of the corner of her eye, even in the dim light cast by the street lamps, Judita could see Anastasia turning towards her in shock.

‘He wants me to teach him Hebrew,' she said.

Anastasia said nothing. Her mouth was open. She was incredulous.

‘Just testing you,' said Judita, trying not to laugh.

And Anastasia suddenly burst out laughing, and threw her arms around the young woman. She kissed her on the cheek, and lightly on the lips.

‘So you think I'm ready for my mission?' Judita said softly.

Anastasia was still laughing but managed to say, ‘Soon, my dove. Very soon. But not quite yet . . .'

Moscow, USSR

December 1944

J
ust weeks after she'd passed her initiation test with the American diplomat, Judita rode through the streets of Moscow in the back seat of a car as it was driven along the river, parallel to the magnificent embankment. The street lamps bathed the white snow in sepia. Next to her was Anastasia.

‘Where are we going?' asked Judita, turning towards the imposing woman beside her. Beautiful, powerful, confident and cold, Anastasia was everything Judita had been shaped to admire.

‘You will see . . .' was her only answer, given without turning to face her protégée.

Judita knew better than to ask further and turned her attention back to the snow outside.

That day when NKVD agents had come for her at the school in the basement of the old synagogue seemed so very long
ago. A different time. A different life. A different Judita. When she thought of herself then it was like thinking of a stranger, someone distant and unfamiliar. Much more significant than the change she'd undergone from a girl to a woman, Judita now saw the world differently. The lessons she had been saturated in – communist theory, philosophy and history, spycraft and languages – all changed her sense of self and her place in the world. And yet as she watched the city of Moscow drift by the window, she felt its familiarity, a connection older than the self she now knew. She had been a Jewish child in these streets before she was a Soviet woman. She'd thought that the training had knocked that out of her, but it was a memory she couldn't remove.

She had passed her initial training as an NKVD agent and then been handed over to specialists. Anastasia remained her lead handler but her world had shifted and changed yet again since the meeting with Beria, since her test with the American diplomat. Of the initial fifteen young and middle-aged Russian Jews who had been selected from all over the Soviet Socialist Republic, only a handful from her group had been selected for further training.

Now she and her colleagues were studying Jewish and Arab languages, history, imperialism, collectivism, government structure and its intersections, the inefficiencies of officialdom and the personal weaknesses of key members of the Jewish Assembly of Representatives, a new governing body in Palestine. Lectures were conducted every morning and afternoon, six days a week, and tests were given every evening.

But it also meant that every Sunday, she and the others were free to wander the streets of Moscow, and marvel at the buildings, the wide boulevards. Suddenly light-hearted on a Sunday morning after a concentrated week, the young men and women would walk along the banks of the river, accompanied by a
number of guards to ensure that they didn't wander away.

On one particular day the group had passed a café and Judita glanced inside to see a number of customers sitting at tables, sipping drinks, when something caught her eye. She looked in again; then she peered deeper into the shop, much deeper. To her utter amazement, two of the people sitting there looked more than familiar. The sun was playing tricks on the glass window, but Judita stared carefully, and was certain that she could see her father and mother at one of the tables, sitting opposite each other, talking animatedly, silhouetted against the dim lights of the interior.

She began to move away from the group to go into the café, but the guard prevented her, telling her to keep up with the others. She started to argue, but the guard, as though under instruction, uncharacteristically became aggressive, and forced her to move forward. For the next ten minutes, as they were virtually frog-marched along, Judita continued to turn back and stare in the direction of the café, but nobody emerged.