Take a Breath (Take 1) (7 page)

   “Are you ok Ana?”  

 
  I look up, tears in my eyes.  This man is so
beautiful.  He oozes sex from every pore of his body.  I
can’t believe he asked me this and I can’t believe how mum could have
possibly left him.  He spies the letter in my hand.  I look
at him and then the letter.  I pass it to him to read, he has to
know.  He reads expression quickly turning into a frown and
sighs.  “I’m sorry Jake; I expected this from my mum.  I
didn’t think she would do it this time but she has.  I thought she
really loved you and that she would stay.  I’m so
sorry.”  

    He looks confused, “Ana, what do you mean?”  

 
  I can’t bear to keep it in any longer.  “She has been doing
this my whole life Jake, she moves from one man to the next and has
been dragging me along for the ride.  I’m so sorry, you probably
hate me now.  I’ll find a place to stay and move out as quickly as
I can.  I know you can’t possibly want me around any longer,
especially now you know she’s not coming back.”  

 
  He looks at me in shock and shakes his head, “I don’t want to
hear another word about you moving out Ana.  This is your home and
I could never punish you for what your mother has done.  She has
left the family, your family and we must move on.  I just hate the
fact that she has left you without at least saying goodbye.”  

 
  He looks pained like he wants to say more but bites his
lip.  A tear falls from my eye and Jake tenderly removes it with
his thumb.  The electricity from that one tiny touch sends my
blood rushing through my whole entire body.  I’ve never had this
with anyone before.  Jake sucks in his breath like he felt it too
and he looks on at me with a pained expression.  I touch his hand
and then everything goes silent.  Jakes bends down towards my lips
and the flames between my legs are burning hotter than the sun. 
Is he really going to kiss me after all this time of dreaming he
would?  He moves in further and the further he does the more my
heart is racing with such intensity I can almost hear it screaming
through my ears.  Our lips touch tenderly at first and the moan
that escapes my mouth is like a sound of desperation.  The hunger
soon sets in as the moan I released has somehow opened the floodgates
for him to push on.  I feel him slide his tongue in my mouth and I
let out yet another sound.  This seems to drive him forward as I
push my hands through his hair and squeeze him into me harder.  I
think I’m going to pass out with the intensity and heat rising through
my whole being, but I can’t stop this, I don’t want to stop this. 
I have dreamed of this moment and it is here, finally it is here. 
He pushes me down onto the sofa with such force that it takes my breath
away.  I wrap my leg around his waist and pull him into me; our
hips meeting and his hardness digging into my flaming hot, soaking wet
pussy.  He grabs my thigh as his hand eases up my leg; he stops at
my hip squeezing it hard.  I think I may orgasm just at his
slightest touch, I’m bursting with adrenaline and I let out another
moan.  I dig my nails into his back; I can’t get enough of this
man.  He squeezes my breast kissing my neck and I can’t hold back
the words that come out of my mouth, “Oh Jake, please.”  He growls
in my ear and I desperately try to get to the belt of his trousers so I
can feel him inside me as soon as possible.  I have to have him
and it has to be now.  I pull at his belt and manage to release
it.  I try to undo his zip so I can move my hand in and feel his
beautiful cock.  At that moment I am yanked into reality when I’m
all alone on the sofa breath coming out in gasps and another lion of a
male over the other end of the room doing the same.  The tears
threaten again as I look at him in agony.  

 
 “I’m so sorry Ana.  I shouldn’t have done it.  This is
all wrong, the situation is wrong.  I was supposed to be your
stepfather shortly.”  

 
  I give him a hardened look and he winces.  “I’m glad this
was as easy for you then it could ever have been for me.  You’re
just going to leave me like this?”  I can’t believe what I’ve just
said.  I’m practically begging for sex, making it plainly obvious
that I’m desperate for him.  I’m just beyond mad with lust, I
can’t help it.  He looks lost and desperately tries doing his belt
up, hiding his obvious arousal.  

    He catches me staring and mutters, “I’m sorry Ana,” before disappearing quickly up the stairs.

I
take deep breaths trying to gather myself up to some sort of normal way
of thinking.  I’m starting to feel stupid and so wish in a way I
had never met Jake.  I’m never going to be able to look at him in
the same way ever again now.  I really must move out as I can’t
keep going on like this, behaving like the panting lap dog that I feel
I’m becoming around him.  I sit there a few minutes trying to calm
my erratic heartbeat and I think it may be best if I just watched a
movie, maybe a good slasher film that will certainly snap me out of my
reverie. Not long into settling with Total Recall the door goes and
Matthew comes in.  “Hey Ana, how’s it hanging?”  He looks
over to me and see’s my obvious distress.  

 
 “Your mom has a lot to answer for.”  He sits down and gives
me a big hug, “No one hurts my big Sis Ana.”  

 
  Oh, if only he knew!  I let out a laugh and he smiles at
me.  “Thanks Matthew, I appreciate that.”  Matthew is a very
good boy, a typical teenager who likes to hang out with his mates and I
should imagine the girls too.  Jake doesn’t seem to mind as long
as he doesn’t get into trouble and gets on at school.  Matthew is
very clever though.  He could give the teachers a run for their
money. “I hate to tell you Matthew, but My mum’s gone and not coming
back.  I’m really sorry; she sent me a letter to let me know as
much.”  

    He looks at the piece of paper in my hands, “Am I allowed to say your mom is a bit of a bitch?”  

 
  I burst out laughing at this statement and put my hand on his
shoulder.  “Matthew my dear, don’t worry, it’s along the same
lines I’m thinking also.”  He smiles at me and pauses like he’s
got something on his mind.  

   “I hate to do this to you now Ana, but can I ask a favour?”  

    I look at him sceptically, “What is it Matthew?”  I ask.  

   “You’re off tomorrow, aren’t you?”  

    I raise an eyebrow, “Yes, go on.” 

 
  He bites his lip, “Well, you know I’m going on this camping trip
for the weekend?”  I nod.  “A few of my mates are coming
round tomorrow and you know Clive has a big crush on you?”  

 
  I blush at this but remember Clive who was 14 at the time asking
me on a date.  It was quite flattering but I obviously had to let
him down gently.  “Don’t be acting like my pimp Matthew, I’ll kill
you!”  

 
  He looks abashed, “No, no, it’s not like that, I just want to
wind him up.  He has been winding me up something awful lately and
I am just dying to get him back.”  

 
  My lip curls into a smile, “Right, so what’s the plan my
dear?”  Looking like he has won the lottery he tells me what he
has in store for Clive and I agree.  It sounds like harmless fun.

Chapter 9

I
go to bed hardly sleeping a wink thinking of Jake and his every touch,
eventually through pure thought exhaustion my body gives in.  I
wake with one eye ope
n and see the sun is
shining, it’s another beautiful day.  I glance at the clock and I
can’t believe how long I’ve slept, it’s after 12pm already.  I get
up remembering that Matthew wants me to execute my plan at around 1pm
just before all the boys head off.  I have a shower and shave my
legs.  I put on some sun cream and I get set putting my bikini
on.  I blow dry my hair and apply a bit of makeup before making my
way downstairs.  It is all quiet in the house but I can hear
voices outside by the pool.  I make my way outside and the
conversation has soon gone deathly quiet as they all spot me coming
towards them.  I halt in my tracks as I see Jake by the barbeque
tidying things up.  His piercing green eyes are looking over me
and I inwardly quiver.  I must not think about Jake and just get
on with the task in hand for Matthew’s sake.  I said I would do it
for him and I like to keep to my word.  My feet find movement
again and I walk over.  “Hello boys, how are we this fine
beautiful day?”  I look over to Jake and he is standing there with
a spatula in his hand.  By the looks of it he will snap it in half
if he tightens that thing any further.  He looks hopping mad but I
feel determined.  It serves him right.  

   “Great,” they all say in unison.  

 
 “I have a situation that needs attending to boys.  I can’t
reach my back to get any lotion on, could one of you possibly help me
with this?”  Clive virtually flies in the air to snatch the sun
cream from me.  I try to hide the little laugh that escapes my
lips but it is so hard.  This is more fun than I thought it was
going to be.  A sound makes me jump and I see that Jake has now
snapped the spatula in his hand.  He’s about to pop his vein, but
nobody has noticed this little occurrence.  They seem to all be
too wrapped up in what is happening with me.  

 
 “No, Clive you can’t, as she is my sister, I must do it.” 
He grabs the sun cream from Clive who now has the same vein popping out
his head as Jake does.  

    I position myself on top of the sun lounger face down and reach my hand across to undo my bikini top.  

 
  All the boys gasp and at that point Jake shouts out, “Right, I
think it’s time you boys get ready now don’t you?”  

    Matthew looks at his dad, “I think we have another five minutes yet Dad.”  

    Jake fumes, “Now, Matthew.”  

 
  Matthew looks perplexed but a wave of knowledge seems to cross
him and he smiles at me and winks.  I gasp and look away. 
“Ok, Dad, we’ll be off now, see you on Sunday Ana.”  

 
  The boys all look a tad annoyed as I tie my bikini top back
on.  I say my goodbyes whilst Jake sees them all out and I run
upstairs to put a dress on.

I’m in the middle of getting ready and I’ve just got the dress over my
head when the door slams open.  I jump out of my skin at the
violent thud.  I pull my dress down over me and Jake is standing
there glaring.  He looks like a bull about to charge.  He’s
red in the face and his breathing is erratic.  

   “What the fuck was that Ana?”  

 
  I’m shocked; I think that’s the first time I’ve heard him swear
like that.  He is normally so laid back.  “Jake, I don’t know
what you mean.  Why are you so angry with me?”  

 
  He takes a deep breath, “You come outside dressed in something
that leads little to the imagination and nearly give five teenage boys
a show they’ll probably never forget, what were you thinking?  Are
you trying to get me angry?  Well, it worked.”  

 
  I don’t know where to look, “I’m sorry Jake, I didn’t mean to
make you angry, it was a joke.”  The vein is popping
again.  

   “A JOKE, a fucking Joke, Ana you’re walking around like a fucking little prick tease.”  

 
  I feel like I’m the one popping the vein now, I’ve had
enough.  I walk over to him and lunge for him ready to give him
the slap he deserves but he grabs my wrist holding on to it
firmly.  I try to struggle but it’s no use, he’s too strong. 
He pushes me up against the bedroom wall with such force all the air
escapes my lungs and before I can react he’s crushing his lips to
mine.  The rage and anger I felt quickly turn to pure
unadulterated lust.  He lets go of my wrists knowing I have
completely given in to him as I pull at his hair and squeeze his back
into me with my leg.  He groans into my mouth and my whole body
ignites with fire.  He lifts me up and I wrap my legs around his
waist as he carries me to the bed and drops me down.  He pushes my
dress up with his hand and squeezes my thigh again, it’s
delicious.  A moan escapes me prompting him to move his hand to
the top of my dress and I feel the tug as he rips it from my chest,
exposing my hard nipples through my bikini top.  He’s destroyed my
dress but I just don’t give a fuck.  I will let him destroy a
hundred dresses if it’s going to feel this good every time.  He
quickly unties the strings from my neck and pulls one side down to
reveal my heaving breast.  

   “Fuck,” he gasps as he takes my nipple into his mouth and starts to suck.  

 
  I can’t help but cry out.  How can he make me feel this
close to orgasm just from having his mouth to my nipple? “Jake,
please,” I beg as his hand moves swiftly down to my bikini bottoms and
in one rigorous tug he rips it off.  I very nearly orgasm just
from this one little movement he makes.  I have never managed to
orgasm through sex but this one man has me like mush just through his
simple touch.  I reach down to his belt and yank at it.  I
wrap my legs around him and pin him to me so he can’t escape.  A
little chuckle escapes him as he knows exactly what I’m thinking. 
I remove his jeans and he helps guide them down.  He reaches up to
find my breast and squeezes my nipple gently, I think I’m about to
explode.  He positions the tip of his erection at my entrance
anticipation of what is about to happen next clawing away at my
insides.  He plunges deep into me and I gasp out loud as Jake
grunts this beautiful sound in my ear; he feels so big.  He finds
my mouth again and starts a delicious rhythm inside me.  Pounding
harder and harder, I feel like I’m going to scream.  I push my
hips up to meet him more, never seeming able to get enough of
him.  I’m climbing and climbing and my head is spinning with
everything Jake.  I can feel this familiar sensation rising up
inside my very core and I feel like my whole body is about to go up in
flames with the pressure and the heat of this beautiful man inside
me.  The feeling is a familiar one, but so intense I have never
felt anything else like it.  I can’t hold on any longer as my
walls begin to tighten and my legs go rigid at my impending
orgasm.  I explode the most intense climax I have ever felt in my
life and I scream out his name.