Tears on My Pillow (2 page)

November 25
th
2013

Monday

Qia

     I get on the luxury bus feeling good. I’m so happy to see that the very last seat in the back is still available. I slide into the chair and move all the way over so I am next to the window. I am going to need this window as an escape if these people start irking my nerves. I prefer to be by myself and certainly stay away from large groups when I can help it but, to go shopping in Kingston I will make this sacrifice.

     I situate my purse in my lap and look out the window. I see my husband looking at his watch and I smile from ear to ear thinking ‘
Look at him already counting the minutes until I return.
’ He is so sweet. I miss him already.

     I look up towards the front of the bus and notice a tall, slender, brown skinned lady with a bad ass pixie cut boarding the bus. Looks like she is the last passenger. I start to pray that she picks a seat up front and doesn’t sit down next to me. Of course there must be a problem with my direct line to God because she plops down in the seat next to me and nearly hits me with her purse.

     “Sorry,”
she says.

     The bus starts to pull off and I look back out the window to get one last glimpse of my husband but he is gone.

November 25
th
2013

Monday

Jakari

     I knock on the door and she answers fully dressed, like she isn’t expecting me. She is wearing some light colored daisy duke jean shorts with a light pink body suit. I’m happy to see that she has taken that ghetto weave out of her head and is now wearing a short cut with wispy feathered and jagged bangs.

     “
You look cute,”
I tell her, poking out my bottom lip and nodding my head up and down in approval.

     “Thank you. You looking fly yourself.”
She leans her head down and to the side as if she is shy.

     I step in and she closes the door behind me.

     “How was your flight?”
I say as I sit down on the chair in the corner of her small room. This is certainly different from the suite that Qia and I have, but then again, it should be.

     “It was okay. It could’ve been better if a brotha would have sprung for first class instead of putting me in coach. Damn near economy status!”
She stares at me while putting one hand on her hip and poking her lips out.

     “Beggars can’t be choosy. Yo ass is lucky that I didn’t have you come over in a rowboat.”

     Kelly walks over and sits on my lap. I think maybe bringing her here is finally about to pay off. Because all of this back and forth bullshit is starting to aggravate me; conversation is not why I flew her halfway around the world
. “Anyway… Did you miss me Daddy?”
she says in the little girl voice she likes to use when she’s trying to get her way.

     I lean forward and give her a long wet kiss before I say,
“Honestly, not so much ‘you’ as ‘this’,”
as I put my hand between her thighs and rub her kitty-kat. I immediately frown as she grabs my hand.

     “Um…what the fuck are you doing?! I hope you don’t think I flew you all the way here for your conversation,”
I say as I try to refrain from pushing her ass on the floor while I wait for her response.

     “Well…ummm…Jakari baby. I’m on my period.”
She looks down into her lap and starts playing with the fringe on her shorts.

     I laugh loud and sarcastically.
“I must have heard you wrong! Did you just say you’re on your period?!”
She slowly nods her head yes.

     I stand up, causing her to almost fall on the floor, and begin to walk across the room on my way out the door. I just spent three thousand dollars to fly this bitch to Jamaica and she pulls this shit! Whether she knows it or not this is the end of the road for us.

November 25
th
2013

Monday

Qia

     “Hello, my name is Tiffani.”
She stretches her hand out for me to shake.

     I quickly shake her hand.
“Hi. I’m Qia.”
I say as I admire her perfectly manicured nails.

     “You on vacation?”
she asks while digging in her purse.

     “Honeymoon,”
I mumble. Damn, this broad is a talker. Lord why? I asked for no-one to sit next to me and not only do You not listen to that request, you put a motor mouth next to me. I turn my head to look out the window, hoping that will give her a hint but I am wrong.

     “Wow! Congratulations! I am here for my ten year anniversary. However, I want some me time and some retail therapy so here I am.”
Tiffani says
.
I chuckle a little because I can certainly understand that. I love Jakari and like spending time with him, but honestly he does keep me close during most of my free time. The fact that she has been married for ten years makes me want to get to know her a little better. Maybe she can give me some marriage pointers.

     “So, how have you and your husband managed to stay married for so long?”
I turn to look at her hoping that she can give me some information I can use.

     “Girl, I can’t pretend to know all the secrets. But one thing I do know is that you got to keep it spicy!”
She throws her head back and clutches her chest as she laughs. “
As a matter of fact, excuse me while I step in the bathroom to video chat with my husband for a few minutes. If you know what I mean...”
She winks as she stands up and heads towards the bathroom. I give her a high five before she walks away.

     I sit smiling and think to myself,
‘I hope Jakari and I can still be like that after ten years of marriage
.’ While Tiffani is in the bathroom handling her husband, I decide to take the opportunity to handle mine. I take my phone out of my purse and text Jakari.

Hey baby!

     It takes a few minutes, but he texts back:

You ok my love?

Yea just wish I had fucked you again before I left

     Another slight pause before he texts me back

O really?

Really! I am craving the taste of your dick for some reason

November 25
th
2013

Monday

Jakari

     Kelly races across the room and grabs my arm.
“Please don’t be mad Jakari. I missed you and wanted to see you. Let me show you that I am not a one trick pony. Come here baby.”
I allow her to pull me back over to the corner in front of the chair.

     She bends down in front of me and gets on her knees. She reaches up unzips and unbuttons my shorts causing them to drop to my feet. She reaches inside my boxers and pulls my dick out. She begins stroking it real slow as she licks her lips and stares me right in the eyes. She continues to look at me while she uses the tip of her tongue to slowly lick the tip of my dick, making sure to get it really wet. As my dick begins to grow she begins to devour every inch of it inside her warm wet mouth. I wonder to myself whether or not she can taste Qia’s juices on me. That thought and the sight of her cherry red lips wrapped around my dick has me ready to explode all in her mouth in no time at all. But if this is all she’s going to be good for while she’s here, I am determined to make it last.

     “Ummm…yea…I like that,”
I say as I grab the back of her head and push more of my dick in her mouth. The suction this bitch is creating with her mouth is amazing. I feel my knees buckle as she gags a little and my dick touches the back of her throat.

     “Kelly, wait. Let me sit down,”
I tell her as I let her come up for air
and pause long enough for me to sit down in the chair, all the while maintaining my grip on the back of her head. Right when she grabs my dick again, my phone dings indicating that I have a text. I hadn’t even realized that I am still holding my phone in my hand. I let her hair go and check the text just as Kelly’s head starts to bob up and down again. It’s a text from Qia. I have to admit that getting some phenomenal head from this broad and reading a text from my wife at the same time is sexy as Hell! I feel my dick throb in Kelly’s mouth.

     I read the text from my wife and think to myself ‘
Damn my life couldn’t get any better than this. I’m in the middle of getting head from Kelly and my wife wants to sext’
. We text back and forth until I am jolted from my thoughts as Kelly says,
“What the fuck Jakari?! How you going to disrespect my slob game?”
She starts licking my balls while she waits for my response.

     I don’t make her wait long
. “Kelly shut the fuck up and put my dick back in your mouth. You know your place. This is business.”
I take my left hand and place it behind her head, grabbing a handful of hair again, and force her face back towards my pulsating dick. I’m not about to let her spoil this once in a lifetime opportunity. I lean my head back on the chair as Kelly works overtime on my wood and I text Qia back.

We can arrange it. I love seeing your lips wrapped around my dick

     A few seconds later I see the next text from Qia pop up. It’s a picture this time. She has her hand inside her white lace panties and it looks like she is fingering herself on the bus. I am so turned on that I drop the phone in the chair and stand up. Kelly readjusts herself and continues to go to work.

     “Ahhhh…oooo…yes…..fuck yea. I’m Cumming!”
I yell as I grab my dick and use short quick strokes near the tip until cum begins to shoot out.  Kelly leans her head back and opens her mouth letting some of my seed shoot in her mouth as the rest splashes all over her face. I use longer strokes, going from the shaft to the tip, to release the last bit of cum while I tap the tip of my rod on her lips. Kelly responds by licking every bit of cum off the tip of my dick and her lips.

     “
Get the rest of it,”
I tell her. She wipes my thick nut off of her face with her fingers, and then licks her fingers clean.

     “
Like that Daddy?”

     “Damn,”
I say as I sit back down in the chair and let the euphoria of my orgasm pass and text my wife.

November 25
th
2013

Monday

Qia

     Tiffani returns to her seat just as I’m straightening out my dress from that little picture I sent Jakari. I get ready to put my phone back in my purse when Jakari texts me back

I love it! My dick is so hard right now

     I smile to myself as I lock my screen and put my phone back in my purse.

     “Girl I needed that!”
Tiffani says as she sits back down.

     We both laugh and Tiffani pulls out a book to read.

     “What are you reading?”

     She holds the book out in front of me so I can see the cover.
“It’s called ’Bout Last Night’ by Mz Demeanor. I love her books! Her characters are something else let me tell you!”
she says shaking her head and snapping her fingers in a semi-circle.

     “You tickle me!”
I laugh.
“I am going to have to download that if it has you doing all that! Your nails are beautiful! I have never seen such an elaborate peacock design before and those colors really go well together!”
Tiffani holds her right hand out in front of us
“Girl my nail tech is the best! Brazille from Polished by Brazille’s. Have you heard of her?”

     I pull out my iPhone and ear buds so I can relax and listen to some music as we make our way to Kingston and reply
“No, I haven’t actually.”

     “You should look her up on Instagram! Her work is one of a kind.”
Tiffani opens her book and begins to read and I put my ear buds in my ears and hit play on my iPhone.

November 26
th
2013

Tuesday

Qia

     “
Good morning
” I say, stretching, as I roll over to face my husband.

     I am shocked when I realize that Jakari’s side of the bed is empty, and cold. He must have gotten up a while ago. I’m normally not that deep of a sleeper, but I guess being out there walking in all that island heat on my shopping trip yesterday wore me out. I’m glad that I had Tiffani to talk to, she is a trip. I laugh to myself thinking that I can’t be half as tired as his credit card must be now. I stretch, sit up and decide to go and see if he is in the bathroom.

     I stand up and walk across the suite to the bathroom. “
Jakari?
” I call, looking around the bathroom. I shrug my shoulders and smile at myself in the mirror. 
“I just bet that he’s not here because he is out planning a surprise for us to enjoy later on today,”
I say to my reflection while I turn on the faucet and grab a washcloth.  After I brush my teeth, I decide to go for a run. My husband’s not here to help me burn off my excess energy, so I might as well do it another way. Besides, I haven’t run in about three days and my mind and body are craving it. It’s just past five in the morning, so now is the perfect time to get my run in before the sun gets too hot.

     I slip on my white Nike running shorts and white spandex sports bra, got to strap the girls down when I am running. I put on my white socks with my bright yellow Nike Revolution 2 sneakers and head out the door. The water is rushing towards me on my left and the sand is running alongside me on my right. I am in heaven, just me and my thoughts out here running along the mostly empty beach. I love to sightsee and people watch on my runs. I notice how blue and calm the water is right now. This hotel is wonderful and the beach is beautiful.

     I look to my right, towards the hotel, and I see a couple sitting up on the balcony of their room, enjoying the relatively cool early morning. I can’t make out much more than their silhouettes, but they seem to be hugged up and enjoying each other’s company. It reminds me of all the times Jakari and I just sit in each other’s arms and watch the sunset. I notice a quick flash come from the balcony and think
‘People love them some selfies
.’ I look ahead and get focused on my run. I got to keep it tight for my man!