Combined..." She raised her shoulders as though
the conclusion spoke for itself.
After considering it for a moment, he frowned.
"It's almost too obvious, isn't it? Besides, she's got
an alibi."
Steffi scoffed. "The loyal family servant? Yes,
Miss Scarlett. No, Miss Scarlett. Why don't you slap
me again, Miss Scarlett?"
"Sarcasm doesn't flatter you, Steffi."
"I'm not being sarcastic. Their relationship reflects
an archaic attitude."
"Not to Mrs. Pettijohn. I'm sure not to Sarah
Birch, either. They're devoted to one another."
"As long as Miss Davee is boss."
He shook his head. "You'd have had to grow up
here to understand."
"Thank God I didn't. In the Midwest--"
"Where people are more enlightened and all men
are created equal?"
"You said it, Smilow, not me."
"Not just sarcastic, but condescending and self-righteous,
too. If you have so much bloody scorn
for us and what you perceive to be our archaic attitudes,
why'd you move down here?"
"For the opportunity it afforded."
"To right all our wrongs? To enlighten us poor,
backward-thinking southern folk?"
She scowled at him.
"Or do you find our way of life enviable?" Further
baiting her, he added, "Are you sure you're not jealous
of Davee Pettijohn?"
She mouthed, Fuck you, Smilow.
Then she finished her soft drink and stood up to
toss the empty can into a metal trash receptacle. The
clatter it made roused everyone in the waiting room
except the sleeping woman.
Steffi said, "I can hardly stomach women like
Davee Pettijohn. That all too obvious southern belle
affectation of hers makes me want to throw up."
He motioned her toward the door. They stepped
out into the warm, humid air. The eastern sky was
turning a grayish pink, harbinger of dawn. Upon reflection
he said, "I'll grant you that Mrs. Pettijohn
has it down to an art."
"What I'm thinking is that she's artful enough to
use it to get away with murder."
"You've got a cold heart, Steffi."
"You're a fine one to talk. If you were an Indian
your name would be Ice Flows in Veins."
"True enough," he said, taking no offense. "But
I'm not so sure about you."
She had reached the driver's door, but didn't get
in. Instead she paused and looked at him across the
roof of her car. "What about me?"
"No one questions your ambition, Steffi. But I've
heard that work isn't all that's keeping your blood hot
these days."
"What have you heard?"
"Rumors," he said.
"What kind of rumors?"
Smiling his chilly smile, he said again, "Just rumors."
Loretta Boothe raised her head from her sagging
position and watched Rory Smilow and Stefanie
Mundell make their way across the parking lot to a
car where they paused to chat before getting in and
driving away.
They had entered the emergency room with a burst
of energy and purpose, which Loretta knew both possessed
in abundance. They seemed to suck all the
oxygen out of the atmosphere. She disliked them
equally. But for different reasons.
She carried a personal grudge against Rory
Smilow that went back several years. As for Steffi
Mundell, she knew her by reputation only. The assis
tant D.A. was universally regarded as an unmitigated
bitch who thought her shit didn't stink.
Loretta couldn't say why she hadn't spoken to
them or made her presence known. Something had
compelled her to keep her head lowered, her face
down, pretending to be asleep. Not that either would
have given a flip about her one way or the other.
Smilow would have looked at her with disdain. Steffi
Mundell probably wouldn't have recognized her, or if
she had, she wouldn't remember her name. More
than likely they would have said something passably
civil, then ignored her.
So why hadn't she said something? Maybe it had
given her a sense of superiority to be unseen and unobserved
while she eavesdropped on their conversation,
first with the doctor, then with each other.
Earlier in the evening, before she had started feeling
sick and had to drive herself to the emergency
room, she had heard about the Lute Pettijohn murder
on TV. She'd watched Smilow's press conference. He
had conducted it in his typically efficient and unflappable
manner. Steffi Mundell was already horning in
where she wasn't wanted or needed, overstepping her
bounds, which it was said she was good at.
Loretta chuckled. It did her old heart good to see
them grappling for clues and following dead-end
leads. The investigation couldn't be going very well
if their only possible witnesses were people sick with
food poisoning. One thing was certain: Smilow didn't
have a viable suspect or he wouldn't be chasing down
emergency room patients.
Loretta glanced at the wall clock. She had been
waiting for over two hours and was feeling worse by
the minute. She hoped help would be coming soon.
To pass the time and keep her mind off her personal
miseries, she stared through the plate-glass
window at the spot, now empty, where their car had
been parked. Rory Smilow and Steffi Mundell. Jesus,
what a dangerous combination. God help the luckless
murderer when they did catch him.
"What are you doing here?"
At the sound of her daughter's voice, Loretta
turned. Bev was standing over her, fists on hips, eyes
judgmental, not at all happy to see her. She tried smiling,
but felt her dry lips crack when she stretched
them across her teeth. "Hi, Bev. Did they just now tell
you I was down here?"
"No, but I was busy and couldn't get away until
now."
Bev was an ICU nurse, but Loretta figured she
could have asked someone to cover for her for five
minutes if she had wanted to. Of course, she hadn't
wanted to.
Nervously she wet her scaly lips with her tongue.
"I thought I would come by and see . . . Maybe we
could have breakfast together."
"When my shift ends at seven, I will have put in
twelve hours. I'm going home to bed."
"Oh." This wasn't going even as well as Loretta
had hoped, and she hadn't held out much hope that it
would go well. She picked at the buttons on the front
of her dirty blouse.
"You didn't come here so we could have breakfast
together, did you?" Bev's voice had an imperious
tone that grabbed the attention of the admitting nurse.
Loretta noticed her glance at them curiously. "You ran out of money, so you couldn't buy your booze, so
you came begging to me."
Loretta lowered her head to avoid her daughter's
angry, unmerciful glare. "I haven't had a drink in
days, Bev. I swear I haven't."
"I smell it on you."
"I'm sick. Truly. I--"
"Oh, save it." Bev opened her pocketbook and
took out a ten-dollar bill. But she didn't hand it to
Loretta; she forced her to reach for it, adding to her
humiliation. "Don't bother me at work again. If you
do, I'll have hospital security escort you off the
premises. Understand?"
Loretta nodded, swallowing her pride and her
shame. The rubber soles of Bev's shoes squeaked on
the tiles as she turned to go. When Loretta heard the
elevator doors open, she raised her head and called
plaintively, "Bev, don't--"
The doors closed before she could finish, but not
before she could see that Bev's eyes were averted, as
though she couldn't bear the sight of her own mother.
SUNDAY
CHAPTER 8
it just didn't make sense.
Unexpectedly, out of the blue, you meet someone.
It's like getting a gift for no particular reason. The attraction
is instantaneous, strong, and mutual. You
enjoy each other's company. You laugh, you dance,
you eat corn on the cob and ice cream. You have sex
that makes you feel like you've never known what it
was all about before. You fall asleep in each other's
arms and feel more content than you can remember
feeling, ever.
Then you wake up alone.
She's gone. No so long, no goodbye. No hasta la
vista, baby. No nothing.
Hammond thumped the steering wheel of his car,
angry at her, but angrier at himself for giving a damn.
Why should he care that she had run out? Hey, he had
had a terrific Saturday night. He'd had great sex with
a gorgeous stranger who had accommodated him in
bed, then, being even more accommodating, had disappeared,
leaving no strings attached. The dream
date, right? It didn't get much better than that. Ask
any single male his number one, primo fantasy, and
that would be it.
So accept it for what it was, you jerk, he reprimanded
himself. Don't make too much out of it. And
don't remember it better than it actually was.
But he wasn't making it out better than it was. It
had been fantastic, and that's exactly how he was remembering
it.
Cursing, he swerved around a motorist who was
testing his patience by driving too slow. Everything
was an irritant today. Since waking up this morning,
he had been taking out his disappointment and frustration
on inanimate objects. First on the bureau on
which he had rammed his big toe as he had bolted
from the bed and run into the living area of the cabin,
frantically hoping to see her puttering around in the
kitchen looking for a cereal bowl, or thumbing
through a magazine in the living area, or sitting in the
porch rocking chair watching the river flow languidly
past as she sipped coffee and waited for him to wake
up.
His fantasies had taken on the soft-focus glow of
greeting card commercials.
But that's all they had been--fantasies.
Because the living room and kitchen were empty,
her car was gone, and the only occupant of the front
porch rocking chair had been a spider busily spinning
a web that spanned the seat from one armrest to the
other.
Uncaring that he was bare-assed, he had brushed
the spider aside and sat down in the rocker, pushing
back his hair with all ten fingers, the gesture of a desperate
man on the brink of losing all self-control.
What time had she left? What time was it now?
How long had she been gone?
Maybe she was coming back. Maybe he was getting
upset over nothing.
For half an hour, he had deluded himself into believing
that she had gone in search of donuts and danish.
Or cream for her coffee. Or a Sunday newspaper.
But she didn't come back.
Eventually he had relinquished the rocking chair
to the spider and went indoors. In his attempt to make
coffee, he had spilled grounds on the countertop.
Angry over that, he had cracked the glass carafe and
wound up throwing the whole damn machine onto
the floor, breaking it apart and dumping the water
with which he'd filled the tank.
He had searched the cabin, looking for something
she might have left behind, wishing for a business
card... or, better yet, a note. He found nothing. In
the bathroom, he had inspected the wastepaper basket
beneath the sink, but there was nothing in it except
the disposable plastic liner. When he came back up,
he bumped his head on the open door of the storage
cabinet. Furiously he slammed the door, but cursed
with even more ferocity when he slammed it shut on
his finger.
Finally, although the bed was the most poignant
reminder of her, he had returned to it, flinging himself
down onto it and placing his forearm across his
eyes, willing himself to get it together.
What the hell was wrong with him? he had asked
himself. No one who knew him would have recognized him this morning, prowling around naked and
unshaven and not giving a damn, looking and behaving
like a wild man, like a dangerously unbalanced
lunatic. Hammond Cross, acting like a chump, like a
lovesick calf. Our Hammond Cross? You gotta be
kidding!
Wait a minute, did you say lovesick!
Slowly he had lowered his arm and turned his
head toward her pillow. He touched it, placing his
hand in the depression left by her head. Gradually he
had rolled onto his side, drew the pillow against his
chest, and buried his face in it, breathing deeply of
her scent.
Desire engulfed him, but this wasn't about sex.
Okay, it was, but not entirely.
This wasn't ordinary lust. He'd experienced that
lots of times. He would recognize that. This was different.
Deeper. More involving. He was in the grip of
a... yearning.
"Shit," he had whispered. Would you listen to
yourself? Yearning?
Rolling onto his back again, he had gazed up at the
ceiling and dismally conceded that he didn't know
the term for what he felt. It was foreign to him. He