The Clouds
Authors: Juan José Saer
PRAISE FOR JUAN JOSÃ SAER
“A cerebral explorer of the problems of narrative in the wake of Joyce and Woolf, of Borges, of Rulfo and Arlt, Saer is also a stunning poet of place.”â
The Nation
“To say that Juan José Saer is the best Argentinian writer of today is to undervalue his work. It would be better to say that Saer is one of the best writers of today in any language.”âRicardo Piglia
“[
La Grande
] is a daring, idiosyncratic work that examines the idea of an individual person navigating the whirl of random events that helps shape everyone's lives.Ӊ
Kirkus Review
(starred)
“The most striking element of Saer's writing is his prose, at once dynamic and poetic. . . . It is brilliant.”â
Harvard Review
“Brilliant. . . . Saer's
The Sixty-Five Years of Washington
captures the wildness of human experience in all its variety.Ӊ
New York Times
“What Saer presents marvelously is the experience of reality, and the characters' attempts to write their own narratives within its excess.”â
Bookforum
ALSO BY JUAN JOSÃ SAER
The Event
The Investigation
La Grande
Nobody Nothing Never
The One Before
Scars
The Sixty-Five Years of Washington
The Witness
Copyright © Heirs of Juan José Saer, 1997
c/o Guillermo Schavelzon & Assoc., Agencia Literaria
Translation copyright © Hilary Vaughn Dobel, 2016
Originally published in Spanish as
Las nubes
, 1997
First edition, 2016
All rights reserved
Library of Congress Cataloging-in-Publication Data: Available.
ISBN-13: 978-1-940953-35-9
Design by N. J. Furl
Open Letter is the University of Rochester's nonprofit, literary translation press: Lattimore Hall 411, Box 270082, Rochester, NY 14627
Contents
“Afford thy desire some time.”
âLa Celestina,
Act VI
He finds himself already at the corner by the ice cream stand,
shielded from the sun by the broad red-and-white-striped awning. Before moving out of the shade to the sunny sidewalk across the street, he anticipates the feeling of heat-softened asphalt beneath the soles of his brown loafers. And now, on the gray sidewalk that shimmers and burns in the summer siesta hour, his shadow pools at his feet as if shriveled by the sun as it finally begins to sink, slowly, from its high point.
He is about to eat a double-scoop of chocolate and vanilla, his unusual lunch, and if he's waited this long to leave his office to buy itâit's nearly two-thirtyâit is because he's decided that the ice cream ought to get him by until dinnertime. Doubtless, the heat is the primary cause of such frugality, but a sort of athletic stoicism, as he imagines it (a result of the day's caprice rather than habit), colors this stratagem of his ever so slightly with virtue. So
he is pleased for the moment: content, spry, and healthy, and, not yet too far into his fifties, he believes he has great prospects, both immediate and long-term. He feels tall, bright, and vital, as if a red carpet stretched from the tips of his toes on to infinity. But almost immediately the harsh summer weather, the tumult of the street, and the black, noxious exhaust fumes carry him back to reality, to that midpoint in his soul between anxiety and euphoria that acquaintancesâand he himself, grown convinced by what began as an idle jokeârefer to with unjustified certainty as his temperament.
The heat wave has broiled the city for over a week. From a cloudless blue sky, the sun beats down with a merciless, all-pervading light that scorches the trees, muddies the senses, and dulls the mind. The heat relents only at night, and, then, only a little, but during Daylight Savings Timeâ
strictly an administrative decision
, he likes to joke,
only until the hens change their minds
âat the year's height, nightfall never ends and dusk lingers until just after 3
A.M
.; when everyone's still sleepless on account of the heat, dawn breaks, livid, in the east, and the intolerable sun reappears. Crowds of people lie tanning on the riverbanks, waiting for night, rain, vacation, an unlikely breeze, but the sweaty workers who eye them from the docks or one of the bridges, from the bus or the elevated metro over the Seine, watch the crowds with skepticism rather than jealousy.
It is the sixth of July. Last year, intending to settle affairs with his few remaining friends, Pichón visited his native city for some weeks from mid-February through the beginning of April after a twenty-year absence. Despite the years, the let-downs, and the strangeness of it all, he returned to Paris with a handful of good memories and a promise from Tomatis to come visit, but a whole year has passed waiting for Tomatis to make travel plans. Certain Sundays, they would speak on the telephone though they never had anything particular to say. As they lived in different hemispheres,
high summer for one meant the other had fists of frozen rain beating at his window. And because of the time differenceâmorning in the city is evening in Paris, and evening in the city is nighttime in Parisâthe weather occupied much of their conversation. Until one Sunday in May, less than two months ago, they spoke about the weather a little longer than usual because, despite the difference in season, country, continent, and hemisphere, climatic conditions were identical (a cold, rainy day), and Tomatis announced the good news at last: in early July he would spend several days in Paris.
But that wasn't all. Tomatis went on to say that Marcelo Soldiâ
that bearded lad, they'd spent a day taking his father's dinghy out with the boys to visit Washington's daughter, did he remember?
âmeant to send him something he'd been preparing over the last few months, and Tomatis, without further explanation, let drop an enigmatic phrase to pique Pichón's interest: “He went to search for Troy and nearly tumbled into Hades.” But it must have been in earnest since, perhaps a month later, the parcel arrived: a very long letter and a floppy disk in a medium-sized, self-sticking bubble envelope, which Soldi had further sealed up with clear adhesive tape as a precautionary measure. Soldi had masculinized the word
disquette
and given it an
accent grave
, which, as written, appeared as
el dìsket
. In a passage from the letter, he said:
“Beyond conversations with Tomatis, who can occasionally tax my patience, I've been amusing myself with impromptu jaunts out to the countryside and poking my nose into old papers that, often miraculously, preserve the memories of this placeâor of some other place, if one happens to live elsewhere. What's valid for one place is valid for all space, and we know that if the whole contains a part, the part, in its way, contains the whole.”
And elsewhere in the letter:
“I have a certain advantage over the archive's other aficionados: I get along with the elderly. The text I've sent you in the
dìsket
was entrusted to me by a woman in her nineties who, I believe, never actually read it. Lucky for her, she died, the poor
thing, while I was deciphering and transcribing it with the utmost fidelity into a clean copy, so now I won't have to be evasive or lie to her about the contents of these papers; as their owner has no heirs, I have deposited them in the Provincial Archive where they can be consulted now that I've finished the copies. We are terribly interested in your opinion because, contrary to what I think, Tomatis asserts that the document is not an authentic historical text but a work of fiction. But I sayâand I've thought about this carefullyâwhat else are the
Annals
, Lavoisier's
Elements of Chemistry
, the Napoleonic Code, the crowds and cities, suns and universe, but fiction?”
And, at the end:
“The manuscript the old woman gave me was untitled, but if I understood certain passages correctly, I believe the author would not have found it unsuitable if we called it
THE CLOUDS
.”
The envelope arrives in June, the twenty-first, to be exact, at summer's door.
As Pichón is still finishing out the year at the university, between reunions, exams, and colloquia, he's had no time to investigate the contents of the mysterious
dìsket
, by now covered in dust, abandoned somewhere among the books, notepads, and papers on his desk. On July second, his wife and boys leave for the seaside, and he has remained in Paris, delayed by a couple appointments, and because Tomatis has announced he'll arrive in Madrid at seven that night. The two men have decided to spend two or three days together in Paris where they will be able to speak more freely, and plan to travel together afterward, meeting up with Babette and the children in Brittany.
That morning, around 9:30, Pichón attends a faculty meeting and remains in his office afterward, working until 2:30, when he goes out for ice cream, then heads home for a siesta. Many city-dwellers have already left and, as the tourists (for some reason) have yet to arrive, perhaps preferring the ocean or the mountains in the excessive heat, the city is deserted; because of his family's
trip, so too is Pichón's flat, hereby establishing a curious parallel between home and city. As the windows are always open to capture stray currents of air, there exists between the city and house a sort of continuity; for a moment, he can't tell which contains the other. There is a silence, older and grander than usual, and it expands with the coming of hot, sticky night after the interminable day. Pichón leans out the second-story window in his shorts with all the lights off, surveying the quiet, empty street, and smoking cigarette after cigarette, taking in the night as through a stethoscopeânot so much the external details as the sensations those details arouse within him, taking him back to the past, to his childhood most of all, to moments so bright and intense that time seems to stop; to the point where he's forced to consider that many sensations he's always believed unique to a place in fact belong to summer.
Around 7:00, a little dazed from the heat and his overly long nap, he leaves to do some shopping in the neighborhood, but after dallying in a wine shop, selecting bottles of white for the coming days, he finds himself feeling refreshed, clean, and perfectly content, passing back through the blue evening air down stifling, deserted streets, and returns to his empty house. As soon as he enters, he goes to shower, dries himself gently, patting the towel on his skin, as one dabs blotting paper over lines of fresh ink, never rubbing; then he puts on only a clean pair of shorts. He has a light dinnerâa slice of ham, a few tomatoes, a nugget of cheese, and mineral waterâbut when he sits down at the computer, starting it up and inserting the
dìsket
to read out its contents on the screen, he thinks the better of it and makes his way to the refrigerator. He returns with a big, white crockery mug of cherries, sets it on his desk within reach of his left hand, amid the mess of pens, pencils, lighters, and cigarette packs, and an ashtray of heavy, dark green glass. He begins to read the text marching down the screen, and though he lifts the cherries to his mouth, one by one, without
looking, the taste, at once sweet and tart, conjures vivid little red globes in his mind as if the flavor and feeling they're about to produce on his tongue make a detour through his eyes, or through memory, before arriving in his brain. Large, meaty, cold, gloriously firm and red, by chance the first he's gotten, the reality is that although they've been flourishing, the month of July is flying by, and, as much as he hopes otherwise, they are the last cherries of summer. And nothing reassures Pichón that once this black, interminable summer has passed, they'll return again with that same capricious grace, emerging from nothing into the light of day.
