D'Urbec's eyes glittered, and one corner of his mouth turned up. But even in the dim light, he seemed to be growing more pallid.
“Monsieur d'Urbec, are you sure you are entirely well?” I ventured.
“The thrill of besting both the aristocracy and the police has worn off, Athena, and I seem to feel the pain more. Tell me, have you room here for the night?” His voice had faded to a hoarse whisper.
“That and more, Monsieur d'Urbec. I have a cordial that will take the pain right off.” I retrieved the bottle from my night table, and he took a large dose from the medicine glass I offered.
“Ah, this is excellent stuff,” he said, looking at the glass as if it were metamorphosing into a snake. “My mind feels quite woolly, and the walls of the room shimmer. I take it that it mends the undead as well?” I gave him a hard stare, but it was wasted on him. His eyes had shut, and he was slowly slumping in the chair. I suppose I'd overdone the cordial. His face in repose took on an air of deep melancholy. Suddenly, like a fool, I felt terribly sorry for him.
“Gillesâ¦?” I didn't need to say more.
“For a fellow
galérien
, yes. Accommodations were no less crowded aboard
La
Fidèle
.” He picked up the limp figure and laid him in his own narrow bed, foot to head, so there would still be room for himself. As he inspected the body in the bed, he observed, “That cordial of yours felled him like an ox. You must be made of iron, Madame, to go through so much of it in a day.”
“I am, Gilles. The undead are more powerful in that respect than the living.” He shot me a shrewd glance, then inspected Sylvie's awed face with an odd look and bade me good night.
***
“Madame, is there something wrong that you still sit up? You're not feeling ill again, are you?” Sylvie's voice came floating out of the dark from her little trundle bed at the foot of my huge, curtained one. I was looking at the solitary candle flame in the little silver candlestick on the nightstand beside my bed. An eternity of blackness stretched from the dark shadows of the bed curtains into the sky, the universe. What a tiny circle the light made in that vast dark. A single leaping tendril, as bright and frail as hope.
“My heart's beating too much, Sylvie. I can feel it jumping and pounding. Hand me my cordial.”
“You don't need any more. You can't have it.”
“But I want it. Who is mistress here?”
“You are, Madame.” Then she added brightly, as if to distract a child, or a senile old woman, “But do you knowâ¦you've forgotten to write in your account books, what with all that's gone on tonight. You always do thatâit ought to make you sleepy. If I did accounts, I'd be out like a candle.” Again a candle. Why light them at all, when the darkness is so permanent, and we must sleep anyway? There was a rustle as Sylvie got up and searched the room.
“Look, Madame. Here is your coffer and your bag with the key in it. Your account booksâyou know you never miss a day.”
“Very well, then, I'll have them,” I sighed, and emptied my bag onto the bed to hunt for the key that never left my person. I could hear Sylvie's breathing grow regular. She was lucky. She could sleep anywhere, anytime. She didn't have a conscience. She didn't have worries. I found the string of the key entangled with the little books I'd bought that afternoon. The word
Cato
on the spine of one caught my eye. Sure enough. I had acquired not the work of the Roman but the effusions of Griffon's underground press.
Observations
on
the
Health
of
the
State
, the book d'Urbec had disowned. I looked at
Parnasse
Satyrique
, supposedly printed in Rotterdam. The same chipped
e
's and wobbly
f
's. Griffon's cheap type couldn't be mistaken. I opened the broadside. Yes, the same type again. Griffon was still in business, and d'Urbec was writing for him.
Libelles
because they sell better, I thought. No one wants to know about the health of the state. Everyone wants to know about the sex life of the nobility, especially if it's perverse. My mind went back to when I'd snatched up the books. He'd been there, minding the box, ready for a quick retreat. No hope if he'd been caught a second time. This stuff would see him hanged. I'd lifted my veil and he had recognized me and followed me. Why had he done that? D'Urbec never did anything on impulse. And he'd gone to my burial, too. My own brother hadn't bothered. But then, why should he? Monsieur Respectable, the rising
avocat
. My brother wouldn't let himself be tainted by witnessing a suicide's burial. Had my funeral been before or after d'Urbec had turned
libelliste
? His interest had to be professional. That was it. What a silly predicament, Geneviève. You don't even know when your own funeral was. Had he wept? I wondered suddenly. Why did it seem so important to me to know? No, I couldn't imagine d'Urbec weeping. He was probably taking notes, as cold as a clockwork. How stupid you are, Geneviève. He obviously doesn't even see Lamotte anymore. Lamotte was fashionable now, too fashionable to be seen with a
libelliste
, an ex-convict, even a pardoned one. Lamotte was the darling of wealthy women; he probably did readings in the salons. I could imagine him drinking wine in the
ruelle
of some modish lady, laughing at her jokes, flattering her friends. Beautiful, charming Lamotte. Forever beyond me.
Sometimes, Geneviève, you outsmart yourself. You still haven't gotten any closer to Lamotte. So much for cleverness and daydreams. And what's more, you have that calculating d'Urbec stuck in your house instead of the gorgeous cavalier. And worse yet, you feel too guilty to throw him out because you're sorry he was hurt on your doorstep. And he knows it, too. Oh, damn, damn. He's managed the whole thing somehow. And for all you know, he was planning another
libelle
. I could see it as if I'd already purchased it from Griffon. Bumpy type with bad
e
's, a nasty woodcut set about with snakes and skulls.
Secrets
of
the
Infamous
Devineresse, the Marquise de Morville, Revealed; Hellish Horrors on the Rue de Chariot.
He'll up and leave tomorrow, then straight to the printer's. That's what you get for opening doors, Geneviève. And he had it all figured out ahead of time. Oh, damn again! It stung me to be outsmarted. And by a man, too.
The candle was burning lower. I poured myself a bit of cordial and waited for the warm ooze to work its way through my body as I picked up the broadside on Madame de Brinvilliers that had been folded between the books. The ink had smeared, and the woodcut of the execution, depicting Samson in the act of swinging the sword, had doubled itself. Two Samsons, two kneeling women. The scaffold depicted floating, without legs, to make it easier to carve in the figures of the guards on horseback that surrounded it. Two executions, one a ghostly reverse. Reality and dream, face-to-face. Ah, the cordial must be working. The doggerel verses beneath the illustration were scarcely legible. “â¦from grasping pride and greed for gold, poison'd husband, brother, and father old⦔ plus sisters-in-law and her own daughter, rhymed just as badly. Surely not d'Urbec's effort; he couldn't turn a verse that bad. The marquise had had a lover, an alchemist named Saint-Croix, who'd provisioned her with all sorts of interesting poisons. This fellow Saint-Croix must have been a hardy soulâimagine, contemplating marrying a woman when you knew she'd become rich by dropping your own arsenic in the soup.
A vision floated into my mind. Violins in livery playing at supper. The marquise, tiny, exquisite, in yellow silk cut low on her shoulders, leaning across the table to whisper something tender to Saint-Croix, all splendid in blue silk and lace, an immense curling court wig making his features look narrow and refined.
“Some more wine, precious?” A delicate, pale little finger signals to the lackey at the sideboard. With her own hands she passes him the newly filled goblet.
“It seems to have cork bits in it. Do sip a bit off the top and see what you think.” Saint-Croix, with a look of adoration, extends the chased silver drinking cup to her.
“Ah, but I'm feeling a bit faint. The joy of the wedding, you understand. First I must have my drops, my love.” A slender white hand fumbles for the secret vial of antipoison.
“How odd; I do myself. It must be the heat in the room. Lackey, open the window.” His lace-bedecked hand reaches for an inner pocket.
Grandmother, I would like to tell you about this. I would laugh out loud to hear you cackle as I imitated the voices for you. And then your bird would cackle, too, just like you, and bob up and down shrieking “Hell and damnation! Fire and brimstone!” while you said, “Didn't I tell you, Geneviève? Only the wicked get rich nowadays. It's not like the old days in the Fronde. There were heroes then. Have you read this passage about damnation in Revelations?” And she'd take up her Bible from the nightstand to read about hellfire to the bobbing dance of the parrot crying “Damnation!”
But the parrot had cried “Drink, drink!” there in the death room.
Suddenly I felt cold. I could see it in my mind so clearly. The thought I had not allowed myself to think. The rolling cordial glass. The heart seizure. The mocking parrot had heard someone shout, “Drink! Drink!” Someone who considered Grandmother a deaf old fool. Someone in desperate haste, who pried open Grandmother's stubborn, hard-clenched jaw to pour the contents of the cordial glass down her throat as the feeble old lady struggled in vain. Someone who snatched a letter addressed to the Lieutenant General of Police from a tightly clenched fist. Someone who knew the carriage was waiting below, who heard my foot on the stair, and hurried away with a rustle of taffeta.
Grandmother, with her shrewd eyes and wizened face, Grandmother, bedridden among her
libelles
, broadsides, and court journals, had discovered what everyone else had missed. Father's illness had been no illness. He must have been slowly poisoned; Grandmother had suspected how and was sending her suspicions to the police. And the proof that Grandmother was right was that someoneâsomeone with a taffeta petticoatâhad forced her to drink poison to cover up the crime. My mind fled from the thought. But the image of the death room, the parrot flapping wildly from the curtain rod to the bed canopy, was fixed like a mad dream in front of my eyes. How many little vials of white arsenic, of hellsbore, of wolfsbane, of “
mort aux rats
” did Mother keep among the rouge pots and beauty powders in the little cupboard in her
ruelle
? Stop, stop. Logic. The rational mind must have logic. But there was only one question that logic was left to resolve. Had Mother procured the poison from the rue Beauregard? I felt chilled through. I dared ask no one.
“Madame.” Sylvie's whisper woke me. It was barely light. “We have the blood off the doorstep. The trail leads from the center of the street to the corner and vanishes now. You'd think that's where he went, not where he came from.”
“Excellent, Sylvie. We'll hire a chair and send him to his people this afternoon, and there's no harm done.” My head was beginning to ache, and strange pains seemed lodged in my stomach.
“That's cleverâlet them call the surgeon and run the risk. Let's hope the police don't listen to those gentlemen they hauled in and conduct a house search of the neighborhood, or we'll surely be arrested for harboring a fugitive.”
“It's just a pity La Reynie takes his new streetlights so seriously.” I sighed. “Though if he didn't, the streets would be as black as pitch before the month was out.”
Corseted and gowned in black, I was seated downstairs waiting for my first client when a knock on the door came. Somehow, it didn't seem like the ordinary sort of knock. I heard the scurrying upstairs and realized they had seen something from the upper window. The knock sounded again. “Open, police,” demanded a voice. As if I hadn't known the first time.
“Mustapha, open the door to them, but slowly.” I composed myself at the table behind my glass and shrouded my face in my veil as Mustapha, resplendent in plumed turban, embroidered Turkish trousers, and purple slippers turned up at the toes, opened the latch.
“Come in,” I called in a cold, distant voice, as Mustapha bowed before them. For a moment, they were taken aback. Good, I thought. Every moment's delay is a moment to the better.
“A fortune-tellerâhe's bound to be in this house,” whispered one of the men to the red-stockinged sergeant.
“I am the Marquise de Morville, and this is my house. You are welcome here, but first I beg that you state your business.” The coldness, the formality, the lack of fear slowed them. My knees were trembling. It was just as well I was sitting.
“A marquiseâShouldn't weâ¦?”
“Every house. Desgrez's orders.”
“We are searching for a fugitive. There was a disturbance last nightâa third man⦔
“What a pity I heard nothing. But then, it is my custom to take a heavy sleeping potion at eight o'clock every evening.”
“Odd, how many residents of this neighborhood take a heavy sleeping potion at eight o'clock. Would you lift that veil, so that we may identify you?”
“Of course, Messieurs.” The flattery of the title I gave them, the curious atmosphere, the Turkish dwarf, the little drama of raising the veil, kept them staring. I could hear the intake of breath at the sight of my white, cadaverlike face. It was, as usual, gratifying.
“I take it, you wish to search my house? I appreciate your protection, Messieurs, because I am a woman alone. Alone for centuries. Any miscreant might creep in through my cellar. But you, you will preserve me from the danger.”
They looked at each other and nodded, then approached me. I handed them the key to the cellar from the little purse at my waist. They went out the narrow side door and I could hear the thump of the cellar door being thrown open and the clatter of footsteps on the narrow stone stairs down into the dusty stone vault beneath the house.
“Mustapha, upstairs, and quickly. I will remain here for them when they emerge from the cellar and see if I can delay them further.” Mustapha nodded and went smoothly and quietly up the staircase. I rose slowly and took a deep breath. I had a terrible headache. My stomach was on fire. A cold, shuddery feeling made me tremble. I looked down. There, in the red pattern of the Turkish carpet, I saw it. A splash of dried blood, with telltale drops leading in a little trail through the crimson vines and leaves to the stairs, where they stopped short, wiped clean from the floor. Damn. I positioned myself all cold and straight over the most visible of the telltale stains, my veil thrown back. I set my face in an impassive white mask.
“Well, Messieurs? Have you saved me, and this peaceful neighborhood?” The sergeant looked up from brushing spider webs off his cuff and gave me a hard stare.
“Upstairs,” he barked. I followed slowly, abandoning the spot only when they were well ahead of me.
“Come in, Messieurs; there are no secrets here.” Sylvie curtseyed in respect. I was glad we were not in hired rooms. The house of a marquise, even a false one, is searched with more respect. They prodded in the armoire among the clothes, with a bare epée. They opened the bedroom chest to find only folded blankets. They pulled out Sylvie's trundle bed from beneath the foot of the bed and searched beneath the bed hangings.
“What is that I see beneath the bed?”
“Another blanket chest, Messieurs. If you wish, I will have Gilles draw it out for you.” Sylvie's eyes were round and innocent. The sergeant tapped the box with his sword. Then he waved his hand as if it were not worth the trouble.
“Look hereâthe servant's roomâ” There was a flurry as one of the men produced a bucket of bloody rags from under Gilles's bed. Sylvie rushed into the room, blushing to the roots of her boldly hennaed hair.
“My monthlyâMadame has left me no time for the laundryâ” The man dropped the bucket in disgust.
“Nothing hereâ¦Let's try the house at the corner⦔
“I thank you for your concern, Messieurs. You have been most considerate of my china and furniture.” The sergeant pocketed my financial offering so neatly, you could hardly see it vanish. I escorted them downstairs and bid them
adieu
standing over the bloody stain before the stairs.
By the time the door was safely closed, I was shaking all over, pains running inside my bones, deathly ill.
“Madame, they are gone; there's no needâ”
“I'm sick, Sylvieâhelp me upstairs.” As I collapsed onto the bed, I whispered, “Where is he?”
“Under the bed, doubled up in the blanket box.”
“My God, pull him out; you've killed him.”
“Hardly, Madame. But he is gagged, he groaned so. He refused the opium for fear that it might make him lose his self-mastery. He's a bold soul, Madame. I see now why he pleases a woman like you. I rather like him myselfâ”
“Don't chatterâgive me my cordial and get that man out from under my bed.” Shaking, I poured the last dose out of the vial. As the fire in my insides faded, I knew with a certainty that the cordial was more than a convenience. Now I had to have it; now I couldn't live without La Trianon's pharmacy; I couldn't live without the philanthropic society of La Voisin. Logic. I was as firmly in the Shadow Queen's power as La Montespan, or as my mother, with her failed, greedy dreams. God, I could hear her laugh as if she were in the room. “Little Marquise, why does it take a clever girl like you so long to figure things out?” Oh, damn, damn. A thousand damns. Gilles had drawn the chest out into the
ruelle
and unlatched it.
“Your laces, Madame. Your ruff.” I was half undone and the ruff in its bandbox by the time Gilles and Mustapha had pulled the haggard figure to a sitting position in the open chest.
“Well, well,” he whispered as they drew my second-best handkerchief from his mouth. “This is certainly a new way to enter a woman's
ruelle
. But I fear the quality of my conversation will not undermine the ever-glorious reputation of the Hôtel de Rambouillet. Oh, damn. I see you've emptied the cordial bottle, Athena.”
“Madame has been taken ill suddenly,” sniffed Sylvie. D'Urbec had both hands clutched at his side, where the wound had burst open again under the bandages. The blood was running from between his fingers, and his face had turned gray. But his eyes were still fixed on me.
“You skipped your usual dose today, didn't you?”
“None of your business, d'Urbec.” I picked my head up from the pillow and glared at him. But my face was sticky with tears and smeared white powder. Another fierce impression, ruined. When would I ever learn to do things right? “Sylvie, get him the brandy. And don't let him drip into my chest like that.” My hairpins and veil were strewn across the bed, my dress was half undone and the stays of the steel corset undone. My mouth tasted bitter. I had made a fool of myself in front of a stranger. And not just any stranger. A damned
libelliste
.
“If you write about this, d'Urbec, I swear, I'll kill you,” I whispered.
“It would hardly be the way for me to repay your assumption of the risks of hospitality, now, would it?” he answered in a low voice. “Credit me with some manners, even if I have turned to writing
libelles
in my current state ofâ¦er, financial embarrassment. Besides,” he added, “I am not actually in a position to remove myself from your chest, let alone rush to the printer's. And you must face facts, Athena. The neighbors are watching the house. They will count every guest and every carriage. A police reward always arouses neighborly concern. Until I am capable of walking out of here after dark, you have an unwelcome house guest.”
“D'Urbec, you planned it this way, I swear.” I sighed, as he was lifted out of the chest and I gave orders to Sylvie to have Madame's network smuggle a mattress and surgeon's supplies into the back of the house under cover of darkness.
“Planned, but as usual, I have overshot the mark,” I thought I heard him whisper as they carried him into the servant's room.
***
“So, Mademoiselle, it has happened at last. I imagine that accounts for your diminished income. I suppose you're buying him gifts on the sly.” The Shadow Queen shifted in her big armchair. The faded morning light had made its way through the little window in her study. I could hear the pots and pans clattering in the kitchen and, somewhere, the howl of a baby. She had not yet dressed for the day. The turban over her hair and the painted India-cotton dressing gown lent her an exotic air. Her big gray tom leaped onto the back of her chair, then climbed precariously onto her shoulder. As she pushed him off, I could see that, without her stays, her figure was definitely beginning to spread. But her black eyes were still as sharp as a pair of drills.
“It's hardly at last, because he's not a lover, and so far I've bought him nothing but food and medicine. And I can't really throw him out. I assure you, the only time he doesn't make me furious with annoyance is when he's asleep. The house is too small for an extra mouth. Especially one that talks as much as his.”
“And now you're trying to mislead me by denouncing him. Don't think I am so stupid I can be deceived. First Marie-Marguerite, then you. At least I've led her to something a little more profitable than a pastry maker. Her new magician gives me hope for the future. But to move the lowest of the low right in with youâa
libelliste
, a
galérien
, and support himâ¦Believe me, you could do better, much better, if guided by me. Well, enjoy yourself, and when you tire of his parasitism, come to me and I'll find you someone who's an improvement, who will make your fortune. In the meantime, don't try to deduct his expenses out of mine.” La Voisin shut her big ledger with a snap. “And if you get pregnant,” she added, “my standard fee applies. I am displeased with this d'Urbec, but I suppose I must wait until he bores you.”
I was well aware that behind all this charade of tolerance lay the fear of the police. An untried stranger had stumbled into her network. If we quarreled, if he left, if I grew enraged with her and love made me throw aside all caution, or if the neighbors saw himâanything could lead to the police torturer and the unraveling of her hidden kingdom. But she was a cat who had made a career of walking on eggs. I couldn't help admiring the brilliance of her control: her contrived smile, her little tantrum, her show of maternal resignation. I glanced up at the cupboards in her cabinet, where the shelves of neatly labeled poisons lay behind locked doors. Now was not the time. I needed her help with d'Urbec. When I'd sent him off in one piece, I'd face the new battle. Besides, I had to be certain of what was still only a suspicion before I could think about what to do. She knew how to wait. Now I'd learn how, myself. Smile, Geneviève; she mustn't suspect what you know.
“The problem just now is hardly one of pregnancy. He has gone bad in the last two days. Gilles says we need a surgeon. Is there one of usâ¦?”
“Several. Let's seeâ¦Dubois, no.
Hmm.
Chauvet, I think, would be best. Most of ours specialize in helping people out of this world, not into it, and it would be dreadfully hard to dispose of a body at your house. Your garden is too narrow; the neighbors can see into it. If you bury him in the cellar, the flies will rise into your reception parlor, and that's always so suspicious. Your clients would be bound to think the worstâthat's the way they always are. No, Chauvet. Better that d'Urbec should get well and leave you for another woman.”
***
The surgeon came after the theatre hour, dressed as a dandy, with his assistant in the livery of a valet. A perfect touch. He looked like a customer. Upstairs, he stripped off his coat and good shirt, putting on a heavy apron. He looked at the fevered figure on the mattress and prodded at the wound.
“As I thought,” he announced. “It must be opened and the abscess drained to the outside. These illegal dueling woundsâalways the same story,” he sniffed. Then he looked around. “Has your kitchen a table big enough to accommodate a man, Madame?”
“I believe so, Monsieur.”
“Good. We'll operate at once.”
He went downstairs in a shower of orders. “More candles, and hurry. Make up the fire; I want it hot in there. Muffle the windows; the neighbors are too close. Hop to it, man. I promised that old witch on the rue Beauregard I wouldn't kill him.”
“Athena, Athena, listen to me.” D'Urbec's voice was urgent. I leaned close to him. “Don't bury me in your god-damned backyard, do you hear? Have my ashes shipped home to my family. They always said I lacked a sense of propriety. I want to do something decently, just this once.”