Unremembered (32 page)

I shrug. ‘I don’t know. I just focused all of my energy on getting out of the cave. So I guess –’ I giggle – ‘we got out of the cave.’

He laughs too, his smile brighter than I’ve ever seen it before.

He slides the locket from my palm, reaches up and clasps the chain around my neck. Then he leans in and kisses me again, gently touching his lips to mine. I’m instantly pulled into him.
Craving him like oxygen. I can no longer feel the ground beneath my feet. But then again, I no longer need it to be there.

I hear a noise. Feet pounding against rock. We break apart and I glance behind us, into the dark tunnel that leads back to the chamber. I listen intently. The footsteps are coming fast.

‘He’ll be here in less than fifteen seconds,’ I calculate.

Simultaneously we both lean forward and peer over the edge again. Into the great black void. Into eternity.

‘There’s only one place we can go,’ he says, looking hopefully into my eyes.

I nod and gently touch the open locket that rests against my chest. ‘Only one place where we can be together.’

The footsteps get louder. Alixter’s agent is getting closer. A voice behind us yells, ‘Don’t move!’

Zen reaches down and slips his hand into mine. ‘Do you trust me?’

I smile. ‘With all my heart.’

‘Don’t let go,’ he tells me.

I interlace my fingers with his, squeezing tightly. ‘Never,’ I vow.

We take one step towards the edge and then, together, we leap.

Memory is a tricky thing. At least when it comes to my own. But regardless of how much I manage to unremember (and it’s a shocking amount!), the following people can never
be forgotten.

Janine O’Malley, my editor. You have put up with me for four books now. That might be a bigger accomplishment than physically writing the books. I know how I can get.

Bill Contardi, my agent. This book would not be in existence without those three little words you wrote to me: ‘very cool idea’.

Simon Boughton, Joy Peskin, Kate Lied, Angus Killick, Elizabeth Fithian, Kathryn Little, Karen Frangipane, Ksenia Winnicki, Lucy Del Priore, Holly Hunnicutt, Jon Yaged, Lauren Burniac, Vannessa
Cronin, Courtney Griffin, Jean Feiwel, Caitlyn Sweeny and all the fantastic people at Macmillan Children’s Publishing Group. Thank you for continuing to support me, pamper me and make my
books look good. I’m grateful to be working with such a dynamic group of book enthusiasts.

And thanks to Elizabeth Wood, who couldn’t have designed a more perfect cover for this book!

Ruth Alltimes, Polly Nolan and all the simply marvellous people at Macmillan Children’s Books UK who believed in this story from the beginning – before I even finished it. Now
that’s faith!

Allison Verost. An extra, super-duper thanks goes to you because you are a total rock star and because you somehow miraculously manage to never look stressed out.

Meg Cabot, you are an idol and a total sweetheart. Thanks for supporting my book!

Thank you to the fantastic people who worked on the book trailer for
52 Reasons to Hate My Father
. The beautiful cast: Alanna Giuliani, Hunter Blake, Micky Shiloah, Tom Wade, Javier
Lezama, Wesley Rice and Lishmar, the horse! The hardworking, talented crew: Jason Fitzpatrick, Jason Bell, Terra Brody, Anna Bratton, Jackie Fanara and Charlie Fink. The musicians and bands who
contributed music: ‘Time Will Tell’, ‘Shhh! It’s a Secret’, Matthew Clark, Sarah Meeks-Clark, Tommy Fields and Nikki Boyer. The generous people who allowed our little
production to crash at your places of business/residence: Brian Braff, Steve and Zina Glodney, Jennifer and Ryan Bosworth, Lisa and Lisa at the Lionheart Ranch and Ike Pyun at the Parlor. And the
awesome people who helped make the trailer shine: Ryan Bosworth, Jerry Brunskill, Shane Harris, Thatcher Peterson, Matt Moran and Ella Gaumer.

Liz Kerins, thank you for being there and for saying, ‘Send me more!’ Marianne Merola, thanks to you I now seemingly speak several languages. Nicki Hart, the master swag designer!
Deb Shapiro, publicity and marketing genius. Also, thanks to Kim Highland, Kathryn Bhirud, Christina Diaz, Lisa Nevola Lewis, Leslie Evell, Brittany Carlson, BJ Markel, José Silerio, Rich
Kaplan and Mark Stankevich.

Huge gratitude goes to Ruth Haas and Stan Wagon for walking me through complex mathematics that was way over my head, Tara Playfair for teaching me how to be Jamaican, Dr Julianne Garrison for
the med-school crash course and Lynn and Rob at the Tealeaves Café, for allowing me to sit in your beautiful restaurant for hours without ever complaining (or threatening to kick me out) and
for introducing me to the magical qualities of Mayan cocoa tea.

All the teachers, librarians, principals and students who have invited me into their schools. Thank you for welcoming me with such open arms and making me feel as though I have halfway
interesting things to say. Thanks to all the librarians and booksellers who stock my books on the shelf and hand-sell them to readers. And to the foreign publishers who bring my stories to life all
over the world.

Writers are crazy people. And, ironically, it’s other crazy people who keep us sane. Thank you to my support team of fellow writers who have managed to keep me on the ledge (as opposed to
falling over the side of it): Alyson Noël, Robin Reul, Joanne Rendell, Brad Gottfred, Mary Pearson, Gretchen McNeil, Leigh Bardugo, Lauren Kate, Amanda Ashby, Carol Tanzman, Carolina
Munhóz and Raphael Draccon. And an überspecial thanks to Jenn Bosworth, who read this book way before it was readable and who puts up with me far more than she should.

Terra Brody. You continue to impress me with your strength, creativity and ability to watch an entire season of
Vampire Diaries
in one night.

Michael and Laura Brody, I’m quickly running out of ways to tell you what cool parents you are.

Charlie Fink. Thank you for making me laugh, letting me cry, fixing broken plots and humouring me when I swear I’ll never write another book again.

And most important, and never ever forgotten, the biggest, fluffiest, warmest, shiniest, sparkliest thanks go to my readers.

That means you. Yes, you. Don’t look so surprised. You really think I’d be able to do any of this without you? Think again.

Forced on the run again after their location is discovered by Diotech agents, Seraphina and Zen are challenged by a strange illness increasingly afflicting Zen, and the
appearance of a beautiful and entrancing young man named Kaelen, who Sera finds herself instantly and undeniably attracted to. But unbeknown to Sera, Kaelen is actually a synthetically engineered
Diotech agent, genetically designed to be her perfect match. Sera is torn between the inexplicable chemistry she feels with the handsome Kaelen and her loyalty to Zen. And when it is discovered
that the only cure to Zen’s mysterious disease is manufactured and controlled by Diotech, Sera must make a choice: surrender to Kaelen to save Zen’s life or stay with Zen only to watch
him die.

Unremembered series,

publishing in March 2014

After returning to the Diotech compound and receiving a successful memory transplant, Sera is now living a happy, uncomplicated (and controlled) life with Kaelen, another
synthetically engineered human like herself, with whom she is deeply in love. She has no recollection of Zen or her previous escapades. But the nagging feeling that something is missing from her
life continues to plague her, and uncovering the truth will reveal the dark and disturbing reality about Diotech and its sinister plans for the future of the human race. The road ahead of Sera will
be inevitably paved with rebellion, revolution and the biggest challenge she has yet to face: deciding between the soulmate she chose for herself . . . and the soulmate who was
designed
to
choose her. Which love will prevail: the love perfected by science or the love perfected by love itself?

Unremembered series,

publishing in March 2015

Jessica Brody is a bestselling US author of nine novels – two for adults, the rest for teenagers. She works as a full-time author and producer and lives in both Colorado
and Los Angeles.

First published in the US 2013 by Farrar Straus Giroux Books for Young Readers

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