Why Resist a Rebel? (18 page)

He could do this.

Graeme twisted in his driver’s seat to look over his shoulder at Dev. Graeme, Dev had decided, was his new Sydney driver. He was a good guy—and he still hadn’t breathed a word of his and Ruby’s relationship. In this industry, such loyalty was very nearly unprecedented.

‘Ready?’ he asked.

Dev shook his head, but Graeme was already climbing out of his seat. ‘I’ll just be a minute,’ he said. Not that another minute would make him look forward to the next handful of hours any more.

Besides, he was perfectly capable of opening his own door.

But—it was too late, and he straightened his shoulders, and brushed imaginary lint off his extremely sharp designer suit.

He could do this, he repeated, looking towards the red carpet, and the many ascending steps it richly covered.

Then the other door opened—the door across from him, facing the street—and he twisted around, surprised.

‘Graeme, you may need a bit more practise opening—’ he began, but the words stuck in his throat as a woman slid onto the leather seat beside him, and Graeme shut the door firmly behind her.

Ruby.

‘Hi,’ she said, very softly.

She wore a long dress in red—a deeper red than the carpet—a red that matched her name. It flowed over her body, slinky in all the right places, and with a V neckline that was...remarkable.

Her blonde hair was perfectly sleek, her make-up immaculate, her lips—of course—ruby red. It was Hollywood glamour—red-carpet glamour.

‘Hi,’ he managed, although it took quite a bit of concentration.

Her lips curved into a smile, but it was only fleeting. She caught his gaze with hers, and didn’t look away.

Her gaze might have been rock steady, but uncertainty was obvious in her chocolate eyes, in her shallow breathing, and her fingers that twisted themselves in the delicate fabric of her dress.

‘I thought that if I was with you, that if I
needed
you...’ she took a deep breath ‘...that I would lose myself.’

He nodded, knowing now was not the time to speak.

‘I used to confuse sex with intimacy, and I’ve worked really hard not to make that mistake again. And I haven’t. But now I’ve made a different one—I’ve confused intimacy with just sex. A fling. It’s taken me a few weeks to figure that one out.’

He could see the depth of emotion in her eyes, and he desperately wanted to move closer—to reach out—to touch her. But he didn’t move. He needed to let her finish.

‘I tried to ignore it, even when it was happening. I tried to pretend that I didn’t care, that I didn’t worry about you more than I can remember worrying about anyone—ever. I kept a distance between us, I closed my eyes and pretended you weren’t hurting, because then I wouldn’t need to admit that I hurt, too. For you.’

And for herself, too.

‘I’m not familiar with love, you know?’ Now she looked away, but only for a moment. ‘I don’t know how to recognise it—how to filter it out from my ancient habits—to distinguish it from misguided infatuation or fantastical daydreams. But when I wasn’t with you, when I walked away from you—that didn’t make it easier. What I felt didn’t go away, not even a little bit. What I was feeling for you ruined
everything.
’

But she was smiling, and he realised he was smiling, too.

‘I don’t want this, you know?’ She nodded out of the door, towards the hordes of people and the observant cameramen who were trying to peer through the black tinted windows. ‘But I didn’t want this even without the movie-star thing. Even if you worked in Props, or wrote scripts, or didn’t even work in film at all.’

‘Me either,’ he said. ‘I thought I was good at going it alone. That I had it all sorted, the best way to live my life.’

‘Me too!’ she agreed, and laughed briefly. ‘And it’s risky changing direction.’

‘What if I decide this way is better? Then what happens if it doesn’t work out?’

Ruby nodded, her eyes widening in surprise. ‘Exactly. It’s scary.’

Dev shrugged. ‘I decided it was worth the risk.’

And it was. Even when she’d said no, it had still been worth it. Even though it had sucked. Really, really sucked.

His life wasn’t going to be about regrets any longer. Except—even then, when he’d laid his heart on the line—he hadn’t been entirely an open book. He’d still withheld one thing.

‘I love you, Ruby Bell.’

Quick as a flash, she replied, ‘I love you too, Devlin Cooper.’

Then for long moments they smiled huge, idiotic grins at each other.

Over her shoulder a camera flash momentarily stole his attention, bringing him abruptly back to reality—to
his
reality.

‘What about the paparazzi, Ruby? The gossip and the rumours? With me, it’s as good as guaranteed.’

She shocked him when she shrugged. ‘I used to think that I had to prove something to the gossips—prove them right or prove them wrong. But you know what? I don’t care any more. You arrived on set amidst a storm of rumours, and you didn’t change one thing—you didn’t react, you didn’t engage, you didn’t deny. You were just you.’ She paused, then reached out to grip his hand. ‘People can say whatever they like about me, or you, or us—but I know the truth. We do. And I’ve decided that’s all that matters. I’m in control of my life, no one else.’

She was amazing. If he hadn’t fallen long ago, just that would’ve pushed him over the edge.

‘Do you want to walk the red carpet with me, Ruby?’

She nodded, and amongst a sea of camera flashes he opened his door, and stepped out, only to turn and offer her his hand.

She slid across the seats, and swung her gold stiletto heels onto the red carpet. He bent closer to whisper in her ear.

‘This is serious, you know that? For ever stuff. Happy every after, like in the movies.’

‘No,’ she said, so firmly he went still. He caught her gaze as she looked up at him from the car’s leather interior. ‘Not like in the movies,’ she said, ‘and not like in fairy tales.’

Finally she reached out to take his hand, letting him pull her to her feet.

They stood together, side by side, the red carpet before them, fans screaming, cameras as good as shoved in their faces. But all he was aware of was Ruby, of her hand in his, and the look in her eyes as she looked up at him. With love, and with everything she had to give.

He knew he was looking at her in exactly the same way.

‘This is real life,’ she said.

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ONE

The only thing worse than waking up naked in a strange bed was realizing there was someone else sleeping in the bed, too.

Someone male.

The bright light on the other side of her eyelids sent pain streaking through Lorelei LaBlanc's head as she tried to piece together exactly what the hell was going on...and who she'd just spent the night with.

She forced herself to lie still; jumping right up might wake her companion, and she didn't want to get straight into a confrontation before she had a handle on things.

Think, Lorelei, think.

She had a hangover that would slay a mule, and it hurt to think. How much champagne had she consumed in the end?

Connor and Vivi's wedding had gone off without a hitch; all of the four hundred guests had had a fabulous time. The church had never looked better, and the hotel had outdone itself with both the decor and the food. She'd been at the head table for dinner, but once the dancing had begun and the champagne had really started flowing... Well, that was where things began to get a little fuzzy. She remembered having a small, good-natured disagreement with Donovan St. James over...

Her eyes flew open.

Oh. My. God.

Bits and pieces of the night before came rushing at her with distressing speed and clarity.

Carefully, so as not to aggravate her hangover, she rolled slowly to her other side. Sure enough, Donovan lay there on his back, bare-chested, with only a sheet covering his hips and one leg. His hands were stacked behind his head as he stared at the ceiling.

She swore under her breath.

“Right there with you, Princess.”

The amused sigh in Donovan's voice put her nerves on edge. “What the hell happened last night?”

He had the gall to look pointedly at the tangled sheets—which she was currently trying to pull over herself in a belated attempt at modesty—and raise an eyebrow. She really wasn't ready to go to the whole
we had sex
bit just yet. She cleared her throat. “I mean, how?
Why?
”

“How? Buckets of champagne. And there were tequila shots involved. As for why...” He shrugged. “Beats the hell out of me.”

Tequila explained a lot. Jose Cuervo was
not
her friend.
I've done some stupid stuff in my life, but this? With Donovan St. James? And now?
A chill ran down her spine. If she'd
publicly
done something... Oh, her family was really going to kill her this time. Her sister would be first in line.

“Please just tell me we didn't make a scene at the reception,” she whispered.

“I don't think so. It's a little blurry, but I think the reception was pretty much over before...”

That alleviated a bit of her immediate worry; being stupid wasn't quite so bad as long as there wasn't an audience for the stupidity. Now, though, she had to face the fact she'd had sex with Donovan St. James.

No red-blooded woman would question her taste. Donovan had poster-boy good looks: deep green eyes, inky black hair with a slight wave that he wore long enough to look a little dangerous, and skin the color of the café au lait she desperately needed to combat this monster hangover. The high cheekbones and square jaw now shadowed with dark stubble spoke to a heritage as mixed as New Orleans itself—if one could pick the best bits and discard the rest.

Donovan definitely rated high on the
hummina
scale. Good looks, though, were pretty much all he had going for him, in her opinion. Why had he even been invited to the wedding? It must have been a professional or courtesy invite. At least a hundred of the guests had fallen into that category. But the St. James family was the worst kind of nouveau riche
—
using money to buy influence and respectability—and if Donovan had any class at all, he'd have RSVP'd
no
to what had obviously only been a polite gesture.

But money couldn't buy class, that was for sure.

And she'd
slept
with him. She must have reached an astonishingly new level of intoxication to completely lose all her self-respect.
I am never drinking again.

“Oh, don't look at me like that, Lorelei. I'm not real keen on this new development, either.”

Donovan sat up—slowly, she noted, implying his hangover was equally as miserable as hers—and reached for his clothes. Lorelei averted her eyes, but not before she got a good long look at broad shoulders, a trim waist and a very nice, very firm butt. Donovan ticked up another notch on that
hummina
scale before she noticed the red claw marks marring his back.

She'd enjoyed herself, it seemed. Pity she didn't have a better recollection of what had led to those marks. Although she felt like hell, underneath the hangover was a pleasant muscle soreness that spoke to a good time.

The silence felt awkward and uncomfortable. Despite her reputation, Lorelei wasn't an expert on morning-after protocols, but she'd brazen through this somehow. Clutching the sheet to her breasts, she let it trail behind her as she grabbed her dress off the floor and headed for the bathroom. She thought she might have heard a sigh as the door closed behind her.

The sight in the mirror was not pretty. Lorelei splashed water on her face and tried to wipe away the worst of the mascara circles under her eyes. Then she finger-combed her hair until it didn't look quite so wild and made use of the mini-bottle of mouthwash provided by the hotel. Feeling marginally human, she righted her dress and slipped into it.

She could only hope that no one would see her heading back to her room as nothing said
night of debauchery
quite like wearing a cocktail dress before breakfast. Six months of very hard work could be shot all to hell.

Of course she had a much more pressing—and disturbing—problem right outside that door which she had to deal with first.

“Okay,” she said to her reflection, “you need a dignified exit.” Taking a deep breath, she opened the bathroom door.

Donovan stood by the window, looking out over Canal Street, but he turned once he heard the door open. He'd pulled on a pair of jeans—ending up in your own hotel room instead of someone else's had perks, like clothes—but he'd stopped before adding a shirt. Lorelei had a hard time keeping her eyes from wandering as he wordlessly handed her a bottle of water. She nodded her thanks.

“There's aspirin, too,” he said, dodging past her into the bathroom and returning with a bottle. “Care for a couple?”

He shook the bottle, causing her head to throb, and she was pleased to see him wince at the noise, as well.

Lorelei felt like she was in a bad movie. “Look, I think we would both agree that last night should not have happened.”

“That's for sure.”

She stamped down the remark she wanted to make at that insult.
Dignity.
“So we'll just pretend it didn't happen. I won't mention it to anyone and you won't write about it, okay?”

From the look on Donovan's face, he didn't like the implication, and Lorelei worried that she might have made a tactical error. Donovan had turned his high-school hobby of flaying people alive for sport into a profitable career. He destroyed careers, lives, families. Rumor had it that he was looking for another big story. People tried to avoid pinging onto his radar screen; no one with a shred of self-preservation would bait him intentionally.

“I limit myself to topics of public interest, and even if this fit the definition—which it doesn't—it's not something—
wasn't
anything—to brag about.”

Dignity be damned. She was
not
letting that slide by unchallenged. “I wouldn't know. Must not have been that memorable an experience.”

“Then forgetting it happened at all won't be a problem for you.”

“No, it won't.” That was a lie, but Donovan had no way of knowing better, so it was a safe lie. And it allowed her to hold her head up as she gathered the rest of her things.

Her small purse was upside down by the door, her phone, lipstick and room key spilling out. Not far from that was one of her shoes, then Donovan's tie and shoes, then her other shoe. It was a breadcrumb trail of shame that led straight to the king-size bed.

Lord, was there anything less dignified than searching for your underwear?
She picked up Donovan's jacket and gave it a shake. Nothing. Dropping to her knees, she looked under the bed. She found an empty condom wrapper, alleviating one of her fears, but finding two more had her cringing.

No sign of her underwear, though.

“If you're looking for these...” Donovan drawled. She looked up to see him dangling her panties from one finger. She bit her tongue and settled for shooting him a dirty look as she jerked them from his hand and tucked them into her purse. The addition of the undergarment, as tiny as it was, was too much for the little bag, and it refused to close. Heat flushing her face, Lorelei had no choice but to take the extra time to put them on.

Funnily enough, she felt a little less flustered once she had.
Underwear was a form of armor, it seemed.

Squaring her shoulders, she went to the door and examined the fire-safety map posted there. According to the red
X
marking her location as room 712, she could easily get to the fire stairs, go down one floor and she'd come out only a few doors away from her own room.
Excellent.
The chances of running into someone she knew had just decreased exponentially.
Something
might actually go her way this morning.

“Planning your escape route?”

She turned to see Donovan stacking the pillows on the bed into a comfortable back-prop, and then reclining, remote control in hand. He wasn't even looking at her, and, if anything, he now sounded bored. Obviously this was not an out-of-the-ordinary morning for him.
Why am I not surprised?

“Exactly. Goodbye, Donovan. I hope I don't see you again for a very long time.”

She didn't wait for his reply. Cracking the door, she peeked into the hall and found it empty. With at least a hundred of last night's guests having taken advantage of the location to enjoy Connor and Vivi's open bar, she just needed her luck to hold for a few minutes. The quick dash to the stairwell was no problem, and her stiletto heels clacked on the stairs as she moved as fast as possible in the tight skirt. At the door to the sixth floor she paused, took out her room key, and took a deep breath. Another peek showed two people in the hall, but neither of them looked familiar. Just to be safe, she waited until they were at the elevators before making the last break for her door.

Only to find that her stupid key didn't work.

Donovan was relieved Lorelei had left in a huff. He'd been awake for about fifteen minutes before her, and he'd spent that time anticipating a number of equally horrific and awkward scenarios.

But Lorelei had gone straight to indignation and huff—which, in this case, had been more than he'd dared hope for.

Of all the women who'd attended what was arguably the biggest society wedding of the decade, he'd managed to hook up with Lorelei LaBlanc. He'd known both Connor and Vivi at least tangentially since high school and, while they might not be close friends or anything, they were business associates and often traveled in the same social circles now.

He might be considered an interloper by some in those social circles, since his blood wasn't quite as blue as theirs, but no one had the courage to say that to his face anymore. And, while he might not have generations of Old South manners ingrained into him, even
he
knew it was bad form to bed the sister of the bride after the reception.

Yeah, pretending it had never happened was an excellent idea.

Another excellent idea was liberal quantities of aspirin and coffee until he felt human again. That might take days.

The little two-cup coffeemaker on the desk didn't have the best quality coffee included, but it would do for now. He set it to start and the smell of coffee soon filled the room.

The jackhammering behind his eyes had been honestly earned. He'd lost count of the tequila shots, but there might have been a bet involved about who could drink who under the table. He and Lorelei had never been friends, never hung out together, so how they'd got to that point last night was a mystery.

Lorelei had been a couple of years or so behind him in school—and they certainly hadn't traveled in the same circles in those days. St. Katharine's Prep was the school of choice for New Orleans's best families. A safe haven for their precious children from the riff-raff of society, with only a couple of charity-case scholarship students as a nod to “diversity.” The Lorelei he remembered had been spoiled, narcissistic and stuck up. Even when he'd morphed from one of those scholarship students to the son of a major donor by his senior year, Lorelei hadn't deigned to give him the time of day.

Oddly, he respected her for
that.
She might be shallow, but she'd proved herself to have slightly more depth than most of her socialite friends when the sudden influx of money into his family's bank account hadn't changed her attitude toward him at all.

Tequila had, though.

He had a few hours before checkout, and the need for a nap was nearly overwhelming, but if he headed on home he could nap in his own bed—a bed that did not now carry the scent of Lorelei's perfume. He might not remember exactly everything that happened last night, but he remembered enough that the light fragrance sent a stab of pure desire through him and made the scratch marks on his back burn. Lorelei certainly had stamina.

He turned on the TV for background noise and picked a news station to listen to while he waited on the coffee. He still had to decide on a topic for Monday's column, and...

The phone rang. Not his phone, but the hotel's phone. Who would be calling him here? “Hello?”