A Long Distance Love Affair (24 page)

I'm about to go and meet some colleagues for dinner. If I'm not careful I'll fall asleep with my face in the soup. I'm in some strange kind of mental beyond tiredness zone.  But I need to put in an appearance.

I have a lovely deep bath!  Will get into it after dinner and wish you were slipping all over and in me.

Hope to dream of you tonight

Chariette

Dear Beautiful Handsome Chariot

I have been reminded of you a lot today as I've seen lots of Citroens everywhere..your model especially.  I've been at Delft all day.  Had a good day in meetings on the project and made significant progress.  It is so huge they're all getting a bit anxious about achievability.

Spent the late afternoon and evening with a colleague exploring Delft.  It is truly a lovely romantic city.  There are quaint restaurants everywhere and some fantastic historical buildings (a church and a town hall) built in the 1600s.  We had dinner in a building that used to be a silversmith's and it had beams of wood incredibly old and gnarled and thick and it was built in 1770.  There are lovely outdoor cafes all along the canals (but it's too freezing just now to sit at them).  When we got back to the hotel I felt as though my cheeks had been snap frozen (both sets of them).  The bath has helped to defrost me.  I'm feeling very tired and will go to bed after this.

I woke up this morning at 4.00am and WAAANNTEDDDD you VERY MUCH.

It seems that you and I are developing quite a bank of positions to be tried....the table...sideways...on your lap from behind.....oh so many positions and so little time!!!

I hope your week is going well.  I really appreciate your contact and look forward to it so very much when I get back to my room

Tell me about the film now...are there more positions???

Chariette

Dear Exquisite One

Your emails were an untold delight to me (and your call today was a thrill!  Thankyou!!)                 I think I haven't ever really held back in saying what's on my mind as far as you're concerned!!  You truly do delight me and you have brought such great happiness to my life.  I treasure the time and attention you give me.  It makes me feel wonderful to have your friendship and to know that you think of me from time to time, and that you do enjoy me.  Oh I enjoy you so very very much.  You have brought me back to life and have made me look forward to life with such joyful anticipation.  I wake each morning with the hope of hearing from you in one way or another and it is such a lovely way to wake up.

I have felt this way about you since the moment I first saw you.  And it feels like a miracle to me to know that this is now not unrequited.  I am so glad that I am bringing some pleasure to yuor life.

I too relish the sexual pleasure I share with you.  It is an important, pleasurable, fulfilling part of my life. And to me you are just so sexy and attractive that my body is a complete ‘lay down misère’ for you!  I can't believe my luck in finding you!  And for me the intimacy is not just sexual, but the intimacy of being able to talk to a trusted friend, and being able to share things with you, and have fun with you and joke with you and feel safe and relaxed with you.  All of that intimacy is so very wonderful to me.  It makes me feel so whole!

Wish so very much you could be here with me enjoying the delights of Holland.

Your adoring Chariette

My Beautiful Prince

I have woken early this morning, and can't seem to go back to sleep.  I am keen to come home now.  I'm missing everyone and everything.  This is my last working day I am going to insist on stopping around midday and going off into The Hague to the art galleries there, otherwise I won't get a chance to do that as I leave tomorrow. 

It's been a bit of a frustrating week workwise as things that should have been ready over here were not ready by the people here, and I haven't had a proper workspace anywhere that has been smoke free. Everyone here appears to smoke even in restaurants which is just horrible.

But I have had some wonderful meals here in totally charming restaurants in Delft.  I really like Delft.  It is very beautiful with the canals in the main areas of town...every street seems to have one.  And I love the way everyone rides bikes everywhere, even in cold winds and rain.  I have seen some quite old people on bikes too.  So if they don't smoke they're probably pretty healthy.  I am feeling like a sludge with too much food and not enough exercise and not enough sun.

I need your kind of sun to be shining on me too. Would love you to be here right now so that I could stroke you into readiness and engage in some delicious intimate acts with you.

Your Chariette

Dear Chariot

I spent the afternoon in The Hague walking everywhere.  It was a lovely sunny afternoon thankfully, but still freezing.  I had a drink at an outdoor cafe and all the people there had moved their chairs, not to face each other but to line up to the sun.  It looked really funny!           I had a better sense of the Dutch 'look' after today.  They're a good looking race on the whole with very fair skin, fine features, and deep set eyes.  I saw some really beautiful young children and it made me miss my weenies very much.  The language is extremely guttural and I find it quite ugly.  I made a terrible blunder today when I asked a shop attendant something and she replied and I said "I'm sorry but I don't understand Dutch" and she said the same thing, but she was speaking English all along!

The Hague is very historical with some mind blowing buildings built in the 1500's.  I just find that amazing.  I was in an art gallery called the Mauritshuis (which means the house of a bloke named Maurits)..but what a house!  He was the governor of Brazil in his day and the house was a mini palace set on a lake (yes that was 'on').  What untold wealth he must have had access to, to have had such a place.  It was truly magnificent inside.  There were many original Rembrandts and Rubens paintings (but not 'The Little Fur'), the original Girl with a Pearl Earring by Vermeer - it was so beautiful.  The use of light in that painting was a touch of brilliance.   But just after I arrived so did fifty busloads of Japanese tourists and they all wanted to stand by particular paintings and have their photos taken There were some lovely paintings of rural life with huge healthy cows with full udders and droppings on the ground and happy farmers tending them that I found very charming.  What I liked was the painter's ability to capture the whole healthiness of rural life and the abundance of life and sense of spiritual and mental health about it all.  I found these more spiritually stirring than all of the religious paintings and their staged poses. The other thing I noticed was a big focus on paintings of children which gave me the impression that Dutch people place a lot of importance on children in their lives.  There was even one of a baby that had died and I had to move on quickly because it brought back the saddest feelings of loss for my own little daughter.

I thought of you very much while I was there, wishing you were with me and wishing to talk to you about the paintings and see what you enjoyed about them.  I bought you a postcard of one which I thought would appeal to you.  I'll give it to you if I ever get to see you again..

I'm going to spend my last day tomorrow in Delft but I need to go to a psychologist first to give me some blue and white pottery aversion therapy so that I have enough money left to enable me to eat when I get home.

Hope you're having a very nice sleep just now and dreaming of me....

Chariette

My Chariot

On the way home now, in Singapore for plane change. Feeling very tired and disoriented.

I am also wracked with violent emotions for you and yesterday, as I was wandering around Delft, I was aching, aching, oh so aching for a sight of your beautiful face.  Oh poor me!! I'm so looking forward to a dose of your beautiful voice too which is my life's blood.

Hope you've had a lovely holiday.

Obviously thinking of you in pure and unpure ways.

Your Favourite Squeeze!

Dear Chariot

Back home now thankfully.  Dog overjoyed.  Son pleased.  House not too much of a disaster.  Very happy to be back in beautiful Brisbane and wonderful to smell the special air as I stepped outside at the airport.

Had a good trip back.  Your emails bolstered my spirits for the flight.  I spent some time lying in my chair on the plane looking out at the stars in the sky in the early hours of the morning.  It was lovely.  Then this morning I was on the side of the plane where the sun came up and that was magical, and had a lovely view of Brisbane and the river as we came in.

I have unpacked and want to get into the shower and freshen up.  Will try to get out on my bike today as I feel as though I haven't had any exercise for months.

Can't stop thinking of your lovely face and longing for your lovely hands to be all over me, especially my breasts and around my waist, and my hands would enjoy connecting with you too.  I love to feel your arms and your thighs and your wonderful special bits especially when they respond to my touch.

Hope you're having a nice relaxing break.

Your Brisbane Girl

Dear Wonderful One

Oh your voice today was an elixir to me!  Your whole body is an elixir to me really.  I could have done with you seriously last night from 1.30-4.30 am.  I couldn't get back to sleep at all and there you were in the forefront of my mind which was wishing so very much you were in the forefront of my body.  I wanted to kiss you on the mouth and gently oh so gently stroke your beautiful cheeks with my fingers and look into your eyes.  And then I thought about all the wonderful things we do with each other when we're together but that unfortunately did not make me feel sleepy at all.  What do you do when you suffer this wakefulness after travel?  How do you cope with it oh experienced one? 

I don't think I've ever told you how much I admire your intellect (I think I've mainly concentrated on your body....) but I am in awe of you in that department.  I know I tease you about differences in viewpoint, but underlying that is a deep respect for all that you do and all that you have accomplished. 

And then you are a genius with your hands as well! ...(in all sorts of ways....)  and I really like that about you too. And I have also experienced your kindness and solicitousness and witnessed these traits in you long before our bodies threw themselves at each other in reckless abandon. All of these things about you stir my respect and touch me in deep places. (Speaking of which...oh wouldn't it be just divine now if we were touching other deep places....)

I am tired but obviously keenly in need of you

Your adoring Chariette