A Long Distance Love Affair (25 page)

Dear Chariot

Thanks for your message.  I hope you have an enjoyable relaxing time there.  I'll be thinking of you.  I'm still sleeping really badly waking in the middle of the night and wanting you so much.  I hope it passes soon....

Wild Nights – Wild Nights!

Were I with thee

Wild Nights should be

Our luxury!

Futile – the winds –

To a heart in port –

Done with the compass –

Done with the chart!

Rowing in Eden –

Ah, the sea!

Might I moor – Tonight –

In thee!

Your Chariette

Mon Cher Ami

Disappointed tonight did not work out...

"Oh the aching of the heart, the restless, unsatisfied longing,
Oh the dull, deep pain, the constant anguish of patience!"

Your most desirous of you,

Chariette

Oh My Prince!

So excited at the prospect of being with you tomorrow night!!  Given that we will have limited time together I am expecting you to forgive in advance my eagerness for you.  Maybe I will have a (very quick) celebratory drink with you, then you can expect to be THOROUGHLY RAVAGED. 

I will be making an extra effort to be very gorgeous for you, but do not mind how quickly the clothes come off, and won’t give a damn if you don’t look at the underwear I will have so carefully chosen!  I have bought some lovely stockings, but they can be off, off, off in a flash….I will wear a dress that I hope will delight you but which can be similarly quickly dispensed with.

My hands delight at the prospect of connection with your body; my breasts ache for you; my mouth longs for you; my whole body is in one desirous state for you.

Oh how will I ever sleep tonight??

Mon cher ami

What an untold joy it was to see you again and be with you and what a delight to touch you.  You are like sustenance to me!  Thank you for having me (from all angles!).  Oh sideways was divine!! That has now become my favourite...

I hope you enjoyed it too. It was just passionate pleasure for me to be in your company.  I so loved it.

I kiss you in spirit....all over...and do other things as well.

Your Chariette

Dear Beautiful Sexy One

I was just eating a lovely fresh plum and it made me think of you..so sweet in my mouth, so firm and fleshy and juicy.... quite a delight really...Needless to say I would enjoy eating you just now...

I relish the feel of you, the taste of you, the look of you, oh just everything about you delights me so.  All of my senses awaken and arouse at the thought of you...

I can't explain why you have such an effect on me.  I just know that it is so strong and immediate and that I am a complete slave to your charms.

I think I'll go and have another plum....

Chariette

Dear Chariot

I am very pleased to know that you are eating such healthy food.  No wonder you taste delicious! Your catalogue of berries et al made me think of how I would love to share a Caravaggio type feast with you one day with no words spoken other than messages conveyed by our eyes and faces as we fed each other...culminating in great sex of course! 

Hmmm...that would be VERY lovely.

Juicy Fruit

Oh My Prince

I woke this morning with such incredible ACHING longing for you... Oh how it would make my heart sing to see your sunny smile!

I would love to be pleasuring you just now and for you to be pleasuring me.  It's so hard for me when my head is full of you but my body is not...I so love it when you penetrate me.  That is such a wonderful feeling of closeness and completeness and acceptance.

How am I ever going to get through this weekend???  I'd better go and scrub out the bathroom or something....

Chariette

Hello Handsome

Wonderful to hear from you tonight!

I've been so rushed off my feet today I didn't even have time to check my horoscope so I've just gone in to see what kind of day I've had....I don't think I could see any even remote connection with the prediction and how it turned out!  I hope you're having a pleasant and relaxing evening.  You sounded a bit jaded on the phone.  Just try to think of me doing pleasurable things to you and it might help to raise your spirits.  I just have to think of your face and it raises mine!  Then to think of your body and all the wonderful things you do to me makes me soar.   You have brought my life such happiness...it's been oh just wonderful having this contact with you. I have come to the conclusion that I would be at a loss without it.  I confess - I need you. My inner life...my soul...would be so reduced without you....

I am reading Joyce's 'Ulysses' at the moment which is a 1000 page rambling stream of consciousness narrative about all the connected and unconnected thoughts passing through the main character's brain in the span of just one day.  It helps me to go to sleep.....

Your mutely (or not so mutely) craving Chariette

Dear Divine One I came home to bed this afternoon to try to get better in hopeful hopeful hopeful anticipation of tomorrow evening.  Have only just got up to have some soup and will probably go back again soon.  My tastebuds appear to have stopped functioning (but not the use of my tongue...) and I'm not looking too flash just now....will have to perform miracles tomorrow.

It was so wonderful to hear from you today.  When you ring from your office you sound so close and clear and oh so sexy.  I love your down-to-earthness....the contemplation of a pie for lunch was a lovely touch. I don't know why it is but pretty well everything you do and say charms me and brings pleasure to my life.  I love being connected with you (and cavorting with you needless to say).

Let's hope it works out tomorrow night.  You will be more warmly welcomed than you could ever imagine.  But if it doesn't you've pleased me by trying anyway.

Hopeful Chariette

Dear Chariot

You've got to stop eating pies!! Or at least go for the ones with a lot of steak and kidney and liver.... Please nurture my temple.....

You are very adorable to look at.  I loved touching your hands and everything else.  It was wonderful being with you.  Missed kissing you though.

You continue to thrill me and I continue to just totally utterly adore you.

Chariette

Dear Hot Pants

I’m dying to see you in your new clothes and dying more to take them off of you….oh those buttons and fiddly bits are so exciting…like an obstacle course to the prize!!

I’ve been like a well oiled working machine the past couple of weeks (with a runny nose problem).  Sometimes I wonder what the hell I’m doing and why.  There’s so much to be done all the time – who sets these bloody deadlines anyway?? There’s a deadline monster somewhere who has us all running a ridiculous race for nothing.  I’m so looking forward to getting away for a while and walking the streets of Lisbon.  It will be full summer there and I suspect rather hot.  Will it be the same for you in New York as well?

Oh I would love to be with you just now… it was so good to hear from you tonight. I’m full of longing for you at the moment…oh just aching for you really.

I hope you’re still keen on me…I’m very keen on you…oh poor me! Poor me!! What am I to do??

Chariette

Dear Heart

Wonderful to talk to you tonight.  You sounded just great.

I've just finished watching the Girl with the Pearl Earring.  It was good you were right.  It was very painterly and there was also a lot of sexual tension there.  I enjoyed recognising buildings in Delft that I had seen there and the canals.  It was a truly lovely city and so old.  There were some wonderful restaurants everywhere there along the canals.  I had some enjoyable meals there with colleagues. I recall on the last Sunday I was there I was walking around the streets and it was cool but sunny and the Church bells were playing tunes.  I was so delighted I called home so they could hear it too.