Beyond Complicated (21 page)

Seth stopped on the rug in front of me. His mouth now firmly attached to Kel's, kissing him, drawing his sweet tongue out for me to see. I groaned as Seth suckled him inside. I was so fucking hard from interrupted sex and the show in front of me. I wanted to join. I wanted to sample Kel's kisses and touch his smooth skin. I wanted to lick his tattoo, bury my face deep in the curls nesting just below. I stroked myself, I hadn't realized I did it, I had to, the need for relief so strong I—I grunted as a hundred seventy pounds of man fel into my lap. Kel was as startled as I was and tried to escape but Seth held him stil.

"Nothing wrong with holding him, is there? He's cold, needs warming." Seth didn't understand how wrong this was. My raging hard dick pressed between Kel's ass cheeks threatened to drive me past any semblance of sanity. Seth hooking Kel's knees over mine was al the encouragement I needed to let go of that slim thread. "Spread him wide for me, baby, and hold his arms, he likes to pul hair."

I remembered Kel's hands in my hair, was it just that morning, felt like a lifetime ago. Strong fingers that clutched and puled while I nuzzled between his legs. His deep moans inflaming me, driving me to want more. I wanted so damned much more. His soft skin pressed against my chest, took my breath away.

Holding him was fine. I'd held him before. But never while he was naked and sporting a boner the size of a

—I groaned this time loud enough for Seth to hear, he cocked a lazy eyebrow and smiled that wicked fuck me smile of his. "Spread his legs, baby, hold him wide."

I spread my legs wide apart, taking Kel's with me, holding him wide. "His hands." It was an order.

From Seth. I stopped thinking. Seth sat on his knees between my legs, his large hands restless on Kel's thighs, stroking him as he watched me. I took Kel's wrists in my hands and held him. "So pretty, both my men, mine. Dark and light. Beautiful. Is this what we looked like together? I can see why it drove men wild."

Seth seemed in a daze of longing, his eyes glazed over, his chest rising and faling rapidly as he panted with need.

"Seth, baby, he's your toy, what do you want to do with him?" I felt Kel tense against me, writhing against me in his own need. "He's a pretty boy just begging for you to touch him, baby."

"Can I fuck him?" There was yearning in his eyes but hesitation. "I want him, Liam, please?"

"Yeah, baby, I think he'd like that. Kel, Seth wants to fuck you. Tel him you want him. Tel him what you want." Kel roled his head to look at me, his blue eyes cloudy with longing, his lips red and inviting and I bit my tongue to keep from tasting him.

"I want him, Liam, want. Inside me." He said my name as he writhed on my body, his hot ass grinding into my zipper. I was so damned hard I wanted it to be me. I forgot to pay attention to Seth. Lost in Kel's eyes, I gasped when he did. Seth's head disappeared between his legs, just the blond ends of his hair showing above Kel's body. "Feels good, Liam, feels so damned good."

"Yeah, baby, what's he doing to you?" I released Kel's wrists and didn't mind when he wrapped his arms around my neck. His pretty face only an inch from mine as he lay against me, helpless. His eyes gone soft, soft warm breath on my face—oh god I was so damned tempted.

"Licking me, his tongue, god, inside me. God, Liam, feels so good. So good." Kel's lips touched mine, his mouth open as he breathed my name. I couldn't help it, I closed my mouth over his and feasted on his tongue.

I heard a soft laugh, Seth's laugh and I realized what we were doing. I tried to break the kiss but Kel whimpered and dragged my head back. "He has a wicked mouth on him. I told you." Seth reached inside a drawer on the table beside the couch and puled out a condom and a bottle of lube. "Hold him, baby, let him know how much you love him."

What the hel were we doing? I loved him, both of them. But Seth shouldn't know that. It wasn't right.

"Love him," I agreed, "fuck him, baby, make our pretty boy squirm." Shit, fuck, what the hel was I doing?

Losing my fucking mind is what I was doing.

Seth leaned into us, his pants around his knees now, his thighs brushing mine, and I wished I could feel him against my skin. He must have heard my wish, his hands went beneath Kel and, in a bout of tugging and wiggling, my pants and shoes were gone then al I had was the heat of two men surrounding me. "Lift his legs for me, Liam." Seth smiled as he leaned over us, his eyes alive with lust and need and Kel's body went rigid against mine as Seth entered him. "Hold him, god, he's so damned tight. Hot. Fucking hot. Oh, shit, Liam, feels so damned good. Kiss him, baby, kiss him."

He pressed me farther into the nook of the sectional, slowly climbing into the seat with me to lean over Kel. I could feel his bals against mine as he fucked my boy, slowly at first. And I kissed Kel, swalowing his moans. Seth balanced his hands on the back of the seat and slammed into him. His eyes locked with mine as he worked. He leaned over and kissed Kel, then me and both of us. Our lips fighting to claim the other while Kel, caught between us, trembled and sweated and burst apart in a spectacular fashion that had me on the verge of folowing him. Maybe I made a comment, or a plea, I don't remember. The next thing I know Seth was inside me, his bare dick in my stil slick ass, throbbing and hot.

"Ready to finish what we started?" He didn't wait for me to answer. He thrust, his eyes closed, his body hard and—oh my god it felt so good. My dick slid beneath Kel's back, between his cheeks as he trembled around me. His tongue in my mouth, drinking my cries of pleasure. I'd never felt so good. I wrapped my arms around him one minute and reached for Seth the next. I couldn't get close enough. I begged, I wanted more. I didn't know what I wanted.

Kel roled in my arms his naked body trapped between us, his chest slick with cum, his mouth hot on my neck, my nipples. He lifted my arms and licked me until I begged. Seth slowed as he watched, his eyes dilating in… hel, I didn't know anymore, I couldn't separate out wrong from what felt so damned good.

And right now I felt so good. Seth inside me, god I loved having him inside me. Kel's lithe body writhing against mine. Pleasure overkil and I wanted more. And then I had more.

Kel's eyes met mine, a shy smile on his lips, and heat engulfed me. I'd never felt anything like it. I couldn't compare, I didn't know, and then I did. Kel guided me inside his hole. Seth's gasp joined mine.

"Liam?"

Maybe I swalowed my tongue. I couldn't speak. Seth knew. Seth could see what was between Kel and me. And Seth didn't care, he whispered encouragement. "Ride him, baby, oh yeah, so fucking hot. Liam?"

"Bed." I had no idea why I said that. I was fine where we were. If not strangely bent. I'd been strangely bent many times, it wasn't imperative that we move. But somehow it was. And Seth agreed. Withdrawing he helped me stand with Kel stil clutched to me and we stumbled our way to Seth's bed.

I fel into the soft white sheets with my boy wrapped around me and in seconds, I was buried deep inside him, my face pressed into his neck. His hands tangled in my hair, puling as he trembled around me.

Seth eased behind me and with a deep grunt he slid home. His thick cock hit my prostate and I ceased to exist. I let him take over, his strong thrusts drove me into Kel and Kel in turn rocked beneath me. Light and dark swirled inside me. Gripping me deep, making me cry out things I would never say. My body ached with something I couldn't describe. Four hands explored me.

Heat flashed in my brain, folowed by cold, folowed by electricity. I couldn't move. I couldn't tel my body how to behave. I became vapor. "What is it?" I turned to Seth who smiled at me. An evil smile as he pounded into me, hard, harsh. I trembled again, quivering with each thrust and I didn't know. "Stop-more-please.

God, what is happening to me?"

"Orgasm," Seth said softly, working into me slowly, never releasing pressure on that spot inside me that made me into something I didn't recognize. Kel held me, kissing my face, his eyes soft, his words made no sense. It couldn't be orgasm. I wasn't coming and then I did. Ejaculation had never hurt before. Heat shot from me as if I was tearing apart. Kel's voice joined mine as I pushed him over a second time but I didn't stop, shot after shot after shot and I didn't stop. Seth cried my name and fel over me but he held off until I was mist floating around the ceiling.

"Liam?" I heard my name. Soft fingers stroked my hair. Light kisses grazed my chin, my nose, my eyes.

"Liam? Are you stil with us?"

I knew that voice. I couldn't place it. "Yeah," I said, though I wasn't sure if it was true. "I can't feel anything."

"Now you know how you make me feel."

Another voice said from behind me, more kisses on my shoulder. Too many hands stroked me. I was coated in sweat and cooling rapidly. I should remember something. I always remembered. Great sex. No, realy great sex. "Fucks like a god. About time you had a real orgasm. Why the hel do you think I can't come twice like you? Makes me come over and over again like that and doesn't know what the hel it is."

"Feels good, sort of like dying and coming back to life." The other voice with the soft hair and strong fingers shouldn't be below me. My dick soft in his body.

My lover shouldn't be discussing sex with… oh fuck.

I tried to scramble away, but I was trapped between them. My son and my lover. Seth and Kel.

Like a reverse Oreo cookie. My limbs weren't ready to work and my head was so fuzzy. Seth laughed and roled us on to our sides, slick cum trailed down my thigh where he touched me. Kel roled with us and the two of them cradled me between them. Kissing me, in turns. Sharing me. Sharing each other. I think two tongues were in my mouth at one point. I wasn't sure. I could hear them talk, and laugh, and sigh. Sighs turned to gasps and moans. And caresses turned to kisses and a mouth hot and wet wrapped around me, licking the cum from me before swalowing me deep and I came again, my mouth pressed tight against one while I filed the other's throat. I was lost in bliss. Weary from days of no sleep or food, I let them kiss me and nuzzle me while I drifted on a cloud. In love. In lust. In heaven, or was it hel pretending to be heaven? "Crashing," I told them. "Can't help it."

"Sleep, baby, you need it," the voice that shouldn't be here said and I said his name. "Love you too."

"Love, Seth, too. Both of you." But I couldn't understand what they said as I was swalowed by darkness.

The smel of food seeped into my sleep drugged mind, dragging me to the surface. Good food, something warm, spicy. I heard low voices as if from a distance, soft and soothing words, folowed by laughter that made me smile. I had no idea where I was. Light eventualy filtered in to pul me fuly awake. More laughter. Playful banter. I lay stil trying to remember where I was and what had happened. On my stomach in a nest of white and warmth that smeled so much like Seth with a hint of Kel.

Seth and Kel were in the kitchen area. Seth's hands on Kel's ass, holding him close. Kel's hands under the sweatshirt Seth wore. They kissed and teased and talked. I couldn't hear their words. The loves of my life together without me. And I remembered.

Everything. Making love with both of them. Faling asleep between them. Safe and warm and protected.

A pair of crystal blue eyes met mine from across the room, he smiled, love in his smile. I smiled back, I couldn't move. Every muscle in my body ached.

"He's awake." I saw Kel's mouth form the words and then Seth smiled at me and nodded to Kel who ambled across the room.

"We were starting to get worried. It's after noon. Are you hungry?" He fel into bed with me, his oversized clothes making him look like a kid playing dress up in daddy's closet. His mouth on mine was so soft I wanted to cry.

"Starving," I said, reaching around him as he climbed under the covers and pressed against me.

"Sorry I slept so long."

"It's fine, Seth and I found ways to keep busy,"

Kel grinned widely, a trace of pink highlighting his cheeks. "He is a great—"

"Kisser, yeah, I know." I let Kel lick my lips before I smiled.

"I was going to say cook, but I can't argue, he is a great kisser. Not as good as you are." Cool fingers traced my ribs making me shiver. "Want to get up or stay in bed? I could get you up
and
keep you in bed."

"I'm old, boy, give me time to recover." But parts of my body were already up and happily leaking into the sheet. And then I stopped smiling.

"Liam, listen to me, there is nothing wrong with wanting me. I won't let you push me away now, and Seth understands. We're together now. Al of us. It's what I want." He wriggled under me, forcing me to move onto my side in order to get closer. "And baby, right now I have to tel you something realy important."

For some reason my heart skipped a few beats.

What the hel could he possibly tel me? "You smel realy bad." Okay, that wasn't exactly what I expected.

"It's your damned jizz I'm wearing so I can't take the blame for that." I groaned, forcing my face into the crook of his neck, his hair tickled my nose. He smeled of shampoo and that scent that was unique to him. "I love you," I whispered, meaning it. "Want you."

"How?" Kel sighed, a happy sound. his breath catching in his throat when I ran my hand beneath his loose sweat pants to fondle him.