Breaking Kate: The Acceptance Series (22 page)

“Why do you think we won’t see them this weekend? They’re always around.”

I laugh.

“Connor said they’re turning off the phones and not leaving the house until Sunday. Jess seemed pretty content with his plans and honestly, babe, so am I. We have three days to be together and get to know each other intimately.”

Being the gentleman that I am, I pick up the bags she dropped, get her a beer, and ask where her plates are so we can eat.

“First, let me call Jess really quick before the phone goes off because tomorrow we’re going shopping with April. I think Connor probably forgot, but the rest of the time I’m absolutely in love with the idea of it just being the two of us. And secondly, no dishes, just forks or chopsticks. Chinese food was made to eat out of the container, not off of a plate.”

She’s grinning at me as she starts unpacking the food from the bags. She’s so sexy and cute and best of all, she’s mine. I grab her around the waist and bring her to me for one big loud kiss.

“You are a woman after my own heart, the first one I’ve ever met that will eat Chinese food from containers with me. What about the soup?”

“Even soup.
We’ll grab some spoons, but let’s be clear about something, I don’t double dip when it comes to making food, or parties with dips and such. But when I’m with friends, good friends mind you, I don’t mind sharing food, containers, ice cream, et cetera.”

Oh god, I’m laughing so hard I actually have tears rolling down my face. Poor Kate looks puzzled. I have to catch my breath then kiss her on the forehead.

“Sweetheart, you’re going to be the apple of my mother’s eye. She’s had a no double dipping rule in force for as long as I can remember and her logic is the same as yours. I can’t wait for you to meet her. She’s really excited to meet you.” 

Uh-oh.
Her eyes are huge and getting bigger, deer caught in the headlights big.

“You already told them about me?”

Grabbing her around the waist, I pull her close. “Of course I told them about you. I’m taking you to meet them next Friday on the way up to the engagement party; I thought I mentioned it to you.”

“You did I just didn’t think you were serious.”

“Kate, is there a reason you don’t want to meet my parents? They’re going to adore you; you’re everything they have ever wanted for me wrapped up in one beautiful package.”

“No, not at all.
I just thought after the issues your dad had with your ex you might want to wait, especially since it’s so soon in our relationship.”

I start kissing up her neck and nibble just a little on her earlobe, whispering in her ear, “Key words, gumdrop—relationship, girlfriend, might love you. There’s not a doubt in my mind, Kate, this is going to be a
very
long-term relationship. You are mine in every sense of the word. I want, no rephrase that I
need
to own you, body and soul, but even more than that I want
you
to own
me
body and soul. You are the first thing I think of when I wake up in the morning and you are the last thing I think of before I fall asleep at night. I don’t care that this is fast, Kate, because fast or not, this is fucking right; I feel it in my core. You are the other half of my soul and I don’t care who knows it or who judges it. In the end, all that matters is you and me.”

Immediately, her lips are on mine, her tongue exploring my mouth, her hands finding their way under my shirt. I back her up to the counter and lift her up. She pulls off my shirt and throws it to the floor. She continues her gentle assault on me, exploring my chest and arms, kissing me, running her tongue along my jaw line, nibbling her way to my ear as she utters four little words, “Daniel, take me now.” I know in this instant I’m completely lost to this girl. I quickly take off her shirt, followed by her bra, and put my face to her breasts, taking in her scent. I take a breast in each hand and rotate between them, sucking them, flicking my tongue against her ever hardening nipples, and gently tugging on her piercing until she cries out my name. Lifting her up slightly, I unbutton her pants and take them off. Cupping her pussy in my hands, I rub her clit until she’s writhing and I know she’s ready for me. Sliding two fingers into her dripping wet, very tight pussy, she starts to move. Bucking against my fingers, she rides my hand as I finger fuck her. While gripping my hair, she calls out my name. My dick is so hard it hurts; I have to have her now.

Slowly, I slide my fingers out and suck her juices off of them one by one as she watches in hunger.
Damn, she tastes better than I remember.
I mouth the word ‘gumdrop’ to her before bringing my mouth to hers. I kiss her again slowly, really drawing it out, enjoying every moan of pleasure I elicit from her. Kate unbuttons and unzips my pants. I kick them off as she puts her hands in my boxer briefs and takes my cock in her hands; it feels amazing. She continues giving me a hand job as I struggle but finally manage to get my boxers off.

Grabbing her face, I turn her head so that I can look deep into her beautiful emerald eyes. “Babe, remember when I told you I wanted to fuck you up against the wall?” She doesn’t speak just nods up and down excitedly, “Good, because that’s what I’m going to do to you right now. I’m going to fuck you hard up against this wall until you fall apart screaming my name, got it?” She continues to nod but I can see the excitement in her eyes.

“Wrap your legs around my waist and your arms around my neck.”

She does exactly what I ask her to do. Turning around, I get her back up against the wall, take her mouth in mine, and kiss her with every bit of love and lust running through me. Just as she starts to moan, I lower her onto my cock. I’m not gentle and she’s really tight. I check to be sure I’m not hurting her and then start moving my hips. It’s really deep this way. My dick consumes all of her and I fucking
love it. So does she, I can tell by the sounds she’s making, the way she’s grinding onto my cock, squeezing it, wanting it.

“Kate, look at me.” She looks at me with lust, devouring me with her eyes, and biting on her bottom lip.
Fuck, this girl is going to break me—I’m putty in her hands
.

“Kate, from now until forever you are mine, do you fucking understand that? Body and soul, I own you. I am yours and you are
MINE
. This right here, what we’re doing, this mind blowing fucking, it’s ours and no one else’s, my dick is yours, your pussy is mine,
NO ONE ELSE’S
! Fuck, Kate, you have no clue what you’re doing to me, you are my complete undoing.”

The whole time she’s nodding, face flushed in ecstasy while whimpering in pleasure, getting wetter and wetter as I continue to pound into her. This is not gentle lovemaking, this is pure fucking in its rawest form and it’s incredible.

Kate tries to speak, her breath hitching at almost every word. “Daniel, I’m yours, and you damn sure well are fucking mine. No other fucking women are allowed to touch you, or your dick, it’s mine and
only
mine. My pussy was made for fucking you and
only
you. It’s yours always and forever. Oh god, Daniel I’m going to come, please come with me. Oh please, baby, don’t make me come alone.”

She’s dripping wet and I feel her walls start to convulse around me.

“Never. You never have to come alone. Come with me now, Kate, right now, all over my dick.”

Clenching me with her muscles, squeezing my dick so tight I actually see stars, she comes hard and so do I, both of us calling out each other’s names. Her body shudders from her release followed by the best words I have ever heard, “Oh god, Daniel, I love you so much it hurts.” She gasps and looks down. I grab her chin and tilt her face up to me, kissing her gently.

“Daniel, I um...”

“Kate, don’t
even
try to take back what you just said. I love you, too, sweetheart. I just didn’t tell you before because I didn’t want to scare you off.” Kissing her tenderly I put her down. “Come on, let’s talk while we eat.”

I throw my boxers back on and Kate puts my shirt on. She looks sexy as all hell in my t-shirt. I can’t help but notice as she puts the fabric to her nose and inhales deeply.

“What? It smells like you and I missed you. I might just keep this shirt here with me when you go so it will remind me of you.”

Smiling, I just nod my head in understanding. I know I wouldn’t mind having something that smells like her in my bed.

“That’s one of the many things we need to talk about, Kate. I’m going to be honest, because that’s all I ever want to be with you and I know you feel the same. I have strong feelings for you, stronger than I’ve ever felt for anyone. I have known you a week, and yet I know without a doubt that I love you, that one day I want to marry you, raise a family with you, and grow old with you. Not anytime soon, though. We need to grow into all of that, but being with you makes me feel whole. All these years you were the keeper of my heart and soul and I was just waiting for you to bring it back to me. It looks like in about a month I’ll have a project down here I can transfer to, possibly sooner. I already talked to Connor and he’s fine with me moving back into my old room at his house. I want to spend time with you, date you properly instead of ripping your clothes off the second I see you. Not that it isn’t fun—I just really want us to get to know each other. I love spending time with you, talking to you, being with you makes me happier than I’ve ever been.”

The whole time I’m talking she’s eating. She passes me the
Schezwan shrimp and looks up thoughtfully at me.

“Thank you for being honest with me, babe.
You know, when I was with Michael I just
knew
he was the one, the one that was everything you just said to me.”

Fuck, she doesn’t feel the same at all
. She reaches out and grabs my hand, intertwining my fingers in hers.

“Now it’s different. I’ve grown so much in the last four years. I gave our relationship too much power and never even realized it until I met you. I was broken, so utterly broken I thought my soul had all but disappeared. Eventually, I healed and realized that I spent too much time regretting and mourning a loss that I never really should have. You opened my eyes, Daniel. The way you treat me, the way you love me, just the way you look at me, I know you feel
us
down to the depths of your soul. I feel safe with you.

“Michael broke me. I’m ashamed to admit the amount of power I gave him over my recovery, hoping someday he would come back. What I’ve realized in the last week is that he never loved me the way I loved him or he wouldn’t have treated me like that. I deserve better. You listen to me, I don’t think you would
ever
jump to conclusions or blame me for the actions of others and I love that about you. I’ve finally been able to let go of the past. I owe that to
you,
Daniel. I am hopelessly in love with you; my heart has finally found its home. I haven’t felt this content since before my mom died, even with Michael, he didn’t own me like you do. I won’t ever forget him. He was my first love, one of my best friends, and I miss him a lot. To be honest, I miss him almost every single day. I still hope that one day after I make things right, we can be friends again, but you are the
only
man that I ever want to put a ring on my finger.  What we have is real; it’s passionate and honest, loving and sexy as all hell. Just hearing you say you want to own me and wanting me to own you turns me on instantly.

“I don’t know what your past love life was like with your exes, but I can tell you my love life was very tame. It was always gentle and loving, but rotated between three positions in all the time we were together. I thought it was amazing and passionate, life altering sex but now I know it was…” I love the perplexed look on her face as she tries to finish her thought. “Comforting? No, that really isn’t the right word—it was like having sex with a good friend.
A way to explore and learn. It was good, but it wasn’t this, it wasn’t us and I like
us.
Hell, I fucking
love us
. I love being able to sit here and eat Chinese food out of containers with a man that makes me feel alive, who I’m not embarrassed to sit around half dressed with, one who knows me intimately but also wants to be with me and grow with me, who isn’t afraid to show his feelings for me. I want to be with
you,
Daniel, and I don’t give a fuck
who
has a negative opinion on how fast it has happened.”

I grab her face and I kiss her with everything I’ve got. She’s just made me happier than I’ve ever been in my life. This sexy, beautiful, honest woman wants me as much as I want her.

“Daniel, I’m so happy you’re moving down here, it’s going to be incredible to be able to see you as much as I want to. No more shared dinners over the phone, no more delivery people, no more phone sex…”

I interrupt her, “Hey, don’t go getting crazy, the phone sex was really fucking hot!”

Kate bats her long eyelashes at me. “Hotter than the real thing? I don’t know, Daniel, I would much rather have you in my bed than on my phone, but if you want to play it that way…”

“I take it back. We can save phone sex for times apart, maybe next time we can Skype it,
I can’t even
imagine
how erotic that would be. You’re right, though, it’s still much better in person. Did I happen to mention how much I missed you this week?”