Dark Demands 04: Bound to Him (10 page)

His hands were on he
r – his fingers were opening her
–
he removed the bullet
then
rubbed at
her clitoris

“You’re wet,” he whispered
accusingly
as his fingers penetrated and plunged into her slick centre. 
“
My greedy girl
obviously wants more.”  He decided
slapping her backside soundly with the flat of his hand.

Still h
oldin
g her wide he lowere
d his head and licked the length of her flickin
g his prone
tongue into her wetness
while
his thumb pressed and rubbed relentlessly against her hard bud.
Gina
whimpered
and moaned
silently her body a roaring inferno for him. 
She needed more – needed all of him and wailed into the gag as his teeth took her labia
and gently bit
down.

Finally Matthew slid a condom onto his straining penis and plunged into her –
there were no words – no
gentle easing –
just
one
hard
push
into her swollen, slick centre.  His penis so aroused he filled her easily
-
all of her
.  Gina arched her back and groaned
– this was bliss – this was Matthew at his best
.
  He stood at the end of the desk
and gripped
her hips
with both hand
and haul
ed
her back and forwards over his erection.  Each time he pulled her he forced her against him so he penetrated deep –
penetrated
until
he heard her muffled screams
.

She was going to climax and she couldn’t stop it.  Her body stiffened and convulsed as the cascading storm tore into her
very
core
and
rushed
through her like a tidal wave.

She’d never climaxed like that before – not even with Matthew and as he
finally
released her she could barely stand up.   She caught his eyes –
still
black,
still
lustful and full of something she couldn’t understand but she knew
whatever had changed – whatever was happening between them hadn’t finished – not yet.  The
look on Matthew’s face
told her that
.

Everything went silent for a fortnight. 
New York
, Gina decided.  But what was keeping him there?  Was it business or could he have met someone – Gina felt the
nervous
butterflies in her tummy and scolded herself.  She was being stupid – even if he did meet someone else what did it matter?
But it does matter – it matters a lot because you love him.

A few days earlier Grace had
sighed, shaken her head then
handed
her
a copy of one of the more gossipy papers and there had been a photo of Matthew
in it
at some event or other.  A photo of Ma
tthew with a brunette at his side
–
he had his arm around her
and they were both smiling happily at each other.  What was going on – did this mean it was the end for them
?  W
as
what he’d done to her in his office a parting flourish –
something for her to remember him by -
an act
he’d wanted imprinted o
n her memory
forever?

Gina had never felt
more unhappy.  It hurt
that Matthew could do those things to her in that way – it had been
so fierce it had been
almost like a punishment
and not at all like an act of love. 

You’re forgetting what he once told you – he doesn’t do lovemaking – he does sex and he likes it rough – he likes to control and dominate
.
 

And now this – t
his brunette – just who was she - a
nd was he ever coming back?  He’d said he would
that night on the front steps
and he’d said they’d meet
again when he did
.
  So she’d just have to trust that he’d meant it - after all she’d never known Matthew to lie.

Exactly two weeks and two days after the incident in his office he rang her.  Her heart thudded and the butterflies were back – a teenage girl couldn’t have been happier.

“I’ll s
end Conrad for you about ten thirty tomorrow morning,” he told her
softly
.   “
I’ve missed you,” he admitted.  “So please come I think we have things to talk about, don’t you?”

Yes she did
and her heart raced with joy
– but
then she reminded herself that
he was always like this but when it got right down to it they never did any talking
.  Whenever they got together
it was
only ever about
the sex.

“
There’s no need to worry Grace or your dad about baby sitting – you can bring James with you,” he surprised her. 

What was this – one minute he was dominating her – doing the most inappropriate things to her on her parent’s doorstep and
in his office
promising to
do nothing more than fill her world
with pain
.  T
he
n in the
next he was talking about doing the baby thing again? 

“Are you sure – they really don’t mind looking after him,” she reassured wondering what she’d do with James while she was with him.

“I want you to stay the night,” he told her firmly.  “I have plans for you,” he added
the
mood
y tone in his voice back
.  “
Please don’t argue with me over this, Gina.  I want you here -
I want to show you my new place and I’ll cook for us as well.”

More raised eyebrows.  “First I discover that you have a flair for dealing with infants and now you cook as well,” she replied sarcastically.  “So where is your new place?”

“Not that far, just a little way out of the city - Virginia Water – in
Surrey
.” 

Conrad arrived exactly on time and
helped Gina put all the baby paraphernalia in the limo.  A baby seat had already been fitted to one of the back seat
s
and once James was strapped in they were off.

“About thirty miles,” Conrad told her.  “So with traffic on our side we should be there within the hour, Miss.”

Gina settled back and played with James until after about ten minutes he fell asleep.  She had a lot to think about.  She wanted to see Matthew – no – she
needed
to see Matthew.  Whatever happened between them she couldn’t rid herself of the hunger – the need to have him take her the way he did. 
But what about James
, she thought looking at her son. 
He’s Matthew’s son too –
so
are you
going to pluck up the courage and
tell him?

The truth was
Gina
just didn’t know what to do.  She
watched the city streets pass by
in a dream
until
she looked up and
they were in the rich leafiness of
Surrey
but still no decision
. 
Matthew could offer their son a lot
–
everything in fact -
give him the sort of future most young men could only dream about. But was that enough?

Gina didn’t
know anyone who lived in such an up market wealthy area
as Virginia Water
and as they got closer she took particular notice of the impressive detached houses
.  They were big and grand and
surrounded by large landscaped gardens
and
she wondered why the city, penthouse loving Matthew had gone for this
sort of property
.  Eventually Conrad pulled into a driveway and after opening the tall, wrought iron gates drove them up to the house.

Gina felt a bit like a fly caught in a web.  This was going to be good
and
bad but mostly
it would be
very, very
difficult – difficult but
exciting.  But should she be doing this
at all
– what about James?  He wouldn’t sleep all the time and he could be very demanding – how would Matthew react to that?

Matthew met her at the large, imposing front doors and welcomed her with a chaste kiss on the cheek then he lifted James out of his seat and carried him inside
.
  He looked wonderful.  Being at home he wasn’t dressed in one of his usual dark, work suits instead he was
wearing
tight fitting jeans and a snug white tee.  His hair too looked different.  It had grown some since she’d seen him last and it suited him –
jet
black and slightly messy looking.

“There’s someone I want you to meet,” he told her leading the way down the hallway and into a sitting room. 

The room was full of
new
baby equipment – there was a cot and a pram plus a whole host of toys.

“This is Mrs Dean,
Mary Dean
” he said introducing a middle aged smiling woman who immediately took James from him.

“Hello Gina,” she smiled.  “I know we haven’t met before but I do know M
atthew.  I used to run the nursery his sister, Katarina worked in
,” she explained.  “Since
I left
there
and moved back to
London
I’ve worked for these people,” she said handing Gina a business card.

Gina took it and printed on it saw the name of one of the most pres
tigious N
anny A
gencies in the city
.

“So you see I have a wealth of experience and I’m sure James and I will soon be friends.”

Gina looked at Matthew – she
felt uncomfortable with this – she
really didn’t want to relinquish James to a complete stranger no matter how well qualified.

“I anticipated your reluctance,” he told her softly and called out to someone in the adjoining room.

“Luisa,” Gina gasped
seeing Matthew’s step mother
and went to hug the woman.  “It’s lovely to see you,” she laughed and felt the older woman running affectionate fingers over her cheek.

“A
quick
visit –
that’s all -
to see Matthew’s new house and it’s such a wonderful surprise to meet your son,” she enthused looking wide eyed at James who was sat
in a chair playing with his
fluffy bear
.  “Do you mind if Mary and I
look a
fter him
for a
little while,” she asked in her rich Italian accent.  “
It’ll be such a treat for me and w
e
’d
both love to
get to know him better
and we’ll
take
great
care
of him
-
love him as if he was our own – you know that,” she added smiling at Mrs Dean.

Gina knew Luisa would be fine with James and nodded her agreement. 

He
’d
planned this – he knew you wouldn’t want to leave James with a stranger
.
So now he has
you to himself and you know what he’ll do to you,
a little voice warned.

“Good – we’ll leave you ladies too it – come on Gina we’ve got stuff to sort out,” he said taking her hand and leading her away.

“He’
ll be fine,”
he reassured
as he led the way up the grand staircase
.  “I wouldn’t leave him with just anyone either – so you can relax,” he advised.

What did he mean – he wouldn’t leave him with just anyone either
- why would he care?
 
Why had he
gone to
all this
trouble – Luisa being here and all.

“I’ll show you around later,” he smiled watching her big, curious eyes scan every room as they passed
by
.   “But for now
we need to talk and
I want you in my bed,” he sai
d tugging her towards
the staircase
.