Tish got up, turned around, and screamed.
Rikke Mathisen stood directly behind her, so close that their bodies were nearly touching.
Are you having problems? Rikke asked.
Tish backed up to give herself space. Flat tire, she said.
Rikke towered over her by nearly a foot. Her eyes flicked to the disabled tire, and her face was impassive. Do you need to be somewhere?
Im heading to the airport.
Leaving town?
Tish nodded.
I can drive you, Rikke told her. Put your things in my car.
Tish attempted a smile. You dont have to do that. I can get the tire changed.
It will give us a chance to talk, Rikke said. Dont you think we should talk, Tish?
Tish rubbed the skin on her forearms. She was cold. Sure, but its a rental car. I cant just leave it.
This isnt the big city. You can call them. Theyll send someone to get the car.
I have friends inside, Tish said, glancing at the entrance to the bookstore and suddenly wishing she could see Strides face. Im sure one of them can drive me. You probably want to be alone.
I said I would drive you, so lets go.
Tish hesitated for another second. Rikke was angry about the death of her brother, but if she wanted an opportunity to vent her poison at Tish, so be it. Tish didnt care. On some level, she deserved it.
Sure, okay, Tish said. Why not?
She retrieved her purse, turned off the lights on the Civic, and popped
the trunk. She removed her suitcase and relocated it to the trunk of Rikkes tan Impala, which was parked next to her. Rikke made no move to help. She waited until Tish had closed the trunk and then climbed inside the drivers door and started the engine.
Tish got inside the Impala and went to put on her seat belt. The strap was broken.
Sorry, Ive been meaning to get that fixed, Rikke said.
She drove out of the parking lot, leaving Tishs stranded Civic behind them.
Which bridge do you want me to take? Rikke asked.
Whichever is lower, Tish said. I hate heights.
48
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Stride leaned closer to Maggie and Serena across the table at the café. How did Finn get home? he asked them.
Maggie sipped from her cream-colored mug of chai tea and raised an eyebrow at him. What are you talking about?
On the night Laura was killed, Finn was in the park watching her. How did he get back home to Superior?
Serena shrugged. By car.
Yes, except Rikke never let Finn drive himself, Stride said.
Well, Rikke swore that Finn wasnt in the park at all, but we know he was there, Maggie said. So he must have had a car.
Or maybe Rikke picked him up, Stride said.
As soon as he said it out loud, he realized that was what had happened.
After Amandas offhanded comment about mothers and daughters, Stride had found himself looking at the circumstances of Lauras murder from an entirely new perspective. In a case with too many suspects already, he had overlooked one other person who must have been in the park that night.
Does that really change our theory of the crime? Serena asked. If
Rikke picked him up, that means she must have suspected all along that Finn killed Laura. So she lied to give him an alibi.
Stride leaned back in his chair. Thats what I thought, but it works both ways. By giving Finn an alibi, she also gives herself one.
Maggie shook her head. What are you saying, boss?
Im saying if Rikke went to the park to pick up Finn, maybe she came upon the baseball bat lying in the field.
Or maybe Elvis found it, Maggie suggested. Maybe he was so wracked with guilt about killing Laura that he ODd a month later.
Stride nodded. Yeah, I could be crazy, but Finns prints
arent
on the baseball bat. Weve got prints from Peter, Dada, and Cindy, but not Finn. If he killed her, why wouldnt his prints be on the bat? Instead, weve got a set of prints that we cant identify.
Why would Rikke kill Laura? Maggie asked.
That depends on what was really going on between the two of them, Stride told her. Amanda said that every daughter becomes her mother sooner or later. We see it all the time in abusive relationships, right? Abuse begets abuse. Rikke admitted to us that her mother sexually molested her. The question is, did Rikke take after her mother and become an abuser herself?
You think that Rikke had a sexual relationship with Laura? Maggie asked.
I think its not impossible. Laura spent a lot of time there when she was struggling with her sexuality. After her breakup with Tish, maybe she was confused and vulnerable and needed someone to confide in. So she went to her favorite teacher for help. What if Rikke took advantage of her trust? We already know she got kicked out of the school district later for an affair with a student. Weve been saying all along that Finn was insanely jealous of Lauras relationship with Tish, but maybe weve got it backwards. Maybe Rikke was the one who was jealous.
Maggie took time to think about it, but then shook her head. Even if Rikke did seduce Laura, why would she kill her?
If she was abusive and obsessed, who knows what she would have done when she found out Laura was running away from her? Stride replied. Youre talking about a brother and sister who were raised on violence and
incest. We know what it did to Finn. Do you think Rikke doesnt have demons, too?
Except we know that Finn is the one whos capable of murder, Maggie said.
Stride had a vision of a lonely North Dakota farm, glowing faintly in the center of miles of nighttime fields. It was like being on the moon, Rikke had said. His eyes grew hard.
Wait a minute, he said. Do we?
Maggie opened her mouth to protest and then clamped it shut.
Son of a bitch, Serena gasped. No, we dont.
I want to talk to Rikke, Stride said, standing up. I want to get her prints to match to the murder weapon, and I want to know what was really going on in that house. He stood up and looked around the bookstore. Is she still here?
Serena shook her head. Rikke left right after Tish. I saw her go.
All right, lets see if we can catch her, Stride said.
The three of them headed for the exit. In the parking lot, Stride turned left on the sidewalk toward his Expedition, which was parked next to Maggies yellow Avalanche, but he stopped when Serena took hold of his shoulder.
Wait a minute, Jonny, she said, pointing. Thats Tishs car.
Stride recognized the Civic on the far side of the parking lot and immediately spotted the odd angle of the chassis caused by the cars flat tire. He frowned as he studied the rest of the lot. Wheres Tish? he asked.
Maggie jogged over to the Civic and got down on her knees to examine the tire with a penlight on her key chain. This was cut, she called to them. Somebody slashed it.
Stride looked at Serena. Rikke.
The Blatnik Bridge loomed ahead of them beyond the sweeping curve of the highway, its arch illuminated against the night with blurred rows of white lights. Tish grew nervous as they neared the span, anticipating the rope of fear that would twist around her insides as they made the crossing. She wanted to look away, but she couldnt; instead, she stared at the hump
of steel as if it were a sea monster arching its giant back over the water. Her tension broadcast itself through the car.
Is something wrong? Rikke asked. Her voice was cool.
Its just bridges, Tish said. They scare me.
The windows on both sides were wide open, ushering in a fierce breeze that rattled the frame of the car. They climbed the sharp angle toward the summit of the bridge, and the crisscross steel of the span rose ahead of them like the tracks of a roller coaster. Rikke drove slowly. Traffic soared up behind them, filling the car with headlights and then passing impatiently on their left at almost twice their speed. On either side of them, far below, industrial lights marked the edge of the land, and the blackness signaled the channel of Superior Bay. Tish wrapped her arms tightly across her chest. Her breathing was fast.
Rikke reached out and rested a warm hand on Tishs thigh, and Tish flinched.
The view is amazing, Rikke said. You should look.
I dont want to see it.
Rikke slowed even further as they crept skyward. Tish felt sweat on her hands, and her left arm twitched involuntarily.
Cant we go faster? she asked.
No, I love it up here, Rikke told her. Sometimes I think thats the best way to die. Just let yourself drive off the edge of a bridge.
Dont talk like that, it scares me.
The car drifted toward the right shoulder, grinding on loose gravel. Tish was conscious of the three-foot ribbon of concrete stretching along the bridge deck, which was the only barrier between the car and one hundred feet of air dropping toward the water. It was inches from her window.
Its hard not to think about death when you know youre dying, Rikke said.
Dying?
Rikke nodded calmly. The doctors tell me the cancer has come back. Metastasized, they call it. Thats an ugly word. I only have a few months.
Im sorry, Tish said.
So you see, its a choice I have to think about. Thats what I face. A death thats fast and free, or one thats slow and painful. What would you do?
I dont know.
Rikkes hand tightened on Tishs thigh. She squeezed hard, her nails cutting into skin. I never understood what Laura saw in you. I know you were beautiful, but you never understood her like I did. I was the one she came to for comfort. I was the one who helped her understand who she was.
Youre hurting me.
Good. You deserve to be hurt. She took her eyes off the road. Look at you, youre still so attractive. Me, Ive gotten old. My body is a joke now. My breasts are ruined. My thighs are all pebbled over with cellulite. I can hardly bear to look at myself. I was beautiful then, do you remember? My students all wanted me.
Tish sat frozen, saying nothing.
Laura wanted me, too, Rikke said. Did you know that?
Thats not true.
Oh, but it is, Rikke went on. Laura told me about your affair. She told me how she ran away from you. She came to me because needed a friend. A mother. She was so scared, so lonely. I was there for her when you werent. I spent hours letting her cry in my arms. We became close. And one night, when I knew she was ready for it, I showed her that I could love her in a special way.
Oh, my God, Tish said. No, youre lying.
Steel cables dropped from the span around them as they neared the summit. Ghosts of fog drifted around the car and reflected back in the headlights. She could hardly see the road. Overhead, the diamonds of steel looked like spiders viewed through a gauzy web.
There was nothing evil about it, Rikke said. Laura never should have run away from me. Not to you.
Rikke spun the wheel and jammed her foot on the brake, turning the nose of the car until it bumped against the concrete shoulder. The car jerked to a stop at the peak of the highway. They were at an angle, with barely two feet of rock and dirt outside the door between Tish and the long drop. Other cars buzzed by like hornets, their horns squealing.
What are you doing? Tish held on to herself, trembling. Keep going, keep going!
It was always you, wasnt it? Rikke snarled. Laura didnt care about me. Or Finn. It was you she wanted.
Drive, drive! Tish screamed. Please!
Rikke turned off the car.
Tish felt herself hyperventilating. She squirmed away from the car door. She couldnt stop looking at the steel overhead and the shining rows of white lights. She felt the pull of heights again, the insane urge to leap from the car, to jump.
Are you crazy? Go, go now, please! Ill do anything!
Why did you come back here? Rikke asked. Was it revenge? Is that what you wanted? I tried to scare you away, and you stayed.
Tish shook her head mutely. Panic and terror ripped through her nerve ends.
Rikke slid the keys out of the ignition and opened the drivers door and got out, slamming it behind her. Traffic wheeled around her through the fog and night. She walked around the back of the car and came up to the open window on Tishs side. Inside, Tish cowered near the opposite door. Rikke sucked in a lungful of the whipping breeze and peered over the barrier at the inky blackness of the channel. Then she reached her upper body in through the window, grabbed Tishs wrist, and yanked her bodily across the car.
Tish wailed. Dont do this!
Look at me! Rikke insisted. When Tish buried her face in her chest, Rikke grabbed Tishs chin and wrenched it up until their eyes met. Tishs stare was glazed with tears. She saw violence and desire fighting in Rikkes face. This is what you deserve for coming back to torture me. For driving Finn crazy. You killed him, do you know that? It was you. You may as well have been the one to put the bullet in his brain.
Im sorry, Im sorry.
Rikke took Tishs skull in both hands, twisted her face, and forced her mouth up, then bent down and covered her lips in a fierce kiss. Is that so horrible? Does it scare you? Laura was afraid of me after we made love. Afraid! That was Finns fault. He never should have interfered, but he was jealous that I was the one she chose.