Lovers at Heart (17 page)

Vicky patted her on the back. “Get her a drink, quick, Chris.”

Chris handed her a bottle of wine, which Max chugged, and when she stopped choking, she chugged some more, until she’d downed half the bottle.

“Max? A little thirsty?” Vicky said with a coy smile.

“Sorry. Thank you, Chris. Do you mind?” She pointed to the bottle.
Treat. Jesus, he’s everywhere.

“Go for it.”

Before he finished answering, Max was already guzzling more wine. She lowered it from her lips with a loud, “Ahh.” She couldn’t drink fast enough. She sucked down another gulp and wiped a drip from her chin.

“Did you say Treat Braden?” she asked.

“Yeah, you know him?” Chris asked.

“Yeah, I know him.” Max looked down the beach as she sucked down more wine. “Tall guy, handsome as the day is long?”
Long as the day is handsome!
She finished the bottle of wine and plopped into a beach chair with a loud sigh.
Shoot me now…No…give me another bottle of wine first.
The alcohol warmed the ache and anger that had turned her flesh to ice.

“He’s got a place right in Wellfleet. I’ve known his family for years.” Chris laughed. “He still calls me Smitty, like his pop did. It was a nickname I had as a younger man.”

“A much younger man,” Vicky teased.

“Did you meet Treat here?” Chris asked.

Max shook her head.
I made out with him a few times, and I’m in love with him. Oh, and he keeps breaking my heart.

Vicky planted herself in the chair beside Max. “I’ve been around a long time.”

Max stared at the fire, feeling the alcohol chipping away at her defenses and washing away her inhibitions.

“If I didn’t know better, and if I’m reading that empty bottle of wine correctly, I’d think that Treat might be the reason you’re here.”

Max looked at her without answering, then pushed herself to her feet, swaying from side to side until Vicky grabbed her arm and she found her footing. “I’m just gonna go to the bathroom. It’s in the parking lot, right?”

“I’ll go with you,” Vicky said.

“No, I can manage. Thank you, though.” She started for the dunes, then turned back. “Vicky, you’re a really nice friend.”

Max stumbled toward the dunes, mumbling beneath her breath about blond women and tall men. She stumbled up the sandy ramp to the parking lot and found the small cinder-block bathroom. Inside, she flicked on the light and stood in front of the mirror, staring at her drunken, glassy eyes.
Why did I do this to myself?
Fly halfway across the country in search of a man who doesn’t even want me?

She removed the elastic from her hair and fluffed her long tresses over her shoulders, surveying herself in the mirror. She turned her face one way, then the other, narrowed her eyes, and then opened them wide again.
I’m a pretty girl. Pretty girls are supposed to have happily-ever-afters. Kaylie got hers. Danica got hers. So why is the blonde getting mine?

She went to the bathroom, washed up, and headed back toward the beach. From the top of the dune, she scanned the beach for Treat. She spotted his height first, and her hand flew to her heart.
Look at him
. She bit her lower lip at the tug in her chest. The blonde stood beside him, and she kept touching his shoulder. “Don’t touch him,” Max said aloud.

She started down the steep incline and fell to her butt on the hard, packed sand of the ramp. She looked at Chris and Vicky’s bonfire, where all those nice people were smiling and laughing; then she looked up toward the bonfire where Treat was.
More goddamned happy people
. Max couldn’t take it anymore. She’d finally given herself up to a man—and she couldn’t even do that right. Here she was, alone, cold, and sitting on a hard sandy ramp. She gave in to the tears that had been begging to be set free for two full days. She didn’t wipe them away or cover her face. She didn’t care who saw her. She honored her sadness, allowing herself to feel the pain, like her heart had been beaten and tossed away only to be gnawed on by a mangy dog and walked all over again.

TREAT HAD TO get away from Amanda. She was clingy and vile, offering to do all sorts of dirty things to him and refusing to accept his gentlemanly denials. She was so persistent that he half expected to hear,
All that for a cool five hundred dollars
. He was on the verge of telling her flat out,
I will not sleep with you—ever.
He’d never had to go that far before. Then again, he’d never been so in love with one woman that he’d turn down another.

Max
. He had to find her. Even the thought of Max seeing him with Amanda standing this close to him turned his stomach. His only hope was that it really hadn’t been Max, and that she was safe at home in Colorado.

“I’ll tell you what,” Amanda said as she guzzled another beer. “If you’ll take a walk with me—one walk.” She leaned in closer, her breath warming his ear, and whispered, “I promise you, I’ll rock your world. I’ll be
your
treat.”

Treat closed his eyes against his boiling anger. It would be so easy to take her—down the beach, at his bungalow, where didn’t matter. He could have a string of nameless, faceless women if he wanted them.
That part of my life is over, and I’m never going back to it.
Not now that he knew what it was like to feel more than lust, to look into someone’s eyes and want so much more than sexual gratification. To want a lifetime of smiles and handholding, breakfasts, and yes, saucy, sumptuous, scorching hot nights of making love. When he opened his eyes, his decision was easy. Enough was enough. He spotted Chuck and Bonnie by the dunes.

“Excuse me,” he said.

“Chuck, I had a great time. Thank you for the invitation, but I really have to run. I’m still catching up on my sleep.”

Chuck winked. “Taking Amanda with you?”

“No and, Bonnie, you know I think the world of you, but I’d never give a woman like that a second thought. I’m sorry, but she’s a bit aggressive.”

Bonnie flushed. “I know. I’m sorry. I guess I thought that a guy like you was used to women throwing themselves at him and that she’d just fit right in.”

It surprised him that she would think of him like that, or rather, that she’d think he might act on it if they had. “Yes, but have you ever seen me with any women since you’ve known me?”

“Well, no,” she admitted.

He put his hand on her shoulder and kissed her cheek. “Then please don’t underestimate me.” He patted Chuck on the arm. “Thanks, buddy. We’ll catch up soon.”

“Are you leaving town again?” Chuck asked.

“Thinking about a trip to Colorado.” Treat headed down the beach toward Smitty’s bonfire, thinking about Max. If it hadn’t been her on that shuttle, then he’d make damn sure that if she’d give him another chance, he’d never be in a situation where his actions could be misconstrued again. Hell, he never wanted to be away from her again.

“Treat!”

Treat stopped in his tracks, reminding himself not to lose his cool, as Amanda ran to his side. Up ahead, Vicky was heading toward the parking lot. She plopped herself down next to someone who had her knees pulled up to her chest and her head buried in her arms.
Is everyone having a shitty night?

Amanda touched his shoulder. “I didn’t get to give you a kiss goodbye.” She leaned in as he pulled back, catching sight of Vicky helping someone to her feet.
Max
. In the split second she looked over, Amanda planted a kiss right on his cheek—and Max ran up the ramp.

“Max, wait!” Vicky yelled.

Max. Max!
“Max!” he yelled.

“Treat!” Amanda ran after him.

Treat spun around. “I’m sure you’re a wonderful woman, but I am not—nor will I ever be—interested in you.” He didn’t realize he had yelled it until he was halfway up the ramp and passing Vicky.

“Way to go, Treat. That woman’s got a fairly loose reputation,” Vicky said. “Get the one that matters!”

Max fumbled with her keys by a little white car.

“Max!” he hollered.

She turned her back to him.

“Max.” He spoke softly as he approached. “Max, it’s not what you think.”

“Like it’s not what I thought when you gave me that look? God, you gave me that look and made me feel like shit, and look at you. One minute you’re professing your love to me and the next you’re making out with a blonde on the streets of Wellfleet. No wonder this is your favorite place. You probably have a woman at every port.” She unlocked her car door, unsteady on her feet. “I should have known.”

“Max?” Vicky said.

Max turned, her face flushed as she looked between them.

“Max, I’ve known Treat since he was a boy,” Vicky said.

“I can’t believe you know Chris and Vicky,” Max spat at Treat.

“Chris? Oh, you mean Smitty.” Treat’s eyes darted between Max and Vicky.

“Yes, Smitty,” Vicky clarified. “Max, we see Treat when he’s in town. We know his whole family, and he isn’t who you think he is,” Vicky said.

“See? Even she knows what you’re like,” Max spat at him.

“What? No, Max,” Treat couldn’t let her go—not this time. Not ever again.

“No, Max, he’s not the person
you
think he is. It’s none of my business, and I’ll leave you two alone to hash this out in a second, but first…” She turned to Treat. “Do not let her drive. She’s the sweetest, kindest woman I have met in a long time.”

“I promise,” Treat said quietly.

“Max,” Vicky continued, “Treat has women after him all the time. Of course he does. Just look at him. It’s a wonder he can go anywhere looking like that. But he’s a gentleman. He doesn’t have a girl in this port. I’ve never seen him bring a woman here, or even date a woman here, and he’s no spring chicken. That’s a lot of years without a steady woman on his arm.” She took Max’s hand and slipped her keys from it. “Max, he’s your tiller.” She nodded. “Trust me, Max. Trust me.”

Vicky handed the keys to Treat, kissed his cheek, and then whispered in his ear, “Hurt her and I’ll kill you. And I want a front seat at the wedding.”

Treat was too shocked to move. His heart was swimming in gratitude for what Vicky had said about him. He wanted to make her proud, and he knew he would. There was no woman alive more important to him than Max, except perhaps Savannah, but at that moment, even Savannah was pushed to the back burner. He stepped forward and looked down into Max's sad eyes. He touched her arm and felt her trembling.

“You’re cold.”

MAX WAS INTOXICATED, confused, and sad, but she’d had too much wine to feel cold. “I’m not,” she managed.

“It was you on the shuttle, wasn’t it?” he asked.

She nodded, the kiss she’d witnessed burning a hole right through her stomach.

“Max,” he whispered, “I didn’t kiss her. Not once. I don’t even know her. She’s a friend of Bonnie’s—a friend of a friend.”

“I heard what you said to her. I think the whole beach did.” Max looked into his eyes, and despite the internal walls she’d constructed, the hurt in his eyes weaseled its way around them.

“I don’t want anyone but you, Max. Just you. Always.”

Max looked away, breaking the spell that was holding her together. Damn the sincerity in his voice. She’d come to Wellfleet because she felt herself falling in love with him, and she heard him turn away that beautiful blonde, and still she was angry—angry at herself for being so weak as to fall for a fantasy and angry at Vicky’s words, which were picking away at that anger.
He’s your tiller
.

Her chest tightened. At first the tears came slow and quiet; then her breathing quickened and sobs shuddered through her. She buried her face in her hands and leaned against the car.

“Why?” she yelled. “Why do you want me, of all people?”

“Because, Max, you are kind and generous; you’re loving and beautiful. Because the moment I saw you, my heart tumbled and it has yet to recover. I’m sorry, Max, for any pain I’ve caused you, but
you
are the woman I want to be with.” The honesty in his voice was deafening. She turned away from it—from him.

He wrapped his arms around her. She thrashed from side to side, trying to get free from his too-tight grasp. His body was so warm, so strong as she struggled against him. His heart thundered against her cheek, a tangible rhythm to her sobs. He held her until her body stopped shaking and her sobs turned to silent, streaming tears.

She felt his arm slip down to the crook behind her knee; then she was in his strong arms, and he was carrying her, kissing her forehead. Red flags waved in her mind, but despite them, she felt safe. She closed her eyes against the warning bells. She had to deal with this one way or another, drunk or not. They needed to put closure to whatever it was that was going on between them or find a way to get through it.
He’s your tiller.

“I’ll drive you to your hotel,” he said as he buckled her into his car and reclined the passenger seat.

“I don’t have one,” she admitted.

“Cottage?”

She shook her head.

“Where are you staying?”

Sobs found her once again, and she forced her words out between them. “I came here…hoping…hoping to find you. I forgot…reservations. Every place is booked.” She turned away from him.