More Than You Know (20 page)

Dane had real heart. She saw it in the way he interacted with people, and she saw it in the way he treated her. They were only sleeping together, he owed her nothing. But he never treated her like an object, or a slut, or anything other than . . . lovely, actually. Even in his casual, smooth way, he wasn't slick, sleazy, or dismissive. He was genuinely charming, and funny, and sweet. He was outright tender at times. He'd proved that on the yacht. She'd given him a peek into her ugliness . . . and he hadn't rebuffed her, or bolted, or made her feel less than him. He'd held her close, dropped the questions, and ordered chocolate-covered strawberries to the cabin.

She huffed out an exasperated breath. Goddammit, she liked him more every day.
Shit.
It made her feel both alive and off-balance. She had no anchor.

Suddenly gripped by a wave of loneliness and yearning, she reached for her cell phone. Before she could change her mind, she sent a short e-mail.

Her eyes burned with tears. She sniffed them back forcefully, shoved her phone back into her bag, and stared at herself in the mirror. Time to drown her sorrows with song. She stood, smoothed out the hunter green cocktail dress, slipped her feet into the matching peep-toe stilettos, and headed for the stage.

 

 

Dane set down his drink to clap as the audience gave Julia and Kelvin a standing ovation. They'd finished their second set and kicked ass, as usual. Also as usual, she looked stunning. Her hair was up tonight, in some slick twisty bun on top of her head, sleek and glamorous. He wanted nothing more than to let down her hair with both hands, peel her out of that little green dress, and cover every inch of her delectable body with his mouth.

Across the crowd, she looked in his direction. A few times that night, she'd glanced his way, even tossed him a quick smile. Catching her gaze now, he gestured that he'd meet her back at her dressing room. She gave the slightest nod and turned her eyes back to the crowd for one last little bow. Kelvin stepped off the small stage and extended his hand to her. She took it, stepped down as well, and they both walked out.

The lights came up and a swinging Frank Sinatra song kicked in. The buzz of the crowd, both in the lounge and in the bar, was loud and pulsing with energy. Wanting to give Julia a few minutes to unwind, Dane sat back in his chair and thought about her. He really loved her voice. Every time she sang, she impressed him. He loved watching her perform, how she worked a room with ease. Three nights a week for over a month now, and he wasn't bored with their show. They changed up the set lists, they obviously had fun working together—Dane enjoyed it every time. Kelvin was as good as they came, there was no doubt. But Julia shone up there. Her talent and her presence were that electric.

He sipped what was left of his scotch and watched the crowd around him enjoy his hotel. Business was booming. He was going to have some incredible sex within the hour with an amazing woman. Life was good.

“Dane.” Tonio was at his side, hunched over his shoulder. “Come with me.”

The delicious high he'd enjoyed a few seconds before vanished, replaced by the feeling something was wrong from the tone of Tonio's voice. “What's up?” he asked, even as he rose from his chair.

“That guy, the one who always comes and stares at Julia?” Tonio's dark eyes flashed. “I might be wrong, but I could swear I saw him head back to her dressing room.”

A shiver ran through Dane's body, a nauseating adrenaline rush that had his nerves jangling. “Let's go.”

The two men pushed through the crowd, trying to move quickly. When they got to the back hallway, Kelvin was rushing out, looking wild. “Oh, thank God,” he said when he saw them. “I was just coming to call security or whatever you got here. Julia needs help.”

Dane's blood rushed through his veins like liquid mercury. “Go, go!” he shouted at Tonio, pushing his shoulder. The three men jogged back up the short hall, and Tonio crashed the door open with his heavy hands.

The man Tonio had spotted, the shaggy-haired guy who'd been lurking for weeks, had Julia pinned up against the wall, his arms on either side of her, his face close to hers.

But even through his red haze of fury and burst of anxiety, Dane saw that Julia didn't look afraid. She looked angry, and actually, she was yelling in the guy's face to leave her alone.

Tonio got to him first. He took the guy by the back of his shirt and slammed him to the floor, face down. Dane went for Julia, but Kelvin grabbed her and pulled her away while Tonio grasped the man's shoulders, flipped him over, and held him to the carpet by holding his shoulders down and leaning on his chest with a heavy knee.

“I got you, baby,” Kelvin cooed to his best friend, holding her close. “We're here.”

Julia's breath came in hard gasps as she grasped him and held tight.

Dane watched Kelvin stroke her back to soothe her and felt a pang.
Damn.
He knew they'd been friends for years, of course she'd go to Kelvin for comfort. But
he
wanted to be the one holding her. He wanted to rub her back and make her feel safe . . . she was
his
woman. That thought, combined with what he recognized as a pang of jealousy, shook his insides. He swatted them away. What he was feeling wasn't the top priority at the moment.

“Are you okay?” Dane asked her. His heart was still pounding in his ears.

She nodded and managed hoarsely, “He didn't hurt me, I'm fine.”

Dane looked at her pale face, saw her hands shake as she clutched at Kelvin's jacket, and his blood surged with rage. Restraining the urge to kick the intruder in the ribs, instead he balled his fists, stood over the guy and shouted, “What the fuck are you doing here?”

“I just wanted to talk to her,” the man wheezed. Tonio's knee was firmly on his chest. “I just wanted to apologize—to explain—she needs to know—”

“I don't want to hear a word out of your goddamn mouth!” Julia screamed wildly, pushing away from Kelvin. She tried to lunge at the guy, but Kelvin held her back. He braced his legs and locked his arms around her like bands of steel. “Let me go!” she cried, trying to break free. “He ruined my life, I want to punch his face in!”

Dane stared at her in shock for a second, then blinked and looked down at Tonio. “Call security, and the police. Get this guy out of here.” He looked down at the guy and said, “The lady doesn't want to talk to you.”

“But—”

“But nothing,” Dane cut him off. “Because you didn't hurt her, I'll let you out of here without needing a trip to the hospital. But if you ever set foot in
any
of my hotels,
ever
again, I'll have you arrested for trespassing so fast your head will spin. Got it?” He looked back at Julia, who was breathing heavily and as fired up as a warrior ready to go into battle. “You know this guy, I take it.”

“Unfortunately,” she bit out. She squirmed again. “Kel, let me go.”

“Not a chance,” Kelvin said, struggling to hold her.

“You know his full name?” Dane asked her. “So we can get a restraining order against him first thing in the morning?”

“Yes,” she said, glaring down at him.

“Julia, please,” the man croaked. His pale green eyes pleaded with her. “I'm sorry. I just wanted to tell you I'm so sorry. And it wasn't all my fault. You have to listen to me. I'm trying to tell you what happened, how—”

“Shut up!” she yelled, losing her composure at last. Panting, she struggled to break free of Kelvin's hold, absolutely feral. “I don't want to hear anything you have to say! I hate you! Don't ever come near me again, you hear me?” Her eyes spilled hot, furious tears as she continued to try to wiggle free. “Just let me hit him, Kel,” she begged, her voice breaking. “Just once. Please. Please . . .”

“I wanna hit him too,” Kelvin said against her cheek, holding on to her with all his might. “But no. No, baby. He's not worth it.”

Dane's jaw set so tightly, his teeth ground together. Whatever this man had done to her, it had been bad enough for her to lose it this way. Her desperate fury and pain flooded him with anguish. “Is this your ex-husband?” he asked.

“No. God no,” she spat. “But he's almost as bad.”

“Julia, I'm sorry,” the man said again. “You'll never know how sorry I am. I didn't know it was gonna go down like that, that he was gonna use it to—”

“Shut up, damn you!” she screeched, still trying to get loose.

“Stop it, Jules,” Kelvin demanded as he restrained her. “Just stop now!”

“Get him out of here,” Dane snapped to Tonio. “Before I let Kelvin set her free so she can tear him apart.”

Without a word, Tonio rose, looking dangerous. His dark, flashing eyes and six-foot-three frame of hulky muscle had never seemed so intimidating. He gripped the guy by the front of his shirt, hauled him to his feet, and dragged him toward the door like a rag doll. “I got him, Boss,” Tonio said. He slammed the guy against the wall once for good measure, hard, bringing a groan from the intruder. Over his shoulder, he told Dane, “You stay here. I got this. Security's on the other side of the door, being discreet. We'll just bring him outside. Police are on the way.”

“Thank you, Tonio,” Dane said, knowing he could trust him to handle the matter.

“You want him arrested?” Tonio asked.

Dane turned to look at Julia. “Do you?”

“No,” she said, shooting daggers at the man with her eyes. “I just want him gone.”

He pointed a finger at the man and warned in a scathing growl, “Never again. Don't you
ever
come near her again, or I'll make you
very
sorry you did. You'll answer to me, and the police—and Julia's good heart won't be there to save you.”

The man only stared at Julia, as if no one else was there. “I'm sorry for everything,” he told her raggedly. His eyes conveyed pain, fear, sorrow, and . . . remorse. Dane saw it. It was real. The guy looked pathetic.
What the fuck?
he thought as Tonio dragged him out of the room and shut the door behind them with a bang.

Covering her face with her hands, Julia sagged to her knees, sobbing. Dane rushed to her as Kelvin tried to hold her up. The two of them lifted her to her feet and brought her to one of the couches. She crumbled against her best friend, slumping into his arms and crying into his chest.

“It's over, baby,” Kelvin said, rocking her as he held her tight. “Shhh, it's over. He's gone. Liam's gone. You're fine. We're here.”

Dane sat and watched Julia break down. She was shaken to the core, and he felt a bit shaky himself. Kelvin stroked her hair, her back, whispering words of comfort and trying to soothe her. He rested his chin on Julia's head and met Dane's eyes. They looked at each other, and while Dane knew Kelvin meant well, another twinge of jealousy burned through his chest.
Let go of her, dammit. Let me hold her.

Dane had rarely felt so useless. His heart winced with every ragged sob that tore from her throat. Not knowing what to do, he went to her vanity table and got the box of tissues, bringing it back and setting it on the table nearby. He stared down at her for another minute, shoving his fists into his pockets. He wanted to
do
something. Her tears started to subside, but he was ready to pace the room out of frustration. “Should I leave and come back later?” he asked quietly.

“No,” she said, her voice muffled in Kelvin's chest. She looked up at him. “Please don't go. I—I have to explain this to you.”

“Not right now, you don't,” Dane insisted.

“But—”

“You only have to tell me if you want to, Julia. Okay?”

“Okay. I do want to. I just . . .” Her eyes filled and she started to cry again. She let her head drop onto Kelvin's shoulder.

Dane stared at her heaving back as she cried. He hated feeling inept. Needing to do something, he pulled his cell phone out of his pocket and hit speed dial. “Yeah, it's me. You see where I am, yes? . . . Right. In the dressing room, though, not out front. Listen, I need a tray, three glasses of vodka and cranberry, two drinks for me . . . make it Macallan. The eighteen. And—” He glanced at Kelvin. “What do you drink?”

“An Absolut gimlet would be good right now,” Kelvin said.

“And two Absolut gimlets,” Dane said into the phone. “I also need food. Bring me some sandwiches, some cheese and crackers, you know . . . yeah. Yes. Chocolate too . . . uh-huh. Yeah, that works. Good . . . Right. As soon as possible. Okay, thanks.” He ended the call and realized Kelvin was staring at him. “What?”

“Good move,” Kelvin said with approval.

Dane nodded in acknowledgment. Tentatively, he reached out and touched Julia's back. He hated that she was so distressed, and he hated that he hadn't been able to console her yet even more. “Hey. It's okay, honey. You're safe now.”