Authors: Xanthe Walter
loved and forgave him. Nothing else mattered.
It took him a moment to realize that the
cracking sound had stopped because the pain was
still radiating through his backside in burning
waves. Rick moved his hand away, and Matt gave
a little sob as the connection between them was
broken.
He saw Rick place his belt on the coffee table
out of the corner of his eye, but he didn't move.
This was a punishment, and he wouldn't move until
his dom gave him permission.
Rick returned to his side and stroked a gentle
hand over his back. "Matt - I want you to go and
stand facing the wall," he said quietly. "You need
some time to be alone with the punishment and let
it seep in."
Matt pushed away from the chair, his
backside screaming its protest at the movement,
and walked slowly over to the wall as ordered.
He was glad Rick wasn't making him leave
the inner world of his punishment quickly. He
needed time to absorb the impact of what he'd
experienced and to slowly come back to himself.
They had once playacted a scene where he'd
faced the wall in his trailer, but this felt very
different. There was nothing erotic about this
moment. His bottom felt like it was burning up, but
he knew better than to put back his hands and try to
rub away the pain. This was his punishment, and
he had to own it, the way Rick had owned the
giving of it.
He closed his eyes and allowed the
knowledge that he'd been punished to really sink
in. It was the first time his dom had punished him,
but he doubted it would be the last. It might not
happen often but it would happen again, and he
knew now that he could trust Rick to do it right.
Matt wasn't a naughty sub, and he certainly
didn't deserve to be punished for the stupid, made-
up reasons his previous doms had disciplined him
for. This punishment had been a physical reminder
that he was collared now, and his actions had
consequences, not just for himself but also for his
dom.
If he was ever ordered to the Justice Hall to
take official punishment, then Matt knew,
absolutely and without question, that Rick would
step in and take it for him, as was his right. So
Matt had to be mindful of his own duties and
responsibilities as a sub and aware of how much
the collar around his neck had changed his life.
Matt let out a deep breath, finally coming to
terms with what had just happened between them.
The punishment had made him feel safe, supported
and secure in the knowledge that his dom would do
what was right for them both, even though it was
painful.
"That's it. Time's up." Rick came up behind
him. "Your punishment is over now, Matty," he
said firmly. He put his hand on Matt's shoulder,
swung him around, and wrapped his arms around
him. "It's over. All over now," he said hoarsely,
his voice shaking.
Matt put his arms around his dom's neck,
buried his face in Rick's shoulder and held on
tight, and they stayed that way for a long time, just
holding each other.
Rick sought out Matt's lips with his own and
kissed his sub gently, putting all his love into that
kiss, feeling closer to him than ever before.
While he hadn't actively enjoyed punishing
Matt, the dom inside him had found it cathartic. It
hadn't been easy, but it had been necessary, and it
had created a new kind of connection between
them.
"Here." He reached into his pocket and got
out a tube of ointment. "I bought it on my way
home. I knew we'd be needing it." He turned Matt
around and gently soothed the cool ointment into
his red skin. He'd punished Matt well, but he'd
made sure not to break his skin or cause any lasting
damage; Matt would find sitting painful for a few
days, but that was all. Matt whimpered as he took
care of him, and when he was done, Rick kissed
him again to settle him.
It was getting dark outside. Rick disengaged
himself from his sub and switched the lights on,
dimming them to create a cozy atmosphere in the
warm room. Then he turned on some music,
searching through his iPod for the right playlist of
smoky, jazz tunes.
He took his sub's hand and pulled him in
close, slow dancing with him around the room.
Matt rested his chin on Rick's shoulder, looking
hazy and happy. He might be hurting physically,
but the guilt and anxiety had gone from his eyes,
and he was content in his submission. No, not just
content - he was proud of it, and Rick was proud
of him too. There was something very special
about a sub taking that kind of hard punishment
without protest or complaint, and Rick felt
humbled by the trust Matt had placed in him.
He stroked Matt's body, feeling his cock
come to life at the nearness of his naked sub. The
urge to touch him was overwhelming, and he
caressed Matt lazily, trailing his fingers over his
back and nuzzling his hair with his lips.
"I need to be in you," he whispered into
Matt's ear, and Matt nodded and pressed against
him, clearly feeling the same way.
Rick reached for the belt he'd discarded on
the coffee table.
"Put your hands behind your back," he said
softly, wanting only quiet words between them
now after the firm orders and hard cracking sound
of the punishment.
Matt obeyed instantly, and Rick bound his
hands with his belt. Then he got down on his knees
and gently mapped Matt's body with his hands and
lips, the way he had the first night after collaring
him. He still found it hard to believe that this
beautiful sub belonged to him. It was a miracle that
any sub had taken his collar, but that it should be
this one, who he loved so much, and who had
proved himself willing to take that kind of hard
punishment at his hands… well, that astounded
him.
He explored his sub's body tenderly for a
long time, kissing and caressing him with the
lightest of feather-light touches, showing him just
how loved he was and how proud of him his dom
was.
When he was sure that Matt had absorbed the
message, Rick got up and got undressed himself.
Then he took Matt's hand, led him to the sofa, laid
down on it on his back, and pulled Matt on top of
him, so that he was straddling him.
"Ride me," he said quietly. He knew it would
be hard - this wasn't an easy angle, and Matt wasn't
experienced in this position.
He placed his hands on Matt's heated
buttocks, and Matt whimpered, but he held his
dom's gaze unflinchingly and didn't try to move
away. Then, slowly and deliberately, Rick pulled
his sore buttocks apart. Matt gasped, but still held
his position.
"Good boy." Rick slid his finger into Matt's
hole and was gratified to find that even in the midst
of all his earlier turmoil, Matt had kept himself
prepared for his dom.
He opened Matt up a little more, and then put
his hands on Matt's hips and guided him down onto
his own hard length. Matt took a deep breath as
Rick's cock breached his hole; he paused for a
moment to adjust, and then pushed himself down
further on it. Rick smiled up at him and brushed a
lock of his blond hair out of his eyes.
Matt shifted his hips and gave a cry of
pleasure as he took his dom's cock fully inside his
body. Rick pulled him down for a lingering kiss,
loving, as always, the sensation of claiming his sub
with both his tongue and his cock. He pushed his
hips up forcefully, meeting Matt's gyrations down,
pushing his cock even further in, up to the root.
Matt's hands were bound behind his back, so
Rick steadied and guided him with his own hands
to keep him in place. They worked as a team, each
of them feeling a hard-earned sense of love and
trust from the other. They'd been through hell but
they hadn't failed each other, and they'd come out
the other side stronger than ever.
Rick kept one hand on Matt's thigh, keeping
him in place, and moved his other hand to grasp
his sub's hard cock, stroking it in time to Matt's
movements up and down on his cock.
They locked gazes as they made love, and
Rick felt his heart swelling with love and pride for
his sub. This man, riding his cock, was the love of
his life. Their bodies fit together perfectly, and
they trusted each other implicitly. Matt smiled
down on him, and Rick reached up a hand to gently
caress his cheek. Matt’s blue eyes were glowing
with love, and the moment felt incredibly
profound. They had been through so much, learned
so much about each other and themselves, and
now, finally, they had come out the other side.
The dimly lit room was warm and peaceful,
and the music crooned softly in the background as
dom and sub danced to an age-old tune, their
bodies moving together as one.
As they made love, something flared into life
in the pit of Rick's belly; it was sweet and warm,
and it seemed to flow effortlessly from himself to
Matt and back again. Matt's eyes widened, and
Rick knew he was feeling it too.
Then, suddenly, it was as if he was in Matt's
body. Rick could feel the hot pain emanating in
waves from his punished bottom; the leather belt
around his wrists, holding his arms behind his
back; and the sweet sensation of a hard cock
sliding into him, hitting his prostate as he rode on
top of it.
He could feel all those sensations, and yet
they weren't his. They were Matt's, and he knew
Matt could feel his sensations too. They were one,
joined… and it was impossible to tell where the
dom ended and the sub began.
It should have been disorienting, but it wasn't.
It felt like the most natural thing in the world and it
was so beautiful that Rick felt himself drowning in
it.
They became locked in that moment, gazes
fixed on each other and bodies joined as one, lost
in the exquisite sensation of that warm flow of
energy pulsing sweetly between them, like honey.
His body was Matt's, and Matt's was his.
Somehow they had fused, and they were floating
together, spiraling upwards as the sexual ecstasy in
their joined bodies reached a crescendo.
Rick felt them both convulsing as their joint
orgasm began. They were engulfed in a haze of
pleasure, transported on wave after wave of
intense sensation that claimed them completely
until they were aware of nothing else. They threw
back their heads and cried out, as one, and lights
exploded like fireworks all around them.
It seemed to go on forever, and then, suddenly
it was over, and the bright, flashing lights were
gone. Matt slumped down on top of him, and Rick
caught him in his arms and held him tight against
his own body, keeping him safe.
Rick came to some time later and lay there,
feeling too sated to move. He was dimly aware of
the sweet flow of energy between them weakening,
leaving them as separate entities again, and no
longer joined.
It took several minutes for the throbbing link
between them to recede completely, like the tide
ebbing away on the seashore, gently fading away.
They lay in exhausted silence until it was
gone, Matt's body pressed against his, and Rick's
arms wrapped loosely around his sub. Then Matt
lifted his head.
"What the hell was that?" he whispered, in a
tone of awe.
"I don't know, but I think, maybe, it was the
kaeira," Rick replied, just as awestruck.
"The kaeira…you mean…?"
"Yes - that flow of energy that signals the
possibility of being able to life-bond," Rick said.
He thought maybe he should be more shocked, but
he wasn't. Somehow, it felt right that he and Matt
should be blessed with the kaeira. So few couples