Stripped Senseless (8 page)

“Tania, we do not
have anything left to pursue.
 
Pierce has
taken care of that.
 
I cannot take on a
submissive or anything more whilst I am not treated with respect and by that I
mean being 100% honest with me. So therefore I think it would be wise for all
contact to cease between us.” He seems to say this with a heavy heart and I
want to beg him to see it another way.
 
How in the hell could I have misread the situation so utterly wrong? I
cannot say anything to him, my heart won’t allow it.
 
At this moment my heart has been broken into
a thousand tiny pieces and I am not sure that I will be able to put it all back
together again.

“I think its best you
go home now Tania.”
 
And with that he
hands me my clothes and walks away from me not even looking back to make sure I
am alright.
 
I put my stupid purple latex
dress on again and grab my purse from the locker I used and head out into the
dark, never ending night and hail a cab to go home without the love of my life,
David.

             
God Tania really was something
special,
there was no way of denying it now.
 
The way she felt when I was inside of her was
just damn exquisite.
 
I loved how her
breasts responded to my touch and how that devilish little smile played on her
lips when she was aroused.
 
When I sunk
inside of her pussy it just felt amazing, her lips pulling me closer until I
was balls deep. Christ It gets me hard just thinking about it.
 

             
My cock and her pussy just melded
together perfectly as if we were born for one another.

             
 
Christ
David
stop
talking like a sentimental prick.
 

             
But god it was
true.
 
The faces she made when she came
was
simply beautiful and it could almost send me over the
edge as well.
 
When she came, her pussy
did a most wonderful magic trick by pulsing so hard around my cock it would
milk all the come straight out of my balls until the whole thing was bone
dry.
 
Yes I think it is safe to say I am
smitten with Tania.
 

             
God all fucking mighty who the fuck even says smitten anymore? A 1900’s
fucking choirboy for fucks sake David get a grip of
yourself
!

             
However, I put an end to anything
flourishing between us by telling her it couldn’t go on because she never told
me about Pierce.
 
What a fucking dick
that guy was.
 
An arrogant tosser who believed
that he knew Tania’s body better than me, yet I just fucked her and made her
come
countless times.
 
What in the hell could Tania have seen in him?
 
Okay I understand the whole friends with
benefits thing but seriously, why him?
 
I
have seen better looking shit on my shoe.
 
I know the guy is still in love with her and was Tania even aware of
that fact?
 
That is exactly the reason
why the guy was aggressive with me.
 
I
was apparently stepping onto his
territory,
well I
soon made him aware that certainly wasn’t the case.
 
I gave him a good bloody punch in the jaw for
that remark, I am sure it must have cracked into tiny little pieces.
 

             
I really had to give it to Tania
though,
she stood her ground really well, giving Pierce back
twice as much as he threw on her.
 
My
little Tania was a firecracker both in bed and in her attitude. I was proud,
the club wasn’t her usual territory but god she handled her own extremely
well.
 

             
What really got me hard was her
ability to assume the submissive role so easily.
 
I love my women submissive, but on the other
end of the spectrum I love feisty women
and
 
she
has a good balance of the two.
 
This had been occupying my waking thoughts
and my dreams from the very first night I laid eyes on her.
 
But now I probably have royally fucked
everything up between us.
 
All because I
was angry I wasn’t informed of her fuck buddy and if truth be told, it probably
wasn’t anger I was feeling it was most likely jealousy.
 
I wanted to knock the shit out of him as soon
as he said he had an arrangement with Tania.
 

             
Well at least we had a job tonight
so that would keep me busy and I could focus my mind on other things.
 
I did enjoy the stripping, I have done it
since I was sixteen and it pays pretty well.
 
What I don’t enjoy about the job is the constant groping.
 
Yes I know the groping comes with the
territory but it’s the inappropriate groping that fucking makes me pissed.
 
Some women think just because they are paying
you they have the god given right to cop a feel of my cock and my arse whenever
the hell they like.
 
I have almost given
it up countless times, women are definitely the more sexual breed I have no
doubts about that.
 

             
The night I met Tania was so
different though.
 
I spotted her as soon
as I walked into the bar that
night,
she looked
beautiful in the ridiculous tutu and tank top she was wearing.
 
I did my duty first by paying attention to
the bride-to-be but god I so wanted Tania’s hand on me instead.

             
 
When Marlee spotted me eyeing Tania, she
whispered that she was the matron of honor and I should pay her a little visit
across the room.
 
Well I didn’t have to
be told twice!! The way her hands felt when she rubbed the oil into me had my
cock standing up in attention in double quick time.
 
She felt so fucking good on my
body,
I just knew I had to have more, which leads us up to
the here and now.
 
This fucking stripping
job is going to be a complete nightmare tonight. I just don’t want any other
women touching me when it should be Tania.
 

             
God almighty I have now entered
the seventh circle of hell and just want someone to put me out of my misery
right this minute. I miss her bad already.

******

             
I wake up after the most
disastrous night’s sleep in a long time.
 
I am still wearing last night’s clothes, which are the most
uncomfortable kind ever invented.
 
The
latex dress has slipped all the way up my stomach and my knickers are all
twisted.

             
 
Christ
how much did I drink last night in my self pitying haze?
 

             
I pull myself out of my self-tangled
state and walk cross legged into the bathroom.
 
I stare into the mirror and almost scream at the shocking figure that
stares back at me.
 
My hair looks like I
have been dragged through a hedge backwards.
 
My make-up is smudged in every direction possible, no wonder David ended
things judging by the state I was in.
 
God last night was both one of the best nights of my life but also one
of the worst nights in my entire life.
 
I
lost David and the ache of that is killing me already and it hasn’t even been
24 hours yet.
 
How on earth am I going to
be able to survive not knowing him at all anymore? Why oh why did Pierce have
to interject and ruin everything that could have become with David, it had the possibility
of being something very beautiful.
 

             
I take off this damn ridiculous
dress and dump it in the corner of the bathroom. I have made the decision never
to step foot in that club again, my heart
could
 
not
bear to see David with another
submissive.

             
 
I step into my shower and let the hot
water
 
cascade
all
over my exhausted body.
 
The water is
therapeutic but also has me crying big ugly girl cries.
 
I have never felt the emotion of love for
another man until David and at this precise moment I never want to feel that
emotion again, if it leaves me feeling like this.
 
I finish my shower and wrap myself with a
fluffy towel and seek comfort in it, wishing it was David’s arms around me, I
always felt so much comfort and at home in his arms.
 
I have loved and lost all within the space of
two weeks, I fell for David and fell so very hard, I am not sure what I will do
to get myself over the pain of losing him.
 

             
I head back into my bedroom and
pick out some comfortable jeans and a tank top to wear for the day.
 
I put them on and breathe a sigh of
relief,
it feels so good to be in comfy clothing.
 
I think my plans for today will consist of
visiting Diane and Sue and seeing if they wish to do lunch and drinks with me
today, I so need a distraction.
 
These
two girls can make me laugh and see the light of things like no one else
can.
 
Yes this is exactly what I
need.
 

             
I pick up the phone and dial the
number for Diane and it rings twice before she cheerily answers the phone.
 

             
“Hello sugar-tits, how is your
fucking love life?” Diane says very loudly, in true Diane fashion.
 
Just Diane asking this has me swallowing down
a lump that has developed in my throat.
 

             
“Yes love, well that is exactly
why I am phoning. Things have gone a bit arse over tit where David is
concerned.
 
He found out about Pierce and
felt that I wasn’t being honest with him, so he told me that it would be best
to cease all contact with him.” The story is hurtful to tell but there is no
point in hiding it from Diane, she can always
see
right through me.
 

             
“Right babes, what exactly
happened?” she says very sweetly obviously knowing it’s a touchy subject.
 
Her concern for me is very touching and it is
such a beautiful side to my dear Diane.
 
I would be completely lost without my daring friends, in actual fact
they are more like sisters than friends.
 
If anyone is going to get me through the upcoming days it’s going to be
my girls.
 

             
“Oh, Diane I don’t know exactly
where to start.” I can feel the sobs starting and I keep swallowing them back
trying to keep a lid on my emotions.
 

             
“Just start at the beginning and
don’t leave anything out and if any fucker has hurt you I will be hunting them
down.
 
I love you and I am here for you
no matter what.”
 
Diane speaks to me so
softly, cooing like a mother hen.
 
I love
her too.

             
“Right, well.” I begin gingerly
not really wanting to tell my sob story but also knowing Diane will prise it
out of me anyway.
 
“You know I was going
out to the BDSM club with Catherine and her Dom.
 
Well when I got there all was okay, I sat
there in the waiting area and waited for an appropriate Dom to take me on as
his submissive.
 
Well, I was approached
by a huge Dom, he was very overbearing and mysterious and was apparently very
into sadism and had agreed to take me on, but it just wasn’t meant to be.
 
David was also at the club unbeknownst to me.
David is into the BDSM scene also and was at the club last night.
 
David saved me from the clutches of the
sadist and even managed to intimidate the mysterious Dom. God Diane he was just
amazing the way he stood up for my honour.
 
I had such admiration for him and dare I say it at that moment I felt
something a lot stronger for him than attraction.
 

             
“Oh no sugar plum, do you love him
then?” Diane says this with such enthusiasm as if she has been waiting for this
admission from me for a while now.
 

             
“Christ Diane this is the first
time I have ever felt this emotion and I am so damn confused right now. I don’t
know how to act in this kind of situation.
 
I want him so bad it actually hurts to be away from him.”
 
And this is the god honest truth. Every
breath I take away from him is taking every aspect of my-self-control not to
break down.