Stripped Senseless (9 page)

             
“Tania, I know this is very hard
on you, especially it being your first proper heart wrenching love.
 
Continue with your story lovely and then we
can discuss how to deal with your feelings for David afterwards.”
 
I am very grateful for Diane’s level
headedness in this situation, it makes me feel that there is at least a small
amount of control in this fucked up situation.
 

             
“Okay babe.
 
Well David was now my Dom and I was his
submissive and god I was so glad of that fact, I so did not want to be under
the command of a sadist.
 
He was just so
gentle in introducing me into the world of BDSM, I just couldn’t ask for
anything more.
 
He spanked me and oh my
god it turned me on so much, I really didn’t expect that at all.
 
I am so sure that my reaction turned him on
even more and smiled that devilish grin of his.
 
He quickly moved on to bondage and bound me to the shackles hanging from
the wall, so that my arms where raised above my head.
 
It felt bloody amazing surrendering that
control over to him. He then attached my ankles to a spreader bar, god it was
the sexiest thing anyone had ever done to me, I was wet just with him doing
that to me.”
 
Lucky there was no secret
that was too pervy for us girls, we shared just about anything and
everything.
 

             
“Dear mother of god. Tania I can
totally understand why you find that sexy, did you not worry about everyone
being able to watch you?” Diane asks.
 
My
god now that I think back I didn’t even notice if anyone was watching us until
Pierce was in our face.
 

             
“Diane to be honest I didn’t even
notice anyone watching us, I was just far too in the moment.
 
He had a way of making me feel like we were
the only two in the room at that
moment,
he was simply
amazing and was most definitely sex personified.
 
Anyway now that he had me tied up to his
mercy he attached nipple clamps, oh my holy hell they hurt but they also
created intense pleasure.
 
He shocked me
at that moment but seeing the look of awe on his face made me love it all the
more.
 
The next part of the introduction
was the best, he fucked me with all of his being and he is the most perfect
lover, he is raw, sensual, and animalistic, but most of all my needs and my
pleasure came above his own.
 
I lost
count how many times I came whilst he was pounding me.
 

             
“Right Tania that sounds like he
took care of you very well, which I am glad of, it means that I don’t have to
hunt the fucker down for using and abusing you. So what exactly happened next
then? I am guessing something went down for you to be so disheartened
now.”
 
Diane could read me like a book
there was just no hiding anything from her.
 

             
“Pierce was in the fucking club, I
have no bloody idea whether he was following me or whether he is totally into
the BDSM scene.
 
I can tell you this, it
fucking freaked me out.
 
The thing that
got me was while David and I were on cool-down time after our scene Pierce was
in the shadows watching us but he was also stroking himself. I just felt so
sick when I spotted him.
 

             
“Wait a minute girl, he was
watching you, but stroking himself too? Wait until I get my hands on that
little sewer infested rat, he will wish he was never born.
 
Tania did we not all tell you to watch that
little shit when you first started your arrangement.
 
There was just something we all didn’t trust
about him, just shows how damn seedy he really was.”
 
I knew the girls were right even from day one
but I was determined I wasn’t going to act like a nun for the rest of my
life.
 
I cannot totally regret my
arrangement with Pierce as it has made me realise what true love is and what it
feels like.
 

             
“I know Diane I realise the errors
of my ways now although it’s not done me any good.” I sigh loudly realising
just how much I have lost due to my arrangement.
 
“Anyway, Pierce approached us and created a
scene of his own in the club.
 
Both David
and Pierce started staring each other down as though they were two bulls
getting ready for a fight.
 
Pierce
accused me of basically denying my feelings for him. He also stated that our
relationship as he put
it,
meant more to him than it
obviously did to me.
 
It became apparent
that Pierce was in love with me, if you ask me I don’t think he is mentally
stable at the moment.
 
The whole
situation came to a head when Pierce said that I needed a good punishment fuck
to show me the error of my ways.
 
David
straight out swung for him and punched his jaw, I am sure I heard the definite
crack of bones, after that he scampered away into whatever rock he crawled out
of.
 
I had my heart broken after that
when David said that it wouldn’t be wise for us to have any contact again since
I hadn’t been honest with him about Pierce and our arrangement.
 

             
“Right okay honey-pie I think we
need to have lunch and our world famous cocktails this afternoon, yes I will
bring Sue with me, hopefully she is free and not entertaining a couple of
gentlemen okay?

             
“Thanks Diane I knew I could rely
on you girls, you are totally my lifeline at imperative times in my life, I
love you all.”
 
A girl has got to love
her friends.

             
I head into our usual bar and meet
Diane and Sue for lunch and cocktails.
 
I
spot them all sitting at our usual corner booth and head over when I see them
waving me over.
 
I sit down across from
Diane and Sue.
 
I notice that they are
both looking at me with sympathy, clearly waiting for me to break down. Diane
will have filled Sue in before I got there I assume so that I don’t have to go
through the whole wounding story again.
 

             
“Right so what are we going to do
with you
Tania,
and what are we going to do about your
feelings for David?”
 
Mutters
Diane whilst stroking her eyebrows.
 
The movement is distracting to say the least.
 

             
“There is nothing I can do Diane,
David made it crystal clear that he didn’t want to see me again and I don’t
think I could bare to see him again right now.” I hurt so bad at the moment, it
is though my heart has been ripped right out of my chest and it tossed out onto
the sidewalk to be trampled over by every pedestrian that walks by.
 

             
“Well the way I see things,
Saturday will be the perfect opportunity for you then.” Mutters Sue whilst
supping her cosmopolitan.
 
Judging by
Sue’s appearance she has had a few already.
 
Her words do confuse me though, Saturday? What the hell is happening on
Saturday?

             
“What’s
happening on Saturday Sue?”
I
probe,
I have
absolutely no idea what she is talking about.

             
They both stare at each other as
though I had just committed a cardinal sin.
 
Christ almighty what exactly am I missing here? Has something been
planned and I totally missed the memo or is my memory a hazy fog since I have
been preoccupied with the issue that is David.
 

             
“Oh My God you do have it bad,
don’t you? It’s only the highlight of the social fucking calendar this Saturday
woman. I will give a rather large fucking clue to it.
 
Does being matron of honor spring any bells
to you?” Diane suggests very blatantly.
 
Christ almighty how in the hell did I forget about this!
 
Marlee is my best fucking friend and I forgot
that she was getting married on Saturday.
 
I feel like a very shit friend, David has occupied my every thought since
I met him on Marlee’s hen night.
 
He has
had such a profound effect on me that everything else has gone straight out of
the window.
 

             
I suddenly burst into the tears
that I have been struggling to hold back since last night.
 
I feel plain awful for being a crap friend
but I am also crying due to suffering the loss of David, a man whom I have only
known a few weeks.
 
This only goes to
prove the intensity of my feelings for him.
 
I know without a shadow of a doubt I am so in love him, the feelings
that he has evoked in me are both strange but also welcome.
 
What in the hell am I going to do?

             
“Look don’t worry about it, we all
know you have had loads on your mind.
 
We
know that you love David and I am pretty sure that he loves you too. Christ if
only Helen was in town she would know exactly how to put a smile on your
beautiful face.
 
She always has a
hilarious helenism to brighten up everyone’s day.
 
The only advice I can give you is that you
have to chase and fight for what you want. Life, as we know is just too damn
short.
 
David is a damn fine catch and
the two of you are just perfect for each other. Let’s get the wedding out of
the way and enjoy and celebrate with Marlee and then we will draw up a plan to
get David back into your life.
 
We will
get the superb six, the taskforce into sorting this out and you will be back
with him in no time, babes.”
 
Diane and
Sue smile at one another and then at me, they are so confident that things are
going to go well.
 
They fill me with a
momentary happiness.
 
Can things really
work out between us?
 
Oh god I fucking
hope so, I fucking love that man and I am so horny for him it fucking hurts.

***********

             
I step out the shower after
hacking one out, god I hate masturbating, especially when I was thinking about
Tania’s luscious lips wrapped around my throbbing cock.
 
Every time I think about Tania I am instantly
hard.
 
The attraction between us just
isn’t sexual, I am also attracted to her absolutely beautiful personality, and
she has such a pure heart. I am in awe of her totally.
 

             
Tonight we have a booking for a
bunch of girls celebrating a 21
^st
birthday.
 
It will be full of screaming women that will
be leaving their inhibitions at the entrance to the club.
 
Usually I have a high tolerance to screaming
women but this is the first job I have done since I laid my eyes on the
stimulating Tania.
 
I want her eyes
watching me, fucking me with those beautiful eyes. Christ I can feel my middle
leg standing to attention again.
 
I
really don’t have time to go back into the shower and whack another one
out.
 
God the amount of times over the
last few days that I have been forced to stroke the frankfurter and come that
way is so fucking frustrating. I want Tania’s tight cunt around it
instead.
 

             
I head back into the bedroom and
put on the necessary police uniform for the job.
 
I don’t have a big head or anything, but fuck
I work this uniform. I am a hot motherfucker and work hard to look this way,
Jesus Tania and I could have been something special. What the hell am I going
to do?

             
I pick up the other fake coppers
and drive to the bar in question. This bar is called the spotted
dick,
it really does set the tone for the evening.
 
I think this is going to be a rundown bar
with stale beer and women that are rejects from the likes of the Jerry springer
show.
 

             
Myself and the lads walk in, Tony,
Steve and Eric all glance at each other both at the state of the bar and the
state of the women.
 
Yes definite rejects
of society, have any of these women even been fucked yet? They have virgins just
tattooed all over their bodies.
 

             
Yes that is exactly why they have booked strippers. Probably the only
way anyone will touch them!

             
We can see
where the women are congregating with pitchers of beer.
 
For fucks sake this gig is going to be harder
than I thought it would have been
,
it’s always hell
getting through the gigs with the munters!
 
The women have attempted to dress seductively but Christ they just look
like the keepers of the gates of hell.